Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Y ICT Superstar.
ALOHA!!! i'm home. today i feel a teeny-weeny bit happier, because i'm slowly slowly beginning to see light ahead of me. err, no lah. just that i'm slowly able to make my decision, i guess? i hope i don't back out halfway tho. OHWELLS. :/ i'm just teeny bit happier, that's all.
anyhows, i woke up at 7ish this morning. head over to woodlands to see a doctor, and went over to doris's for my appointment. by the time i'm done, it was already 11ish close to 12. i was running late in meeting twinny and li'e in school to discuss on our UD practical sheet. so, i cabbed home from woodlands, changed and left house at 12ish. encountered something today, which i don't know i should feel happy or even more confused. hmm.
for today, i decided to alight near our back gate and enter school by the back gate. BUT, i don't know if the bus uncle was KUKU or blind. i pressed the bell way before the stop, just that i didn't get off my seat AND stand near the door that soon, thus he assumed someone was playing with the bell and that nobody's getting off, so he drove off!!! i missed my stop like that. i had wanted to yell across to tell the uncle that i'm alighting, but i was too shy to do so, then just let him drove off. and then, i alighted one stop later, which was so far away, at beauty world there. dammit! luckily it's neither rainy nor sunny, if not i'd sure curse the uncle upside down for making me had to walk sucha long distance to school.
riight, went to the atrium to look for twinny, li'e and nnp. by the time i got there, they were about to wrap up what they've done and head for class. went for UD class at 2pm then. basically what we did in class was presenting our practical answers, and hearing the rest of the teams to present. i feel oh-so lazy to do anything man. same gose to ISDT after that. it's like twinny's doing all the work. :/ after UD, we went to grab a quick bite at canteen 3, before going for ISDT lessons. didn't really paid attention in class, as i was busy sms-ing. shucks, guess my phone bill will bomb this month. when nana flashed our tutorial answers on the screen, i was too lazy to take down everything, thus i made use of my dcam, zoomed in and snapped it. HAHAHA, gotta make use of that to note down my answers later on. lol. :x
we were released at 5ish. twinny went off to meet zhi yong, whereas li'e and i went to LT26 to meet the rest. there were yu jie, patrick, lu hua, panda&friend. nnp was already inside preparing for her contest. while waiting for the start of ICT Superstar, we began taking pictures and gossiping outside. we gossiped about conrad's people. got some juicy information about sooooooooo many things. tsktsk!!!! =PpP here are some of the pictures we took.

conrad bqt! ^^ front from left to right: patrick, yujie and lu hua. back from left to right: pei yun, me and li'e.

li'e and i.

patrick and i.

HEH HEH. my good brother, lu hua, and i. ^^

he's just like our big brother, providing us all the juicy news. HAHA!

our long-awaited picture together. LEEHONG AND I!! =D
hmm, noticed that i seem talled in most of the pictures? lol. yay, i'm standing on the steps, and i've requested to whoever's holding the camera, NOT to snap our legs. hahaha. i am TALL okay. grins widely* then at about 6.45pm, the door to LT26 is finally open. it's free seating, so we went in and sat some where not too back and not too front.
hurhur, junior and jetson were the hosts, and they were damn comical lah! great hosts, whom made all of us burst into fits of laughter every once in awhile. junior even did a "tuo diao" dance. lol. they did a great job anyhows. (:
ICT Superstar is very much like Project Superstar. they've got this voting system thingy too. we have to send the contestant number to a number to vote. and each person is allowed to vote once only. haha! there were 10 contestants tonight, and all sang pretty well. pei yun was the last contestant. so we waited patiently for peiyun's turn. while waiting and watching the other contestants perform, lu hua and i gossiped about alot of things. it so happened that he recently heard about wilson and i. what the shit? what made me even more puzzled+sad+disappointed was regarding WHO told him. i thought she can be trusted. i thought she had swore to secrecy. sighs. things are so unexpected. but luckily she had only told lu hua, whom i believe can be trusted. he's however my good brother what. haha! so yay, i hope this remains, and not spread further. i don't want to be reminded about it anymore. yay, we talked alot lah. he commented about wilson and i being great at keeping our relationship very low profile, and that we draw a line between work and personal things, unlike steve&xiayun. hmm, whatever it is, it's all the past now. :/
alright, at about 8ish, it's finally nnp's turn! she sang coco lee's "bei ai de nu ren". i went right in front to take pictures and also to give her MORE support. (: i think she did pretty good. really. her voice rocks! teeheehee. nnp, you did great! really.

teehee.
anyhows, twinny didn't make it back to watch pei yun sing. by the time she got back, the judges were finalising the results already. she take away subway sandwiches for us. i was famished alright. while waiting for the results, there were games, lucky draws and magic shows by jeremy. at about 9ish, results were out! some girl won the first prize. after that, the whole thing ended and we left for home.
took 852 together with patrick, whom alighted at AMK. on the bus, we did some catching up. haha! hmm, was rather disappointed in some things again. anyhows, lu hua was suggesting to eat supper with me, but i decided not to as it was getting late. so i went home and got back at only just. i'm so tired..
hmm, next monday or tuesday? teeheehee. (: oh, someone has offered him a job, but he has not accepted the offer yet. which means he'll be leaving conrad sooner or later.. ohwells. sighh...
OHMY. it's 1.02am already. was on the phone with zhebin earlier on clearing his doubts, thus took so long to blog. shall hit the sack now! toodles~~
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Y happy birthday, sheena! (:
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHEENAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! XD
yay. skipped SA in the morning, because i was feeling totally drained when i first woke up this morning. went back to bed and slept for 2 hours more, till 9am then i woke up to prepare to go to school. head for UD and WT lessons at 11am. was basically stoning in class today. i've been getting really slack recently. aiya, just too tired lah. zzz.
at 1pm, which was our lunch break, we made lye hong to bring sheena to the toilet and delay her time. li'e and i ran to the canteen, where li'e stored our cake, to collect it. dashed back to class and lighted up the candles. got ready and stuffs, then we texted lye hong telling her that we're ready and that she could bring sheena back into the classroom. we waited and waited, until they finally came back. all of us sang her the birthday song, and she was moved to tears!!!! she really cried loh. teeheehee. (:
we took some pictures in the class today. those who want the pictures, get it from our class multiply page aiight. (:

marble cheese cake from secret recipe. yummylicious~

sheena cutting the cake. (:

group photo. sigh, we always never had the chance to take a full class photo. jason, martin, ain and rahim weren't in this picture. :/

this is funny!! only sheena's facing the front, and all of us back facing the camera. and weiliang's drawing circles on the board. LOL! :x

my lovelies. (:

