Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Y Goodbye adolescent years, and hello adulthood! :D
Labels: Birthday, Inner Intentions, My Zhu Tao
happy 21st birthday to ME! :D
heh, 21st. i've got the KEY to everything. especially, to your heart. :)
had a really simple yet sweet advanced celebration with CY earlier on. just nice he had nights out today! hahaha. dear, i really feel it now. :) had a really nice long chat with him too, but he's still ever so cheeky. haha! thank you, still, for being my listener 24/7. there are many things which i can't find the right words to express, so be the wormie in my tummy, and i'm sure you'll know it one day. i love you, still. :)
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it's like another milestone of my life; the golden year and all that stuffs. every year has been a rollercoaster ride for me. with achievements and mistakes made in my life. from these, i learnt alot about life.
in one of my previous posts, i mentioned that i hated changes. i still do. but right now, i feel i needed a change right now. not the sort of bigbig change, but just... a change. probably, to grow up a little? there are many things which my old ways of thinking won't get me through. i need to think like an adult now.
and for my first step of a-change, i'm thinking of moving my blog!
hmmmmmm. shall start working on the layout or something.
i want to bring my life, career, relationship and wealth to a better next level!
:D :D
and after the 21st, i doubt i'll be looking forward to birthdays anymore. old. haha!
Monday, January 14, 2008
i just hope the same thing won't happen again. don't make me worry liao okay? :) Labels: Daily Drivel, My Zhu Tao
anywhooooos. my weekend has been pretty simple, but pleasant enough. CY and i had Dim Sum supper at Geylang Lorong 17, followed by a midnight show down at Bishan J8 on friday night.
caught this, which i personally think has a bad twist. am i the dumb one or most viewers are like me - catch no balls. haha! however, this show has really disgusting visuals! eurgh. i still very much prefer "Alone" by the same production. :)
and on saturday, CY and i went for a walk at Chinatown, before having our dinner at Beach Cabana along ECP. pretty nice chill-out place, i must say. took a walk, before we head back. turned in pretty late that night, because i was worried. :(
hanged out a little on sunday, before it was time for CY to book in. and we saw one of the prettiest rainbow together. :) anyway, i just traded in my handphone, because my previous one went haywired already. haha!
alrightys, just a short update. 2 more days to 21st. not looking forward, because my celebration is over. haha! off to lunch. toodles~ :D
Monday, January 07, 2008
Y Nobody ever made me feel this way, i'm gonna stickwitchu.
happy 3rd Month, dearest CY. Labels: My Zhu Tao
been through many over the months, and i'm really happy to see you being part of my life. be it with me, my family or my friends. from now on, i hope to be able to achieve a deeper understanding between the both of us, that we can not talk or meet everyday and yet still feel the closeness, that we can not say things aloud and yet the unsaid still resonates loudly in our hearts, that there is not a need to say "I Love You" often but still feel it so clearly through each other's actions, that we can support each other in times of need and grow into a future together. so, will you do that with me?
i love you so. :)
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Y My Advanced 21st Birthday Bash
Labels: Birthday, Family/Friends, My Zhu Tao, Partying
i don't know how to go about blogging about my party, as it has been a really unforgettable, memorable and awesome party i ever had in my life. i just couldn't take my mind off it. :)
everything began with that huge disappointment of which CY has been assigned to do guard duty during my celebration. it turned out to be part of everybody's surprise plot one. i was really upset on Friday night, but just went along with my party plans. checked into the chalet at 3pm on Saturday afternoon with my family. and for that, i'm really thankful to Han De who offers to book this chalet at a much cheaper rate under his name. :)
Bungalow 13. :)
my daddy dearest. ;)
we rented bikes, mahjong sets and waited for kengey and co. to arrive at 4ish. I'M SO TOUCHED BY EVERYTHING THEY HAVE DONE FOR ME!! from the decorations (p.s: i really love that balloon and flowers!) to ferrying CY into the chalet to all the surprises. no words can describe how glad i am to have all of you as my friends and how bad i'm feeling now for being such a rather bad friend in the past. i resolve to be a better friend from now onwards ok? i hope it's not too late. :) and i believe by saying 'Kengey and co' is abit unfair, so i'll name them all, but that doesn't mean the rest of my friends aren't important ok? thousand and millions of 'thank you' to kengey, li'e, puay siang, wei li , jie hao and buggy!
