Saturday, September 30, 2006
Y Rob-B-Hood!
worked from 7am to 12pm at pan pac this morning. a not so busy morning at the executive centre, so i was able to slack quite a bit here and there during work. haha, felt rather sleepy lah. zzz. however, something perked li'e and i up after work. BIG SWEET LAND! lol. this is a machine in the arcade at suntec introduced by shi rui. all you have to do is to insert $1 and you gotta 'pick' sweets. it's challenging and interesting. but don't ever get addicted or you'll become broke. li'e and i spent 20ish buckeroos and managed to got quite a bit of sweets. LOL! damn kiddish lah. a really hilarious and heartwarming show starring jackie chan! highly recommended. i'll give this 5/5 rating! li'e and i were practically laughing our heads off in the cinema. hahaha! the baby's oh-so adorable!! watery big eyes with really pretty lashes! awww. teehee! i love the song in it, and i really dig this show! i'm gonna look for it, then download it to keep. =D
P/S: it's the first time i'm uploading pictures via blogger instead of PB. damn the PB. loading is a tad too slow!
went back home to rest aftermath. took a nap till 5ish before preparing to head out again in the evening. took 969 to tampines mall to meet li'e again. we had plans made in the evening, to find some "life". hahaha! i booked our movie tickets via telephone last night, and went to collect them today. 8.40pm - Rob-B-Hood.
finished the show at about 11ish, and i took 969 home. =)
singnet's extremely laggy tonight, as it's taking ages to load a website. argh!
nevermind, i'm off to watch green forest.
will be working 6pm @ meritus tomorrow. toodles! =D
i believe this show is something he won't missed either...
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i hate people who says one thing, and do another.
Friday, September 29, 2006
Y toods. =)
whoa, i slept for 13 hours today. woke up at lee hong's disturbing call asking me to guess who is she. LOL! although i'm still in those sleepy mode, but i'm still able to tell who is she okay. just that she kept denying she's not lee hong, and that she's one of my close friend in secondary school. haha! you don't sound like any of them lah girl. thanks for waking me up anyway, if not i really sleep till no government. =)
i began watching a new drama this afternoon - the green forest (lu guang shen lin). teehee! another thick bushy brows cutie in it. and he's ethan ruan. li'e claimed that he's her "boyfriend", you see. so i must have limits in adoring him. WAHAHAHA! okay, nevermind. =x
awww. =)
met up with li'e at 4ish to collect our last weekend's pay at pan pac, before taking 111 to work (meritus). and i think i saw josephine at the bus stop near cine. haha! had our early dinner at Subway in cine, before entering meritus to get change. reported at mandarin court at 6pm, and wai seng signed us in. had our briefing. li'e and i worked together with 3 tables right at the end, which is rather far from the kitchen. boo.
li'e and i were so "aunty" today, because we were fast at getting our barangs and even hid them under our side station. muhaahaa! anyhows, it was fun working with li'e. we've worked together for years already, and somehow understand each other ways of working. so yay, we made the best partners and were fast throughout.
heh. today's function was a wedding dinner. it's been quite some time since i worked at a wedding dinner, due to the 7th month. AND, we managed to take some of the wedding door gifts - handphone chains. teehee. 
how cute la. =x
right, dinner ended and we were released slightly before 11.30pm. everything was pretty smooth, and there wasn't a long queue at the finance counter. hence we got our money very fast. got changed, and took the train home. bumped into bettina at the train station, and she hasn't changed much. haha! =)
i'm looking forward in catching a movie tomorrow evening. =) will be working at pan pac in the morning tho. and now i'm gonna sleep. good nights! =D
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Y cooled. ^^
i've cooled down a lil already. i think i gonna talk to the guys about this matter soon. bah!
zzz. i am sleepy. i watched the magician love till 3am last night, and i've finally finished watching it. that show is superb! certain scenes made me laughed like mad, whereas certain scenes made me teared like shit. haha! =) then i woke up early this morning and made li'e, lye hong and myself french toast breakfast. yishun bread can taste pretty good too okay. =x
today i did not watch any shows in school. i was busy drawing my project storyboard, and editing some stuffs. looks like i'm gonna start on the programming part real soon, as there's no time to waste. it's better to start early than to panic at the end, no? =) met mr lim with pei wen in the morning, and he merely guided us briefly with the deliverables.
for lunch today, we took 184 to clementi to have prata at mr prata. yummy! we were damn bloated after the meal. went back to school and continued my storyboard. then i began playing this addictive and eyes straining "PrimeSuspects" game introduced by the RhyMes people. haha, it's fun! =D alright, signed off at 5ish and went back home straight.
i wonder what show should i watch next.... hmm.
P/S: Happy 22nd birthday, Ah Dong!! gettin' older liao woh. time to leap to the next step of your life. gonna ORD soon le. all the best to you and may everything be smooth sailing for you. rawk on, kor! =)
Y ANGRY!
fumes*
remembered i once mentioned about somebody not paying up for the class jersey? it's been months already, and this fella still don't wanna pay up!
what do you think we need a jersey printed with your name for? wipe the floor? i believe we've given enough allowance for you. you told us you've no money, then fine! we wait. and now that your internship has started, and its almost payday. isn't it normal for us to ask you when are you free to pay up? asked you so many times, yet you INGORE all our messages. and today, this is what i get from you. we regard you as one of us, yet you behaved like an outcast,
ARGH!!!! look at this chat log between us earlier on.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
hey.. do u hav the intention of returnin us the money? so we can give u ur jersey.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
and please reply.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
okay, seems like u've been avoiding li'e since long time ago..
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
we hav been classmates so long.. n nw becos of this money matter, u're shunning urself away from us.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
nobody treated u as an outkast, but u owiz acted as one.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
in order to make the class have an identity tgt.. so we have this class jersey
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
it wasnt compulsory. i passed the paper around everyone ordered in their own wills
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
i admit i was the one who persuaded u.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
but if u noe this is the situation, u shld hav insisted on not ordering.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
we ordered. and told u the price. u said u didnt expect it to be more than $25
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
den fine, return li'e $25 first at least.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
i believe we've given u enuf allowance time.. we aint loaksharks.. but dun u think it isnt fair for li'e to be $30 poorer all these while?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
u said u dun even hav money to eat. okay fine, we swallow that down.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
but now that ur IP is on the go.. and ur first pay is coming.. isnt it normal for her to ask u?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
and this is wat we get? u ignoring our messages.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
what do u take us for?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
fools to have believed ur words and ordered ur jersey with YOUR name printed on it and in the end get this frm u?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
what do u think we need a jersey with YOUR name printed on it for?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
answer me. and stop ignoring can.. be a man and face this.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
when u decided to be a man, please kindly contact us.
we got graduation gown? says:
hello. u want me to reply u in frnt of my supervisor izit.. wah lao.
we got graduation gown? says:
i'll pay lar...
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
alright fine.. u think i've eyes to see who's beside u?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
whoa, brilliant.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
great that u say u'll pay
we got graduation gown? says:
u dun have any iniative meh? u think ure alone in the office ar.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
hey come on.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
if u were us , msging u and gettin no replies after many attempts in the past, will u feel ure yet again ignoring us?
we got graduation gown? says:
and if u were me... do u feel annoyed fer sumthin ure accused of?
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
whoa, 'accuse'.. what a strong word
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
ask urself lah..
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
who was the one ignoring msges since mths ago
we got graduation gown? says:
another accusation. great... watever lar ar..
we got graduation gown? says:
i gt oney later i pay.
we got graduation gown? says:
*money
we got graduation gown? says:
dats it.
