Saturday, November 26, 2005
Y untie these knots.
while rubbing my eyes earlier on, i accidentally had my finger poked right into my right eye and it's very red now. ouch. :/ anyhows, my cough is still that bad. it gets worst at night times. why oh why?
anyhows. was out earlier today, as li'e and i are meeting zhe bin at 3.30pm at the mrt station. i took train out today. and on the way, i received a sms from Ah Seng telling me that he's leaving for the States during christmas to further his studies. sms-ed with him a little, and he told me that ling&co. were thinking of sending him off at the airport on that day? i shall contact the rest and see how then. after sms-ing with him, i thought of melvin kor, so i sms-ed to ask how is he and stuffs. tsk tsk, i've asked him out to hang out together on next saturday. he had wanted to see his mei fu since last time, but i just told him today that he no longer has that mei fu. ohwells. he just completed retaking his O levels anyways. i feel great to be able to contact all my old friends, and at the same time, i've got lots of emotions in me. sorry, it's an emotional night for me.
riight, so i was the first to reach, so i waited for li'e and zhe bin. zhe bin called and told me that he's lost! ohmy, lost in the city? sorry ah, but i find it funny. haha! :x but wells, not his fault lah. it's just his first time taking bus 700, thus he's unfamiliar with its route. he ended up at tanjong pagar, so had to take the train again to meet us at 3.45pm. so the 3 of us walked to conrad together, and we signed in before bringing zhe bin up for the interview. everything was pretty brief, as mery expected li'e and i to tell zhe bin the details. so this sunday he'll be having his training, before he's able to start work. hmm, maybe we can't be classmates, at least we'll be collegues and still see each other more often like how we used to. li'e will agree with me. yay. (:
after sending zhebin off, li'e and i went to change before reporting for work at 5pm. when we were in the ballroom, there wasn't anything to do, so steven allowed us off to have our dinner till 5.30pm. lol, so shiok. so li'e, zhi ling and i went to eat together in the canteen. teehee. went back to the ballroom aftermath. began a simple turnover, and we were to gather for briefing. it was the texas intrument - friday night ferver chinese dinner today. 12 tables, 10 pax each. sam allowed the girls to choose their own tables. my desired tables were all taken, so i've no choice but to take the one at the west room. and when sam assigned our partners, my partner was a tcc guy, who wasn't that bad lah.
after briefing, li'e and i went to look for some table cloths to wet it. supposed to serve cocktail, but don't have to in the end. lu hua was outside conrad (he's not working today), and was sms-ing saying he wanna come in to see see look look. LOL. i didn't get to see him afterall. then i was at the backlane with the rest pre-traying some items for turnover at night. lol. at about 7ish, door opens and guests started streaming in. the guests were all dressed up in a retro manner. lol, got iron-sharp-bra women even. okay, we had first course presentation as per normal. my partner and i only had 1 table to take care of, because the other table of ours wasn't open because it's a reserved table. damn cool alright. 2-to-1. and we were so slack. everything went on smoothly, and at times i'll go over to help zhi ling because i'm really uber free lah! then most of the times, i was enjoying the performance on stage. haha.
at about 10pm, we finished serving all the 9 courses, but the programmes on the stage were still going on. so we just stood one side to watch, and at the same time, check on our drinks. was chit-chatting with zhi ling ah, li'e ah, miza ah, etc etc. haha! super slack. and during the dinner, i kept feeling this itch in my throat then wanna cough. dammit. :/ even miza and zhi ling think my voice is so man. wells, not as man as li'e one last week. lol.
alright, the guests finally took their leave at 11ish close to 12. we were divided into 2 teams to turnover each half of the ballroom. my side had my 3 tcc staffs, zhi ling and miza. we had to refresh the settings, plus the guys had to roll in more tables. as for me, i was busy hunting for table cloths. i had to go to the office to get samsi call the housekeeping for me and get them open up the door for me to take table cloths. they took so darn long, and by the time i was back, everyone's waiting for me already. did some laying of table cloths and downing of chair covers with miza. then we were all signed out at 1am. went to change and grab a bite before taking the transport home. i got home only at 2ish. zzz. so sleepy. flutters*
he really looks like some character in comic books, especially when he smiles. he's very helpful towards me. he offers to get warm water for me when he hears me coughing non-stop. he's always looking out for me and helps me out everytime. he'd rather do everything, then let me do all the chicken-feet things. i was made to feed him french fries once, and i did. he waits for me to go office take our bags together. he keeps asking things about me. he's nice, but still a banquet people. nowadays, i find it hard to trust people, especially banquet people. and oh, he's a FLUTE player in his school's concert band. he knows saxophone and clarinet too. ohmy, i swooned when he told me that. people who know me should know i always got a thing for band instruments, so i began talking to him about band the whole night. hmm. that was my intuition, which i didn't want it to be true. but now, even li'e has that intuition. but wells. at the thought of that, i can't bring myself to think any further. because, i can't get over YOU.
now it's gonna be the other "he" i'm talking about. hais. i was feeling rather okay, until i see him in the office. my stomach flips. my heart flutters. all the thoughts and reasons i cried last night came crashing my mind all over again. of cause i acted like normal, but i know i wasn't. i just feel upset all over again. sigh, when will this feeling stop?
hmm. i'm feeling so confused now. so lost. there's just so many knots in my heart. li'e knows what i'm talking about. how? i can't answer all the questions in my heart. part of me want this, and another part of me wants that. what is it that i exactly want it to be? i know i shall let nature take its course, and decide only when it's more definite. but the problem is that my heart is beginning to falter. should i still go to chinatown this coming monday? i can't decide. boy, i feel like crying again. sigh..
ohwells. i shall try not to think about all these anymore and think of my assignments more instead. hais..
untie these knots in my heart.. i really don't know what i want..
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