:)
at about 5ish, everyone became so secretive about 'fetching buggy' or 'getting things from whitesands', so neth drove outta the chalet.. TO PICK CY UP! :D kengey was asking me to follow her to the main door, and there CY was, hiding. haha! :D and so that's surprise 1. i went to change, while while the rest began their mahjong session. :)
at about 6ish, my guests began coming in. and here comes surprise 2, which buggy was in it too. haha! they were telling me that they're giving me a LANCER 9961 as a gift, but because i've no license yet, so i'm only allowed to see the boot only. i was given the keys, and everyone pulled me to open up neth's car boot, and ta-dah, all the presents and flowers from them are inside and i've to open them one by one. two words - i'm touched. :) thank you NETH for that touching idea. haha!
after that, more of my relatives and friends came, ate, mingled, played mahjong, and etc. there's such a big crowd, that i'm feeling at a lost. i hope i wasn't a bad host. and thank you all for coming and all the well wishes on my guestbook. even some of my old friends and colleagues whom i've invited turned up too. :)
during the cake cutting session, we sure toooooook a long time taking pictures! hahaha. i'll make do with a few pictures later, because i'm still waiting for all the pictures from ALL the cameras. :D btw, i even had one professional photographer - buggy! thank you bugbug!!! :D
after cutting cake, kengey had another surprise for me. i had to light up some cloth which she used to form "Happy Birthday Jo" on a wire gauze. the effects were beautiful, and they even got CY to video it down. can't wait to look at the pictures and video! guys, send them to me alrights! so touched. thank you, keng. =) anyway, i think we shall wait for kengey to update her blog for her FULL description about everything. :)
some of my guests left at 10ish - 11ish, and there's only a small bunch who stayed and played mahjong throughout the whole night. i really really had alot of fun..... this is so unforgettable. :)
birthday cake. thank you, dear bro, for it! =)
the buffet line.
my knight in shining armor. :)
thank you, girl, for listening to my cries Friday night. HAHA!
my long time sista - AMY! :) sorry girl, i hope you don't take it to heart about what my relatives teased about you and your boy. lol. winks*
my everything. :)
dearrrrrrrr. :)
beloved colleagues.
ex-colleagues from Conrad.
jae.
LSX.
Secondary schoolmates. 7-8 years and up.. :)
wei liang, rebecca and buggy!
kang wei and di ling.
my poly classmates.
my DIY guest book. i know it's ugly. lol.
me and the gift from neth and my grandson, jiehao. mini bottles filled with Vodka; 'happy birthday joanne' stickers on the bottles; forming "21". really sweet of them. haha. :) btw, this was in the car boot surprise i meantioned earlier on.
the 'ang pau' toilet roll and jigsaw puzzle of my big face from kengey. haha. 21 ang paus, with meaningful messages and little gifts in it. so unique. :)
handmade gifts from li'e. i felt it, girl. :)
samsung mp3 player from dong, yun, froggie, lee hong and roy. just what i needed. thanks guys!!!
all the other gifts.
i realised i do not have many pictures from my camera, hence i'll upload the rest to my MULTIPLY once i've gotten my hands on them. teehee. :)
and so, this morning we checked out at 10am. on our way back, my dad's car's tyre punctured along TPE! we had to unload the boot, and my dad, bro and CY had to change the tyre along the road shoulder. with everyone totally zonked out, this sure is one tough shit. and my dad had to spend lots of $ on replacing the tyres. darn it. :/ ohwells, haha.
