youhavestolenmyheart.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

The current mood of littlebobdog40@hotmail.com at

www.imood.com

Y 17th november. -sweet melancholy-

17th november. it's tiffy's 18th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR GIRL!! finally a miss legal eh? you just turned 18, and i'm turning 19 soon. haha, i hope you'll have a blast today. and let's meet up soon during your breaks in december for a belated celebration alright? i miss ya! :x ohwells, today is our supposely (is there such a word anyway?) 6th months anniversary. i am oh-so sentitive to this date now. SIGH. ):

i had a pretty bad day. woke up in the morning feeling totally drained. however, i was rather shocked to see myself tugging the giant conrad bear when i woke up. because usually i will only hug my bolster and not anything else. haha, the giant conrad bear was sitting right beside my bed anyway. yay, got ready and went for school. it was a rainy thursday morning, thus there were slow moving traffics everywhere. i reached the bus stop at 9.10am, and both larling and twinny were late. larling and i went to class first.

had SA lessons, and we were briefed about our assignment. i made a mistake in my previous entry. we did not get our SA assignment handout yesterday, but today. i think i was refering to UD yesterday. i got mixed up, you see. yay, then we did tutorials, which mainly lye hong was doing it. this was when i started feeling this tension in me, as we were talking about time, assignments and work. we felt the stress coming in. okay, maybe only twinny and i. it's like we've soooo many things to do with so little time. so many to study, with so little brain capacity. yay, this sentence used to crank him up whenever i said it. ohwells. yay, we were deciding which day to work and which day not to. all in all, we can't afford NOT to work, despite all the heavy work loads we're facing. sigh..

after SA, we had PM. as usual, it's all about discussion and presentation. i got sick of that already. during the first 2 weeks, everyone was so enthu about this whole discussion thing, but today, we just got sick of it. my team's so not-into-discussion. everyone seems to be doing their own things, even though teacher was urging us to start discussing. i kept turning around and ask why aren't anybody discussing anything. but shortly after, the 3 of us turned behind to face danny and neeky and tried to start discussing. all i can say is that, our work was very brief, that's why when neeky presented to the class, mr chee kept prompting him with questions. sigh.

at about 1pm, mr chee winded up the class. twinny and i went to the support centre to print some notes, whereas larling and lyehong stayed in class to clear their doubts with teacher. after which, we had our lunch together in canteen 3. and at about 2ish, we went to an empty classroom to do our work. intended to discuss about our UD article review, but we ended up doing dont-know-what. it's until we moved to another empty classroom (because the previous one got lessons) then we sort of began discussing.

hmm. our discussiong is more like read-the-article-on-your-own-and-highlight-points. i thought we're supposed to discuss? we were so quiet and reading the article on our own. is that discussion? i admit i got sooo agitated. and NO, this is definitely not PMS, mind you. there's just so many things lah. there were miscommunications among us. i know if we continued somemore, there sure would be conflicts. it's like everyone can't seemed to agree, and they don't get what i meant. then there's something which even pisses me off. argh, but nevermind already. i'm okay already. i got so upset and pek cek that i've totally no mood to go for ISDT lessons at 4pm. so i skipped it and went home, decided to take a break.

before i reached home, i went to check my letterbox. after that, i actually forgotten to remove my keys outta the key hole of the letter box and went upstairs with the keys hanging down there. i only realised it only when i reached my doorstep. i quickly ran downstairs to retrieve my keys. phew, luckily there wasn't anybody around. i just felt so tired and lost in space all the while. i'm really really upset, over everything. i feel that i don't wish to talk to anybody about what's exactly bothering me, because no one seems to really understand. ):

felt better after my nap. twinny called and we talked things out. it got better after that. (: nah, nothing went on between us. we were alright all the while. just that both of us feel really tensed up with all the bad factors towards us. all the burden from everywhere. sigh. i wish there isn't so many assignments for us to face altogether at the same time. ARGH, and there's this damn event management thingy to do by tomorrow. i'm afraid we might break down one day. serious. at this point of time, i need my energy booster so much, but wells, i can only count on myself now. felt so emo earlier on, and dear fizzy pooper came and talk to me the right time. teehee, needed that company. thanks poop! =D

yay, gotta go off now. school at 8am tomorrow, and probably staying behind to discuss a little on UD. hais, and i've got this splitting headache now. ): and i'm working for the rest of the weekends at 6pm. and i'll be bringing my cousin, ivan, to conrad for an interview before i go for work. yup, he wanna join me in conrad. haha! i called mery to ask her about it, but she did not pick up my call. so i resorted to sms him (after so many weeks of no contact) to ask him. (: speakin of which, next week i'll be working on friday, saturday and sunday only. ohwells. :/

where is he? where is he? where is he? where is this beautiful guy? FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG!! (:

okay toodles!

wo hen xiang ni. ting jian le ma. zhe shi wei yi. wo wu jie de kun jing.
na xie guo qu. bu ken guo qu.

Labels: Nostalgic, school