Sunday, December 31, 2006
Y Meme.
i can't sleep, and so i decided to do this meme.
dang, i so needa adjust my biological clock back to normal! zzz.
1. My ex is still...
someone that I still think of.
2. I am listening to...
The cardigans - Lovefool. damn old school i know, but this song rocks.
3. Maybe I should...
turn in soon.
4. I love...
my family! ♥
5. My best friend...
is somebody.
6. I don't understand...
myself and others.
7. I lost...
some chances.
8. People say...
Life is too short to drink bad wine.
9. The meaning of my screen name is...
to remind myself and everybody else not to live in the past and move on.
10. Love is..
undefinable.
11. Somewhere, someone is..
starring at the computer screen as bored as me.
12. I will always...
remember you. that sounds so cliche..
13. Forever seems...
so untrue.
14. I never ever want to...
fail my FYP.
15. My cell phone is..
sweet, and not bimbotic.
16. When I woke up this morning...
i realised i've slept half a day away. i woke up at 4pm!
17. I get annoyed...
when things dont go my way.
18. Parties are....
not always fun.
19. My pet is...
set free at the pond in the temple. haha!
20. Kisses are the best when...
its with the one you love.
21. Today I am..
gonna countdown to 2007 with my friends. :D
22. Tomorrow I will..
continue with my FYP report. :(
23. I really want...
Happiness.
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1)What is the best nickname that u ever had?
Catch Ant.
2)Do you think suicide is the best way?
no. i think that's dumb.
3)Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10?
i've no life! maybe 5?
4)Are you in love with someone at the moment?
no.
5)Are you missing someone at the moment?
maybe.
6)Would you die for the one you love?
maybe.. not. i will live FOR him. :)
7)Do you think love hurts?
yeah, it does alot. who don't agree?
8)Whats the best thing about love?
everything.
9)Whats the worst thing about love?
still, everything.
10)Will you wait for someone you love?
not anymore.
11)What song that best describes your love life at the moment?
mariah carey - dont forget about us.
12)Do you wanna get married?
YES!
13)Have you talked to the person you love in the last 24 hours?
nope.
14)Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
i keep them.
15)Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
sometimes here and there.
16)Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
yeah.
17)Are you sick of love?
kinda.
18)What do u want so badly right now?
money! because i so many things i wanna get!
19)Do you think money is everything?
no. love is.
20)What's the song that you last downloaded?
james blunt - tears and rain.
21)How much do you love music?
till the extent that i cant live without it?
22)Do you play an instrument?
lil bit of the recorder. lil bit of the guitar. lil bit of the clarinet. whole of banging! lol.
23)Have you writen your own song?
No.
24)What song is in your mind right now?
Elva's Bu yuan.
Happy NYE people! :)
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
Y Pick up the remains of 2006 and welcome 2007 with a fresh start.
happy 19th and 20th birthday to jian wen and lee hong respectively! :) :)had gave jian wen's birthday bbq a miss due to some reasons, but i hope he enjoyed himself nonetheless. and don't get sabo as badly as last year can already. lol.
***
29 more hours till the year 2006 finally draws to an end.
since another year is coming to an end yet again, of cause, i can't forget my new set of new year's resolutions for the upcoming year. :)
well, the year 2006 has been rather erm, 'uneventful' for me.
so monotonous and dull.
and before i begin with the new resolutions, i've dug out the old ones from the blogger archive (which i wrote on my last entry in 2005);
1. brand new recovered me in 2006.
check! i finally left conrad and had gotten over the lost love. somehow. it's been more than a year now, but yeah, i don't harbour anymore of those unwanted thoughts. farewell, mr w. quek. :)
2. study hard.
check! i had been consistent with my studies, and thus, passing grades all year long. not with flying colours tho. but i'm contented. :)
3. earn more money
tried but failed.
4. learn how to trust the correct people
i don't know if ive done this. but yeah, i can only trust myself. :)
5. still have my close friends around me.
check. :)
***
well, i suppose new year's resolutions are never meant to be kept but just for the sake of promising ourselves a fresh start for the upcoming year. :) so here goes my new list;
1. pass my FYP and graduate from NP with pride.
2. lead a healthy lifestyle, with weekly yoga and daily crunches to start with. and probably adjust my biological clock back to normal once i started work.
3. get a good job and earn big bucks.
4. get my class 3 licence. and hopefully my family will get to share a car once both my brother and i get a full-time job.