last but not least, thank you to those who turned up last night, and made my birthday celebration a memorable one. kudos to those who really put in the efforts to make me feel so touched. thank you for all the thoughtful gifts, ang paus and well wishes. appreciate it alot alot. this is the best birthday celebration i've ever had. really. :)
i love you all. :)
Friday, January 04, 2008
Y #@#%$^ Gahmen!
why of all weeks, CY must get selected for guard duty this week? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? he won't be able to book out until Sunday, which means, he won't be going to my 21st birthday celebration! i know, i still have my family and friends to celebrate with me, but .... Labels: My Zhu Tao, Whinings/iRant
i can't imagine me celebrating, enjoying and partying when my dear boy's guarding that damn gate or patrolling round the camp. just that thought itself is so torturous! i can't stand the thought of him not able to see me in that birthday dress he picked for me. i can't stand the thought that he won't be in the picture together with my birthday cake. i can't stand the thought that he can't share that joy in person! i know i still can share everything with him after that, but the feeling will be so different..
darn, please tell me this is a joke. wails*
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Y Happy 2008!
first and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! may 2008 be fruitful and fulfilling for everyone out there. :D :D :D Labels: Family/Friends, My Zhu Tao
even though i haven't been doing much progressive stuffs over the weekend, i still can't help feeling like a walking zombie. i have insufficient SLEEP! =( i wasn't exactly HAHA happy, but at least i'm contented. =) let's see what have i been during the last few days of 2007.
Friday, 28/12/07: had a new hair cut, and coloured my hair at the salon nearby. it wasn't exactly a big change of style, but just a little fringe cut. haha! went to my colleague's wedding at Turf City in the evening. really glad to see my favourite neighbour once again! sat with her, and the rest of my colleagues and we had some fun eating and crapping together. i really love attending wedding functions, because the blissful faces of the couple really really warms my heart. and they have been together for 9 years.. awwwww. :)
took my colleague's car to newton before cabbing down to Seng Kang to CY's friend's place for mahjong. or rather, i watched CY and his friends played throughout the night. i only helped CY played a few games. and guess what? i sat it through with them till 6am in the morning. i'm amazed by my own patience. haha!
Saturday, 29/12/07: slept in till late afternoon, before CY and i head out to order my birthday cake. teeheehee. although there are some things here and there which kinda made me NOT looking forward to my birthday anymore, i'll still try my best to be happy and contented. :) after ordering my cake, which looks kinda bimbotic-ly sweet, CY and i took a bus to Changi Airport for Popeye's dinner.
despite being suuuuuuuuuuperrrrrr tired, we hadn't wanted to end our SATURDAY so early. and so, guess what? we got 2 mahjong 'legs' for an overnight session at my place. i got yun and CY got his friend, zheng wen. we started our games at 12am, and ended at 7am. HAHAHA! i swear my eyes were closing during the last few rounds. DAMN TIRED! as expected, i lost money. CY was the sole BIG winner. haha, still good enough. HOOOORAY! :)
Sunday, 30/12/07: didn't do much, except hanging out with CY at his place, watching shows and pigging out, before i head back home.
Monday, 31/12/07, NYE: went to work for half day. company has got buffet lunch, before everybody's off from 1pm onwards. went to meet CY after work, and dong joined us last minute. the 3 of us head to kengey's place for MAHJONG again. LOL. CY and i shared, and we played with kengey, neth and dong. had so much fun laughing with them, and guess what? CY and i were the SOLE winner that day. LOL.
waited for jie hao to come over, before leaving kengey's place for our celebration. dong went to meet his friends, whereas the rest of us went to meet tat loon at Marina Bay. we had steamboat dinner! haha. so nice and fun eating with my friends and CY. i bet kengey had the most fun fighting with those prawns. hahaha!
went City Hall after dinner. despite the terrible crowds, we wanted to catch the fireworks display so badly too. felt so safe with CY's protection. :) we managed to find a rather good spot to watch the display. it's practically right above our heads! i swear it was so breathtakingly beautiful! :) hmm, let's all book a hotel room nearby next year to catch the display instead. free from rubbing and buaing then! haha.