illegal gathering. lol, we're eating cake in the classroom.
haha, i left school and skipped PM after that. took 171 to town and waited for kengey outside far east plaza at 2.30pm. began our shopping-for-presents spree there and then. i always have headache when comes to choosing presents. managed to get some of it tho. we shopped and did some catching up as well. we walked to heeren, and had our subway (yes, again!) dinner at cineleisure.
took bus 7 to bugis after that. shopped around, before leaving for home at 7ish. sigh, i want to work! :x riight, gotta go watch tv, and probably start doing some work before i turn in. toodles~
Labels: Family/Friends, school
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Monday, November 28, 2005
Y in need of a breather.
yesterday:
woke up at the drilling sound of my uncle's. he came over at 11ish in the morning to help us fix some shits in the kitchen. intended to start doing my UD practicals, but i ended up slacking and rotting, in S-T-Y-L-E. how? go figure. tsktsk. :x got ready for work at 3ish, and left my house at 4pm. i was early today, so i waited for li'e at the mrt station instead of our usual place. marhaini wanted to go to work with us, but because li'e was too late, so i told marhaini to go ahead without us. haha, see! li'e is a slow terter. zzz. =PpP
i was sms-ing with zhe bin while waiting for li'e, who was attending the training in conrad, and he told me that they're heading to the ballroom to watch the turnover, so i told li'e that and we walked quickly to conrad just to bump into him. lol. true enough, when we were at the security signing in, zhe bin called and the entire group of new staffs came down. and so, zhe bin is now officially our collegue. he will start working next week i think, after he has done booking this thursday, that is. yay. (: after which, li'e and i went to change before reporting to the ballroom at 6pm. sigh, our path crossed once again. he was about to go home, i think? it was for a short few seconds, but that was enough to make my stomach flips. ):
anyhows. i can't remember what we did before our briefing in the ballroom. all i remembered was that, during comicboy's entrance, ramesh said something which made some of us can't help but wanna laugh. lol. riight, so we had our briefing by ramesh as usual. i was assigned to table 17, partner with raymond. okay lah, he's an old bird, tho a lil slow. (: went to serve cocktail aftermath. comicboy was doing cocktail clearing too. and we chatted alot throughout cocktail. lol, berry had to come over to separate us even. we were crapping actually. we began talking about "harry potter", and he sorta indirectly asked me if i wanna watch that movie with him. i didn't answer his question and talked about how busy i've been working and schooling. lol. then we continued to work and talked shit. marhaini joined in as well. cocktail's so boring, that miza and i began fooling around with the lil kids around. teeheehee. they were so adorable alright. :x i was really famished the entire night, as we skipped dinner earlier. i complained to everyone who talked to me about how hungry i was. well, just plain whining. LOL.
at about 7.45pm, cocktail ended and we went back to the ballroom. raymond was doing cocktail clearing outside, and i had to usher at the door, so nobody was attending to our tables. teehee, so li'e helped us settle most of things. by the time i went back to my table, everything's pretty much done. wahaha. i only had to top up a few more tea, and we went backlane to pick up first course. did first course presentation and stuffs. i don't know why, but i find today our first course presentation route seems a lil much longer, even though i was at the aisle side. hmm. alright, dinner went on pretty smoothly, tho we were quite slow. but not bad lah, we managed to pull it through the dinner. comicboy kept smiling at me each time he past by. lol. oh, did i mentioned that he's extremely cute when he pouts? haha.
anyways, i manage to eat some walnut dumplings from the last course li'e saved for me. haha, comicboy even saved some chicken meat for me. berry instructed our turnover, and it's very simple. we just had to refresh everything, and we were all signed out at 12mn. after i've changed, i went upstairs to collect our vouchers, whereas li'e wrote our transport. comicboy accompanied me to go upstairs, and that was when we exchanged contacts. hmm. went to grab 2 plain bread from the canteen, before going over to wait for our transports at 12.30am. took cab and got home at 1ish. was smsing with lu hua and comic boy till 2ish, before i finally turned in. i was being urged to see a doctor because of the rate that i'm coughing. hmm.
somehow, comicboy gave me the feeling that jae once gave me. no, i'm not saying he's jae or that i have feelings for him. i'm having doubts in my heart too. i am still in love with you-know-who, yet i'm starting to take notice of comicboy. i say he gave me the feeling jae gave me because, his interests and jae's are so similar. both are final fantasy fanatics, band fanatics, etc. and they're both quiet people, yet can be talkative at times. things like that.. as twinny has brought up today. no, i won't regard comicboy as jae. yay... and also, i'm beginning to have this foreign hweeling towards you-know-who. SIGH*
today:
woke up at 7am feeling totally drained again. dragged my ass up and got to school. we were already late, so we sat in the atrium to watch twinny eat. was updating her about comicboy, and both li'e and her were advicing me about stuffs. i was telling them about my deepest hweelings about this whole saga, and i'll try to seek their advice. oh, and twinny was telling me that zhiyong has got a new target for me. DUH!!!! nevermind. and out of the blue, my nose bleeds! hahahaha. bloody nose again. it's so sudden. o.o"
after twinny's done with her breakfast and i'm done cleaning my nose, we went to class 1hour late. everybody say WHOA! :x riiight. when we went into the class after tapping our student card, we noticed that lao fu zi was busy with some routers at the back, so we sneaked in silently. LOL. we quickly sat down, signed our attendance, and keh siao we've already reached long time ago and start doing our practicals. hahahaha. and lao fu zi really didn't say anything. was asking martin and han de to teach us the practicals, and very soon we were released. omg, WT there's assignment soon. SIGH***
after WT, i've totally no mood for lessons anymore, as i was coughing like mad. think must be due to the air-conditioned room. went to e-garage to get our "ICT superstar" tickets from junior, and we skipped the lectures aftermath. we got neeky and lye hong to sign our attendance before we went off to take 174 to chinatown. the bus journey was uber long, that we dozed off on the bus.
alighted at chinatown point, and we began our hunt there. i was hunting for something that i once planned to get, which i don't know the exact venue to get it. twinny and li'e were being nice to accompany me to hunt for it. for the entire time, i was going with my FEELINGS to look for it. i was having doubts about so many things. when we were at the last stop where my gut feelings brought us to, i found what i'm hunting for!!! like finally. i don't know if i should be delighted or devastated. twinny and li'e were asking me to consider properly about spending that money. in the end, i bought it. i have my reasons. yay. (:
after that, we took 190 to plaza singapura to look at cakes. began sms-ing with comicboy till 5ish when he's about to work again. this time round, we talked about band instruments and comics. LOL. damn funny. alright, twinny was with us till about 3ish, before she left for work. li'e and i continued to shop around. our intention was to look for a nice cheesy cake for sheena's birthday tomorrow. err, i hope she don't read this until after tomorrow. hahaha! after that, we walked to cineleisure to eat subway. we've been eating alot of that lately, because of all the discount stamps that li'e has lah. haha, tomorrow i'll be eating that with kengey again. ohmy.
after we're done eating, we walked around aimlessly, yet we both bought some stuffs. i bought myself a new pretty pretty belt. teeheehee. at about 5ish, we walked back to plaza singapura to get the cake, before leaving for home. took 857 home. so tired. this week my schedule's fully packed man. gotta squeeze out some time for my assignments real soon. argh. i wanted to skip school tomorrow to go see a doctor before meeting kengey, but because of sheena's birthday celebration so i'll still be going for first half of it. intend to skip the rest of it tho. i'm beginning to get sick of school..
ohwells. i need some space to sort out my thoughts. all of a sudden, i'm reading through all my old testimonials. yay, the 200ish of them. sigh, memories are diamond. i missed so many of my frends. missed the good'ol days. ohwells.. gimme a breather, will ya? i'm looking forward to my 2weeks term break in mid-december. i'm addicted to working, and i wanna work! work brings me joy, because i have a bunch of good collegues there. i love school, because i love my friends in school, but i hate the workloads. i'm stressing about my I&E now. howhowhow? sigh..
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Y comic boy.
woots. nokia's new collection of phones looked so darn cool. the l'amore series. surely very ex too. omg!! after typing that sentence, i coughed so badly that there's blood. my dad was afraid that at the rate i'm coughing, i might get lung infection. but i don't want to see a doctor leh.. :/
knocked off at 2am today, and i'm actually very tired right now. i should be resting already, but i can't sleep lah. because of my bad coughs. argh. however, i shall blog fast and hit the sack soon. before work, i met li'e slightly earlier at 4.30pm as we agreed to eat subway together. apart from taking our own meals, li'e take away a set for her collegue in pan pac. at about 5.15pm, we walked to pan pac together for her to pass the food to her friend. on the way, we met him (can i give him a name? i shall call him comic boy then. err, not the chinese boyband okay.) and i was on the phone. li'e was right ahead of me, so comic boy accompanied me to wait for li'e outside pan pac. i actually expected him to go into conrad first or something, but it turned out that he walked with me to pan pac.
when li'e was out, we walked to conrad together to sign in. li'e and i then went to change, before reporting straight to the ballroom. was talking to li'e about comic boy while changing. i really don't know lah, li'e. i always can't handle such thing when guys treat me too nice. sigh. maybe i'll just do what you say, that is to let nature take its course, and also wait till the day i can really get over him, which is pretty tough for me now. sigh. i think i will still want to go chinatown on monday. to get the thing. yay..
anyways, nothing was to be turned in the ballroom, except for some miscelleneous stuffs to be done. had our briefing outside grand salon by sam. today's wedding couple was from SIA, so they expected tip-top good service from us. and also, there were a lil difference in our servings today. sam briefed us and assigned us our tables. i was put to partner this tcc guy, who was well known for screw-ups. i didn't realised he's my partner until comic boy turned and gave me this good-luck look. lol. ohwells, nevermind.
while having our first course presentation trial, i was coughing real badly. i almost vomitted. got that sensation. then after the trial, sam allowed me to go to the toilet for awhile. after that, went back to do some misc stuffs and door opens at 8ish. i think i have difficulty communicating with my partner. i wonder if my chinese is soooooo difficult to understand. i'm already having difficulty to talk without panting already, yet he's still so blur and slow in catching my instructions. argh, and he actually left all the tea cups empty for me to pour, when i'm outside taking drinks. i wonder what the hell was he doing. in the end, li'e helped me to pour tea for my table. argh.
dinner began, and it went on not-so smoothly for me. we were always the slowest, because he picks up very slow. at times, i had no choice but to run in to take my side plates and all. comic boy helped me carry out my tray to my side station once. and he kept asking if i can manage and all. ohwells. and hoh, our tables were so messy most of the times. because he runs, and i portion, and he serves, so i always have to ask him clear the things and all. what's worst was that, he's darn lazy to go to the bar to pick up drinks when i ask him to change all the diluted soft drinks before second march-in! in the end, i had to change everything myself. but i was glad that aunty jamie helped me to pick up drinks at times. and during the 8th course, my partner knocked over the rice!! argh, then Is had to get me a new platter to serve. zzz.
