Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Y Anger is short-lived madness.
i'm so pissed off today! Labels: Whinings/iRant
what has me taking leave got to do with YOU? i'm not even collecting my salary from YOU. how about YOU going on leave for 2 long weeks, did you hear me talking about YOU, behind YOUR back? want to talk about me, say it to my face, not at my back! whatever it is, i believe all that is not something YOU should care about. and what's YOUR problem? it's MY party, and i decide who i want to invite, why make a fuss behind MY back about me not inviting YOU?
and YOU, please keep all YOUR comments to YOURSELF.
now i understand why everyone's boycotting some people.
and i realised, something is not right about me today.
thank goodness i practiced anger management, and that i've got patience.
and i just have to whine it off, and i'll be fine.
so my blog is the outlet i vent my anger at.
sorry, and i'm okay already.
just feeling a little violated and pissed.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Y #@#%$^ Gahmen!
why of all weeks, CY must get selected for guard duty this week? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? he won't be able to book out until Sunday, which means, he won't be going to my 21st birthday celebration! i know, i still have my family and friends to celebrate with me, but .... Labels: My Zhu Tao, Whinings/iRant
i can't imagine me celebrating, enjoying and partying when my dear boy's guarding that damn gate or patrolling round the camp. just that thought itself is so torturous! i can't stand the thought of him not able to see me in that birthday dress he picked for me. i can't stand the thought that he won't be in the picture together with my birthday cake. i can't stand the thought that he can't share that joy in person! i know i still can share everything with him after that, but the feeling will be so different..
darn, please tell me this is a joke. wails*
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Y SIAN-ED.
i was on cloud 9 at first yesterday, and soon was thrown to hell at night. Labels: Family/Friends, My Zhu Tao, Whinings/iRant
went Ubi Driving Centre to cancel my TP test date in the afternoon, and i was thinking since i'm at that area, why not just hop on to a bus to meet CY at his training centre at Kaki Bukit to go home together? i had thought the bus will stop somewhere near the place, but god knows it was at some really deserted place. i walked through some industrial area, pass by some blangadeshi and still can't find the place! i was told the training centre's near the prison school, but i don't even see any prison school! i saw some army trucks turning into this street, which i followed suit. saw an super uphill slope which i dread walking, so i asked some passerby for directions and the uncle told me its at the other end of the road which will take me about 20 minutues to walk there. wanted to turn back, but i was in the middle of no where loh. in the end, i hopped on a cab to 'hunt' for the place as the uncle don't really know where is it too. then when i finally found it, he dropped me right at the gate. i wanted to walk to the main road, as i thought it won't be nice to be there for CY's friends or instructors to see me, but i dared not move an inch. know why? 'cause there's dogs!!!! sigh. in the end, i hid somewhere near the bushes and waited. saw a pool of green a short while later. lots of 'wooooo', 'weeee' and 'ahhhh' when they saw buggy walking towards me. they had thought i was waiting for buggy, but buggy explained and say i'm the guy at the back de girlfriend. then CY walked towards me, another rounds of 'wooooo', 'weeee' and 'ahhh' again. -_- sigh, not my fault ok. it's the dogs' fault.
in the evening, CY and i went Partyworld @ Int' Building and sang from 9pm - 12am. he went to meet his friends to Zouk, whereas i met yun and froggie to DXO. i just wanted to hang out till late, since CY has got programs, i didn't want to club at all. went in for the free drinks, and didn't any vibes to rub or bua at all. the 3 of us just stood there and moved a little. not even half hour later, we took our drinks and went level 2 to sit and chill instead. caught up a little over there, then gave up screaming our lungs over the loud music and head out at 2ish. went HK cafe @ Marina Square for supper after that. ate and crapped till 4ish before cabbing home.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
i don't know what's the appropraite word to describe what i'm feeling right now. just feeling very @#@%#$^ right now.
SIAN-ED.