squeezed through the crowds to the main road after that. when i said squeeze, it's really squeezing! luckily we manage to stick together as a group most of the times. haha! walked to Boat Quay, where we manage to take a rest. kengey, jie hao and neth head home, whereas i followed CY to meet his friends at the pubs along Circular road. his friends were pub jumping between 2 pubs, so i just tagged along. CY's friend, ah zhi (yun! the one whom we thought was QUIET during the last meet up!), "forced" me to drink 2 martell on the rock and some with mixers, and thank god i managed to stay sober. or rather, i was quiet throughout, because.. haha, CY knows it best. :)
hanged out till 5ish before CY and i walked to Merchant Court hotel to get a taxi. so difficult to hail a cab man... anyway, i've no pictures for NYE, because we were either too busy eating (steamboat) or too sweaty (rubbing and buaing with the crowds). haha.
thanks for being the best thing that happened to me in 2007. and hope it'll be the same for 2008, 2009, 2010 and so forth. Happy new year, my dear. i love you. :)
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Y You've got magic inside your fingertips
with all the upcoming events (colleague's wedding, birthday preparation, NYE, etc) over this coming weekend, i reckon i'd be busy over the weekend, hence i'll probably won't have time to do my "last" entry of the year. this could be the last. shrugs* Labels: Inner Intentions, My Zhu Tao, Nostalgic
and so, the year is coming to an end..
what have i done throughout the entire year 2007? what have i achieved? what have i learnt? what lessons were i taught? what have i gained and lost? what have i found and gave away? of all the things i did or did not do, what have made me think i made the right choice? what left me with regrets?
the answers to these questions - endless of them. it has been a great year. at least it is, right now. no doubt i made a mistake of two in between, but all in all, it was a good lesson learnt. 2007 was indeed an eventful year, which many major events of my life took place. during first quarter of the year, i was at my final lap in Ngee Ann Poly doing my FYP. i graduated with a Diploma and started work in second quarter of the year. and during that final half, i met the love of my life (let's just hope he is. haha.). :)
and so, the 2008 resolutions? i'll make them short and simple. 4 will do. :)
1) STOP being a big time procrastinator.
2) get my class 3 license!
3) learn to whip up few dishes, and baking as well. in a nutshell, learn to COOK!
4) to have my family, CY, and all my great friends by my side. to love and care for them unconditionally.
i'm blessed. i just hope it stays this way. forever.
and i just want to countdown to the new year... with you. :)
***
on a side note, it was CY's night off earlier on, so i went to meet him at TM (li'e, in the end i went there still). haha! buggy joined us too, and so the 3 of us hanged out together in TM. roaming around the malls aimlessly, hitting machine in the arcade, eating and shopping. till they're suppose to book in, then i head back home. though it was a plain 3 and half hours, it was enough. teeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
so excited about my birthday party. are you guys feeling excited for me too? :D:D
anywhooos. hope 2008 will be smooth-sailing for all of you out there!
Happy New Year (in advance)!
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Y Unforgettable Christmas 2007
Labels: My Zhu Tao
this christmas had been really unforgettable and special to me. ikea shopping, mount faber walk, dinner at town, followed by counting down to christmas with you. simple as it may sound, but i seriously am touched by every of your gestures. and i've received the sweeeeeetest handmade gift ever. thank you dear. i'm really thankful to have you. :)
merry merry christmas, love. YY
you&me;pictureperfect. :)
thankyouforeverythingdear.