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
yeah, whatever..
♥ ` joanne :: * realistic me in an unidealistic world . # vulner.ability. ♥ says:
irresponsible.
we got graduation gown? says:
u really want me to be irresponsible..? fine.. u'll see.
after that line he said, he went offline even before i'm able to say anything! argh. friggin' mad.
hello, we ain't charity okay! fumes*
be back to blog more laters. i'm out to lunch.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Y =X
ya'll know? i am so totally addicted to the magician love! i watched it till 4am last night, woke up in the afternoon and continued. i'm taking a break now, and will be back at it later on. hahaha! ming dao! sam! wah lao.. melts* it's not just their looks that i fancy, but their sweetness in the show. LOL! right, i sound like some hua chi xiao mei mei man. right, it's just a show and that will never happen in real life. =)
tomorrow's my FYP checkpoint 1. i'm done with the deliverables, but i gotta add some more stuffs to gain more points. hmm, will see how again tomorrow after meeting mr lim.
bah, i've nothing else to say and i'm dying to continue my show. laters! =) 
and btw, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FIZZY POOPERS!!!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Y watch this!!!!
http://podcast.blog.webs-tv.net/bing0317/podcast/571282#podcastzone
this is classic!!!! ROFLMAO!!!
laughter is the best medicine.
muahaahaa! =D
Y thrash.
dang, my legs are itching to cycle! sigh, guess i gotta wait till next friday then can cycle already. hopefully this time round we'll go fo'real. cycling is a good form of exercise wokay. =)
this morning i actually boarded 852 without realising i hadn't brought along my laptop with me! however, i've my adaptors in my bag! stupid yay. hahaha! i alighted at the next stop, and went back home to take my laptop before taking the train to school. LOL! train was indeed faster, because i reached school at the usual time. went to eGarage with li'e as usual.
there wasn't any meeting with our supervisor this morning. i started watching the magician love immediately. the show's really sweeet lah. i loike! =) after a couple of episodes, li'e, lye hong and i went to canteen 2 for lunch. then we head to the library to borrow some reference books. and i decided to grab a Nicholas Sparks novel to read. i love his books. =) and i hope the reference book i borrowed will come in handy for my project.
i'm beginning to fall in love with NP library. they have the books i'm looking for! teehee.
alright, went back to eGarage after hanging around in the library for rather long. li'e and i began transferring pictures from our phones to my laptop. hahaha! found some crappy pictures anyway.
this is conrad's lorong, a place at B1 where we kept our table cloths, chair covers etc etc. the last day li'e and i worked at conrad, we tidied this area with beng san and charith. SEE! it's sooooooo neat! lol.
are you ready for some classic pictures? LOLOL!!
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hahahahaha! this was taken quite some time back when we went shopping. my face's round lah! LOL. and li'e is... crap. =x
riight, i finished what i'm supposed to submit for my checkpoint 1 today. i think it's about time i work on my project template. =D before i forget, i better go email my supervisor about the down system of NPNet earlier on, and thus many of us were unable to sign out just now. so, toodles!
P/S: thanks li'e and lye hong for making my day. =)
Y period.
Happy 22nd birthday, Glen!! and i'm sorry for cancelling the cycling trip. =)
yup, the cycling trip has been postponed to next week due to low response of participants, as told by wei liang. haha!
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when i cared, what you treated my words as? i tried to help you, but you never helped yourself. maybe you did. for once perhaps? then you'll be back to square one aftermath. i'm sorry but i can't be like everyone else spoiling you and giving in to you. i have my own life to lead. you have yours too. you said human has got limited tolerance. no doubt about that. i can't tolerate all your irresponsible doings. i can remind you once, remind you twice, but i can't remind you forever. same goes to people around you. they have their own lives to lead. you gotta depend on yourself, and stop whining like a kid! act like your age will ya.
fyi, i'm saying all these doesn't mean only you have the flaws and i'm flawless. i'm not perfect either. yes, i have attitude problem too. i don't deny that. who doesn't have? you tell me. we can't see our own flaws, unless reminded by people around us, who are able to see things clearer than ourselves.
have you ever think about why the superiors of the few workplaces you went to always like to find faults in you? why would they wanna make things difficult to you? and this is the last thing i'm gonna mention, but i really want to now. i know you hated wilson to the core, and at first sight, he disliked you too. why on earth would he even dislike you even when he hadn't even spoken to you? why out of ge jing and you who were nibbling food at the back together, he only video and report you and not gejing? why dalland won't pick on everyone else but you? why? i believed you have questioned yourself those before. but have you gotten the answer? no? then ask yourself again.
what happened between us on sunday night was just one very basic example. ya, i understand that you have your own ways of expressing yourself. there isn't much people i'd really share my heart affairs with. it's countable, and you're one of them. it just so happen that night i felt like talking to "somebody", and that was when i striked off the convo by showing you the link, and what did i get from you? "show me that for what?". how very sweet of you. i know you hated him, but can't you like for one second treat that guy as someone your bestfriend still cared about instead of someone you hated to the core? ya, maybe like you said, by doing that, was because you wanna me stop thinking about him. i mean, come on, at least i'm not like the past anymore, clinging on to him and never wanna let go. maybe now i appear to you as i am, but i think you're wrong. i'm just clinging on to the memories. and i wanted to share with you, and this is what you gave me. yeah, show you for what? show you because i asked for it ya? thank you for bruising me.
oh yay. and so what if you said sorry to me first? i appreciate you for taking the efforts to give in to me. but i seriously don't need that. and FYI, i never think i'm not at fault. so don't assume. suddenly msn me saying "whoa, jon!!" while watching SG idols. oh man, i can't be like you and pretend nothing has happened. you acted way too normal, which appeared to me as fake. i ignored your messages doesn't mean whatever you think i meant, its just simply because i can't pretend nothing has happened.
people were telling me whatever you said is in the fit of pique. however, i wished that whatever you say, please think before making any statements. yeah, i don't treasure this friendship. i was the one who ruined this friendship. yeah, and i don't give a shit! think and say whatever you want. i'm washing my hands off this matter already. period. =)
btw. it's you who can't wait for the matter to be resolved. i've talked to 'our friend' already, and things appeared to me that it'll be resolved tomorrow or so, but i seriously doubt so now. and yay. post whatever you want in the forum or your blog. go ahead and type out my BIG name in your blog and say i'm short or i've small nehneh or whatever you want! look down on me or blacklist me? go ahead. i'm well-armored already. and that's ever since the day i chose to make peace with the girl you once held grudges against. =)
and yes, i AM unreasonable. =)
P/S: thank you for thinking i'm god/perfect. i'm flattered. =)
Monday, September 25, 2006
Y you are not the only one.
heh. just finished watching the following anime, mai-otome. kinda of an action anime. like sailormoon. not really my type. no kick! haha.
and now, i just began watching this taiwan serial, the magician love. haha! it's funny, and... nice! with really nice songs like 183 club's "tian mi yue ding". woots! =D
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i may seems nonchalant about things, because i'm tired of things.
i may appear self-centered or whatever people deem it appropraite.
once bitten, twice shy. =)
Y Reminiscent.