5. come up with constructive plans with regards to my future; starting with short-term planning such as deciding what kind of job do i wanna have and also, the ultimate question of 'what do i wanna be' (that simple yet difficult question)
6. not to be affected/swayed by others' judgments; not just as in how i come across to people but be more assured of my capabilities and potentials when handling person-person relationships.
7. not be dependent on anyone anymore.
...and the list just goes on and on.
the year 2006 almost literally flew past for myself. looking back, i can't even remember a single memorable event that made any impact to last me through the following years. i swear i remember none, except those negative ones which i don't wanna remember at all.
hopefully the next year would be a year full of lessons, productive thoughts and a year of world peace. :) :)
what's up for me at NYE this year? ohwells. -shrugs-
farewell 2006, and hello 2007. :)
Labels: Nostalgic
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Friday, December 29, 2006
Y 不远
突然那几秒
好像天使飞过
看著你微笑
那段时间都静止
远远的注视
彷佛爱情就该如此
为所爱的人
在我心裏留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不逺处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来
放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不逺处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我
那是我最大的幸福
对你的期待每段都有记载
每一个眼神我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞
不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了
当初迁就在这裏等待
Labels: Jukebox
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Y My Love
Ain't another woman that can take your spot my-
If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?)
Well, baby I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do")
[Chorus]
Yeah, becauseI can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
Ooooh, girl
My love
My love
Now, if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile with every word I wrote (what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team (tell me, would you?)
See, what's the point of waiting anymore?
Cause girl I've never been more sure (that baby, it's you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you've been waiting for (just say "I do")
[Chorus]
Yeah, becauseI can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
Ooooh, girl
My love
My love
[T.I. talking]
alrigh, itz time to get em J.T.
i dont know what she's hesitating for man...
[T.I.'s rap]
Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
Still has fan from Peru to Japan
Listen baby, I don't wanna ruin your plan
But if you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause the girls real wild throw their hands up high
When they wanna come kick it wit a stand up guy
You don't really wanna let a chance go by
Because you ain't been seen wit a man so fly
Friend so fly i can go fly
Private, cause I handle my B.I.
They call me candle guy, simply 'cause I am on fire
I hate to have to cancel my vacation so you can't deny
I'm patient, but I ain't gon try
You don't come, I ain't gon die
Hold up, what chu mean, you can't go why?
Me and you boyfriend we ain't no tie
You say you wanna kick it with an ace so high
Baby, you decide that I ain't your guy
Ain't gon lie ,I feel your space
But forget your face, I swear I wil
lSt. Baths, Anguilla anywhere I chil
lJust bring wit me a pair, I will
[Chorus]
Yeah, becauseI can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
Ooooh, girl
My love
P/S: totally dig this song! ♥
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Y Wake up, Joanne!!!
damn the last-minute attitude of mine.
i'm now left with 1 week to finish off my FYP report. it's due on the 8th January at 8am, and i've not done much. except the overview summary, which is about less than 2% of it done? o.o
looking at the table of contents (report format) li'e sent me, i've tons to do! and i know nuts about some of them! or rather, my memory is failing. i can't remember most of them! will i have the time to recall, study, and finish everything in time? i have serious doubts with my ability.
i deserve a earful right now, so who wanna give that to me?
i've been playing and slacking waaaaaaaaaaay too much already.
come on joanne! it's time for work. stop all your mahjong sessions, movie marathons or whatever shits and get your ass moving! stop thinking about chinks and make your last 2 months in NP a fruitful one! you'll have lots of chances to earn your moolahs in future! wake up and go finish up your report and get it over and done with!
sigh, think i'll just go with the job interview tomorrow and say to start work only after my dateline. sigh, i need the moolahs so badly. :(
please bless me with all the force, and pray hard that i'll be able to finish my report in time. and hopefully, do a splendid job to it, if not my FYP grade is goner.
i'm such a terrible slacker. :(
Labels: Whinings/iRant
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
Y Belated Xmas Gifts. :)
felt really great to see both li'e and lye hong after 2 weeks odd. went back to school in the morning just to meet up with the girls to catch up as well as to exchange our belated christmas gifts. it was a pity that i didn't get to see the rest of the girls tho. i think i don't wanna wait till i've passed all the presents to each and every of them before posting pictures of my gifts. i'll do it today. haha!