smiley. :]
Monday, December 24, 2007
Y My heart knows you're the missing piece
our long weekend off is drawing to an end soon. it's CHRISTMAS EVE tomorrow! so what are your plans? i'm so excited to present my part 2 and 3 gifts to CY. hahaha! part 1 was a personalized EZ-link i ordered online, which i think was a pretty practical yet innovative gift. i hope you like it, dear. do look forward to your part 2 and 3 alrights? (: Labels: Daily Drivel, My Zhu Tao
anyhows. this weekend had been so fab, that i want to remember it by blogging everything out. and of cause, i'll leave the details like what time i woke up or what i ate, in case that'll bore the guts out of you people. (:
Wednesday, 19th: waited for CY to book out before meeting him. supper at HK Cafe @ ECP. strolled under the moonlight talking about everything and anything.
and i fell in love with CY again tonight. :)
Thursday, 20th: towning with CY. caught Alvin & the Chipmunks. REALLY CUTE MOVIE!!! ahhhh. haha!
de chipmunks are freaking adorable! and their tune "xmas xmas don't be late ..." is stuck in my head now. haha! :) went to check out Haji Lane after dinner, then it was supper and 'red light district' stroll at Geylang after that. hahahaha! pretty interesting sight. i had to held on to CY tight tight so that the 'ladies' there will stop eyeing on him. LOL.
..and i fell in love with CY again and again tonight. :)
Friday, 21st:went SSDC with CY and my brother. got myself a new TP test date. hahahaha! won't tell you the date yet, but i can say it's after CNY and before CY's birthday. let's hope i can pass then? i hope the new instructor will be better than my previous one. :)
went pubbing at Circular Road with CY, li'e, wei liang, martin, jason and christopher at night. sang a few songs, and i sang one song specially to li'e, but i'm sorry, girl, for making you cry and caused your eyeliner to smudge. my bad ok? haha! but i hope you'll feel better after "letting them out". :) we ordered 2 bottles of Chivas this time round, but finished only 1.5 of it. haha! and the guys went crazy and dared CY and i to do something, but of cause we did not. wahaahaa! :P
... and i fell in love with CY again and again and again tonight. :)
Saturday, 22nd: Shopping time in the afternoon!! then it was dinner with my family and CY at night. ended the night pretty early, as we're heading to JB the next day.
... and i fell in love with CY again and again and again and again tonight. i hope the talk will be in your head forever, as that's really my heartfelt words, dear. :)
Sunday, 23rd: since we can't have a few days getaway to somewhere further, we made do with a 1day trip to City Square, Johor. haha! we had a splendid day out in Malaysia. we even dressed so "Malaysian-ish" (no pun intended) today. haha! didn't manage to grab much loots, as i think the trend there doesn't really suits me. lol!
caught I am Legend at RM10 each. this show makes me feel sad. this show made me teared. nice film there. i like. :) haha. really enjoyed the trip with CY today, especially when i "felt the way" he protected me from the rubs and buas at the custom. haha! thanks dear, and i hope you've enjoyed your weekend as much as i did. :D
and of cause, i fell in love with him again and again and again and again and again. it never stops. there's always a new reason for me to love you each day. can't wait to spend our first Christmas together.
no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that I could add up too
i never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes see everything without a single word
'cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing
in this world I can't be
i never know what you see
but there's somethin' in the way you look at me
if I could freeze a moment in my mind
it'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
i'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel
i don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
all I know is it happens every time
the way you look at me
have a good christmas, peeps! make it a merry one.
happy holidays!! :D
P/S: Check here for updates. and reminder to those who have not replied me, let me know by next week ok? thanks! :)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Y Whereever it goes, I always know that you make me smile..
sigh, it's so saddening to hear such news. i bet my dear girl is really heartbroken right now. my condolences, girl. rest in peace, aunty. :/ man, i still remember the last time i saw her, she's so smiley. ohwells, unexpected things happen all the time. i'm going down to the wake probably on Tuesday, and can anybody enlighten me about the dos and donts at a wake? sigh sigh sigh... i hope my dear girl's alright. :S Labels: My Zhu Tao
on a lighter note, CY and i had one innovative and enjoyable weekend this week. haha, credits to me of cause! :D supper at Chomp Chomp on Friday was a great one. what a huge spread we had, and man, i love the huge glass of Sugarcane drink. :) i don't mind going back there for feasting again. teeheee.