Y Hai.
i seriously think clubbing is NOT my cuppa tea. Labels: Whinings/iRant
hai, damn sad right now. :(
will update again later. see first.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Y Irritated!
there's this bimbo whom i really dislike. i won't say hate, 'cause i hate hating people, and also, personally i think she's alright. but something made me feel really unfair right now. why the hell "ask me" for my opinion, when things are already confirmed, when you've already SETTLED with the boss? might as well put it as "informing" me, instead of "asking" me?! AND, what's the point of getting a new assistant, when that girl's here to lighten YOUR workload, and not MINE! Labels: Whinings/iRant
i am so sick of the management!
irritating basket! stop being sarcastic. stop trying to be nice when you've already long being labelled as a bastard. you're nothing but FAKE! shoooooo. YES, i have a very loving boyfriend right now. YES, i'm doing good now. in fact, i'm gooder than good. i'm GREAT! i just hope you'll get the hint and buzz off without making my bad day any worser!
YUN, why do we have irritating people in our lives?
on a lighter note, first day of school was pretty fine. it's been quite a while since i studied, so felt kinda lost at first. wasn't in the mood for any interaction, so i sat right at the back and at a corner. had to find a good angle whereby i won't be blocked by any tallies in class. haha! tried pretty hard to pay attention, as you guys should know how short my attention span is. my mind can drift to lala land after few seconds. hahaha! thank god i manage to stay focus for ... a few hours. haha! basically, i think HRM was pretty alright. i'm more worried for Econs though. =/
sigh. i.really.really.miss.CY.alot. :(
want to see him so badly, and whine to him till his ears burns. :p
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Y Rumbles
why is it that whenever i'm blogging, i can type multiples of 500 effortlessly, but when i'm supposed to do an essay on "what is human resource management?", my mind goes blank? HRM is a a process of analyzing and managing an organization’s human resource needs to ensure the strategic and coherent objectives of the organization are obtained. okay period. i'm still struggling to crap my way through and hit a word count of 500. -.- Labels: Whinings/iRant
by hook or by crook, i'm pretty determined to finish my HRM essay and probably start reading up on Econs tonight, so that i can enjoy my weekend with YCY. next couple of weeks will be so hectic for me. boooo. it's work, followed by school almost daily. for that, i've to give uncle kok hwa's BBQ a miss on the 28th. boooo. no, i'm not complaining, because this is a choice i made and gotta stick to it. i'm just whining cannnnnnn. booo. :(
about a month more to christmas. so have you done your christmas shopping? bought my christmas present yet? if not, faster go buy okie? hahahaha. all i want for christmas is YOU. YY
i miss YCY heaps. :)
Friday, November 09, 2007
Y Work is such a bitch!
as my title says it all. Labels: Whinings/iRant, Work
i don't know how much longer i can endure this. i'm trying my best here to keep up with the work load, and please everyone by doing my best all the time. i hate it when some asses who thinks i'm their personal assistant, or thinks it's right that i've to do their things fast and first ! selfish idiots! everything urgent urgent! only you urgent lah. the rest not urgent lah. then when i manage to finish one's work, another will bug me for their works.
HELLO!!!! HOW MANY PAIRS OF HANDS DO YOU THINK I HAVE?! fumes*
i bet they've forgotten i'm actually doing 2-men work now. sigh, i wonder when's the replacement coming in. i'm so sick and tired of this. it's been one week, and i really can't take it. sometimes, i really really dread going to work. so tiring. i try not to think about work after office hours, so being with CY is my only greatest solace now.
boooooooooooo. this really sucks. :(
i hope nothing's gonna dampen my mood over the weekend.
it's my cousin's big day this sunday! i just love attending wedding functions! :)
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Y Fate & Destiny lies in our own hands
3 days of absence from the office can cause me so much fatigue. how i wish some people could just keep their sarcastic remarks to themselves. and also, don't just NATO (no actions talk only) with me. don't just say it, DO IT! to make things worse, i'm really turned off by the sight of that little miss. she and her barang is taking up so much space, and everything is making my area such an eyesore. and sometimes, certain tasks are so simple to do, and yet some people are just too lazy to do it and too dependent on Labels: Emo, Whinings/iRant, Work
usme. hello, i'm not a robot. neither am i your personal assistant!
i think, all that, is probably cause i miss my favourite neighbour. :(
i get emotionally attached and dependent on someone pretty easily and fast. that is why i'm so affected by my neighbour's resignation. i don't really show, but i really feel it.
same goes to my love. the future is really unpredictable, that is why i'm always saying "love like never before". i just want to fight for my happiness. what's mine, will eventually be mine. i love you. i really do.. let's fight for this together okie? sigh..