Labels: Daily Drivel, Family/Friends, school
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Y Blinging-fied. :)
slept in till pretty late today, as i wasn't feeling that well. hence, i had gave lee hong's advance birthday surprise a miss. i was glad froggie&co succeed in surprising her tho. haha, all of us had a hard time cracking our brain trying to think of ways to trick lee hong into appearing man. haha. anyhow, hope you like what we've prepared. happy birthday to you in advance. you're my greatest lover, my gan bei lover. muacks. :)
i've watched RAIN's concert VCD already. i'm beginning to like this artist. hahaha! he's really talented and dances well. and he's HOT! :) :) he has quite a number of songs in the VCD that i really liked. especially the slow songs. haha! so now i think i won't have a problem enjoying his next concert in SG next month already. :D
later on in the evening, my family's insurance advisor, mr lim, dropped by my place to discuss with my parents and i regarding my new policy. my current one is expiring soon, thus i gotta get a new one. it's the first time i'm facing this myself, because when i was younger, my parents settled all these for my brother and me. 2 years ago, my brother faced this and now it's me. haha! so from february onwards, i gotta pay for my monthly policy fees myself. i feel different about this, because i see myself growing up with new responsibilities.
in other words, i can't wait to start working full-time! =)
anyhow, i did this all by myself. tell me they're pretty please! =) please think of it as a sweet thing and not anything bimbotic wokay. thanks! hahaha!
:)
will be going back to school tomorrow morning. teehee! so i'd better turn in now. goodnights. :) :) :)
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Y full of RAIN.
i am so totally obsessed with Wu Zun! ♥♥♥
i've been slacking so much lately. zzz.
Labels: Daily Drivel, Shopping
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Monday, December 25, 2006
Y 不说出的温柔
你是否 忘记了 那时候的笑容 如果我 已不在你心中
舍不得 为什么 你说过的以后 留下我 能不能圆梦
那天空 云很多 看不见你的轮廓 只剩下 太多来不及说
你瘦了. 你好吗?没什么事,只是想知道, 你好不好?
这是我 最后一次打给你了. 希望你 好好照顾自己.]
不说出的温柔 让你离开我 我以为 你都会懂
等着你~我 才发现难过
很难说 有没有 想念过你的手 可能说 我不愿去出国
不记得 本来你 有没有擦口红 才真是 我已经错过
那天空 云很多 看不见你的轮廓 剩下 太多来不及说
想哭的冲动 该湿在失去以后 才等着你的手 拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候 早应该大声的说 那种人真的沉默 弄巧沉涿
不说出的温柔 让你离开我 我以为 你都会懂
想哭的冲动 该湿在失去以后 一起擦干了泪 为何还有点痛
该说的时候 早应该大声的说 爱你竟流下缺口 剩下沉默
不说出的温柔 让你离开我 只拥抱 泥淖的梦
别当心~我 我会好好过
Labels: Jukebox
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Y MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
omgomgomg. i merely forwarded a christmas message to him, and he replied "merry xmas to you too". i didn't expect that. i swear i didn't!
=D
Labels: Uncatagorized
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Y Quiet and lonesome christmas.
hello.
yes, you are right. i'm home on a christmas eve night.
it's such a quiet and lonesome christmas for me. ever since last year i was disappointed by some friends, i lost interest in planning a splendid eve celebration already. this year was yet another disappointment. baaa~
***
sorry neth. instead of hanging out with you guys, i turned down all invitation and spent this christmas eve with my family instead. hoho, even my brother doesn't have any plans. went shopping at Jurong Point with my parents in the afternoon. tsk, christmas eve is the best time to do shopping because it's sales everywhere. hahahaha. moreover, i don't have to pay a single cent today. my loots today were a new dress, a new top, and some make-up refills. i love that new dress my mom bought for me. =D
we shopped in JP till evening time before taking the train down to CWP to meet up with my brother for dinner and MORE shopping. as the shops closed pretty early tonight, we didn't get to buy much except a speaker/woofer for my brother's PC. went home aftermath.
and i got home just in time to watch Love Actually. that's like one of the best christmas shows around. my all-time favourite, and i'm never sick of it. so christmassy.. =D
***
riight, we've not enough legs for mahjong tomorrow. what a sad sad christmas man!
riiight... =(
Anyhows. Merry Christmas to all you people out there! i hope your christmas are not like mine - pathetic.
Labels: Family/Friends, Shopping
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
Y I packed my room again.
i've been cleaning up my room alot ya? well, i just hate the sight of things i don't use/wear anymore, so by chucking them away, it'll make space for new things, no? teehee.
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Friday, December 22, 2006
Y 冬至节快乐!