"let's go catch a midnight show after work." he said to me one day during work.
and so, we went for a midnight show after work one fine day. because we wanna save money on cabfares, so we walked from our work place to PS to catch our show. and since we've a couple of hours more to spare before our show, we stopped at a 24hour kopitiam near bugis to have our supper. that was when he made me drink fruit juice for the first time (i don't drink those freshly blend fruit juice, you see).
after supper, we went on for the show at PS. the show ended in the wee hours. again, we wanna save money on the cabfares home, so we decided to wait for the first bus/train home. meanwhile, we spent some precious time together. despite being extremely sleepy, i was happy and i believe he were too. even though we both were equally drained, i made him carried my bag, and he agreed willingly. =)
it's late in the night, and the city was quiet. instead of just sitting down and feeling sleepy all the time, we decided to roam the entire city hall. from PS, we walked back to city hall. we combed the entire area with him holding me and guiding the way. that was when i get to know city hall inside out. we even passed by boat quay, where there's many pubs with many drunkards and ah nehs around. he held me close to him and protected me when we cut through that stretch of pubs. in the end, we stopped at esplanade and rested there. and i dozed off in his arms..
when i'm finally awake, we were both totally drained and decided not to wait for the first bus/train anymore (there's about 2hours more). so in the end, he hailed a cab and we boarded it together. he sent me back home to my doorstep before he cabbed back home again. although it was a simple date, but we did spent some quality time together.
and all that are in the past now. it just so that it happens to flash back in my mind tonight. he used to be that sweet boyfriend, and today, he's changed totally. and i miss the eyecandy he was back then. i really miss that. T.T
earlier on when i was browsing his friendster profile, i noticed he edited alot of things and had new photos added in. he removed those fake wedding pictures, and added some pictures he took at work. and i loved how he looked when he's clad in the uniform. tho he's skinny like bamboo, he still looked good in that. and i heard he's single once again.
ya so? i doubt we'll be able to see or talk to each other again. i just wish him all the best and hope he'll really settle himself down quickly.
to my only eyecandy, take care. =)
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Y i love dim sum! =)
woots! i made it home just in time to watch SG Idols final today. Labels: Birthday
melts* jonathan leong just sang my favourite songs - snow patrol's "chasing cars" and dreamz fm's "should i stay". ahh, i wonder who will win this time round. both hady and jon are good! ohwells. we'll see tomorrow. =)
anywhoos. i met up with li'e, yun and one "special appearance of a VIP" at raffles place this afternoon. we walked over to China Square to have the mouth watering dim sum buffet @ Teahouse Superior. that's the place we went on froggie's 20th birthday few months back, remember? lol. been craving for that since longlong ago, so yay, decided to head there today.
yummmmy. we totally had our fills today. it was also a birthday treat for our "VIP". apart from the treat, i gave "VIP" a card, a small cake and also made "VIP" my guinea pig to taste the rice krispy i made last night. my first attempt making it! and my shi fu us li'e, whose shi fu is scott. haha, you get the link? LOL! so VIP, tell me how's it after tasting it aiight. =)
left the place at 3ish, and VIP head off to meet friends. we girls took the train to town and shopped a little. i merely bought a pair of flip flops which i need whenever i go cycling! woooo. i hope the trip will be confirmed soon, 'cause now it's still tentative. =)
err, i side-tracked alot today ya. riight, i'm going back to watch the SG idols finals now. ouh, below's a picture we girls took inside hyatt hotel, when we visited the loo. 
oh, happy 25th birthday, lu hua! and he's now back in his hometown - shanghai.
toodles! =)
again, his name was mentioned and i felt the stinging pain.
how i wish i could see his face once more.. just once will do. =(
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Y lol!
my thigh muscles are aching badly. the pain is killing me. it hurts when i walk. it hurts MORE when i'm climbing the stairs. it hurts EVEN MORE when i squat. i'd better start applying the counter pain ointment till it gets betters. i wanna cycle on tuesday de leh!! that's what happen when i stopped working (banquet) for too long. zzz.
on the way to work this morning, i got scared by some headless mannequin inside raffles city shopping centre while walking towards the control station to meet li'e. those mannequin were clad in all black, and their position were all in one straight row sat with their legs crossed. the place was dark early in the morning, and wah, chua-tio. haha!
anyhows, work this morning had been pretty slack. after IMF is over, the number of guests dropped. li'e and i got soooooooo bored that we began doodling on the coasters. rubbish drawings. haha! 
piggified. =x
i drew this! artistic wokay. :x got rainbow. birds. cloud. sun. aeroplane. house with chimney. flowers. butterflies. snail. etc etc. LOL!!!!
other than all these rubbish doodles, we even took over our egg chef, uncle roonie, and we fried eggs for ourselves to eat. damn fun! it's hiliarious to see us trying hard to flip our eggs using the pan. the eggs that we fried ourselves just taste so extremely different and nice. lol! other than that, i ate alot of watermelon today. burps. lols. =x
this is mine. i like eating my egg well done with the yolk spread out. tsk! 
this is CRAP! and it belongs to li'e. she's crap anyway. hahahaha! :x
fooled around till 10ish before we refreshed and did the norm till 12pm. bumped into zaeid when i went to change linen. haha! knocked off at 12pm, and i went off to meet my mom for lunch and grocery shopping at northpoint aftermath. came home and took a long nap till not too long ago.
hmm, tho' work has been really tiring the past two days, but i enjoyed myself alot. =)
heh. no work tomorrow, so yay. =D
Y back to Meritus! =)
my feet and shoulder are aching like a bitch. and i'm beginning to whine like one too. haha! :x
it's been more than a month since i last worked at Meritus. tonight i worked at 5pm - 11.30pm with li'e. the function was tanjong katong secondary school graduation dinner and dance at mandarin court level 4. the captain in-charge were ben and wai seng. haha! wai seng just wouldn't stop disturbing li'e and i. he kept thinking i'm li'e's girlfriend, if you get what he meant. but hey, he's joking okay. lol!
had our briefing and wai seng assigned us tables. due to the shortage of staffs, everyone had to take 2 tables each, instead of the usual 2 person to 3 tables. li'e, yi ai and i stick to one another all the time. oh ya, yi ai is my secondary school junior and also chia wei's girlfriend. haha, MSL reunite? and yay, the 3 of us got tables nearby and hence, we shared one side station and worked as 3 person to 6 tables instead. it was like whoa. =D
we prepared our stuffs before the guests came streaming in. it's been quite some time since i worked, so certain things i can't remember and had to get li'e to refresh my memory a little. haha! dinner began aftermath, and everything was super smooth. fortunately, i remembered how to portion soup and de-bone the fish and braised chicken! lol. we helped out one another, and were practically in our own world! li'e and i managed to eat some prawns and abalone today! what an achievement ya. and we were looking at all the students' dressing over there. some were overdressed whereas some dressed way too simple. haha! tsk.
we took turns carrying the rectangular trays. and 'cause i've not been carrying that for quite a long time, so it hurts while i carried some today. and the aftermath was worse! my left shoulder's very painful now. gotta apply some ointment later on. =s anyways, we worked pretty fine together today. left to collect my pay and get change at 11.30pm before catching the train back home.
anyhows. it feels good to be working in Meritus again. that's the second best workplace, after Conrad. haha!
oh ya, li'e and i went back to pan pac to collect pay today before going to work. hahaha! city hall is back to normal! it's no longer a ghost town like it used to be during the IMF period. haha! and it feels really nice to be able to step into suntec convention and also to take bus from the convention bus stop. LOL! byebye ghost town. :x
and now i gotta wait for my hair to dry now before i turn in. gotta work 7am at pan pac tomorrow morning. (: goodnights!!