finally finally! dinner ended at 11ish. jasmine instructed the turnover. she asked me to clear all the green bowls into the skirting store. dammit, the store was packed with shits and i had difficulty climbing in and at the same time, carrying the load. and out of nowhere, comic boy pops out and helped me outta the store. err, because we had to climb over this damn thing in order to get in and out of it. wells, it's like he's always nearby when i needed help lah. clearing the green bowls was supposed to be my job, but he actually went into the ballroom and bring out all the green bowls and pass them to me to put them in the store, before helping me out. ohmy... i can't stand it with him being so nice to me. :/
anyhows. jasmine asked miza and i to polish goblets after that. li'e came and joined us. we got mad and made miza laughing like hell. haha! after polishing, we went round doing shits, before we were signed out at 2am. took the 2.30am transport and thus i'm home so late. tomorrow working at 6pm again. i've been so tired, that i've got no time to read my UD materials. how how how? :/
2nd march-in song. i finally found someone... HAIS. our song.. ):
Labels: Work
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Y untie these knots.
while rubbing my eyes earlier on, i accidentally had my finger poked right into my right eye and it's very red now. ouch. :/ anyhows, my cough is still that bad. it gets worst at night times. why oh why?
anyhows. was out earlier today, as li'e and i are meeting zhe bin at 3.30pm at the mrt station. i took train out today. and on the way, i received a sms from Ah Seng telling me that he's leaving for the States during christmas to further his studies. sms-ed with him a little, and he told me that ling&co. were thinking of sending him off at the airport on that day? i shall contact the rest and see how then. after sms-ing with him, i thought of melvin kor, so i sms-ed to ask how is he and stuffs. tsk tsk, i've asked him out to hang out together on next saturday. he had wanted to see his mei fu since last time, but i just told him today that he no longer has that mei fu. ohwells. he just completed retaking his O levels anyways. i feel great to be able to contact all my old friends, and at the same time, i've got lots of emotions in me. sorry, it's an emotional night for me.
riight, so i was the first to reach, so i waited for li'e and zhe bin. zhe bin called and told me that he's lost! ohmy, lost in the city? sorry ah, but i find it funny. haha! :x but wells, not his fault lah. it's just his first time taking bus 700, thus he's unfamiliar with its route. he ended up at tanjong pagar, so had to take the train again to meet us at 3.45pm. so the 3 of us walked to conrad together, and we signed in before bringing zhe bin up for the interview. everything was pretty brief, as mery expected li'e and i to tell zhe bin the details. so this sunday he'll be having his training, before he's able to start work. hmm, maybe we can't be classmates, at least we'll be collegues and still see each other more often like how we used to. li'e will agree with me. yay. (:
after sending zhebin off, li'e and i went to change before reporting for work at 5pm. when we were in the ballroom, there wasn't anything to do, so steven allowed us off to have our dinner till 5.30pm. lol, so shiok. so li'e, zhi ling and i went to eat together in the canteen. teehee. went back to the ballroom aftermath. began a simple turnover, and we were to gather for briefing. it was the texas intrument - friday night ferver chinese dinner today. 12 tables, 10 pax each. sam allowed the girls to choose their own tables. my desired tables were all taken, so i've no choice but to take the one at the west room. and when sam assigned our partners, my partner was a tcc guy, who wasn't that bad lah.
after briefing, li'e and i went to look for some table cloths to wet it. supposed to serve cocktail, but don't have to in the end. lu hua was outside conrad (he's not working today), and was sms-ing saying he wanna come in to see see look look. LOL. i didn't get to see him afterall. then i was at the backlane with the rest pre-traying some items for turnover at night. lol. at about 7ish, door opens and guests started streaming in. the guests were all dressed up in a retro manner. lol, got iron-sharp-bra women even. okay, we had first course presentation as per normal. my partner and i only had 1 table to take care of, because the other table of ours wasn't open because it's a reserved table. damn cool alright. 2-to-1. and we were so slack. everything went on smoothly, and at times i'll go over to help zhi ling because i'm really uber free lah! then most of the times, i was enjoying the performance on stage. haha.
at about 10pm, we finished serving all the 9 courses, but the programmes on the stage were still going on. so we just stood one side to watch, and at the same time, check on our drinks. was chit-chatting with zhi ling ah, li'e ah, miza ah, etc etc. haha! super slack. and during the dinner, i kept feeling this itch in my throat then wanna cough. dammit. :/ even miza and zhi ling think my voice is so man. wells, not as man as li'e one last week. lol.
alright, the guests finally took their leave at 11ish close to 12. we were divided into 2 teams to turnover each half of the ballroom. my side had my 3 tcc staffs, zhi ling and miza. we had to refresh the settings, plus the guys had to roll in more tables. as for me, i was busy hunting for table cloths. i had to go to the office to get samsi call the housekeeping for me and get them open up the door for me to take table cloths. they took so darn long, and by the time i was back, everyone's waiting for me already. did some laying of table cloths and downing of chair covers with miza. then we were all signed out at 1am. went to change and grab a bite before taking the transport home. i got home only at 2ish. zzz. so sleepy. flutters*
he really looks like some character in comic books, especially when he smiles. he's very helpful towards me. he offers to get warm water for me when he hears me coughing non-stop. he's always looking out for me and helps me out everytime. he'd rather do everything, then let me do all the chicken-feet things. i was made to feed him french fries once, and i did. he waits for me to go office take our bags together. he keeps asking things about me. he's nice, but still a banquet people. nowadays, i find it hard to trust people, especially banquet people. and oh, he's a FLUTE player in his school's concert band. he knows saxophone and clarinet too. ohmy, i swooned when he told me that. people who know me should know i always got a thing for band instruments, so i began talking to him about band the whole night. hmm. that was my intuition, which i didn't want it to be true. but now, even li'e has that intuition. but wells. at the thought of that, i can't bring myself to think any further. because, i can't get over YOU.
now it's gonna be the other "he" i'm talking about. hais. i was feeling rather okay, until i see him in the office. my stomach flips. my heart flutters. all the thoughts and reasons i cried last night came crashing my mind all over again. of cause i acted like normal, but i know i wasn't. i just feel upset all over again. sigh, when will this feeling stop?
hmm. i'm feeling so confused now. so lost. there's just so many knots in my heart. li'e knows what i'm talking about. how? i can't answer all the questions in my heart. part of me want this, and another part of me wants that. what is it that i exactly want it to be? i know i shall let nature take its course, and decide only when it's more definite. but the problem is that my heart is beginning to falter. should i still go to chinatown this coming monday? i can't decide. boy, i feel like crying again. sigh..
ohwells. i shall try not to think about all these anymore and think of my assignments more instead. hais..
untie these knots in my heart.. i really don't know what i want..
Labels: Work
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Friday, November 25, 2005
Y all i want for christmas is YOU..
exactly one more month to christmas. and still, all i want for christmas is YOU.. sings*
i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing i need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true...
all i want for christmas is you...
you baby..
riight, just woke up not too long ago. zhe bin called to discuss with me something. b2, was that laugh directed to my rather manly voice? hmm. haha, after putting down the phone with him, my brother came home. treated him to lunch at the coffeeshop. the weather's cold today. see, weird weather again! yay, i felt it's like ages since i last seen or talked to my brother man. exactly one more month and he's gonna ORD. time flies..
last night i had a hard time getting to sleep. i was coughing non-stop, and my nose that runs. i kept tossing and turning. i cried. lately it's been like that, and i don't know why. ohwells. i think i finally fell asleep at 1ish or later. zzz. hopefully, when i'm working later, i'll feel better. and also, lately i find alot of traits in me are so like him. oh, nevermind. you won't know what is it.
hmm. i just read something, and i can't help but reminisced a little. i should feel happy for him. yes, i am. he has become a better boyfriend, and i'm glad. smiles* it's been some time since i last saw him, and seeing his pictures kinda made me feel weird. yay, a little. haha, ohwells. just a random senseless post of shits. i'm off. so ciaos!
Labels: random
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Y manly voice.
i'm becoming like li'e, with a manly voice. she had already recovered, and now it's my turn. i sorta lost my voice today, due to my bad cough and slight flu. it's rather miserable actually. i can't go high pitch anymore. which means, i can't sing "bu de bu ai" and can only sing Ah Du's songs. okay, that's an inside joke. boohoo. =~
woke up at 7am this morning feeling totally drained, as i turned in at 1ish last night. was up chatting with neeky and doing some shits. okay, abit off topic now, but i'm sitting in my living room watching TV as i blog. and my mom's helping my dad massaging and that kinda reminds me how he wanted me to massage his injured back that night before our "fatal" ending. sigh. riight.. so i went to school and the weather's pretty good today, with no rain at all.
li'e and i got to class very late today, at 9.30am. haha. lately, we find ourselves getting more and more slack, especially during SA and PM lessons. these are the 2 modules that i'm starting to lose interest. for SA, we have to start preparing the interview questions for the case study for our assignment. at 11am, we were released. instead of going for PM class immediately, the 3 of us went to have our prata breakfast in canteen 3 and went to class only half hour later. lol. during PM, we were pretty slack that mr chee got quite upset with us. in the end, he made us discuss some work and presented it.
had our lunch break at SIM canteen at 1pm. the sun was shining brightly today, and it's so hot alright. for the past 2 days, it was freaking cold, whereas today's so damn hot. weird weather. anyhows. on our way to SIM, we past by blk 56, where we used to had our french lessons. haha, i kinda missed those crazy times twinny, lee hong and i had during our friday french lessons. teehee. while eating, i was sms-ing with lu hua, who was having lessons at that time. he came and join us in the canteen, before he's off to work. lol, he's such a joker. bth. LOL. left the canteen together at about 3ish. lu hua went off for work, whereas the 3 of us went to meet nnp in the atrium to go to the library to slack together.
we slacked till it was time for ISDT lessons then left there. before going class, we went to e-garage, intending to buy tickets for ICT Superstar competition taking place next wednesday. we wanna support nnp in it lah. haha, we even got lu hua to come along to watch it next week. wahaha! in the end, the booth wasn't open, so we called junior to ask him reserve tickets for us. tsk. went to class aftermath. hmm, somehow i prefer ISDT to all other modules, as this module is much simpler and straightforward. plus nana is much more hardworking than last semester, and he treats us good just because we are his mentees. argh, my classmates were teasing me about my MANLY voice. dammit. li'e, all your fault! :x lol. and so we only had to finish up our practical, and we were dismissed at 5pm.
went to the toilet before leaving school. in there, we went bonkers. and thus, this happens.. :x

