Y But I want, want, want to be your love. Want to be your love, for real.

there are many things which aren't as pure and innocent as what everyone sees. i learnt about many many things today. lots of emotions - bad, unfair, unhappy, pissed and confused. i need to talk to somebody and ask for help, but who can i turn to? it seems like everyone around me are having their fair shares of problems already. okay, Ariloulaleelay is online now. and i can't wait to see my brothers&sisters tomorrow evening and "pour my sorrows" to them. ok bye.

on a lighter note,



X-Family. Follow up of KO One. Woooohoooo. Arron Yan!! me loves. :D

have a wonderful weekend.
xoxo.

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 9:04 PM

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Y Exchange Love

completed!!! time to watch till i drop. MIKE HE, here i come! :D

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 7:44 PM

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Y i grew tired, you expired, you finished me.

i wonder how's my mad woman doing over at Bintan? has she got so tanned that i can no longer regconise her?! haha!

alright snap! had wanted to make a trip to the bank to run some errand alone this afternoon, but all thanks to Dong. we met up for lunch at AMK, and because of that, i don't have to queue at the bank ALONE! wahaha. i noticed that Kas (OCBC training classmate) has been transferred to AMK branch, and even gets to start a counter. i remembered she used to miss a couple of lessons, and had failed her practical tests a few times. i'd thought she left OCBC like most of us, but man, she's doing pretty well now! and i believe, if i were to stay as well, who knows i'll be like her too? at least i passed my theory and practical tests all at one attempt! haha. :x ohwells, no regrets at all. :)

made plans to catch Rush Hour 3 tonight. but i had to choose between watching with my family or with martin & han de. in the end, i chose the former because 1) if i were to go with the guys, they will have to change their dinner plans to eat something-that-i-crave - dim sum, instead of their usual-plan - Sushi! and if that's the case, i'll feel really bad. 2) i won't have to pay if i'm watching with my family. so yay. HAHA! :)



brilliant flick by the mighty duo - jackie chan and chris tucker! after Rush Hour 1 & 2, do you think you can miss this? definitely not! this is funny like anything! i had a greeeeeeeeaaaaaaaat laugh man! and do stay on till the end and watch the NGs. man, it's super hilarious! hahaha. 4/5 from me. =)

man, i think i'm a freak! i've caught 5 movies so far for this month, and that's not all! apart from the 5 which i've paid watching it, i caught the following ones at home too! youknowwhatimeant. :x



luckily i didn't spend moolahs watching this, because i think its kinda boring. however, it's something that makes one understand that, having a baby ain't that easy afterall. 3/5 for this. :)



if you've caught Hostel Part 1, you will find this is a kind of disappointment. not as gory as Part 1. but the ending of Part 2 gave me this "whoa, girl power!" kinda feeling! lol. and the castration! oh holy! you could really see the penis being cut-off! hahaha. no wonder it's rated R21! ohwells. 3/5 for this.



just completed, and i've yet to catch it. will be watching this tonight. since i've read many positive reviews about it, i suppose it'll be nice? hahaha.

and, that's not ALL! i The Simpsons and License to Wed are next! AND, i just bought Rain's debut movie VCD - I'm a Cyborg, but That's Ok. and it comes with a free movie poster! teeheeheehee. :D anyway, i'm really really interested to watch this Musical Play - The King & I, at the Esplanade. i've missed the "Phantom of the Opera" musical, and am really keen to watch this, but it's kinda expensive and i'm pretty sure none of my friends are as interested in this as me so that equals to no company. booooooo. :(

right, off to continue pumping air into my newly bought 26" Gymnastic Ball and starts shedding some 'hidden' fats off with it. goodnight loves! =)

P/S: dear tifffffffffy!!! here i comeeeeeee! =)

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Y Littlest Things

whole family's out. and i'm HOME ALONE!!! sigh, granny's in hospital again. :( well, i went Ikea shopping in the afternoon, and since when Ikea started the 'No free carriers' campaign?! 5 cents for a smaller carrier, and 10cents for a bigger one. guess next time i'll bring a bigger bag, so i can forget about spending chinks on that. haha!


bought this wooden frame for $5.50, and i made this montage on my own. my lovelies. :)


my favourite corner. haha!

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Snow Queen.


Summer X Summer.

recently just completed watching the above dramas. totally awesome! eyecandies, me love. hahaha! lots more sequel lining up for me to finish. oh my, i seriously think i'm a FREAK! help!

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If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

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Y Hatchbacks Vehicles

everyone's in their holiday mood already. there's only taher, andrew, kenneth and i around in the office right now. most of them are either out doing Sales or on leave. too bad i'm not a confirmed staff yet, if not i'll probably apply leave and have a long weekend getaway or something.

was talking about cars with my colleague today. i was telling him that my dad's planning to get Hyundai Matrix someday, but he was telling me how bad that car is. high fuel consumption, which sucks. since i'll be one of them driving it (heh heh) in future, so i must like the car too, no? i personally prefer hatchback cars. my ideal one will definitely be Volkswagen Beetle, but hell, that one is so darn expensive. so any kind souls out there want to buy that for me on my 21st birthday? actually Nissan March also not bad. heehee.

after surfing sgcarmart, i became more and more car-smart.. HAHA!


hyundai matrix.
my views: exterior is ugly. interior spacious though. high fuel consumption. lousy car in general.


volkswagen beetle
my views: my dream car. 'nuff said.


honda jazz
my views: nice exterior and interior. economic enough, i suppose.


kia picanto
my views: this car is more like a lady car, so kinda out of my family's league. so gyeah.


nissan march
my views: i love the outlook of this!!! my second favourite. :p


proton savvy
my views: malaysia brand. cheap, but low fuel consumption. i find the interior rather 'squarish'. according to my colleague, this car is kinda 没力. haha!


mitsubishi colt.
my views: this is sweet, but definitely costly.