P/S: there's one particular show that i wanna catch. and for once, i don't wanna download it online. li'e and i had decided to "find some life" and watch at a cinema. probably next week. and the show is jackie chan's new movie - Rob-B-Hood. yahoooooooooooooooo! =D
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Y it's all about mahjong.
it's unforgetable, that's what you are. sings*
omg! whenever i hear jonanthan leong sings that song and that phrase, i melted instantly! wahaha. i hope he'll be the next singapore idol, 'tho hady is good too. ah what the hell, they're both good! watch the two of them battle it all out on this sunday aiight.
today i did not go to school. =x i had li'e to sign in and out for me. wells, there's no point for me to go school since i've nothing to do there, 'cept to watch some shows. got up and waited for ah dong before we went to woodlands for mahjong at kengey's place. the players were ahdong, kengey, kenneth and myself.
i think my brain was dead. i can't seem to think right! haha, i was all the while losing. things got better and my luck picked up a little till the ending then it drops again. in the end, i lost $6. ah dong lost a whopping amount of $24!!! kengey was the sole winner. all thanks to that 'Xi' ah dong threw for her, which made her won a 5pointers. i seriously think the 'Xi' tile is cursed. the previous time was policeman who threw a 'Xi' for ah dong to gamed a 13 yao. haha! beware of that tile in future. tsk!
anyhows. we played 2 and 1/4 rounds till 5.30pm, and we left to have KFC for dinner at 888 plaza. we ended early because ah dong has got lessons at night, so yay. i went back home aftermath. and now, my brother and his friends are playing mahjong at our place again. haha!
wokay! i've rested enough, and it's the weekend soon. gotta be working soon. for starters, i'm going back meritus to work tomorrow night! it's been about a month already. li'e has been working alone for the past few weeks, and i believe only stanley and wai seng remembers me. LOL! riight, i hope it'll be a smooth night tomorrow. ((:
and now. nothing beats this. 
chilling in my bedroom doing my favourite stuffs. i feel homely now. haha!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Y bah!
i've no aims.
i've no goals.
what a boring life i'm leading. zzz.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Y heart my class. (=
heh. today's just another boring day in school. slacked the whole day watching love story in harvard, and hey, i'm left with the final episode which i'm gonna watch it later on. tsk! i'm truly an addict.
anyway, other than the very short and brief meeting i had with my supervisor, mr lim, together with pei wen, i practically slacked the whole day in egarage. had my lunch with li'e and lye hong at canteen 4 this time round. whooo, how i missed the bento meal there. yes, you got me right! i love the bento set (jap food!) there. haha! wells, that's the only thing i feel it doesn't taste that japanese-ish. lol! i'm not kidding.
i feel so delighted to see some of my classmates today! it's been quite some time since i last saw them, except for li'e and lye hong. i feel attached to them, and thus i will miss them okay. lol! neeky dropped by egarage. and we meet up with wei liang, jason, han de and yi peng in square @ 31. haha! they're still as nuttish! =) other than these guys, there's another person whom i'm so not used to seeing nowadays. back then when we're having lessons, i remembered seeing her face almost everyday till i'm sick of her! hahaha! yes, that's froggie. eons since i last saw her lah! anyway, we're planning yet another night cycling pretty soon. tentatively on next tuesday! anticipating that, peeps! =)
continued to slack in egarage till 5ish then i signed out. came home straight aftermath. am now gonna SLACK more. i'm such a slacker man. i need some entertainment! riight... -_-
woo. i wanna watch spongebob squarepants! waiting for the chance to kope all the 3 seasons from jason's laptop. lol!
i'm gonna 'restart' my life in my own way.
and hell! leopard sure never does changes its spots! zzz.
P/S: FINALLY! all thanks to han de. my kensington bluetooth adaptor can be used le!!! he helped me found the drivers online. woooohooo! now i can transfer files to/from my phone again! =D and below's one picture taken during the previous night cycling which i haven't got the chance to upload. teehee! (=
Monday, September 18, 2006
Y Personality test.
i took this personality test. and here's the result.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Go check out that site for more of the quizzes now. i took the 'Are you still thinking of you ex?' quiz, and it's so true. gawd.
Y =\
it's been a cold and restless day.
damn, i'm BORED!
any jobs lobang?? lol. i feel like working for more chinks, yet i am lazy to do so. why la?
anyhows. been watching love story in harvard, and it's a really nice show. sorrowful sweet love story. i'm left with a few more episodes and i'm done. damn, i've no life man. okay, the consoling part is that - at least i'm better off than li'e. hey, i've more life than her! =X
sigh. bored.
my brother is going ice skating! i also wantttttttttt!! ):
but hey, i was delighted to receive tiffy's email!! she's back in KL again, and i reckon we'll get to meet up at the end of the year. but somehow i wish i can go down to KL to visit her and at the same time, that'll be a short getaway? wells, we'll see again.
ouh! look what i've found on some jobsonline site. conrad is seeking banquet staffs! lol. looks like ramesh had made many of them ran off (like us), thus they dying to hire more! :x sigh.
ah! laters.
Y emoshits. =|
i realised i get emo rather easily nowadays.
a year ago, i'm still at genting, resting after a whole day of fun. preparing to head back home. i had thought all these had became just memories etched in my heart never to be brought up, but somehow, the feel gets stronger these few days. i don't deny that i still think of him every now and then. i seriously wonder how is he doing. sigh. and all of a sudden, i miss his grandma, 'tho we've only met once.
i know my blog's so gonna bore the shit out of everyone. it's getting dumb to whine and whine and whine. ohwells, sorry. just bear with me for a sec.
if only i hadn't seen that sms. if only i had closed one eye. if only i had appreciated his efforts of making our conversation increased. if only i hadn't alighted the bus that night. if only i hadn't said that to him and hurt him. if only i had endure longer during that period of war. if only he had understood me more. if only we've beared with it longer. if only our love was strong enough to withstand that.
if only..
i believe we will still be going strong now.
what else can i say? i can't regret.
because everything's destined. everything's already as what it is now.
i can't change anything.
i can only wish that in future, i'll never make the same mistakes again.
and that, i wish you happiness and all the best to you and marie.
i believe she'll be a better girl for you.
T.T
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Y =)
dang the cold weather. it makes me sleepy. and all thanks to the rain which i got caught in yesterday, that i'm having this splitting headache that's killing me, softly, right now. but i'm feeling better after a long nap earlier on already. =) had wanted to sleep longer, but my brother's friends are coming, so yay. they got caught in the rain, so shalon and carol (their new friend) borrowed shorts from me to change. bernard's a new signed on policeman now. and eric cut his hair short. lol, and yay, these people are regulars of my crib and they're always here for mahjong. -_-
anyhows. i had work this morning, and it wasn't as busy as yesterday. there were aren, li'e and i working together. aren works super fast! with him around, we got everything done pretty fast and the thing is, he did most of the stuffs. haha! hadn't had any appetite this morning, but i ate quite alot of the mini pancakes and calamaris. yum! right, finished work at 12pm today and i walked to the bus stop outside ritz carlton to take 857 home.
came home for a short while, before i went downstairs to the coffeeshop with my family, as my grandma came for a visit. she's on wheelchair mah, and i stayed 3rd floor with no lift, thus she can't come up. uncle raymond drove his family and my grandma over, and we had a small chill out session downstairs. it's my second time seeing my baby cousin since he's born last year. cheng yi is 10 months old now, and he's so adorable lah! and he allows me to carry him, despite not seeing me so often. hahaha! uncle raymond and my grandma was like asking my brother and i to bring our the other half to show them soon. duh! i'm 19 going 20 only!! still young!! lol.
did our catching up till 3ish before they went off and my family and i went home. came home and napped till 5ish. teehee. recently, i'm on a new drama. korean one this time. love story in harvard. nice and sweet. =D
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Y busy day at work.