green beanies! :x

full body. my jacket nice hoh? say yes. :x

twinny and i. i love her. long time never take pic with her, and i'm glad that she has been standing by me throughout my tough period of time.. and she still is.. thanks twinny! (:

li'e caught us in the act.

you take me..

then i take you! teehee. :x
and off we go! took 52 to jurong east interchange aftermath. oh, twinny was telling me that zhi yong's ain't giving up on introducing me to his bunkmates. it has been like that for quite some time, and when twinny asked me about it last week, i had told her that i am not ready for anything else right now. twinny understood and made things clear to zhi yong, but he's still not giving up. he kept wanna give my number to that bunkmate of his who stays in yishun too. duhh. but the way they talked about me was so hilarious. some fishing and adventurous shits. lol. but ohwells.. nevermind.
the bus trip to jurong was so damn jerky. i dozed off on the bus. zzz. when i saw JEC, i just got the urge to go ice skating. ARGH! haha. we went to the phoon huat to check out the prices for our ingredients. the shop's so interesting lah. haha, all the baking materials. woohoo. :x after taking down the prices, we went into JEC to get some stuffs, before having our dinner at the coffeeshop outside. left for home at 8ish, and thus, here i am.
i'm so lazy to blog today. i'm coughing pretty badly now. it's like that at night time. argh. oh, i'll be working 5pm tomorrow, and we'll be bringing zhe bin with us for an interview. oh yes, he wants to join us in conrad! HAHAHA. yay B2! (: riight, toodles~
sigh. today all of a sudden, i got this hweeling in me. that is, i miss the way my hand fit into yours perfectly, like this...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Y life is short.
before i went on to blog about my TODAY, here are some long-ago pictures taken using buggy's dcam during ahdong's 21st birthday bash. i just got them last night.

zeee dahling and yours truly. (: what's with the wide smile on my face? lol.

tsktsk. :x

zeee&kengey having scandal. si ginna getting outta his hide-out. and me busy sms-ing with
riight, i'm feeling better today, which means i'm recovering soon. yay. o.Ov just so that i'm still coughing pretty badly. woke up at 11am today and slacked around. was happily chatting with jae about some shits that i almost forgot the time. went to take a shower and prepared to meet li'e for school. after soaking my mystic grey contact lens for so long, i finally took them out to wear today. teehee. hmm, the weather's slightly better today, with only slight occational drizzle now and then. teehee. i reached the bus stop at 2pm, and li'e accompanied me to get some sandwiches to eat before going for UD practicals. were doing some practical sheets, then we were released early. oh, next week we gonna start on our UD assignment already. perhaps we'll start asap. there's SA assignment to touch as well. GIRLS, are you ready to take on this challenge? riightt.... rolls eyes*
went to grab a bite at canteen 3, before going for ISDT at 4pm. had a short lecture, then we did tutorials. oh ya, had a mini discussion with our class about our surprise plan next week. i'm glad that everyone's on for that. TSKTSK!! we're such sweeeeeeeeeeet friends aiight. teehee. and so we were dismissed at 5ish. twinny went home, whereas li'e and i walked to the bus stop at KAP to take 171 to town. on our way there, i actually got li'e to jay-walked with me IN FRONT of a police car. LOL! come on, i didn't see the police car okay. we saw the policeman uncle were looking at our direction, but they didn't do anything and drove past us. phew* haha! so we hit town at 6ish. grins*
on the bus, we were chatting about stuffs. i was telling li'e that time is zooming past us at such a fast speed that at times we aren't aware how old we are actually turning. today's 23rd november, which means 4 more days and it will be the day i've known jae for 2 years. and it's his and michelle's one year anniversary soon. and soon, it's gonna be christmas. and soon, it's my 19th birthday!!! HINT HINT okay. hahaha. nah, kidding. i'm getting old, but not as old as somebody who's hitting 20ish. WAHAHA. :x oops. alright, then we went on talking about many other things. i was telling her that the day i stop using the handphone pouch, and the day i deleted those pictures and messages in my phone, will be the day i've given up on him and us, which is pretty unlikely to come so soon. sighs*
so yay. we talked throughout the journey. haha, and i find it weird to hit town with such loads with us. yay, we had our laptops with us today. :/

we alighted at far east plaza, as we wanna look for new black shoes for work, because the ones we had has pretty much worn out already. we've been doing lots of almost-slipped-and-fell-on-our-bums stunts during work already. OH btw, our purpose of hitting the town today wasn't to SHOP, but to buy stuffs that we NEED. we made ourselves NOT to splurge on unnecessary stuffs, as we need to save for our I&E activity capital. zzz. in the end, we didn't manage to find a nice pair of black shoes for work. ugly.

this is an evidence to show that li'e is bullying me. she made me carry her laptop and her shopping bag, then she's happily brushing her hair there! hrmp! :X

my black roseeee stud. teehee!
head on to CK tangs next, as i need to replenish my eyeshadow. decided to try out the MAC fluidline eye-liner gel this time round.

sucha small bottle costs me 27buckeroos aiight. the separate brush was sold at 36buckeroos. CRAZY. i didn't buy the brush of cause.
when we were outta CK tangs, it was dark outside already. the christmas lightings were very pretty. awww, we were so mesmerized by them lah. "all i want for christmas is YOU..." sings* teehee.

hmmm. pretty hoh? but too bad it's a lil blur. should have brought along my dcam..

gigantic xmas tree. (:
somehow, narcissim kicks up in us all of a sudden...

love this piccy. we very sweet hoh? HAHAHA. not shy le..

li'e with the xmas tree. lalala~

my turn my turn! tralalala~ :x
went to cineleisure for our dinner at LJS aftermath. before that, i followed li'e to see her ex-manager in Subway, pauline. she's gonna be the one who will arrange the Yoga free trial class for us. teehee, the packages she told us about seems a lil expensive leh. hmmm, will consider that only after our trial class. :x anyways, we had our dinner at LJS and despite my cough, i ate chicken and drank cold drinks still. haha! :x oh, for the whole night, i was telling li'e how much i wanna hit the KTV. kbox and party world were all so near yet so far. haha, singing is my new passion now. blame it on my nnp! haha. for now, i wanna master elva hsiao "zui shou xi de mo sheng ren" which i've been singing the chorus so much today that li'e is getting sick of my singing. right? lol.
at about 8ish, we went over to Heeren, as i wanna buy a new jacket. there's this chocolate fondue outside heeren, so we went to try it out. while trying, we heard a loud "BANG!" behind us. there was an accident involving 2 bikes. scary okay. both bikes had 2 people - rider and passenger. 3 of them only had slight injuries i think, as they were able to stand and move, whereas there's one who laid on the road not moving at all. people were running over to help him and stuffs. that guy's not moving!!! it's so scary to witness such things. and i reckoned that guy's a malaysian, as his bike is a malaysia bike. some passerby called for ambulance, and stuffs. we watched awhile, then went off le. just hope that guy will be alright and won't have any serious injuries.. sigh.
okay, there's something i'm so pissed about! when li'e and i were walking towards the 5th floor toilet, i stepped onto this lumps of white whipped cream on the ground! it dirtied my toes and pretty sandals! boohoo. while washing my feet and sandals, i was cursing under my breath about how inconsiderate people are for not cleaning up the mess after their birthday sabotage, which highly chance was the cause of the whipped cream, no? then.... okay. after we were outta the ladies, i bumped into puay siang and his classmates who were there celebrating one of their classmates' birthday. after parting from them, li'e was wondering if the whipped cream is from them. then i sms-ed puay siang to ask about it, then he told me it was! WHAT THE SHIT? so it's them who were so inconsiderate. hahahaha. funny lah. what i kenna-ed turned out to be done by people i know. lol, lame.
alright, so we were looking at jackets in 77th street. i tried 2, and bought one that cost me 35buckeroos. it's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. green in colour, with "REBEL" written in the center in yellow font. pretty pretty! :x

don't cha agree with me? haha!
and li'e was trying on a top in the changing room. lol. girls love to snap, no? haha.