after skating, we travelled to Marina South for steamboat dinner on a RAINY evening! haha, how cool is that? we were craving for steamboat for days anyway, thus the decision. haha, i've many many more innovative dates up in my head.... looking forward to share it with my dear boy someday. heee. :)
visuals. (:
on the train.
haha.
us on ice. :)
i hope this will be useful and meaningful to you, dear.. :)
*blush blush* i don't know what's up with all the long gazes of yours, but dear, i'm really glad to have you back after the field camp. it's just 3days, but it seems long enough for me to miss you like crazy. love you so much.. YY
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Y I'll be there for you - these 5 words i swear to you.
If your sky is grey oh let me know Labels: My Zhu Tao
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
dearest CY.
i know you'll only see this on Friday. i can't tell you right now how blue i'm feeling right now, for i know that will only make you feel worse than you're feeling now. i miss you so much. i know this isn't as bad as the previous field camp whereby i can't contact you at all, and that this won't be as bad as the upcoming 5weeks training at Brunei, but looking at the numbers of 'Hai..' in your smses pained my heart. :( i wish there is something i can do to make you feel better, but there isn't much i can do, except to let you know i'm here 24/7 just for you. always.
well, one and a half year odd will be over soon. endure and strive for it. be optimistic, dear. things aren't as bad as you think, for you know i'm in this with you. through it all. :)
can't wait to see you on Friday. :)
love,
xoxo.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Y Blink of the eyes
1 month has passed us by at the blink of the eyes, and CY is finishing his course and will be going back to camp tomorrow. there's absolutely no doubt that i'll miss him terribly, and will definitely look forward to his every book out and night off. sigh. Labels: My Zhu Tao
i'll miss seeing you almost daily and you calling me during your every lunch break. i dread to see you going back camp for all those torturous training. nonetheless, dear, please take good care of yourself back in camp and i can't wait to see you during every of your book out. :)
P/S: argh. cabfares are already pretty expensive nowadays, but have you heard about the crazy hike of it again?! read this if you have not. -_-
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Y Embedded Gem
Labels: My Zhu Tao
waking up to an extremely sweet sms from dearest on a Friday morning was an absolute bliss. feeling so light-hearted the entire day. feeling nonchalant towards all the mean behaviors of some irritating people at work too. everything's because, it's OUR day. :)
it doesn't matter where we're at, what we're eating, or what we're doing. what matters is, i'm with you. the body aches and all the uncomfy feeling meant nothing to me, for i'm so immersed in me and you. i love who i am when i'm with you. most importantly, i love you. :)
catching up with a good buddy, wei liang, is such a good way to end this perfect Friday night. can't wait to meet up with him and the rest of the class some day soon. gotta give dearest a morning call before hitting the sack and face the weekend of SCHOOL and of cause, my dad's birthday celebration. ahhh, bliss. :)
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Y All I mind's losing you too. :)
these 2 months had been such undescribable bliss to me. Labels: My Zhu Tao
having someone who will make you so mad at him, and yet love him even more.
having someone who will constantly cleans your ear wax. still. :x
having someone who will apply ointment to my injured wound and kiss the pain away.
having someone who showed so much care and concern when you're sick.
having someone who will spend his precious sunday crashing your classes, even though the class was dead boring.
having someone who calls you during work just to perk you up all the time.
having someone who will say the meanest things yet sound so sweet in some other ways.
having someone who thinks you're beautiful even when you're having bad hair day, or having breakouts on that day.
having someone who will hold you close, kiss you gently and loving you so dearly.
having someone who understands you so well, that his sixth sense is always sensing the right things about you or your whereabouts.
having someone who is late for everyone else, but not you. :P
having someone who will listen to you attentively about your day at work, the people you met , the food you ate, the things that made you smile and everything else.
having someone by your side .... :)
it's the 7th again tomorrow. i'm always posting my entry on the 6th is because, both 6th and 7th held some significance to the both of us. happy 2nd month, dearr. i love you so so so much. :)
I want to lock you up in my closet,
where no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket,
because you're allowed
I want to drive you into the corner,
and kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever,
I'll say it loud
Now you're in
and you can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me
Baby Baby
You're so good to me
Baby Baby
[thanks to my favourite ex-neighbour for posting this song up on her blog, which got me listening to it over and over again.]