tsk. all thanks to li'e's sweeeeeeet mouth, and i was drenched all over just now. it began raining meows and woofs before i got home. although from Khatib mrt station to my house is just a short distance, but that was enough to make me totally drenched. damn!
anyhows. work has been pretty hectic this morning. as expected, we were delayed at the pan pac entrance this morning. by the time we got into the hotel, it was already 6.45am, just as we've estimated. got changed before reporting upstairs at 7am.
usually from 7 to 8, there won't be so much guests but today's different. we're busy throughout the morning! we hardly got the time to have our breakfast like we always do. there were many of the IMF delegates whom we gotta serve. other than that, there were the usualy in-house guests as well. all in all, we were very busy the whole morning. serving, clearing and setting non-stop! it was until 9ish then the stream slow down its pace, and we manage to catch a breather and went to the pantry to eat some food. lol.
we did the norm till 12.30pm before we were released. glen and i had planned to meet up for lunch, since he was deployed for IMF and was nearby, but he was held up with some duties, thus we did not meet up afterall. wells, another time perhaps. ((:
li'e and i then walked over to ritz carlton that area to take 111 to orchard. we've to walk that distance to take the bus because of the roads closure at temasek boulevard lah. haha! accompanied li'e to have her hair cut at Highest. window shopped around till 4ish before she's off to work at meritus at 5pm. oh btw, i'm going back there to work this coming friday! lol.
anyhows, i couldn't resist getting this manga. i was really attracted to the cute drawing and the pretty cover. hahaha! and the storyline seems nice. =D
tell me, how could i resist this? lol.
before li'e and i parted outside meritus, i noticed this crowd outside cine. and guess what? singapore idols last 2 finalists, hady and jonathan, were there having their road show! lol, so i dragged li'e to go check that out with me. bumped into marhaini on the way, and she got the tickets to watch the finals live at the indoor stadium!!! ohman. =\ anyways, i manage to catch a glimpse of jonathan's pretty face from afar lah. LOL!
riight, li'e went to work and off i go back home. (:
oh btw. here, i shall declare my new LOVE. 
MUAHAHAHAHA!!
a leopard never changes its spots.. =\
Friday, September 15, 2006
Y i know iknow i know.
ohno! he knows he knows he knows. he reads he reads he reads.
i just hope he don't read between the lines too much and mistaken anything.
gosh. jae's becoming a pilot?!?! he's at training now. gasps*
wonder if i'll get to fly at a cheaper rate in future?
iknowiknowiknow*
Y i passed my exams!
yahoooooooooooo! i passed my semestral exams! tho' i didn't passed it with flying colors, but wells, at least i passed? ohwells. and considering the fact that i've been VERY slack this semester, my results are pretty good already. that made sense? anyhows, it's just borderline pass, and i'm just consoling myself a little, you see. bah, whatever!
went to meet li'e earlier on to make a trip to Pan Pac (again) to collect our pay. we ALMOST didn't make it again. this time round we were being delayed at the security counter at the entrance. the police officers couldn't find our records in the system, and thus they kept holding us back. dammit! when we finally can get in, we were stopped again for a very-thorough bags check. this policewoman was practically going through everything in our bags! every lil slots in our bags and WALLETS she just have to go through. and when i walked through this censor thingy, the machine beeped. thus, i've to stand there and let this police officer use this hand-held device to scan me again! wth. wells, we got through them afterall.
when we got to the finance counter, it's 4.57pm. 3 minutes to closing. phew* collected our pay and left Pan pac. li'e and i have decided to meet earlier for work tomorrow and sunday, in case the same thing happens again. so guess we'll have to make everything 15 minutes earlier. usually we reach the hotel at 6.45am and took 10 minutes to change before reporting at about 7am. this time round, we decided to meet at the mrt station at 6.15am! which means i have to wake up 15 minutes earlier at 4.45am instead of 5am! damn. -_-
lately, i feel i've been slacking too much. till my bones are getting lazy. it's time i work more already. maybe i'll be going back to meritus till i find a better part-time. any lobangs?? i've checked out some, but most of them don't require part-timers for the time being. and i've to start saving money. i'm still working hard towards my taiwan getaway trip after graduation goal! and many many more. life's never contented. human beings are always pursueing goals and trying hard to acheive them, no?
sighs*
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Y pointless.
sleepyhead! i am so sleepy. turned in too late last night which resulted in this. Zzz.
i'm excited about receiving my results tomorrow morning. i hope i'll pass.
"may the force be with me." prays*
anyhows. school was extremely boring for me today. signed in at 9.17am, and went to the eGarage with li'e and lye hong for the rest of the day. i started with my project today. just the very minimum part - edit my TOR. other than that, i researched on other alternative programming tools to use for my FYP. had wanted to work out how to develop the gantt chart using Visio, but there seems to be a missing page of the guides li'e lent me. ohwells.
after which, for the rest of the day, i was rotting away. watched take the lead and doraemon the movie. haha! at times, i turned over and watched the Rain - It's Raining Concert on beatrice's laptop. she's just another new friend we made lah. (: anyway, we were practically treating eGarage like our own house. pei wen even brought her barang and began painting her nails and trim her brows there! lol, stylo lah.
alright, had lunch at the SIM canteen today with li'e and lye hong. after lunch, went back to eGarage to slack. and i slept for a short while with my head on the table. then continued my shows till 5ish, signed out then left for home.
it's been a really pointless day.
oh btw..
Happy 19th birthday Wei Liang (MSL)!! :D
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Y IMF = inconvenience to the public.
psst. IMF is really causing so much inconvenience for the public! this afternoon i met up with li'e at 4ish with the intentions to collect our last weekend's pay. it's hard for us to really find the time this week to collect our pay together, 'cept for today. BUT, we didn't manage to collect our pay at all and it's IMF's fault! i hope i won't get into any trouble by bloggin' about this. no offence yo. just some personal POV.
the security at the City Hall area is really tight. there were police officers armed with weapons everywhere. every corner we turned, there's sure to be at least 2 officers patrolling. temasek boulevard was closed so there were metal railings down the whole stretch. then li'e and i couldn't jaywalk and cross the road to pan pac like we usually does. hence, we asked this officer by the road side about how can we cross over. he then told us to make a detour and cross via marina square second floor! wth. o.o
alright, and so we crossed via MS as told. we thought we could make it in time to collect our pay before the finance counter closes at 5pm. but we were stopped by MORE officers right at the staff entrance of pan pac. for what leh? wells, they need to check our I/C to tally their staff records. and then we've to walk through this cencor thingy, plus allow them to check our belongings. after that, then we can really enter the hotel! however, by the time we reached the finance counter, it has already closed! we checked the time, and it's 5.03pm! 3 minutes late only! why must they be so on.the.dot?!?! fumes*
and so we made a wasted trip. wasted my transport fees! and to make our trip still worthwhile, we went to have our early dinner at the newly opened Subway outlet at MS. then took the train to bugis to roam about. bumped into yi bin at Icon. he used to be my regular partner back in conrad, and one of the fastest and nicest. HAHA! been so long, i've never thought he can be such a good looking chap. for the first time today, both li'e and i think he's pretty good looking lah! hahahaha. and he dresses so... locally. if he didn't open his mouth, i wouldn't have thought he's actually from China. LOL!
heh. i seemed to bump into quite a number of people. saw benji (LSX) at bugis street, and he remembers me, so we said hi. haha! and earlier on, william just texted me asking if i was at bugis. he said he saw me, called me but i didn't hear. LOL! singapore's still shrinking..
riight.. 'nuff about the rantings. i feel it's high time i should clean up my room and wardrobe soon. =\ alright, off to watch some movies before i turn in for the day. school tomorrow. groans*
totally love this. and i can't seem to find it!