i was really motivated last night, but now i'm not really sure if i can cope with this. i'm in need of some strength for me to pull through this one. 18months will soon be over, no?
i need to escape. i need a getaway. :(
Monday, October 01, 2007
Y 失败乃成功之母
no free bubble tea for me. instead, i gotta treat CY bubble tea someday. Labels: Whinings/iRant
hey look! i blogged about you now. haha. :p
failed my TP. as expected. because i was really unprepared. and my instructor sucks. and i almost had a nervous breakdown. my feet were numb from the intensive revision over the weekend. and i swear i was trembling all over throughout the 45minutes! damn.
having a pretty nice tester(with the same surname as me), did not help either. all the well wishes and encouragement from my family and friends did not help either. man, i should have relaxed a little more just now. :( what a waste of my time and money. okay maybe not. like what dong says, at least i did not waste my money renewing the PDL last week. riight.. -_-
re-test in december. if i remember correctly, wei liang's re-test is on the same day as me. all the best to us. i need ample practices in the circuit. i did pretty badly in the circuit! damn. and for now, i badly need a break.
i ish so sad right now. T_T
sing to me and coax me baby. T_T
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Y T_T
Labels: Whinings/iRant
now, i just want to burst out crying! T_T
will blog more when i feel better. and hopefully i will, by tonight. since i'm heading out with my friends. damn!
@#$%^!
i'm fine now! :D
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Y !@#$%^
now tell me, am i suay or what? Labels: Whinings/iRant
my school orientation falls on the same day as my company's warehouse sale at Expo! first day somemore! and to add on the effect, my exams for term 1 falls on my 21st birthday month! 2 papers, 1 of it on the day which i planned to hold my celebration and the other is after my birthday.
so, what now? -_-
Friday, September 07, 2007
Y One sensitive post.
now what? cat fight? or blog fight? Labels: Whinings/iRant
this is a sensitive post, so please exit if you are one who can't take sensitiveness. and some of you sensitive people out there, may just think, "oh, it's just another byebye-friend ranting of joanne's". i've hesistated quite awhile before deciding to voice out. neither do i want any unnecessary arguments or debates, but i'm fuming already!
note: the following are blogged based on what my instincts told me who/what those sensitiveness are arrowed at, so i repeat, scram if you know you won't like what i'm going to say.
so you call that flaunting how well "i" can manage my money? did i mentioned it was you whom i wanna slap my money with? no, i did not. there's no reason for me to explain whoever or whatever reason i'm writing that for. but you cannot dismiss the possibility that all that were for my self-consolation for not being ablewanting to go to the concert, no?
i don't care whatever 'coincidence' you were talking about, but before you say or do anything, can you recall what was 'it' you called my friend and potato back then? OR, what you commented then? 马后炮 , that's what i'd call that as! if you don't already know, i won't hurl anything rude without a reason! be glad i didn't say it right at your face, cause i really can't think of a good reason for me to do so.
if you want to know things about me, ask it straight out from my mouth, and not through some innocent third party. i hate it when people goes around asking, "what's wrong with jo ar?", "what is her blog talking about ar?", etc. you want to know, you ask me! i will tell you if i find a need to.
yes, i swear i treated you as my true friend all these years. if i don't care, i won't bother surprising you on your 18th birthday that way. i won't bother to keep in touch with you all these years. i was truly grateful and touched when you planned and organised a fantastic 20th birthday celebration for me. till today, it's still etched in my heart. and i really did wanted to be nice on your 20th. i tried my best, and it was clearly written on your face that night that you weren't exactly happy about our present or celebration. well, for that, it was indeed unlike any decent celebration. no, i did not forget how you helped me through my breakup with W - how you accompanied me while i waited at W's house, how you helped me deliver the present to M. and i meant it when i said we'll be friends forever. yes, we'll still be till we get over these 'internal inferno' between us.
let me tell you now. my attitude towards you changed because of the hurtful (or maybe unintentional) stuffs you and your mom said to my mom. try thinking harder about it. yay, it may be unintentional, but come to think of it, things like such should be kept between family or close friends. i trusted you, therefore i told you. little did i expect you'll use that and arrow my parents! alright, nevermind. there are just too many things (like what you chose to do) which i was really unhappy about, and still, i decided not to say it out. because i know, if i were to spell everything out from A to Z, then that's it.