lalala. :x
right, when it's close to 10pm, we left heeren and went to get my hair cream at guardian's before taking the train home. it's been a long day, and i'm tired already. gotta wrap up my day and hit the sack soon. nights all..
i wish you are here..
Labels: school, Shopping, Snapshots
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Y i cry silently.
i don't know why out of the blue i was crying while stoning in my living room earlier on. it's so sudden. tears just kept flowing. my parents got puzzled and asked me, but i just told them i yawned. i feel very miserable. damn headache making my head's so heavy. all of the sudden, i think of him.. sigh.
Labels: Emo
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Y spinning head.
lousy tuesday that i've had. woke up with a freakin' sore throat and splitting headache. fortunately, my fever has subsides. felt so reluctant to go school. even my mom had asked me to stay at home and rest. but because of the UD presentation i'm having today, i forced myself to attend school still. i won't leave my teammates on the lurch this way.
the weather was really bad. and dammit, i've brought along my jacket but not brolly. i was walking really slowly. i feel my head's really heavy and i dread opening my mouth to talk. when i got to school, it began to pour. i was the earliest today, so i waited for li'e at the bus stop till about 9.15am, before we went to class together. i was shivering in the cold, despite that i've my cardigan on. li'e and i strolled to class together, even though we were late, we didn't felt any sense of urgency. the weather's really very cold, that my mind began to wander if he's feeling cold too, if he has taken good care of himself and not fall sick like i do. ohwells. :/
didn't had the mood to pay attention at all today. during SA, rahim tempt us with his pack of DORITOS! grrr. mdm hei wanted us to concentrate on doing our practical sheet, but i was stoning and doing nothing. we kinda relied on sheena to work out the answers for us. at about 10ish, li'e and i went to the ladies to "camp". i feel very cold, so she accompanied me to keep ourselves warm in the toilet. we used the toilet papers, crumbed them, laid on the ground and sat on the floor. there wasn't anybody inside, so we dared to do so. haha. we sat there, first was to keep ourselves warm, second was to rest as i feel my head's really very heavy and third, we chit-chatted. we talked about work and intuition. haha. winks*
we went back to class only when the lessons about end. for a good'ol 30mins or so man. lol, everyone were looking for us, but we didn't brought along our phones. so yay, left the class for UD aftermath. we made use of neeky's laptop to present our article, as we were lazy to bring our laptops today and thus, saved our powerpoint into thumbdrive. tsktsk. before that, the 3 of us had divided our presentation equally. i did the introduction, li'e did the body, and twinny did the closing. teacher seems to like our slides, as he kept praising to the class that our team put in effort in making this. however, we weren't confident enough in our presentation. i was practically reading from the script, and mumbling a lil. no energy lahh. :x and, each time teacher praised our good work, we felt this great sense of acheivement in us. haha, at least our hardwork paid off alright. apart from reading and understanding the article, we went online to research on this application, and thus had some resources to add on to our powerpoint. for our powerpoint, i'm quite disappointed that my BLOODY RED font can't be seen using neeky's laptop, as i think mine was downloaded from the net, that's why. :/ as for our background, we find picture of a PDA and i photoshopped it. pretty pretty~ teehee. after this review, we'll be having devices evaluation weeks later. :/
riight, i very much wanted to go home after the presentation, because i came to school today was however for the sake of this presentation. but i stayed for WT, which bores me a whole lot. the lao fu zi was telling grandmother's stories again. i'm beginning to hate WT, because it is soo physics, and i hate physics. sigh. i kinda laid my head on the table and rest, while he tell stories. after 50 minutes or so of story-telling, then he left the last 10 minutes for us to do the ONE tutorial question. i'm gonna ask li'e about the answers another time, as i was too lazy to take out anything just now. :/
at 1pm, we went to the atrium to run some errands. paid off my phone bills. :/ then we took the bus to the food market for lunch. it was still raining, and only li'e has got a brolly. twinny made use of a bag to shelter herself, whereas li'e sheltered me because i was sick. teehee. didn't really had any appetite, so i didn't finished up my food. at about 2pm, li'e sheltered me to the bus stop, before they both went back school for PM. i've decided to go home and rest, as my head's still spinning badly. i took 171 to yishun interchange. i was freezing in the bus, and i dozed off during the journey. when i alighted at the interchange, i lost my balance and fell down. partly because i sat too long and felt my head's spinning. the way i fell was just like how i fell in front of him last time. luckily i was the last person to alight, so not many people saw. only a few uncles saw. i quickly pulled myself up and balanced myself, before walking over to take 812 home.
came home, ate some panadol and took a 2hour nap till just now. ain't feeling any much better. my mom just checked my temple and feel i'm burning all over. ohman. is there a logic that we can't take rice if we're running a fever? my mom said so, then she decided not to cook and went downstairs to take away noodle for me to eat. teehee. sigh, i feel so uncomfortable all over. it's the end of the year, so the weather is starting to turn cold. don't fall sick like me alright? (: ohwells, this also means christmas is nearing! :/
yay, gotta go have my dinner, then do the workplan for our event management. guess i'll sleep early tonight. i'm not sure about going to school tomorrow. wanted to go see a doctor, but i feel pitiful going alone leh. ohwells, nevermind. :s toodles~
Labels: school
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Monday, November 21, 2005
Y lovin' you.. ):
when the nights are dark and cold,
do you think of me?
and when you're lying all alone,
do you think of me?
am i still the one you're dreaming of?
do you think of me?

mariah carey - don't forget about us
Intro:
(Don't forget about us)
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby boy...
(Verse I)
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
(Bridge I)
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about
(Chorus)
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us
I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us
(Verse II)
Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it
(Bridge II)
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret
So don't forget about
(Chorus)
(Rap)
Apparently she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
Cause you around here acting like you dont know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do like me
She'll never be MC
Baby don't you, don't you forget about us
(Chorus x2)
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us.
OH YES! i found the song. all thanks to lione! (:
Labels: Jukebox
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Y don't forget about us
hmm. because of some unknown issues, i've decided to change my way of addressing
today was a chilly day. it's been raining throughout the night, and was still drizzling when i woke up early this morning. didn't want to wake up, as the weather's really great to snuggle in bed. but wells, i dragged myself outta bed and got ready for school. i went out slightly early today, and i forgot to bring along my brolly and sweater today. sigh, there was one particular occasion whereby he sms-ed me in the midst of his sleep just to remind me to bring brolly and jacket to school. SIGH. lately, i've been thinking alot about him. i know i shouldn't, but i really seriously definitely can't help it. :s
despite me leaving house early, i was still late in meeting li'e at the bus stop. because of all the jams OKAY. not my fault OKAY. :x i reached the bus stop at about 9.16am, and since we were already late, we went to meet twinny in the atrium, and waited for her to finish her food, before we went to class together. this time, it began to pour heavily. i was trembling so much for the whole day that my nails start to turn purplish. had WT practicals, which we tried to connect the AP to our laptop and the PC. there were some problems, so teacher decided to give a demostration on the connection in our next lessons. we were released at 10ish. went for our lectures aftermath. i'm lazy to go into details now..
after school, we went to have our KFC lunch over at bukit timah plaza. left our stuffs in the atrium lockers before strolling over. oh, mery called and asked if we can work tonight, as they were short of staffs. as much as we wanted to help her, but we rejected still because of our presentation tomorrow. sowie mery. she's such a sweet lady. waha! :x so we came back to school at 2ish after lunch. sat in the atrium for hours just to complete our UD article review powerpoint presentation. we were so focused in our work. i was doing the powerpoint slides, twinny did the typing for our speech report, and li'e was involved in both. yay. nnp came and join us after her lessons at 3ish. we made her shut up and not to disturb us. lol.
we took a break after about 2hours or so, and went to the vending machine to buy some snacks. when li'e and i went to change money, we spotted DONUTS!! teehee, it's been so long since we last ate that. so we bought it. lol, we're like kids alright. :x continued with our work aftermath. oh, the 4 of us kept having the sensation to shit today. lol, we took turns to visit the toilet, except for li'e and i whom prefered our own toilets at home. so funny okay. err, i know it's a lil not appropraite to blog about this, but i still find it pretty funny. :x sowie.
anyhows, it's 34 days to christmas. i ain't looking forward to it like i used to anymore. i only wanna spend it with him. sigh. nah, i'm just kidding. i'll still celebrate this day with my friends, and try to enjoy myself and all. but wells. sigh. ): below's a picture of this gigantic christmas tree in our school's atrium. lol, it's there way before christmas. like say, during our vacation? i think so. haha.