'nuff about the cars dreams. anyway, i feel that, owning a car is a liability, and definitely not an asset. let's just hope i'll pass my TP in October, then heeheeheeheehee. :)

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notice i've been back in the blogosphere again? well, i won't be blogging like how i did in the past though. blogging is a form of entertainment for me now. haha, right. anyhow, it's VESAK DAY tomorrow! it's TO WOODLANDS for the next couple of days. my baby cousin, glenda's, 1st birthday celebration tomorrow at uncle gary's. and kimmy's 21st birthday bash on friday evening. so, happy holidays! =)

this is kinda random. i think i'm so old. i'm in love with retro and oldies nowadays. eagles!!! the other day when i was singing some oldies at Kbox, kengey they all almost died, no? HAHA! but they're really nice songs ya'll know.

"welcome to the hotel california. such a lovely place..."

sigh, i really miss the good'ol days. meeting up with my favourite girl 7 days a week, for school and for work. acting all cranky and stuffs. hanging out at Sentosa snapping silly pictures. hiding in some japanese machine snapping pictures using OUR camera. our "wedding photo", stuffs like that. i rememeber we were so very gay back then. right larling? darn, we have to relive that and do that again some day!


dont you miss these too, larling?

i don't wanna grow up! :(

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sigh. alright, i better get back to work, before my work load keeps piling up all over again. hurhur. :)

p.s: you so gonna miss my long straight hair. i'm gonna CHANGE them tomorrow! to what? i still can't decide. we shall see. :)

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 2:28 PM

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Y Class Photos!

Formal

Informal

tsk. just got our class photos from jian wen last saturday. my scanner was down, so i had to use my office's scanner to scan it. heehee. the informal picture of us is crap, i know. they forced me to lie down! see how li'e is grabbing me! -_-

i miss my classmates, and i can't wait to see them tonight for our porridge steamboat outing! hehe.

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caught this in town with marcus last night. oh boy, this show is damn nice! hilarious and touching! certain parts almost made me laughed till i fell off my chair, but of cause, i held back man. :x

baby, please understand ...

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 10:53 AM

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Y I'm Underweight!

howdy! i'm on MC today, due to a very red left eye. booo! went to see the doctor, and she suggested i go for a body check up, which i did. and the result shows i've normal blood pressure, sugar and cholesterol level, which is good. BUT, my BMI shows i'm underweight! holy.

anyhow, i spent the rest of my afternoon resting, talking to SO and watching movies.



i know this show is waaaaaaaaaay long ago, and i've that since during my FYP. i only watched it today, because SO was like saying it's so good and all that. well, i've watched it today. i personally think it has a pretty plot. i wonder if it'll happen in real life. hmmm. loL! and i really love the song, "It Never Happened Before" by Paul McCartney. beautiful!



POP! goes my heart. haha! i think this show is cute! but don't waste your money going to the cinema for it. go download it instead. love the songs in it. :)

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 4:55 PM

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Y Chad Michael Murray

as mentioned yesterday, i brought lye hong down to the recruitment agency in town for the interview. lee hong was with us as well. so the 3 of us went to the same agency together. their main objective of the visit was to find a job, but for me, i went there to accompany and to ogle at guys! lol, kidding. we were just fooling around. lye hong and lee hong were equally mad okie. FYI, lee hong is out looking for her agent's friendster profile now! lol. even lye hong joined in the fun and started going ga-ga over gary! lol! anyhows, lye hong was introduced to a temporary one-day job immediately and left us for the work in the afternoon.

lee hong and i went to harbour front aftermath. she had an interview at sky the fitness at 2.30pm. i waited while she went for the interview. went Vivo for some shopping later on. wheeeee! seems like i'm the only one spending moolahs today. bought some home essentials, a mini pouch for me to use during lunch breaks and a flare skirt. lately, i'm so into flare skirts can. lol! anyhows, we went looking around for apparels to wear to work. in other words, office wear. damn, seems like the things we shopped for nowadays are changing. larlingggggggggggggggggggg! let's go shopping together again after getting our pay alright? =)

actually, i had wanted to head back home after bringing lye hong to the agency, as i was feeling really unwell in the morning. while taking the train, i almost black out. vision blurred, body steaming and perspiring cold sweat. the train's uber crowded then, and i hadn't had my breakfast. so i think that explains why i felt so queasy back then. i felt better after getting outta the train later on. luckily i didn't fell on the mrt tracks and be there to wait for the train to roll over my body or something. eurgh. haha!

some random pictures. :)


off to Vivo~


i saw her filling up these forms numerous times already. haha!


Superstar Virgo!! if everything goes on well, i'm planning to go cruising on it few months later. i bet the experience will be different from the time i went at 8, when the only few facilities i'll make use of are the Arcade and the pools. lol! =)

damn, i wanna go travel! :(

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riight, i came home to tidy my desk after that. it's so neat right now! teehee.


this is before. what a mess! :P

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TA-DAH!!! i shifted my printed and adjusted all the wires. hahaha. so neat right? :D

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is he hot or just plain adorable? you shall be the judge. :)





















tskk. i'm so crazy over Chad Michael Murray now because i'm currently hooked to One Tree Hill! lol! awwww. one last one ok? :P



=)

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forget it..

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 8:23 PM

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Y The Kid From Heaven

weets! i've recently just finished watching The Kid From Heaven. its a really nicely plot story with a sad ending. that lil kiddo is so darn cute lah, but he died at the end. :(

it's probably time to stop watching any shows now, as i needa start preparing for my VIVA presentation soon. :)

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POSTED BY jo4nn3 AT 5:01 PM

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