i was once taught to ignore and farewell to 'friends' i dislike, like how he treated his friends, which made him ended up with zilch friends. but i was also taught to Yin2 Shui3 Shi1 Yuan2. so yay.
alright, i don't know what's the consequences after i click 'Publish', but yay, i've had my say. :)
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anyhows. it's the WEEKEND!! i've a pretty fine weekend all planned out. oh please tell me we ARE going to have cold rock ice cream tomorrow! :D sigh, days at work without my lovely neighbour is so boring! 'sibeh boliaoz' ah! come back soon, girl!! hahaha, muacks.
time to chill with a BOOK.
have a lovely weekend ya'll. =)
ps: i think, without all the factors, i would have fallen for you already... because, i'm still in love with my ex. sings*
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Y You were my everything, and I really miss you..
i hate it when a birdie pooped on me. Labels: Whinings/iRant
e u r g h .
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Y Just need to get closer, closer. Lean on me now. Lean on me now.
this song has been stucked in my mind for a couple of days, and damn, i can't seem to get it off my mind. anyway, it's a great song which i totally love! Labels: Jukebox, Whinings/iRant
I've had enough
Of this parade
I'm thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It's so mellow
And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you
Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)
I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of A second chance (a second chance)
*sways along to the music ~.~
there are some things which really gets on my nerves. big time.
i really gotta learn how to say 'No' next time.
i just hope my patience won't be tested this way, anymore.
*deep sighsand why of all weekends must han de be confined this weekend?!
i was told he can't book out on Friday, hence our midnight show will have to be postponed!!
*sighs again
heeeheeeheee. okay, maybe not. :P
Friday, July 20, 2007
Y Commercialised Blogging? Steven Lim VS Xiaxue.
i'm neither a fan of Xiaxue nor Steven Lim, but recently everyone seems to be creating a big hoohaa about a recent post of xia xue's (click here to read) regarding the top 7 most disgusting bloggers in Singapore. Labels: Inner Intentions, Whinings/iRant
i seriously think those stuffs are darn lame, yet entertaining in certain ways! especially the video of steven lim's retaliation to xia xue's entry! man, he's really ridiculous and disgusting! but the video totally cracks me up. i couldn't stop laughing at his facial expression, his gestures and words usage! CHICKEN PIE! rofl. and his blog spells thicked-skin to me. OMG.
guys, watch the video and you'll know what i'm talking about. haha!
seriously, blogging has became so commercialised nowadays that people are using it to earn. where's the initial genuine purpose of blogging man?
my blog serves as an outlet for me to rant and rave to anyone who actually gives two hoots about me and my life. it also helps me to track my moods, thoughts and feelings on life, so it's somehow aids my personal growth. and at times, i love to revisit my old posts to understand how i was feeling when i wrote them, and from there i am able to see how i have developed or changed emotionally. i see blogging as something that nurtures the soul. we all have opinions about things, and everyone deserves to have their thoughts heard.
and sometimes, it's better for me to type my feelings out instead of speaking to someone about them, because this way, i can express myself better without having to deal with others judging me. and most importantly, my blog is where my close friends get updated about what's going on in my life always! right girls? :)
BTW, all that thoughts just hit me after going through those so-called star blogs. and so, what is YOUR reason to blog? think about it. :)
wooo, another mrt-hit-woman-and-woman-died case at Clementi this afternoon! Read.
there you go, ead, i've updated my blog, again. hahahaha!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Y i don't need a Friend like You
i really hate it when some people speaks like they know the world. Labels: Whinings/iRant
i may not possess a driving license (yet), it doesn't mean i'm totally ignorant to stuffs like that.
i may not be a rich or owns a full-to-the-brink wardrobe, but i'm definitely not any less hardworking to get what i want.
i may not be a confident lass, but at least i know my limits before pissing anyone off for being proud.
at least, i'm depending on myself to achieve simple stuffs like my own driving license and degree.
go on and say things to try bringing me down. i won't be affected by you at all, because you're only making me wanna distance myself away from you. and i definitely won't change because of you, i won't feel i'm losing out to you at all, because you're only making me feel you're just a spoilt and childish brat! grow up, dudette.
yes, all that happened a long time ago, and i should be long over it by now. but the insult you inflicted in my mom is way overboard. i will never forget about it, and no, i'm not gonna tell you about it. you shall reflect upon it on your own!
it's okay to lose out. and it's definitely okay to make mistake.
but it's totally not okay when you become overly loud and proud.
as that, totally turn me off.