i prefer a white one tho..
yay, so we quickly wrapped up everything, and completed our damn UD article review by 6ish. we left for home after that. the cold weather is making me shivering like hell. i'm starting to feel my voice changing, and it's a lil sore. i think it's because i kept teasing li'e when she lost her voice last week, and this is my "retribution". HRMP! :x my mom just made me a nice hot cup of honey water. hopefully that will helps, before my voice worsen and become like li'e. err, i am
i want to find mariah carey's new SONGGGGGGGGGGGGG! the lyrics is sooooooooo cool. check out my friendster page and you'll know why. sigh. i'm off to watch tv, print some shits, and do some work and OFF TO BED! but of cause before that, i wanna have my back massaged. it's still hurting. my butt's hurting too. :x argh, busy week ahead. however, on a lighter note, it's pay day tomorrow. teehee.
TOODLES~
don't forget about us..
Labels: school
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Y LOTS to whine and complain!
actually i wanna blog tomorrow and go to bed now, as i gotta wake up at 6.50am tomorrow morning. but then, i've got soooooo many things to talk about that i've decided to blog now before i forget everything after a night's sleep. teeheehee.
today hoh. work hoh. has been pretty pek cek-ish! right, i better blog in a proper manner. haha. first off, i met up with larling and we went in together, with nnp joining us at the security area. quickly went to change and had our dinner, as we were about to be late. before 6pm, we report to the ballroom, as we do not want to be few minutes late like yesterday and get warned or our money deducted. when everyone's here, we had some training "talks" by samsi, before sam gave the briefing. i was assigned to partner this fat ass, (ramesh was the one who taught me this word! haha.) rong jiang, at tables 6 and 7, at east room. okay, he's tall and fat and clumsy. :x woot, it's been eons since i worked at that area alright. haha!
after which, sam asked me to be usher at the gp area. again, it's been quite some time since i ushered at that area. as usual, i stood there and count the carpet prints again. today, after writing the previous post, i was rather emo throughout. on the way to work, i teared on the bus. and just now while ushering, i felt pretty down as i keep recalling the one time i ushered there, he was in-charge of the foyer cocktail, he will come over and arrange the pillows on the sofa then talk to me a lil before he's back to work. sigh. okay nevermind. for today, zaeid will come by while serving cocktail to smile at me. haha! at about 7.45pm, steve asked me to go into the ballroom.
door opens at about 8pm, and i stand by at my table. rong jiang and i were doing okay at first. serving of tea and everything was okay. btw, i learnt a new kinda mix today. ribena mix, melvin and i called it. it's the mixture of red wine and 7-up. lol, cool eh? kelvin was telling me that it actually taste like ribena. hmm, so dinner began shortly after. i tell you guys hoh, THAT FAT ASS IS REALLY DRIVING ME NUTS! fumes* before dinner starts, i did asked if he knows how to carry oval tray. he said he knows then SMILE at me. okay, nevermind. when i asked if he knows how to portion food, he said he knows then SMILE again. i thought he know, but guess what? after presenting our first course, he left his platter there and went to pour tea. i gave him the questioning look, then he SMILED at me yet again. okay nevermind, so i took over and portioned instead. luckily, he will serve for me, if not i'll really kill him for sure.
for this para, i'm gonna complain about this partner of mine. so he's supposed to be the runner? yay, he did run for me, but one thing, he's slow. not only am i saying that, ramesh said that too. and each time ramesh came to my station, he will ask "where's that fat ass?" haha! then, he always pick up food FIRST before taking the side plates for the course! ramesh kept telling me to teach him. i did, but he SMILED at me and nothing goes into his head! i was fuming mad at him. in the end, ramesh stayed and helped us out. ramesh picked up and portion food for us, and rong jiang take plates and i'll serve/clear. but then, he's still always slower than ramesh! ramesh got so mad, that he even helped us arrange all the soiled plates neatly for him to carry in immediately. okay, ramesh only helped us out for few courses before he went to the foyer. so after the 2nd march-in, i was on my own to be mad! that guy never seem to learn alright. he still pick up food BEFORE taking plates. each time he brings in the food, i asked him where are the plates. he SMILED at me. i "argh!" at him, then ran in with my tray to take the plates. lucky he's smart to help clear while i'm at the back, if not i'll surely skin in alive. once i got my plates, i portion and he serve. then i stacked the plates nicely for him to carry in the oval trays, but guess what? he's fat and tall and seem to be strong, YET he can't carry the oval tray with what i've stacked, which i can carry with my size! he actually took away some plates and decided to make a 2nd trip. i looked at him and asked him why, then he SMILED and said "too heavy". wth?! okay, up to him. during the 8th course, i did the running, except that he picks up the food. i cleared and took bowls/saucers out. that one was a lil heavy, and my back still have not recovered. i got "ticked off" by larling when she saw me carrying oval tray, because she knows about my injury. zhi ling heard, and he's soooooooooo nice okay. he quickly land his tray, and took over my tray and help me bring to my station. he rocks lah! he's been helping me alot. and i mean alot. (: finally, the last course. same thing, he actually wanted to bring in oval tray at that crucial point of time, whereby all other tables already had their dessert served when ours are portioned and not served! nehneh! i almost yelled at him. i told him not to bring in and serve first! he SMILED and said okay. felt like asking him to stop smiling! argh. not only these, there's a few times he stopped working and stoned for awhile. i asked him why, and he still got the cheek to SMILE and said he's tired and wanna rest. SMUCK HIM AR! ~!$%^& err, i'm getting more and more violent hoh? haha, say no, because im a shu nu. waha! :x
throughout the dinner, each time i went to the back, i will whined to zhi ling or lu jia about how shitty my partner was. haha, zhi ling's really very nice loh. he kept looking out for me, and helped me out. like what zaeid said, zhi ling is the king in armor helping the girls. lol! oh ya, my partner is of the same age as me. don't look like at all. i feel he's like a small kid. he's TCC staff. from china. argh, CHEENA FAT ASS! :x and he's from Si Ling Sec, a nearby school of MSL. he still dare to strike conversation with me, despite me being rather pissed and fierce at him. he asked me whether i've seen snow before?! what a question. okay, one more thing which i'm still puzzled over. he mentioned something about i'm not good to mess with. i did asked him why, and he told me that he heard things about my relationship with a black-jacket? i got even more puzzled after that. but he didn't said anymore after that. i wondered who's the ass who spread things about such no-longer-true stuffs. my relationship with a black-jacket is a past lah. sighs. ohwells, nevermind. i'm neither like xia yun nor samantha. i draw a line between work and personal things, so yay. by all means, mess with me. i dare you. HAHA. i've got larling and so many nice friends in conrad around me. (: oh, my table commented good things about me in the comments card. i knew because they were conversing in cantonese about me. haha. however, they got my name wrong. they wrote 'joannA' on it. haha, heck.
again, today's turnover was pretty simple. i kept complaining to nnp and larling about my partner after that. zaeid and zhi ling knows too. then we began this anti-cheena-TCC-male staffs thingy. and also, today larling, ge jing and i gossiped about someone together. haha, so funny. but it's true about her changing to become more proud. sad case. haha! ah ONE more thing!! steve got us to clear away all the stewarding items first. my station still got 2 more oval trays to bring in, one with more stuffs and the other slightly lesser. again, zhi ling came over to help me. he was telling me, "lai, wo bang ni", then my partner totally not shy loh. he SMILED at zhi ling and started putting MORE stuffs onto the heavier tray for zhi ling to carry. wah lao. i sort of yelled at him and said, "you're so much bigger of size than zhi ling, yet still wanna take the lighter tray? bully him ar? not shy woh..". he then SMILED and took the heavier tray. since zhi ling was so nice to me tonight, i gave him the extra bowl of dessert which i intended to eat myself. haha.
alright, at 11.30pm, all of us were signed out. i was busy talking to larling who's still changing signage, so nnp went downstairs without me. the fat ass and his friends were bringing the flower stands down, and they actually asked me to help them with one. come on lah, the flower stand is taller than me loh. larling was telling them off about asking me to carry it. in the end, i DRAGGED it to the salon area before someone came and helped me for the rest of the way. when i wanna take the lift to go downstairs, i took the same lift as the fat ass and some flower stands. something scary happened! for the first time in my life, I GOT STUCK IN THE DAMN LIFT! with such a BAD company somemore. i'm not afraid of anything, but i fear of getting stuck in a lift! fortunately, the lights were still on. the lift was stucked somewhere between level 1 and 2. i pressed the bell and the "speaker" buttons. talked to the security and we waited till we're rescued. i got pretty scared. that fat ass was scared too, as i can see him calling his friends, his mama, his whoever to whine. i tried to keep calm by squatting down and i called larling and nnp to ask them get help for us. SCARY OKAY!!! we were inside for 10mins or so, before we were rescued. the lift door opens at level 1, and the lobby lounge people were waiting to see who's stucked inside. when lulu saw me, she was shocked and asked if i'm okay because i was squatting down. lol. scary experience. luckily i kept myself calm, if not i'll sure break down. shhh, don't tell people that i'm afraid of such thingy okie. hmm.. i .. shy. :x
after i'm out, i went to change and had my supper in the canteen before taking the 12.30am transport home. lessons at 9am tomorrow morning, till 1pm. after which, we'll be staying behind to do our UD presention. sigh, another school week ahead. i'm dreading it. stressful week ahead. somehow, i prefer working to schooling now. because, at work, i tends to be busy and thinks lesser. and also, i get to see him more often. plus, i've made many good friends at work who can actually make me laugh. (: yay..
pay day's approaching. tsktsk! which means gotta clear off debts also. gotta return my mom some money, plus pay off my phone bills, which costs $42 this month. shucks~ MONEY MONEY MONEY, must be funny. sings* haha. hmm, actually i got a weird feeling today. lol. tell me my intuition is WRONG pls? but people always say women's intuition is right. hmm. but hoh but hoh. nevermind. :x
okay, i've whined enough. to my blog and to neeky. haha, neeky is like a night owl, 'cause he's like the only one who's always online when i got off from work. so he's always there for me to whine to. he's just like my sista, always bitch with me about shits. lol. hmm, i addiced to fan yi chen's "piano". alright, gotta go to bed soon. i feel less emo after work today, because because... ohwells, i try to think lesser. :/
riight, off to hit the sack! ouch, back's still hurting badly. sigh. GOODNIGHTS!!! (:
ru guo ai hai neng cong lai..
Labels: Whinings/iRant, Work
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Y emo.
while looking through my folders, i saw the following piece which i wrote for him months ago. :/
confessions
one look from you;
my heart was all aglow;
i'm lost in the mirror of your eyes;
that ignites this flame within me;
my stormy love and all of my passionate desires;
and you will feel every single touch and every movement;
putting your soul into a flaming fire of sensual delights;
i want to be the echo you seek;
in the wind;
like a song;
that will bring music to your soul;
and it will surround you always;
i want to be held by your warm embrace;
and be kissed by your fiery lips;
a flame so enticing and bewitching;
enchanting and captivating;
let me touch the very depth of your soul;
arousing all of your senses;
penetrating your very soul;
'cause all i want is to be the heart;
that beats inside of you;
so that way i could unlock the mysteries;
within the depth of your soul.
i do love you;
and now you know!
all of the sudden, i missed him badly. it's been like that for quite some time. was it due to the dream i had last night? i dreamt about our genting trip. and the TLC he showered me. how i wish i could turn back time now. he's my energy booster. one look and one smile from him can take away all the negative thoughts in me. i felt like i'm been put into a test, to test my ren nai xing. i've not talked to him for so long, and i longed to know how he's doing and how's his job hunting. apart from seeing him doing fine "on the surface" during work, i feel like we're really drifting to become strangers. other than hearing from lulu's mouth, i really really wanna know if what she said is true.
how i wish to celebrate christmas with you. how i wish to celebrate my 19th birthday with you. how i wish to celebrate your 23rd birthday with you. how i wish to celebrate CNY with you. how i wish this has never end. so many unfulfiled wishes... sigh. ):
sigh. as long as i still can see him, guess it'll be okay bah. baby, do take care.. ):
Labels: Nostalgic
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Y back's hurting badly.
teeheeheehee. let me show you my baby cousin's pictures. his name is cheng yi. he's just a few days old. darn cute okay. :x


