Monday, September 18, 2006
Y emoshits. =|
a year ago, i'm still at genting, resting after a whole day of fun. preparing to head back home. i had thought all these had became just memories etched in my heart never to be brought up, but somehow, the feel gets stronger these few days. i don't deny that i still think of him every now and then. i seriously wonder how is he doing. sigh. and all of a sudden, i miss his grandma, 'tho we've only met once.
i know my blog's so gonna bore the shit out of everyone. it's getting dumb to whine and whine and whine. ohwells, sorry. just bear with me for a sec.
if only i hadn't seen that sms. if only i had closed one eye. if only i had appreciated his efforts of making our conversation increased. if only i hadn't alighted the bus that night. if only i hadn't said that to him and hurt him. if only i had endure longer during that period of war. if only he had understood me more. if only we've beared with it longer. if only our love was strong enough to withstand that.
if only..
i believe we will still be going strong now.
what else can i say? i can't regret.
because everything's destined. everything's already as what it is now.
i can't change anything.
i can only wish that in future, i'll never make the same mistakes again.
and that, i wish you happiness and all the best to you and marie.
i believe she'll be a better girl for you.
T.T
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