Sunday, November 20, 2005
Y emo.
while looking through my folders, i saw the following piece which i wrote for him months ago. :/
confessions
one look from you;
my heart was all aglow;
i'm lost in the mirror of your eyes;
that ignites this flame within me;
my stormy love and all of my passionate desires;
and you will feel every single touch and every movement;
putting your soul into a flaming fire of sensual delights;
i want to be the echo you seek;
in the wind;
like a song;
that will bring music to your soul;
and it will surround you always;
i want to be held by your warm embrace;
and be kissed by your fiery lips;
a flame so enticing and bewitching;
enchanting and captivating;
let me touch the very depth of your soul;
arousing all of your senses;
penetrating your very soul;
'cause all i want is to be the heart;
that beats inside of you;
so that way i could unlock the mysteries;
within the depth of your soul.
i do love you;
and now you know!
all of the sudden, i missed him badly. it's been like that for quite some time. was it due to the dream i had last night? i dreamt about our genting trip. and the TLC he showered me. how i wish i could turn back time now. he's my energy booster. one look and one smile from him can take away all the negative thoughts in me. i felt like i'm been put into a test, to test my ren nai xing. i've not talked to him for so long, and i longed to know how he's doing and how's his job hunting. apart from seeing him doing fine "on the surface" during work, i feel like we're really drifting to become strangers. other than hearing from lulu's mouth, i really really wanna know if what she said is true.
how i wish to celebrate christmas with you. how i wish to celebrate my 19th birthday with you. how i wish to celebrate your 23rd birthday with you. how i wish to celebrate CNY with you. how i wish this has never end. so many unfulfiled wishes... sigh. ):
sigh. as long as i still can see him, guess it'll be okay bah. baby, do take care.. ):
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