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anyway, it's coming back.
Friday, June 29, 2007
Y Pissed Off!
hate it when i see cabs everywhere, when i don't need one. Labels: Whinings/iRant
and none appeared when i needed one!
this is the 3rd time for the year.
during my prom night. last week. and today! psssst.
i've some really indecisive and insensitive friends.
can't you just give me a definite answer, instead of saying you'll call back later, which you never.
i don't have the whole night to wake for your call. you better not call me early in the morning tomorrow, as you jolly well knows i'm light sleeper! i need my sleep on a saturday morning!
but hell, you haven't tell me your answer and how am i gonna i follow up? geez.
and i so hate to have such insensitive friends for not being mindful of my feelings! :(
nonetheless, i had a great time eating chilli crabs and laughing around with my colleagues earlier on. and also, i hope tomorrow's class gathering will be a good one.
hopefully, i'll be less pissed after tonight. dang!
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HAPPY 20th Birthday, Hande! :)
Monday, June 11, 2007
Y Goodbye.
i swear i was totally crazy. i treated you with my heart, both when you were my boyfriend and when you are my friend, and this is what i get. i meant what i said earlier on, and this is it. farewell to you, marcus! you are worse than a jerk! you forced me into this. Labels: Inner Intentions, Nostalgic, Whinings/iRant
everyone who knows me, know i hate having enemies. that is why i don't like hating people. even though wilson treated me like shit too, i never hated him. so why should i hate you? it will only be a waste of my precious time. i'm just mad at you. this anger won't last i know, but still, good bye to you!
right from day one since we knew each other, you appeared to be a fine gentleman and all. you assured me that you are nothing like that jerk, and now you lied. when we're going into our 3rd week, your true colours slowly shows. being the naive me, always think love's like a fairytale and everything can be solved with a little sugar and spice, but hell, i was wrong! 1 month and 19days! we merely started, and we've ended.
you spoilt my being-single-for-18-months record! now i'm gonna start all over again! like, what the heck? BLOODY HELL! GO AWAY, ALL OF YOU JERKS! ALL OF YOU ARE SO CHILDISH CHILDISH, SO CHILDISH AND SO UNMANLY!
to hell with all the FOREVER shits. what ENDLESS LOVE? you promised so much SHIT. you showered with so much HONEY. oh haha, i almost got diabetes! blame it on me for being so STUPID to take it in. you had me on! we are really over! HA HA HA HA. this is such a joke! LAUGH, PEOPLE! LAUGH PLEASE! THIS IS SO SO SO SO SO HILARIOUS!!!!!
SMART-ASS JOANNE IS A DUMB ASS!
HA HA HA!
tell me i'm wrong! because your silence is the only reason to come to this conclusion.
but, know what? i really don't wish to say this. but one day, all of these jerks will get their retribution!!
FUCK. oh wait, what did i just said?
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can i just turn back the freakin' time?
even though i mourned about the lost love between wilson and i for years, but i was HAPPY. because i had wonderful friends at school, at work, at everywhere.
i missed the joy i used to have. i want to have them BACK!
i wanna relive that again. i'm sure i can! because i'm so gonna do that this wednesday!
i missed the times we had in school. grabbing sandwiches from the atrium. walking to class together. talking non-stop with li'e and froggie right under our teacher's nose. rushing assignments. struggling together. staying in school till late. having our da pau takeaways. blasting songs in class (though my laptop's volume always loses out). thumbdrive/hdd songs, movies, and whathaveyou. i missed w01 SO much! i had the best girlfriends in class! best guys classmates anyone can ask for, treating us like real sisters! other than those people of w01, i've made great friends from NP as well. lee hong, yun (tho we're having some problems now, but still.. yay), ben kong, etc.