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Y chillybillypillywilly
i've lots to blog about, but i don't know what's happening to my malfunction brain as it doesn't seem to know how to lump my words together in the proper manner. Labels: Daily Drivel, My Zhu Tao
i hate it when someone makes a mistake and refuses to admit it, and yet blames it on the system. it's pretty obvious it's a human error loh! i hate it when someone yaks non-stop when i'm busy or when i needed peace. i'm still okay if the person's talking about relevant stuffs, but no way! do you think i'll be interested to know how you usually spend your CNY every year? or do you even think i'll be that least bit interested about DOTA?! obviously not. stop giving excuses like 'i got short term memory' or 'i cocked-eye one leh' when you're unable to produce what was required.
honestly, i still prefer my favourite girl. miss you leh. :/
***
to juggle work and school is not as easy as i thought. as what de xiang was telling me how stressed up he's feeling right now with all the assignments and all. fyi, he's taking part-time degree and he's not working. even he can complain it's tough, do you think it's tougher for me? i don't know. or probably because i'm a slacker by 'birth'. remember i mentioned that i've an Econs essay to work on, and it's due tonight? i am really clueless about Econs, and i was really desperate for help. hence, i consulted jae for help. with his vast JC econs knowledge, he spoon-fed me with all the necessary key points to the question and all i did was putting them together in my own words. voila, the essay's completed within hours! look, i can't even do my own work! i can't possibly rely on friends all the time right? nobody will help me during exams loh. :(
i really need some motivation. maybe you guys can help by saying things like, "i'll buy you a honda jazz if you pass your examinations". haha! then i'll definitely work hard for that. lol, kidding. well, i guess probably i'm just feeling really exhausted. and that resulted in me falling dead sick right now. sigh.
my daddy dearest asked me a question last week, and that got me to do some serious thinking.
***
have you ever felt so attached to someone that you want to tell him practically every single things every single day? things like what you ate, where are you at, who you met, what made you smiled, what made you pissed, what made you cried, etc.
i do.
he's not just a boyfriend. he's more than a friend. more than a bestfriend. more than a family. he's almost a part of me, my other half. thank you, dear, for all your genuine love and care, which came in all forms - good and bad. haha! you boy i can't live without and all i mind's losing you too. hugs*
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anyhows. i've started extending my birthday bash invites to some of my friends, and the response i'm getting ain't that bad. after my lecture week, i'm going to start sourcing for halal buffets and thinking about my cake design. ANYBODY GOT ANY RECOMMENDATION? teehee. well, as some of my friends are requesting, here's a 'guideline' for to-get-for-joanne list. i won't say it's a wish list, but ya, just a guideline. HAHA.
1) A Red Honda Jazz. must be auto transmission hoh. :p
2) Sony Ericsson W580i in metallic pink.
3) Microwave Oven. any brand will do, so long i can bake cookies/cakes/muffins with it. :P
4) the new Ipod Nano. must be the one which can watch video. 4gb will do, but i won't mind the 8gb one too. :p
5) DKNY lady watch. please DON'T get the round-faced ones, because i don't look good wearing round ones. haha! below ones look good. :x
wahaha!! remember, that's just a guideline. there's many other things you can get me. and i accept ang paus too. flowers also can. you know i love them. :) aiya, so long you got the 'heart', i'll be glad even if you just sent me a sms wishing me happy birthday. :)
1 more month to my birthday bash!!! wheee. :D
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87
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