冬至节快乐!
cancelled my work booking this evening, and went out with my family to AMK Central.
we had a sumptuous dinner together. i didn't regret cancelling my booking afterall. =)
something hilarious happened over dinner, which i actually laughed till tears are coming out from my eyes. hahaha! i actually had a flying fish bone which hit my brother, and made him exclaimed out loud. his reaction was total classic! xD
anyhow. i've finished watching Shen Qing Mi Ma. teehee.
the ending's so sad. T.T
this isn't the best show, but still worth to watch. =D
hmmm. i think this christmas will be a really quiet one for me. =(
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Y 专属天使
我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏 好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安 的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会像你 一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离 我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo~
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
Oh 绝望的以为
生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望 Woo Wu Woo Ho~ Wu~ Ho
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Y Pre-Christmas Shopping.
hohoho! kengey and i hit the town for some pre-christmas shopping today.
went to ease our Subway craving before we began shopping. kengey had plan to buy me Fei Lun Hai's giant poster as a christmas present, but we couldn't find any at FEP. then we went on to shop at Wisma and Taka, before taking a bus down to PS to wait for ah dong who came down to join us after work. before that, we even bought the guys some really adorable presents. hahahaha! i won't post any pictures of that yet tho. teeheehee. xD
accompanied ah dong to buy his stuffs before we had our dinner at Pastamania. o yea o yea! we finally found one Fei Lun Hai poster at Comics Connection!!! teeheehee. i feel like laminating it. nevertheless, here's where i placed my dearest poster.

muacks keng* tsktsktsk! :x
lately, i feel so lazy to blog much. =\
so, tata! xD
P/S: Happy Birthday, Sweet sweet Mery! =)
Labels: Family/Friends, Shopping
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Y Oh, Rain..
today's Yoga session consists alot of stretching exercises. i felt so rejuvenated after that (excluding those overstretching tho).
i'm beginning to love the sessions already, as it helped me to be in touch with my spiritual self.
Ohm....
***
6days to christmas
.. so are you ready to party?
12days to 2007
.. so have you think of your new year resolutions?
and 28 days to 20.
.. so am i ready to welcome a brand new year?
***
the rain is as close as you can get to snow, so try to love it and dont hate it. =)
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Y Nothing to be afraid of
did i just saw you today?
...i think i did.
anyhows. today (monday) was my first day working at Ritz Carlton, together with yun. i felt so noob being in that place, but i'm really glad to have yun bringing me around guiding me. she even introduced some of her friends there, and they sure are a bunch of friendly people. =)
over at Ritz, the working procedure is basically rather similar to Conrad. today's function was an Indian wedding buffet reception. i've been working in this line for quite some time already, and today was the first time i see an Indian wedding! it's pretty interesting with all those trees-dancing songs played most of the time, and at the end of the reception, the guests hit the dancefloor and boogie to the trees-dancing music. lol!
ohwells. the people there were rather friendly and approachable. i managed to make a couple of friends on my first day already. teehee. as for eyecandies, there wasn't many around over at Ritz, except one. the part-time captain who took all the new staffs on orientation. teeheeheehee. overall, i think my new collegues are friendly. i even met junda while waiting for the transport.
knocked off at 12mn, and my new friend, wartini, guided me the punching out and collection of pay procedures. she had to lead me because yun had stayed behind to do overtime. hmm. since long ago, Ritz transport system was a shared one with Conrad, so i'm still pretty alright with the procedures. just that there's some changes to the routes, which i didn't notice until much later. usually those who stays in Yishun will take route 2, which i wrote my name under that list. who knows it's actually route 6 now! dammit, so i missed that 12.30am transport and had to wait for the 1.30am one. sat around with my new friends at the smoking bay while waiting.
and as expected, after picking up Ritz's staffs, the transport will pick up the Conrad's staffs over at the loading bay. lots of mixed emotions gushed through me when the van entered Conrad's loading bay. awww, how i missed that place. and i did saw a few familiar faces, but 80% of them are new faces which i've never seen before. phoebe saw me, and we talked a little before my van moves off. sms-ed with her a little, and that made me miss her so much. =\
sigh. i got home at only 2.30am. bathe and i just finished watching an episode of Shen Qing Mi Ma. that show rocks big time. =D
off to hit the sack. goodnights!
Labels: Work
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Monday, December 18, 2006
Y ...and as i pen this down.
time changes our faces;
but it'll never alter the image of yur face in my heart.