Y ugly beings.
first of all, happy 20th birthday, wo de NAN REN!!! okay, that sounds wrong, but i call him nan ren and he calls me nu ren, so that makes him my nan ren? okay nevermind. i was refering to wei liang. my classmate. not the other one. yay, happy birthday! lol.
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sigh. emo.. =(
i feel really awful. and thoughtful.
i am not gonna deny this. i still have this heartwrenching feeling whenever wilson's name was mentioned. it's just so difficult to erase this part of my life entirely. i feel weird when samantha told me she saw wilson holding hand with his new girlfriend, marie, at a mall. i knew about his new relationship long ago, and i was truly happy that he's doing fine and is happy. holding hands was nothing unusual, but it's his name that was mentioned, again, that stirs up this emotion within me.
why can't i just get this over with?
why can't i just stop looking at his friendster profile? even tho' there hasn't been any changes since his fake marriage at all. the fake wedding pictures, wedding rings, and etc, are still there.
his face seems vivid to me now, but his name kept resounding in my head. over and over again.
why can't i just erase him off my mind? dang.
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ever since what happened between mr policeman and me 2months back, i came to realise many things. and i am glad that had taught me well, if not history may happen again. i used to despise the way i was treated by him so much that i almost blacklisted him. it was until i came to my senses one day, that i knew that things weren't that bad afterall. at least, we're still friends and i'm able to give him my blessings and wishes on his birthday, easily.
because of him, i learnt that sweet talks are bullshit. i don't buy that anymore.
even if you say you gonna bring the stars down from the skies for me, i will still snort at you and think it's shit.
even if you say you gonna serenade to me, i will still thank you and say don't promise.
even if you say how promising the future can be, i will still tell you to face reality.
don't act like you cared, if you don't.
because i'll look down on you even more.
and thankfully, humpty dumpty hadn't had a great fall this time round.
and i hate people ending a conversation halfway without having minimum manner of informing me. what an abrupt exit! boo.
what can i say? human beings can be SO ugly.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Y my name is kim sam soon!
went to school for my FYP today. waited for li'e and lye hong at the bus stop, and we went outside Cheers to turn on our laptop to sign in at the Neverland webby for the day. we've to sign out at exactly 8 hours later for each day. for instance, today i signed in at 9.12am so i'm only allowed to sign out at 5.12pm. the system is so on.the.dot lah! -_-
oh! today, my dear girl, missy ang li'e, made lye hong and i breakfast! although it's just 6 pieces of bread spread with peanut+butter/butter+sugar, but it was really sweet of her to do that. she carried that all the way from tampines leh! lol. i was so afraid i will fall for this girl. HAHAHAHHAA. right, i'm kidding. i AM straight. thanks chou da pian for the bread! that was really sweet of you. (:
anyhows. we went to the eGarage aftermath, and stayed there for the rest of the day. wells, it's gonna be like this all the time, since i've no where to go except to stay there with my clique. lol! were transferring some movies here and there till 10am when i went to 7th floor to meet pei wen. together with her, we went to meet mr lim for our very first IHP meeting. in the conference room, we were given this handout and mr lim went through the details with us. he informed us the deliverables for checkpoint 1 in week 4. WAH, damn slack! no programming for the first month. it's merely some type-outs and research i've to do and submit. haha!
went back to eGarage aftermath. for the whole day, i've been staring at my laptop screen watching my name is kim sam soon (read below later). and at 12pm, li'e, lye hong and i went to bukit timah plaza to have our lunch at PizzaHut. haha! went back to school at 1ish, and i continued my shows till the time we're to sign out.
although this IHP thingy is a total waste of time now, but i believe as time goes by, the workload will increase and things will be different already. at least, this allows me to meet a few more new friends. those that i've seen their faces since year 1 has became friends whom i will say hi to or talk to now. i believe this is something li'e will agree with me totally, right? haha! so li'e, take your everyday-have-to-go-school-from-9to5 as a blessing in disguise bah. HAHAHA! and for me, at least today that eyecandy with that cute smile, smiled at me!! lol. okay.
oh yay. as i've mentioned. i've been watching my name is kim sam soon lately. and i am totally crazy about the actors in it. wooohahaha! =D the show's funny and is really heartwarming. i love it! i'm left with 3 episodes and i'll be done with the show. probably by tonight. HAHA! totally dig this. and check out this cute lad. (:
swoons*
AWWWW. 
that pig very cute right? LoL.
"something is shining, but as time goes by, it fades away." - exactly what i'm feeling..
sigh, so disappointed.
Monday, September 11, 2006
Y it's all about my second home, CONRAD, today. (=
as my post title has stated, my day was basically all about my previous workplace, also my second home - CONRAD! speakin' of which, i really miss that place and the people back there so much. li'e and i were even thinking of going back there again for a visit OR work for a day there? hmm, the latter was pretty unlikely though.
anyhows. early in the morning, while walking towards pan pac for work, this uncle behind me suddenly said this in a not very nice manner to me. "walk faster lah.". that time we were near the escalator in City Link that time. i turned behind and guess who was that? BROTHER JIMMY! lolol. he's an uncle actually, but because he's not married yet so i called him brother. and he's one of the security in conrad! brother jimmy was another security uncle whom we always fool around with. other than uncle kok hwa. teehee! well, he was on his way to work and so were li'e and i. and since conrad and pan pac were beside each other, so we walked to work together. we were told that mark has resigned and he will be leaving after IMF. AND.. jovin has been promoted to take over his position as assistant director! gasps* i was taken aback by that news lah. mark was one of the best managers around loh. ): and i still owed him a treat to chong pang nasi lemak! lol. :x and now i wonder who's gonna be promoted to take over jovin as senior banquet manager. doubt it'll even be wilson, no? shrugs*
right, went our seperate ways when we reached our respective hotels. work today was pretty slack for us. there weren't many guests. and i think there were less than 20 guests, plus all came at a pretty slow pace. haha! li'e and i were damn bored that we stood around, chit-chat, read the papers/magazines, watch CNN, eat, eat and eat. we ate alot today lah! LOL. and then we were released at 12pm. went to take the train back home to get some stuffs and got changed before heading out again. and oh, this time round when we were on our way to the mrt station, we bumped into one of the conrad's captains, steve!!!! hahaha. he still looked pretty much the same. (=
came home, showered and got ready to head out to somerset to meet li'e, yun and xiao ming at 2ish. we were deciding which promos to choose for K-singing at Kbox (cine). in the end, we decided to wait for 7pm before we went to sing.
then we were informed that ge jing and beng san (with their friends) were at partyworld @ orchard celebrating beng san's birthday. that's when we decided to pop by. we called up samantha who was on her way back to partyworld from conrad. they bought beng san the famous royal hazelnut birthday cake from conrad. hahaha! that's the cake that's usually sent to the newly-wed couples' room after each wedding dinner. (=
beng san didn't know we were dropping by, and he didn't know about the cake. and so, the cake and US is a surprise to him "planned" by ge jing. haha! i think we did surprised him when we went into the room they were in. haha! ge jing brought the lighted cake to him, and we sang him songs. took pictures blah blah. AND, when ge jing and li'e meet, they totally yak yak yak non-stop! hahahaha. as usual. =x we did some catching up with each other, and listened to them sing. we didn't sing because we were waiting for our night time's session. (:
here's some of the pictures taken using yun's cam. i didn't bring mine. ):
'qing qing' photo. AWWWW... 
from left to right: samantha, me, yun, li'e and ge jing. 