hmm. few days back, when i got so darn bored, i began digging through my wardrobe. i found LOTS of clothes which i've not wore for ages. then i came across the top that he bought me from taiwan, which i've not wore at all. in fact, i haven't wore 3 out of 4 clothing he bought for me. i only wore the green skirt before. so i took the yellow half-cardigan(?) and began mix-matching. lol. it looks nicer with white or black? hmm.


okokie, back to blog. woke up at noon this afternoon, and began slacking till it's time to get ready for work. i woke up with a stinging pain at my back. i hurt my back, which i think it's pretty serious. i can't really bend down. i think it's due to that particular oval tray i carried last night. i took the ointment and rub my back myself. boohoohoo. anyways, i wasn't exactly slacking lah. i was trying to figure out how to do the SA practical. anybody knows? sigh. at 3ish, i got ready for work. went to meet jing xuan and larling at the bus stop before going into conrad together. nnp was late, so needless to wait for her. :p
went to grab a quick dinner in the canteen after we got changed. after that, we went to report at the ballroom at 6pm. the tables weren't set at all, then sam came up with a "training" game for all of us. we were divided into 2 teams, and each team have to set up half the ballroom each into operation manner. the winner team will get to eat those ice cream, cheese cakes and drink soft drinks. sam selected the team members on his own, and i was in a team with jingxuan, nancy, lu jia and most of the aunties, plus some newbies. haha. once sam's done talking, we all zoom-ed and did our tables. my team doesn't need to communicate and everyone just seems to know what to do. we were fast, and neat okay. we did everything till it's flawless. initially, we thought we lost to the other team, as they were the first to finish. however, when wilson and sam went round to check our tables, their side has got lots of mistakes, whereby ours was better. WAHAHAHA! so we are the winners. we get to eat and drink, whereas the other team continued to work. :x
after the so-called training, jasmine briefed us and assigned us our tables. i was put at the south room with larling, and we both thought we could partner each other. in the end, jasmine put me and aunty mary as partner, whereas larling partner the ma dan fei. :x initially, aunty mary wanted me to be the runner, because she says she worked since morning and is very tired. i didn't know how to say "no", so i kept quiet until larling speak up for me and told her about my injured back. teehee. after the cocktail servers went out, larling and i did some shits, and then door opens at 8ish. after first course presentation, my partner was changed to jun peng, as the reserved table he took wasn't open. ohmygod. jun peng was fast, till i got a lil stressed. haha, but i worked pretty fine with him. (: today i love my guests, as they were so much nicer and neater than last night's. haha. at times, i even went over to help larling to check her drinks, because her partner, really... hais. -ignts-
oh ya, today lu hua was nnp's partner. lu hua became my qing ai de. hahaha, we were playing lah. i teased him and said he don't want me and want pei yun now. very funny lah. then he played along with me. he's very funny lah. haha! anyways, at times larling and i will nibble food together at the back. even jun peng portioned extra serving for me to eat. lol, so cool man. then melvin and jun peng began ogling at girls. lol. dinner then ended at 10ish. had a very easy turnover, which was to refresh everything. by 11.45pm, we were done and did some miscelleneous things and everyone were signed out at 12mn. swee swee~
went to change and ate supper in the canteen. lu hua began fooling with us again. he became our jie mei, because he claims that he has already CUT OFF. lol. he rocks lah. everyone took the 12.30am transport home today. shared a cab with jun peng's girlfriend, xia yun and steve. on the cab, i began reminiscing about the first conversation we had when we first took the same cab home after my 2nd day of work at conrad. i was thinking and thinking, until steve began talking to me. everything's still so fresh. i remembered what i wore that day, and what he wore that day too. i remembered how he struck the convo with me after kelvin alighted the cab, and how we ended it when he alighted the cab first. sighs. hmmm anyway. i seriously think xia yun has changed ever since she's attached to steve. and i reckon samantha would be the next one, as she recently got attached to berry. teehee, nobody from conrad reads my blog (maybe except for larling and nnp) so i don't care about revealing this. lol.
i want to find one song! i've been looking for it so long, and i only know he has it. i just wanna find it till i've got no other ways, before i'll ask him. geez~ :/ sigh. sigh. i've decided to do it. larling, go with me one day okay? (: i think i shall go to bed now. i'm tired. and my back's hurting badly. boohoo. ):
hao xiang ting dao ni de shen yin.. hao xiang zai ting ni gen wo shuo hua.. hao xiang hao xiang..
Labels: Work
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Y one more chance
i'm starting to hate using friendster, although that's where i got to know him better in the first place. it's crap alright. why? because it's laggy, especially at night. and also, there's so many desperate male species around in it. they send you all kinds of crappy i-want-to-know-you-so-can-we-exchange-contact messages, plus they add you out of the blue, despite that i've stated so clearly not to add me if i don't know you in my profile. oh boy, this is really a pain in the ass. okay nevermind.
anyhows, i am oh-so tired right now, but then i felt this STRONG urge to whine abit. so yay. :x today i woke up at 6am in the morning. fyi, i turned in at about 12ish close to 1am last night. i was up preparing the UD article review thingy. it's so tedious. my brain felt really saturated. so yay, i went to school for I&E today. got to school on time, and waited for larling and twinny in the atrium, while munching my sandwich. teehee. there weren't many people present in class today. basically, we were just making use of the classroom and the time to have further discussion on our I&E. our teacher sat in our discussion today and asked some questions to find out more about our activity. so today, we were more or less quite prepared to move on with our activity. did the idea creation and sypnosis on IELS already, and we're now left with the workplan. and yay, we don't have to go to class on fridays anymore, unless teacher called us up for a meet-up to know our progress. so now we're on our own to get everything done, and hopefully have our stall launched before christmas. (:
left class at 10ish, and we headed to canteen 1 for larling to grab a bite. aftermath, we began on our UD article review discussion. we started on our powerpoint presentation already. sadly, when we were halfway done, my laptop died on me as the battary went flat and i did not bring along my adaptor today. haha. fortunately, after all the "fatal" incidents whereby my laptop shuts before i saved my work in the past, today i saved as and when i added new things into the presentation. phew* we sat around a lil while more before we left for home at about 12pm. walked to the back gate bus stop and took 171 to yishun, before changing to 812 home. took a very short nap once i got home, before i was up to get ready for work.
met up with my cousin, ivan, at 4.15pm, before meeting jing xuan to go conrad together. jing xuan need to clarify some voucher matters with mery, thus she tagged along my cousin's interview. i was teaching ivan some basic stuffs after mery interviewed him. haha, people like jovin, mery and berry thought ivan was my boyfriend when they saw me bringing him for the interview. come on leh, he's my cousin who's younger than me by a year. err, tho he's way taller than me. :x but after some observations, they think both ivan's and my eyes somehow looked alike. hmmm, really? he went off on his own after the interview. this sunday he'll be having his training at 3pm. whoa, that's fast. haha.
jing xuan accompanied me to wait for larling and nnp to join me at the changing room. when they were here, we changed before having our dinner in the canteen. jing xuan went home then. went to report at the ballroom at 6pm and we had our briefing from ramesh. he assigned us to our tables, and once again, i'm at the table behind the VIP. i noticed ramesh really liked putting me there, but today's at south room. AND, my partner today was nnp! haha. went to be the usher at the stairs after that. sigh, i missed a chance today.. maybe? ohwells, nevermind.
door opens at 8ish, and dinner began. today's wedding sequence is a lil different from usual. nnp and i were so pissed at our guests today. one of our table is 17feet, with 15 pax. AND i tell you, i've never met such fussy guests before. they can request items like 3 bowls of white rice OR fried rice if possible. so i told jasmine about it, and she went to oscar's to get for me. then when i serve the guest her bowls of rice, the lady beside saw and then requested for another 2 bowls. what the? can't she order together? then when i went to tell jasmine, she asked me to get zul to get it. then, one lady even asked for 3pairs of chopsticks, saying the ones she had was soiled. when i looked at it, there wasn't anything on it, and they were just of different shades of color! then one even asked for coffee. not only all these, they were soooooooooooooooooo beep!