Labels: Uncatagorized
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
Y 小乌龟
la la la la la
la la la la la
这首歌要给一个人
歌声代替语言
深情只增不减
那一刻吻她的脸
地转天旋
爱的感觉
比樱桃更甜
双眼放送闪电
能超越极限
让人忘了季节
爱成了经典
为他付出所有爱怨
要你永远是我的小乌龟
我爱你
每一天
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totally Y this song from Smile Pasta OST. damn sweet. ahh! i really like this show. the plot and everything. haha! this show really makes me feel happy. =)
Shen Qing Mi Ma is the next show on my list. watched a couple of episodes already, and i think it's not bad. Zaizai is still one of the best actors around. =)
those pictures are nothing...
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
Y -$13.
heh. mahjong and/or KTV has seem to be our weekly routine.
today, i had yet another mahjong session with the same few people over at kengey's again. hahaha! had lunch at 888 plaza with neth and ah dong before heading over to kengey's at 2pm. played 2 rounds till 7ish, when jie hao dropped by with our dinner.
ah dong left after dinner, whereas we continued to play one round. wei li and his friend took over ah dong and neth. i played till north wind, then kimmy took over. haha! too many players today. i left at 11pm to take the train home.
total damage today: $13 (loss)
ohwells. it's okay, 'cause i really had a good laugh with these people. =)
riight, shan't say much as i'm gonna finish off my last 4 episodes of Smile Pasta. didn't manage to finish watching last night, despite i watched till 5am again. hahahaha! will finish today. it's damn nice! teehee. :D
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Friday, December 15, 2006
Y 忘了爱

yeap, started watching Smile Pasta last night. i don't know why but this show seems to have the ability to make me feel happy. haha! it's damn entertaining lah. tho there's not much eyecandies in the show, but it's still a good show. kudos! zhang dong liang is rather charming at certain angles tho. lol.

im halfway through the show already, and i believe i can complete the whole series by tonight. haha!
i actually watched this till 5am last night, and had slept in till 4pm this afternoon. xD and last night danny and his biker friends sure had a hard time looking for my block. they came over just to get a CD from me at as late as 1am! ohwells. -_-
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分手都已过了那么久 现在也有自已的生活
你身边有个人牵著你的手 我们就像是朋友
偶尔联络 心情不好你会来跟我说我安慰你不难过
等你恢复笑容 总是笑著道谢转身走变成朋友
的你和我并不轻松
I Could See I Love You
It Hurts Me Deep In My Heart
你还在我心上 某一个地方 看著你为了他
失魂落魄不说一句话 爱的重量 不在我身上
I Could See I Love You It Hurts Me Deep In My Heart
我不能像你这样 说分了就忘我这样是坚强
还是忘了爱的勉强 过去不想 全部隐藏
就试著遗忘 说 对我诉说你跟他满脸笑容
我微笑的聆听接受 过去的你和我
是否也爱的那么冲动 痛哭好久开心也有 让人感动
I Could See I Love You It Hurts Me Deep In My Heart
你还在我心上 某一个地方看著你为了他失魂落魄不说一句话
但是我的心现在却比你还伤
I Could See I Love You It Hurts Me Deep In My Heart
我不能像你这样 说分了就忘 我这样是坚强
还是忘了爱的勉强 让你看透我的心现在我不想
是该说放就放 就试著遗忘 痛苦我会遗忘
只想看你开心的模样 新的恋情让它成长 而过去就放在心上
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i think this is really cool.
cupcakes make wonders. and the baker's staying in Woodlands only.
can consider ordering it in future. =)
hmm, yummy! :D
Check out the site here.
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P/S: Happy 2nd Anniversary, froggie and Zhiyong. Really happy for them. =)
Labels: Jukebox, Reviews/Recommendations
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
Y Farewell to Programming.
Smoochies to FYP. :D
i'm done with all the programming and has submitted my final product.
although everything is very simple, but i'll work harder for my report and VIVA presentation in order to gain few more points.
and from next week onwards, we don't have to go back school daily to sign in/out anymore!
we'll all be working on our report at HOME!
shall begin with mine next week or so, and the dateline's 8th January.
Yay!
Labels: school
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Y Santa Baby..
Joke of the Day: i was walking outside the coffeeshop at Clementi Central with li'e and lee hong. li'e was ahead of us, whereby lee hong and i were at the back fooling around. then lee hong accidentally stepped on the back of my slippers and at the same time, i stepped forward. the next thing i know, the front straps snapped.