CONRAD rocks. i mean the people.. :x
left to right: yun, li'e, ge jing, beng san, xiao ming, samantha and i.
heh. we sat around before leaving to meet zhi ling at 5ish. frankly speaking, i was really scared to see him. i mean, i hate the way he looks at me since long long long time ago. that's why today i tried all means to avoid seeing him or any sorts. of cause i didn't make it too obvious lah. and it's been too long already lah. riight..
on the way to Cine Kbox, yun and li'e took these for me. -_-
and i let them go after awhile. =x
byebye balloons! =x
had our dinner at the food court before started k-singing at 7pm. there were only 6 of us, and before that, we tried asking quite a few more people to join us. even those non-conrad ones we asked too. lol. but none of them seems to be able to make it. ):
nonetheless, k-singing was FUN! i totally went berserk with li'e. we kept doing the "kim sam soon dance" and sang songs like Ying Chun Hua, the CNY song! hahahaha! despite my sore throat, i still sang quite a number of songs. towards the end of our session, we had a peanut war. LOL! we started throwing peanuts all around and created a total mess can. we started aiming peanuts into yun's cleavage (oops) and at xiao ming. hahahaha! we were laughing and screaming and dancing and whatnot.
we sang till 10ish, foot the bill and left for home. haha! it had been a pretty fun outing, and i hope there'll be more of such outings in future, with more of our ex-collegues present. ((: took the same train as xiao ming and samantha. xiao ming alighted at AMK, then me at khatib before samantha's on her own to CCK. haha! had a loooooong chat with samantha. awww, i really missed conrad so much. =\
sorry for the rather-broken entry, because i'm uber tired now. still waiting for my hair to dry before i tuck in. haha. luckily i don't have to go to school tomorrow. =D
and now. i lost my voice again. coughs*
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Y i quack?
i lost my voice. and i sound like a duck now! you know? a duck that quacks?
it came way too suddenly. i think when i accidentally bit my lower lip thrice while eating these 2 days is already a sign that this is coming.
i feel terrible. i feel not right. oh man..
i sound damn awful now!
i drowned myself with honey water earlier on. okay, that don't sound right but you get what i mean lah. i need to go K-singing tomorrow! so please bring me back my voice!
anyway, what did i eat to cause this?
damn, i can't recall now. -_-
uoyssimi~
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Y Food Fair is HEAVEN. (:
went to work at Pan Pacific at 7am with li'e this morning. this is the last time i'm taking 857 to work, before the IMF begins tomorrow till the 20th. the government's really superficial. just because of this IMF, they actually spent a bomb to beautify our city. i believe just the suntec convention centre itselt, they must have had spent alot already. the entire entrace looks so bright and different now! with so many bright lightings and all the high security system added to it. not only that, the surrounding looked so different now too. the construction of the Circle line has been sped up, and the escalator of the mrt station is already there. and there were so many pretty sunflower and lovely purple flowers all around. in fact, i think the entire City hall area looks so 'new' now. lol!
and oh, even we, the pac pac part-timers, were given this lil IMF badges to pin on our uniform. although it's crappy, but i think the badge is cute. lol.
anyhows. work was pretty slack this morning. there wasn't much guests at all. our pantry was really packed. i think it's due to the IMF, whereby no unauthorized vehicles will be allowed into that area, thus all departments ordered 10days worth of goods supplies. same goes to our executive center of cause, and that is why our pantry is fully stocked up with everything. lol!
i was really bored and sleepy this morning. li'e and i kept nibbling on the food, and chit-chatting. or worse, we stood there watching the CNN news on screen. LOL! uber bored la. did the norm till 12.30pm before we both were released. went to change before making our way to City Hall mrt station platform to meet kengey.
then we went to Singapore Expo for the food fair together. there were many other fairs there as well. and the food fair was like whoa! the food.... wahhh, HEAVEN! we merely went half a round, and we've our stomach filled with all the yummy food! there were SO many items that i wanna eat lah. hahaha! i love going to food fairs. =D after we're done with the food fair, we went to the books fair and John Little warehouse sales till about 3ish before we left the Expo.
took the train to Tampines to take 969 home together with kengey, whereas li'e went to meritus to work. came home, and i switched on my computer to listen some songs. and then, i dozed off with my make-up and contact lenses still on. i am so so so so dead tired! woke up after awhile to shower. gonna go have my dinner now, then watch some shows before i'm going turn in early tonight. work again tomorrow. and that is when IMF starts.... hmmm.
Y helluva fun mahjong session!
blues! i'm feeling the blues. i call that the weekend blues. ha, i'm just kidding. i am not happy today, because of some kinky business. before i'm ready to settle everything, i decided to sort out my thoughts and stuffs first.
my family were angry and they felt the pain for me. through this, i am glad tho. glad that i have such supportive parents and brother behind me. i'm the youngest, so of cause they love me the most. no doubt about that. tsk! i made my mom lose her sleep 'cause of my problem and she got up from bed earlier on when i just stepped into my flat and had a talk with me. ma, i'm okay and i'm sure i'll know what to do. (= right, i know she don't use the internet but it's okay.
if not for kenneth (puay siang) and kengey, i bet today will be the 3rd day i'm rotting (in style) at home already. kenneth suggested playing mahjong this afternoon, and we began looking for players. found kengey, and we were still lack of 1 player. kenneth and kengey were contacting so many of our friends, but to no avail. even ah dong was tempted to play, yet he can't! hahaha! thank goodness we found tat loon at last! it's been ages since i last seen looney anyway. it's like some old school friends gathering can.
took 969 to kengey's place at 4ish and waited for the guys before we began our session at about 5ish. i haven't been playing mahjong for quite some time already man. the last time i had my hands on the tiles was the time when ahdong gamed a '13 yao'. lol! it was helluva crappy time playing with these people, especially kenneth! he's... just so damn LAME! it's good lah, if not the games will be boring. we ordered mac for dinner at 6ish, and stopped our games to have our meal in between. continued our games till 11ish. completed one and half rounds only, as i need to catch my last bus home, you see. it was fun though. initially, i won a little, but because of that last game which i lost a 5pointers to damn kenneth! so in the end, i lost 2 bucks! hahahaha.
i had a good laugh, and for a moment, i had my problems pushed to the back of my mind. (= at 11ish close to 12, kengey walked me to the bus stop and i took 969 home. gonna work tomorrow morning, and i better turn in soon.
oh, today i finished watching The OC Season 2. boy, that show's really awesome! i love it. marissa became lesbian, and after a few episodes, she's back with ryan! and the ending shows ryan and his brother fighting because of an incident when ryan's brother tried to rape marissa. then marissa saved ryan by shooting his brother with a revolver. and that's it! i can't wait to finish leeching season 3 now! damn. =x right, maybe for those who don't watch this might think i'm ranting godknowswhat. it's okay, you'll understand if you watch it! it's truly a great show! and i'll probably be watching My name is Kim Sam Soon next. yay yay, i know channel U has been airing that for quite some time already. nonetheless, tomorrow i'll start on that bah. (=
good nights!
suddenly, pictures of conrad's ballroom and foyer kept flashing in my head. i missed that place. and the people there. out of the blue. sighs*
real friends will stick by you and helped you through all rough patches, instead of chiding you or finding faults in you.
i am disappointed.
