Friday, September 07, 2007
Y One sensitive post.
now what? cat fight? or blog fight? Labels: Whinings/iRant
this is a sensitive post, so please exit if you are one who can't take sensitiveness. and some of you sensitive people out there, may just think, "oh, it's just another byebye-friend ranting of joanne's". i've hesistated quite awhile before deciding to voice out. neither do i want any unnecessary arguments or debates, but i'm fuming already!
note: the following are blogged based on what my instincts told me who/what those sensitiveness are arrowed at, so i repeat, scram if you know you won't like what i'm going to say.
so you call that flaunting how well "i" can manage my money? did i mentioned it was you whom i wanna slap my money with? no, i did not. there's no reason for me to explain whoever or whatever reason i'm writing that for. but you cannot dismiss the possibility that all that were for my self-consolation for not being ablewanting to go to the concert, no?
i don't care whatever 'coincidence' you were talking about, but before you say or do anything, can you recall what was 'it' you called my friend and potato back then? OR, what you commented then? 马后炮 , that's what i'd call that as! if you don't already know, i won't hurl anything rude without a reason! be glad i didn't say it right at your face, cause i really can't think of a good reason for me to do so.
if you want to know things about me, ask it straight out from my mouth, and not through some innocent third party. i hate it when people goes around asking, "what's wrong with jo ar?", "what is her blog talking about ar?", etc. you want to know, you ask me! i will tell you if i find a need to.
yes, i swear i treated you as my true friend all these years. if i don't care, i won't bother surprising you on your 18th birthday that way. i won't bother to keep in touch with you all these years. i was truly grateful and touched when you planned and organised a fantastic 20th birthday celebration for me. till today, it's still etched in my heart. and i really did wanted to be nice on your 20th. i tried my best, and it was clearly written on your face that night that you weren't exactly happy about our present or celebration. well, for that, it was indeed unlike any decent celebration. no, i did not forget how you helped me through my breakup with W - how you accompanied me while i waited at W's house, how you helped me deliver the present to M. and i meant it when i said we'll be friends forever. yes, we'll still be till we get over these 'internal inferno' between us.
let me tell you now. my attitude towards you changed because of the hurtful (or maybe unintentional) stuffs you and your mom said to my mom. try thinking harder about it. yay, it may be unintentional, but come to think of it, things like such should be kept between family or close friends. i trusted you, therefore i told you. little did i expect you'll use that and arrow my parents! alright, nevermind. there are just too many things (like what you chose to do) which i was really unhappy about, and still, i decided not to say it out. because i know, if i were to spell everything out from A to Z, then that's it.
i was once taught to ignore and farewell to 'friends' i dislike, like how he treated his friends, which made him ended up with zilch friends. but i was also taught to Yin2 Shui3 Shi1 Yuan2. so yay.
alright, i don't know what's the consequences after i click 'Publish', but yay, i've had my say. :)
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anyhows. it's the WEEKEND!! i've a pretty fine weekend all planned out. oh please tell me we ARE going to have cold rock ice cream tomorrow! :D sigh, days at work without my lovely neighbour is so boring! 'sibeh boliaoz' ah! come back soon, girl!! hahaha, muacks.
time to chill with a BOOK.
have a lovely weekend ya'll. =)
ps: i think, without all the factors, i would have fallen for you already... because, i'm still in love with my ex. sings*
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87
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