Ok now, laugh!
ohwells. i had to drag my feet to the nearest departmental store, and lee hong bought me a pair of slippers to replace the broken one. my slipper is less than a month old, and now, RIP. but hey lover, don't feel bad about it alright. i've already swapped slippers with my mom already. :D
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yup, the 3 of us had our lunch at Clementi Central, as i needa meet Zach at 1pm at the mrt station to pass him a CD. shopped around the big bookshop before li'e and i went back to school. froggie and yun came to the eGarage to join us. we made up a new equation today: Yun + Froggie + Joanne = Market. Haha, that's an inside joke. =P
i touched up a little on my project. will me finalising everything by tomorrow before showing it to my supervisor. will be submitting it on Friday, tho' i hope to upload my work to the server tomorrow, so that i don't have to go to school on friday. teehee. finally, my project is coming to an end. it's the report writing and VIVA presentation next. awww..
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christmas is just round the corner and i'm feeling all... christmassy! =DD
today i received a 2nd christmas present, and i seriously think that lipstick mark is rather annoying. =P good thing is, the eeyore and terter are darn adorable things. hahahaa.
anyhows, i've my girlfriends' presents planned. COMING SOON AIIGHT!!! :D
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as requested, here's my CHRISTMAS/BIRTHDAY wish list.
MUAHAAHAAHAAHAAHAAHAAHAAHAA!!!
i need NEW (and MORE) bags, NEW shoes, NEW (and MORE) tops, NEW dresses, NEW wallet, NEW watch, NEW mp3 player.
basically everything! hahaha.
here are some very likely examples for you people to take references. lol!




riight, i am just kidding about all that.
HAHAHA. i think i'm a lil high today.
Labels: Daily Drivel, school
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Y Debut Yoga Lesson
just got back from my debut yoga lesson with kengey and our mothers. clad in our comfortable outfits, we gathered inside the dance studio where the lesson was held. since this is the first lesson, we were taught some basics stretching and breathing exercises. haha! i think i am not flexible enough. needa train up already. and finally, we finished off with the corpse posture whereby i almost dozed off. overall i think yoga is really good and useful. =)
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i had always wanted to decorate my wardrobe doors with pictures, so i started it off last night. hahaha! screammmmm.
some people pissed me off in LSX. as he just won't shut his gap up.
i don't have the need to see your face already know you sucks. big ass time.
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anybody's up for a chalet gathering next year around Feb or March?
kengey, neth and i are planning so. i wanna have a small chill out chalet with my friends before i step into the cruel society!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
speakin' of which, i am so gonna graduate in about 2 months' time and i'm so excited. i have lots of plans to carry out. wheee.
Labels: Daily Drivel, random
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Monday, December 11, 2006
Y Sleepy.
i think froggie is really sweet to write us all lil Xmas notes. teehee. :D
i am darn sleepy. ZZZ.
Labels: Uncatagorized
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
Y Happy Family Day.
heh. today is daddy's birthday. a happy family day for us, and a sick one for me too. =\
slept for merely 5hours and woke up at 9am. started prepping before my family and i took 851 to Chinatown for our Dim Sum branch at Red Star Restaurant somewhere opposite Subodinate Court. it wasn't a buffet, but we had our fill too. the food was alright, not as good as the buffet one at the previous place we went to. it's pretty costly too. haha!
i started feeling really queasy after leaving the resataurant. initially, i thought i had a stomach upset and needed the loo. then my tummy doesn't ache after awhile. instead, i started feeling giddy and my chest felt suffocated. i felt something is coming out from my mouth. i told my brother i wanna vomit. he thought i had tummyache, and kept urging me to go to the ladies. then i stood in front of the green dustbin waiting for that sensation. when it came, i lift up the dustbin lid, and puked everything out. damn, i felt so disgusted by the substance. my brother was watching the whole thing, and he said i looked like merlion.
felt so much better after that, though i wasted my Dim Sum. went ahead to go shopping with my family. woots! my dad sure spent a bomb on his birthday. we bought so many stuffs. a pair of Levis Jeans each for my brother and my mom. a top for my dad. 2 tops, 1 dress and 1 pants for me. :D
after shopping, we went for a foot massage. i took the 45 minutes one. and it sure feels good, tho it feels kinda ticklish. haha! a shoulder massage was included as well, and i can hear a loud cracking sound when my neck was twisted. haha! but the aftermath was undescribably shiok! :D instead of staying at the parlour waiting for my parents and brother, i went to shop around for accessories charms. teeheehee.
we head back home at 5ish after that.
off to watch the Stars Awards now. Joe Zheng! Elvin Ng! hotness. :D
Labels: Family/Friends
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
Y Zeee's 19th Birthday + Xiaohui's Engagement.