i believe you have already turned in for the day. had wanted you to lend me a listening ear, but guess i'll talk to you tomorrow then. (=
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Y a real friend? snorts*
i didn't turn up for school today. i woke up and looked into the mirror. my left eye was all swell up and red! i called up li'e, and told her about it. at that time, i'm still not sure if i'm going to see a doctor, so i gave li'e my student number and password and got her to sign in and out for me for the day. luckily i wasn't scheduled to meet my supervisor today. (= and then, i went back to bed.
got up awhile later and went to the docs. doctor says my eye is just some minor contact lens infection. he asked if i needed MC, and i told him no. since li'e has already signed in for me, so why waste that piece of paper? lol. i was prescribed with some eyedrops, and after applying that, my eye is getting better, 'cept it gets teary every now and then. (:
i've been staying at home for 2 days now, and i'm feeling so lethargic! yun and froggie were asking me out to the Food fair earlier on, but i had turned them down because of my eye. i wanna take a look at the food fair LEH. but it's so far.. =\ haha! anyhows, i've been watching many episodes of The OC lately. it's getting so interesting. marissa's a lesbian now! gasps* haha, let's see what's awaiting us the next few episodes.
sigh. just a penny of thought. what's a real friend?
a real friend will stick by you through thick and thin.
a real friend will not mock and make a fool out of you.
a real friend will never be a bad influence to you.
a real friend will not force you to do something you don't want to do.
a real friend will lend you a hand when you're in need of one.
a real friend will be there when you want her to be.
are you one? shrugs*
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Y dope!
my left's eye still feeling sore, but there's still no signs of the swell. i wonder what is wrong. o.o? guess it's due the heatiness in my body? shrugs*
i am SO tired. and SO restless. SO lazy to do anything, except to either lay on my bed or sit in front of my laptop watching shows after shows. haha, what a dope.
this show makes soccer seems so exciting and interesting to me for the first time. haha!
i rate: 3.5/5
Bring it On! a cheerleading show i missed long long ago, and finally i got to watch it lately.
kickass show!
i rate: 5/5
bring it on AGAIN! rocks.
i rate: 5/5
last part of the trilogy. bring it on: all or nothing!
i rate: 5/5. 'nuff said. =D
American Pie 3 - the wedding. corny, with sexual content. a good show to have a good laugh.
i rate: 3/5
i think only guys will love such shows. it doesn't turn me on at all. LOL.
i rate: 3/5
the poster looks nice, but the storyline ain't that good. lousy plot. boring show!
i rate: 2.5/5
excellent horror flick! lots of gore and blood in it! eyeballs digging! whoooo! lol.
i rate: 4/5
starring sandra bullock and keanu reeves. not as beautifully plotted as everybody think it is.
i think it's kinda .. boring. =x
i rate: 3/5
alright, 'nuff about all the movies. i'm going back to The OC Season 2! hurrr.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Y messy!
i am so annoyed by this Extn[3]T guy in LSX.
whatever it is, i've settled the matter myself with that blog owner, so no point creating a big hoohaa about it anymore. and btw, Extn[3]T looks familiar, and i checked upon his profile, and saw that his birthday is exactly the same as melvin's and ah seng's. i remembered that nick was used by melvin or ah seng in IRC long long ago. however, i called up melvin and msn-ed ah seng this afternoon to ask about it, but they told me they know nothing about LSX. ohwells. shrugs*
today was my first day of week 1 doing my FYP. attended the briefing with li'e, sheena and lye hong this morning, and i get a clearer picture of this whole entire thang here. and so this whole FYP gonna last for a total of 20 weeks (5 months). it's gonna end at 20th january 2007, and fortunately, this thing is not gonna affect my birthday! lol, not that i'm gonna celebrate or anything, but i really don't wish to slog my ass on my day, no? probably gonna prepare for my VIVA on my birthday only i guess. anywhoos, i can't wait for this whole damn thing to be over!
after the briefing, li'e, lye hong and i went to have our brunch in canteen 1. and since i've no where else to go and work on my projectslack, so i tagged along with li'e and lye hong to the RhyMes centre in eGarage. they're in RhyMes project group and i'm not, so they have access to eGarage and i don't. but wells, there's lots more others non-members who went in so yay.
and so for the entire afternoon till 5pm, i'm like joining li'e and her group members in the room pirating. LOL! we were exchanging movies, song albums and whatnot. then i began watching bring it on trilogy. WHOO! great show! =D gonna continue on them later on, and probably start watching american pie 3 and 4. LOL!
today i managed to know who's the other person with the same supervisor as me. and she's pei wen (not MSL one, but another). haha, we exchanged contacts and we both agreed that our supervisor is really lazy. Zzz! speakin' of which, i've no idea as of how to begin with my project. where should i start from? research and analysis? but what am i suppose to research on? i think my project scope is a lil bit too small to really allow me to research on. ohwells, gotta consult mr lim about it soon.
oh! now i can type chinese again! all thanks to sean who helped me with the installation of that damn thing. (:
at about 5pm, li'e and i left school together. i hadn't wanted to go home so early. so we hit town for dinner and just window shopping. i was in a really foul mood the whole day. i felt like a mess, but i was pretty positive about every thing i guess. no point feeling blue since things are gonna be like this for quite some time. life's really a bitch sometimes! but yay, life goes on and smile like there's no tomorrow. -_- riiiight, that sure doesn't sound convincing enough.
whatever it is, thanks chou da pian for keeping me company and went berserk totatlly with me. i know i was lame, but yay, isn't that how i'm supposed to be? but it's tiring. wells..
my left eye's so painful!!! i sensed something's gonna grow, grow.. grow.
ouch!
Y p-h-o-b-i-a!
okay, this is becoming so so so weird. i mustn't let anything of such to happen again. maybe it's just infatuation. i'm just getting myself in this comfort way overboard. i ought to do something about it, which i already did. and from now on, i just gotta keep reminding myself that he's my friend. my good friend. my buddy. my whatever. 'cause i am just not ready myself either for another painful commitment, if this's not gonna work out. i guess this is just becoming a phobia. anyhows, things won't change and we'll be good friends yo. and they say, slow and steady wins the race. oh really? anyanyany-hows, happy 24th birthday, raymond! and i hope you liked the card. (:
Monday, September 04, 2006
Y when it all falls apart.
today's the start of our FYP, and since i'm in Group B, so i don't have to go to school today. i'm only supposed to be in school on every tuesday, thursday and friday (optional). thank goodness i've got quite a number of my friends with me in Group B. haha! gotta attend the briefing tomorrow morning. frankly, i dread doing this FYP. damn damn damn! i want my $500 monthly allowance! stupid NCS! ):
anywhoos. i went to meet ah dong during his lunch break today to pass him some stuffs. for that, thanks a zillion dong!! haha, it was no biggy, so yay. (: left to meet my mom aftermath, before i came back home to rest. been watching The OC Season 2 since yesterday. oh man, i totally dig this show. benjamin mckenzie is hot! =x and now, the 2 couples (ryan+marissa, seth+summer) has broken up and are all into new relationship. it's so interesting! The OC rocks! xD
oh yay, have i mentioned that Exquisite Elegance has received our very first order last night? OH YES! i am SO proud of myself! teeheehee! froggie's brother ordered a pair of "Simple Elegance" from me last night. i feel proud because that pair was the first ever pair of dangling earring i made yesterday afternoon, and i came up with that dumb name out of a sudden too. YUN!! aren't you happy too?? whee! i hope there's more surprises awaiting us! do support us yo! with much lovess. =D
lately, i am SO into this following song. love it!
"When It All Falls Apart"
I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up
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