and also, they drink damn fast, so i've to top up their tea and drinks all the time. and they were inpatient people. i was serving food, then they requested something. i intended to give them what they requested after i'm done serving the food, but they actually asked for what the requested immediately! argh. plus they've got this really stuck-up attitude. proud ABCs! argh. nnp and i were cursing and swearing so much. nnp and i were sweating all over. we've got no time to do so many things, as we both were running here and there all the time. then each time i went to the bar (which is so damn far and i've to go so many times) to pick up drinks, i'll complain to melvin about the guests, then we'll joke around saying the guests are treating the hotel as some coffeeshop. argh.
finally finally finally. dinner ended at about 11pm. we made it through afterall. we were dead tired after that. did turnover to theatre style, and we stayed back for OT and did some other shitty stuffs, till 2am. but we were signed out at 2.30am. took the cab and both zaeid and i dozed off on the cab while listening to his ipod nano. lol, too tired lah. i am sooooooooooooooooooooooo tired okay. imagine waking up at 6am and went to school, then napped for only about less than a hour in the afternoon then off to work till 2am and got home only just! my legs were aching somemore. sigh, life is tough nowadays.
today, i've got many many gan xiang, but wells. sigh, nobody to share with. nevermind. i've completed another series of mangas today. teehee, it's so R(A) lah, then each time i read it on the bus, i have to shy shy hide somewhere and not let people see the graphics. LOL. tsk tsk. gonna go borrow another series someday soon. ouch, my tooth is aching. hmm, i think it's wisdom tooth. even after i've described the pain to twinny and larling, they both agreed that there's a possibility it's the growth of wisdom tooth. har... :/
off to hit the covers le. ciaos~
baby, that expression of yours just pained me.. i missed the chance... sigh..
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Y breaking down.
i seriously think i may break down at anytime. i'm serious. my brain feels saturated. somehow, it's because i don't really fully understand the entire concept of the whole thang, so it sorta impede my working speed. OKAY, this is getting so SA now. ARGH. although i like the fact that i'm kept busy with all these SHITS, but i really hate it when i know i'm running outta time to complete these shits. i feel like crying you know. i cried while speaking to my mom about everything. i know my parents were trying to help me by not disturbing me or asking me to do things, but really, deep within me, i can't take this anymore. sighs.
and now, this is gonna be one of the VERY rare occasions i'm gonna curse and swear. virtually, that is.
...................................
...........................
......................
..............
........
...
..
.
PHUCK YOU, FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS!!
PHUCK YOU!
PHUCK YOU!
I HATE THIS LIFE!
I MISS YOU!
Labels: Whinings/iRant
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Y 17th november. -sweet melancholy-
17th november. it's tiffy's 18th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR GIRL!! finally a miss legal eh? you just turned 18, and i'm turning 19 soon. haha, i hope you'll have a blast today. and let's meet up soon during your breaks in december for a belated celebration alright? i miss ya! :x ohwells, today is our supposely (is there such a word anyway?) 6th months anniversary. i am oh-so sentitive to this date now. SIGH. ):
i had a pretty bad day. woke up in the morning feeling totally drained. however, i was rather shocked to see myself tugging the giant conrad bear when i woke up. because usually i will only hug my bolster and not anything else. haha, the giant conrad bear was sitting right beside my bed anyway. yay, got ready and went for school. it was a rainy thursday morning, thus there were slow moving traffics everywhere. i reached the bus stop at 9.10am, and both larling and twinny were late. larling and i went to class first.
had SA lessons, and we were briefed about our assignment. i made a mistake in my previous entry. we did not get our SA assignment handout yesterday, but today. i think i was refering to UD yesterday. i got mixed up, you see. yay, then we did tutorials, which mainly lye hong was doing it. this was when i started feeling this tension in me, as we were talking about time, assignments and work. we felt the stress coming in. okay, maybe only twinny and i. it's like we've soooo many things to do with so little time. so many to study, with so little brain capacity. yay, this sentence used to crank him up whenever i said it. ohwells. yay, we were deciding which day to work and which day not to. all in all, we can't afford NOT to work, despite all the heavy work loads we're facing. sigh..
after SA, we had PM. as usual, it's all about discussion and presentation. i got sick of that already. during the first 2 weeks, everyone was so enthu about this whole discussion thing, but today, we just got sick of it. my team's so not-into-discussion. everyone seems to be doing their own things, even though teacher was urging us to start discussing. i kept turning around and ask why aren't anybody discussing anything. but shortly after, the 3 of us turned behind to face danny and neeky and tried to start discussing. all i can say is that, our work was very brief, that's why when neeky presented to the class, mr chee kept prompting him with questions. sigh.
at about 1pm, mr chee winded up the class. twinny and i went to the support centre to print some notes, whereas larling and lyehong stayed in class to clear their doubts with teacher. after which, we had our lunch together in canteen 3. and at about 2ish, we went to an empty classroom to do our work. intended to discuss about our UD article review, but we ended up doing dont-know-what. it's until we moved to another empty classroom (because the previous one got lessons) then we sort of began discussing.
hmm. our discussiong is more like read-the-article-on-your-own-and-highlight-points. i thought we're supposed to discuss? we were so quiet and reading the article on our own. is that discussion? i admit i got sooo agitated. and NO, this is definitely not PMS, mind you. there's just so many things lah. there were miscommunications among us. i know if we continued somemore, there sure would be conflicts. it's like everyone can't seemed to agree, and they don't get what i meant. then there's something which even pisses me off. argh, but nevermind already. i'm okay already. i got so upset and pek cek that i've totally no mood to go for ISDT lessons at 4pm. so i skipped it and went home, decided to take a break.
before i reached home, i went to check my letterbox. after that, i actually forgotten to remove my keys outta the key hole of the letter box and went upstairs with the keys hanging down there. i only realised it only when i reached my doorstep. i quickly ran downstairs to retrieve my keys. phew, luckily there wasn't anybody around. i just felt so tired and lost in space all the while. i'm really really upset, over everything. i feel that i don't wish to talk to anybody about what's exactly bothering me, because no one seems to really understand. ):
felt better after my nap. twinny called and we talked things out. it got better after that. (: nah, nothing went on between us. we were alright all the while. just that both of us feel really tensed up with all the bad factors towards us. all the burden from everywhere. sigh. i wish there isn't so many assignments for us to face altogether at the same time. ARGH, and there's this damn event management thingy to do by tomorrow. i'm afraid we might break down one day. serious. at this point of time, i need my energy booster so much, but wells, i can only count on myself now. felt so emo earlier on, and dear fizzy pooper came and talk to me the right time. teehee, needed that company. thanks poop! =D
yay, gotta go off now. school at 8am tomorrow, and probably staying behind to discuss a little on UD. hais, and i've got this splitting headache now. ): and i'm working for the rest of the weekends at 6pm. and i'll be bringing my cousin, ivan, to conrad for an interview before i go for work. yup, he wanna join me in conrad. haha! i called mery to ask her about it, but she did not pick up my call. so i resorted to sms him (after so many weeks of no contact) to ask him. (: speakin of which, next week i'll be working on friday, saturday and sunday only. ohwells. :/
where is he? where is he? where is he? where is this beautiful guy? FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG!! (:
okay toodles!
wo hen xiang ni. ting jian le ma. zhe shi wei yi. wo wu jie de kun jing.
na xie guo qu. bu ken guo qu.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87

j_o4nn3@yahoo.com.sg
MSNSPACE ;
my space @ msn

MULTIPLY ;
my photo album @ multiply
Amusing Anecdotes
Announcement
Birthday
Daily Drivel
Emo
Family/Friends
Holiday
Inner Intentions
Jukebox
My Zhu Tao
Nostalgic
Partying
Petty Poetry
PhotoBlog
Random
Reviews/Recommendations
School
Shopping
Snapshots
Uncatagorized
Whinings/iRant
Work
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
Reads
Ain
Amy
Andrea
Benedict (MSL)
Benedict (NP)
Chia Wei
Dan
Desmond
Di Ling
Eadric
Hui Keng
Ivan
Jeffrey
Jing Yi
Jolene
Kimmy
Lee Hong
Li Chung
Lin Hui
Pei Yun
Puay Siang
Qun Bao
Raymond
Saleha
Wei Dong
Wei Li
Wei Liang (MSL)
Xing En
Yi Peng
Yun Ting
Zelia
Zhe Bin