Happy 19th birthday, ZeeeeeeeeeEEeeEeeeEEee!!! :D
i really hope you did enjoyed what guthrie and kengey had planned for you.
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o812o6 - Friday Night
last night, i had so much fun with some of my former school mates over at DXO. naw, our main purpose was not to club, but to surprise our birthday girl. the surprise plan was initiated by zeee's boyfriend, guthrie, and was further carried out by kengey. what a doting boyfriend guthrie was! RIGHT RIGHT? i bet zeee knows it better than anyone else. anyhows, the surprise was a huge success! :D
kengey got quite a number of us gathered yesternight. there were kimmy, hsin yi, li chung, jie hao, ben, neth, kengey herself and me. all of us met at 10ishpm outside DXO, before heading into the club to meet guthrie, whom actually lied to zeee about bringing his bunkmates (instead) up to the 2nd floor (the loft) where zeee and guthrie were.
i don't know why i'm smiling so widely here. haha!
kengey was leading the group, and we went behind zeee before kengey exclaimed her name out loud. the place was dark so i couldn't see zeee's shocked face, but i was told she was really stunned. and touched right?! lol. after settling down, the girls except zeee went downstairs to the bar beside the dancefloor to get our drinks.
at 12mn, we began wishing zeee, singing the birthday song and cut the birthday cake. zeee began opening the presents one by one, and below's what kengey and i made for zeee. everything's DIY. haha, i personally think the necklace suits zeee perfectly. =)
this is what we did for zeee. pretty right? and it's SO zelia. haha!
notice the picture there? it's suppose to be a "xmas tree" held using an ice cream stick, but we thought it looked like a pile of shit instead. and look at the colour combi of the card we made. so NOT zelia. hahaha!
Happy Birthday, Zeee!
we began chilling and drinking. DXO is a good place to chill, but a bad place to club. jie hao and ben opened a bottle of Chivas (SGD$150!) and began mixing drinks. i drank quite a number of glasses, and i liked it to be mixed with green tea. initially, i was doing well until i had a glass which jie hao mixed for me. almost half a glass of chivas and the rest green tea. i got tipsy after that glass. i lost count of the number of glasses of Chivas (+green tea) i drank, but other than that, i drank 1 glass of Vodka Ribena and 1 Baileys. i got really tipsy aftermath, and couldn't walk staight at all. my head was spinning. BUT THEN, i swear i was damn sober, because i remembered answering yun's and my brother's call in the middle of the night! ahh, see! lol.
anyway, kimmy and i hit the dancefloor with neth and jie hao at 1ish. jie hao didn't even danced and left the dance floor, whereas neth kept the 2 of us company. hahaha! he damn funny lah! didn't really danced yet stayed to take care of us. but what's really funny was that he was pushing us one by one using 1 finger to see if we can stand straight. lol! anyhows, the music spinning last night were RnB, but their DJ sucks. kept changing the good songs after playing it for a short while. and yet they played those booboo songs for a longer duration. and, dancefloor is small too. so as i've mentioned, DXO is a good place to chill but a bad place to club.
after awhile, zeee, hsin yi, ben and li chung came and join us. whoa, li chung sure can dance really well. HEY LILY, THAT IS SO UNBELIEVABLE! hahaha. because of some reasons, kimmy and i decided to take a rest and went to the ladies together. sat with kengey and guthrie back at our table. the rest joined us aftermath. and we took some pictures. haha.
da ladies of da night.
me, zeee and kimmy.
the guys and the bday gal.
the crazy couple stunt. :x if not for kimmy, i wouldn't have realise guthrie actually kinda look like Shinchan. LOL! no offence. =x
my dance partner for the night - kimmy! :D
snap 2. ^^
Kengey and i.
loveloves*
i was already feeling High while taking this picture with kimmy and neth. lol!
i drank somemore aftermath. i think Chivas is addictive. haha! jie hao, neth and i were like challenging each other to drink. jie hao dared me to drink one glass which he poured alot Chivas in, and eew, that tasted really thick! within seconds, jie hao and i were walking sideways. hahaha! it's actually easy to tell whether i'm getting high or not. when i'm tipsy, i tend to blabber alot. i talk alot of rubbish. right guys? lol. but once again, i was sober! lololol.