i missed the times we had working as banquet waitresses too. be it in conrad, pan pac or meritus! i just missed the carefree part being just a part-timer. in conrad, we were disciplined, with a tinge of playfulness. haha! though i hated ramesh, but it was him who made me the VIP server. oh no, it should be vicki. yes, being a VIP server is no biggie, but that made me learnt slightly more being a better waitress. right larling? hee. we definitely missed the times we ate non-stop! i missed the aloe vera dessert, which definitely tasted better than the one wilson made for me. i missed the times when teckson, our favourite barman who seemed to have disappeared into thin air, will hide dishes in the bar fridge area for us to eat after function! oh, and the times we worked in pan pac executive floor, where we'll work and eat, work and eat. as well as meritus, where we served and ate 9 courses! and hide behind doors or curtains, just to avoid serving cocktails! missed all the friends we made in conrad and meritus. jing xuan, uncle kok hwa, brother jimmy, teckson, marhaini, steve oh, jasmine, samantha, lulu, lujia, phoebe, lu hua, nancy, han xue, xiao ming, B'en(meritus), and alright, zhi ling.
and of cause, i missed all my old friends. good thing i'm still in touch with most of them, but hell, i wanna meet up with them too. especially tiffy! it's been a couple of years man. but we're really consistent with our emails. keep the mails going, girl. and i can't wait to meet you up in July. :)
darn, i don't wanna grow up!!!!
wondering why i'm reminiscing all that? because i'm trying to neutralize my emotions. i don't deny i'm upset about what had happened, but well, life goes on. my life is still very colourful, with wonderful people around me. it's something not everyone's blessed with. so i must learn to be contented.
***
i've decided to go ahead with my major decision. thank you, larling, for analysing for me, and supporting me. i know what i wanna do already. :)
ben kong thinks i'm losing faith in relationship. no, i won't. but for the time being, i've better things to think about - my future and my career. hence, to hell with MEN! :) that can wait for now, although i won't give up that dream of marrying young. HAHAHAHAA! but well, things are destined. everything happens for a reason. :)
from tomorrow onwards, i'm gonna wake up thinking about how glad i am to be alive now, and definitely not about how upset it is that our relationship have to fail at this point of time.
LIFE'S A CHOICE! right, eadric? HAHAHA.
i am still happy. i will be. :)
for example: be obsessed with online shopping. that's what li'e and i have been doing today! we are crazy! :x
Monday, May 07, 2007
Y Anti-Imitation!
i seriously got a HUGE problem with people who uses imitation goods! Labels: Whinings/iRant
i mean, if you can't afford to buy an authentic GUESS, COACH, GUCCI, LV or whatever brand you can think of, PLEASE don't try to buy fake goods! it's just makes me feel like UGH at you! damn.
if i can't afford any of these branded stuffs, i'd rather go for a brand-less one than buying some non-authentic imitation stuffs. i just feel it's such a ... disgrace. pardon me if this word is too strong on such people. cheers if you agree with me.
told ya i was feeling edgy already, so i'm easily irritated by anything that gets on my nerves! damn, i sure feel whiny today! i think i'll go and write to my boy to cool down now. toodles~
p.s: this isn't PMS.
Y Edgy!
i'm having monday blues. okay, that's not strange. Labels: Whinings/iRant
i'm feeling so random, that i'm gonna blog so randomly now.
i miss him so much. 6 days to go! :(
i hate it when i feel i've soooooooo much to tell him, but when i'm facing him, talking to him, nothing much comes out.
i really really hope everything will be back to normal soon.
i hate it when people make a big fuss over some peanut matter.
i hate it when people don't reply my sms-es. seriously, late replies are better than no replies at all.
ah dong, please remember to buy Toto. it's 6 days now, not 7 days anymore. or if you wanna buy 4D, can try 0006. :x p.s: thanks for the company yesterday. :)
i'm still upset that i'm gonna be tied down by the warehouse sale during his birthday weekend. i had everything so perfectly planned out, and now i can't carry them all out! how disappointing can this get? :(
ugh. i seriously feel like chopping my hair off. change a style till nobody can regconise me. damn!
i'm feeling so edgy right now.
i think somebody just farted. it stinks over here. eew.
BAH! 6 days more.
EDIT: i hope granny will pull through.. :(
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