and then, we left the club at 2ish close to 3am. zeee and guthrie left home, whereas the rest of us had supper at MakanSutra beside DXO. hey li'e and yun, the dim sum is GONE!!! =( riiight, since there wasn't anymore dim sum, so we ordered some dishes and ate. i felt a lil less tipsy after eating. then we began reminising our secondary school times over supper, and the feeling is really good! loveloves* :D
took the NR1 back home after that. the journey back home was uber long, and i got home only at 4ish close to 5am. showered and waited till 6am then i finally turned in. heh. i spent a total of 3bucks only for the NR for the entire night. :D
and whoa, the time i laid on my bed was the time my dad woke up for work. hahaha!
loads of things were on my mind after the drinks, so i shan't say anything before i got slapped. haha! it was just a moment. =)
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o912o6 - Saturday
slept for merely 6 hours. my head was hurting damn bad initially, but felt better soon after. slight hangover with abit red rashes near my neck and thighs area. =(
started prepping to meet kengey to head downtown to shop for xiao hui's engagement present. yes, i know we were damn last minute! but it's better you guys don't know the reason why i chose to buy today because it's really dumb. hahahaha! ah dong came and join us before he went to meet his project mates. we were walking here and there trying to find the perfect present. and we settled for this.
Scented Essence for Homes.
kengey and i left town at 4pm, when the engagement ceremony actually began at 4pm! we were held up wokay. i texted xiao hui informing him that we'll be late, and we got there at 4.45pm. thus, we missed the solemnisation ceremony.
for the whole 2 hours over at xiao hui's place, kengey and i were feeling so damn awkward. i was totally lost. my first love invited his first love to his engagement! sighs* we are just mutual friends right till today, but still the deers inside my tummy were going haywire already. HAHAHA! it's always like this when i'm facing xiao hui. for kengey, it was due to some other reasons. hahahahaha! his place was packed with his family and friends, and the few faces that i knew were qiu ling, zhu feng, hua mei, wei guang, roy, perng ceat, johnson and yong hao. haha!
we ate some food, and qiu ling was entertaining us most of the time. i think xiao hui is still so good looking lah! lol. and it was our second time meeting his fiancée. she looks really gentle to me, if that's the right way to describe it. but honestly speaking, i think they make a perfect couple. =)
managed to talk to xiao hui a little. YES, i got tongue tied! according to xiao hui, if everything goes well, he'll be holding his wedding dinner at March next year. WHOA, that's really fast! omgomgomgomg. i'm still over the shock can? =(
wells, let's just take a look at the pictures.
HAHA! and seems like we looked into the wrong camera. =p
with qiu ling. the girl whom i always stick to in the past during NPCC practices. =)
Kengey and Qiuling.
with the couple. =\
when we finally had the chance to tell xiao hui we're leaving, it was already 6ishpm. the parting moment was once again, really awkward. HAHAHA! before that, roy&co went downstairs to fetch kok wei. the last thing that kengey and i wanted was to bump into them. sadly, they were right outside when our lift door opens at level 1. kok wei still looks that beng-ish. ahhh, felt damn funny seeing him again. riiight. -_-
kengey and i took the bus to CWP for awhile, before taking a bus back to her place. because... we had a mahjong session planned!! i think we must be insane. we stayed up so late last night, and still had the energy to play mahjong! lol. had a small gossip session in kengey's room before the session. haha, there seems to be endless stories to share.
o yea. there were neth, kimmy, ah dong, kengey and myself. kimmy did not play tho. we played 1 round till 10ish, and i won $9 today!!!! teeheehee. took the train home with ahdong aftermath. i am so so so tired right now. tomorrow's another long day, because it's my daddy's 50th birthday and we're going out! =DDD
riight, i hope yun's having fun at MOS milkshake right now. if not of some reasons, i might be with her at MOS right now already. haha!
Happy Birthday, Papa dearest!
and nights people! =)
P/S: if you haven't noticed, i actually wore yellow tops on both days. but they're 2 different tops okay. i realised i've alot yellow tops in my wardrobe. and i badly think i need some different colours!!!! like... green? red? blue? lol.
Labels: Birthday, Family/Friends, Nostalgic, Partying, PhotoBlog
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Friday, December 08, 2006
Y taken advantage of.
i really wish not to believe in giving anymore.
i'm sensing people are taking advantage of my kindness.
damn, so gei gao with me for what?!
Labels: Uncatagorized, Whinings/iRant
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87

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