Friday, December 30, 2005
Y goodbye 2005, hello 2006.
welll, this is probably gonna be the last time in 2oo5 i'm updating my blog. tonight i'll be working till late, and tomorrow i'll be working at 11am, so will turn in immediately i got home tonight. and tomorrow after work probably meeting my girls for a get together, so yay, i'm gonna do my last entry of the year now. haha! (:
2005 reeled past so fast. it's like a blink of the eye. i've tasted the goods and the bads of my life this year. i met someone i love, and had a beautiful and unforgettable relationship. i had thought he's gonna be the man and had dreamt of our future. but it turns out to be he's just another man who hurts me deeply and breaks my heart thoroughly. ohwells. i'm still nursing my wound, and hopefully by 2006, i'll be fully recovered.
on a lighter note, i have wonderful friends who stick by my side throughout all my ups and downs. i love you guys so much. you people rocks my world. apart from all the old friends, i've made new great friends as well. they are mostly from my work place. these people made my working hours more enjoyable and passable. and hopefully, conrad will remain this way and thus, we'll stay on to work till we graduate. (:
lastly, my new year resolutions? simple. (:
brand new recovered me in 2006.
study hard.
earn more money.
learn how to trust the correct people.
still have my close friends around with me.
and yay. this marks this end. probably i'll be having a brand new layout for my blog for this new year. i'm almost done designing it, and will most likely be up on the 1st.
goodbye 2005, hello 2006!!
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Y happy birthday jian wen and lee hong!
he highlighted his hair. so jay chou. he pierced his left ear loop. so beng. he's so different. a 2oo6 change in him perhaps? sighs*
30th december 2oo5. happy 18th birthday, mother bear jian wen. happy 19th birthday, my one and only scallop [gan bei] lover, lee hong. fyi, i'm her scallop. haha! anyhows, i just got back home from jian wen's birthday chalet-cum-bbq not too long ago. it was pretty relaxing afterall. (:
got up at 12ish in the afternoon and made myself lunch to eat, while waiting for twinny to take 852 from her place to my place. well, she's using bus concession so she'd rather take few buses to pasir ris than taking the train. lol. she called me when she's about to reach, and i went to meet her at the bus stop, before we took 969 to tampines together. li'e waited for us there, and amirah joined us there shortly too. heh, another short yet sweet reunion. smiles* accompanied amirah and twinny to have their lunch in yoshinoya while li'e and i drank tea only. haha! after which, we began shopping for jian wen's very-last-minute birthday gift. oh, zhe bin was supposed to be meeting us to shop for the present together, but that damn BANANA was still unreachable at that time, which was already 5ish! he was still sleeping okay. si banana. haha! nevermind, we shopped without him.
bought jian wen a billabong cap and got everybody [li'e, twinny, zhe bin, martin, neeky, han de, weiliang and myself] to chip in. teehee, we're all in pretty tight budget. haha! :x shopped around aimlessly till about 6pm then we took bus 3 to downtown east and amirah head back home. ohoh! while waiting for amirah and li'e to be done using the loo, guess what twinny and i did in the baby's changing room? LOL! it's something li'e and i did before way back ago.

twinny posing with the adorable baby. take one.

take two. :x

my turn! take one.

take two. lol.

finale shot. (:
we reached the chalet room at about 6ish. earlier on when i called neeky asking for the chalet unit number, he told us it's Blk B1202 so we went to that unit and began banging on the door. we were really banging alright! nobody opened up tho. then i called everyone, but none picked up the phone except martin. he told us he's on his way from where they were to open up the door for us to put our stuffs. while waiting, we sat at the door step of the room like some pathetic souls. haha!

here's a pose! o.Ov

and this is totally candid.
when martin was here, he told us we were at the wrong room! it turned out that our room is 1220! haha, damn neeky. luckily there wasn't anybody inside room 1202 can, if not we'll be so damn malu! hahaha. alright, left our stuffs in the room before going over to the pool place to look for the rest. there were jian wen, neeky, and their friends there. we stayed there a short while, before we girls, neeky and another guy decided to go rent bikes/blades at pasir ris park. but wells, when we got there, the person told us that we're not allowed to rent the hourly ones, but to rent overnight which was pretty costly. moreover, we're not staying overnight. in the end, we dropped the idea of cycling/blading.
the guys left to play pool, whereas we went to the beach to chill. sat on the rock and the salty sea breeze blew on our faces. it's getting cold. i've got this contracdicting feeling at that moment. i love the relaxing moment there, yet i hate to feel emotional when the breeze was against my face. sighs* i miss you.

nice view.

beautiful.

one of the many attempts to take a perfect shot of us. lol.
we left the beach at 7ish. wanted to go over to join the guys for a few games of pool, but by the time we went there, they already left and was back at the room. so we went back too. slacked in front of the TV, while waiting for jason to start up the pit fire. jason and wei liang were there too. we were watching all sort of tv shows, then went outside to the pit to wait to be served. jian wen's forever willing to bbq food for everyone. (: we ate quite alot of the bbq food stuffs, and watched tv too. twinny, li'e and i even went to the playground to play for a while. haha!
at about 10ish, zhe bin came (like finally?!?!). then jian wen's girlfriend took the birthday cake out and we began singing him a birthday song. after that, twinny and i took the candle butt to play game with him. we merely planned a very simple sabotage for him, yet it was worsen by the guys. while jian wen was trying to pick out the candle butt using his mouth, a guy pushed his head to the cake. zhe bin did too. i did too. LOL! his entire face was covered with cake cream. i must say he's really sporting lah. but i think his girlfriend was a lil upset as the cake was paid by her, yet we played until like that and nobody can eat it. :/

birthday boy.

together with the girlfriend.

sneak attack!

tskkk. :x
after that, twinny, li'e and i left. zhe bin was urging us to stay overnight then go home together in the morning. i was tempted, but really cannot. as we're working tomorrow evening and we need to rest. then we did not bring any extra clothings. and also, i heard from neeky and wei liang that they gonna pluck jian wen's pubic hair when the clock strucks 12, on jian wen's actual birthday. lol. riight..
took 3 back to tampines interchange, and li'e went home. twinny took 969 home with me, then she took the last train home from khatib, at least cheaper than taking from tampines. lol. yay, that's how my day was spent. working for the next few days. happy 2006 in advance. (:
toodles~
Labels: Family/Friends
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Y yuan lai wo hai love you so much..
remember i mentioned before that i'll binge whenever i'm depressed and bored? i seriously think i'm pigging out alot lately. i just got back home from work and had eaten a plate of pasta i made myself and 2 char siew pau, despite that i've just eaten a plate of malay fried rice in conrad after work earlier on. ohmy, what's wrong with me? sighs*
i'm so physically (and mentally) drained recently. devoid of sleep. turned in late last night again, due to all the late night chatting. haha. woke up at 9ish today, and got ready to hit downtown for the private isetan sales. riight, it's so typical singaporean to go for "such" big sales. i hate squeezing in the sardine-packed crowds can! BUT.. for the sake of my reserved pants, i woke up early and went to pay and collect my pants. lol, duh. ohoh! my day was pretty much brightened up by a sms today. haha, it's a very belated xmas greeting from jae! haha. =D but still, how i wish he could be like him.. sigh. ):
waited for li'e at orchard mrt station at 11ish, before we walked over to lido isetan to meet lu hua who was already there waiting. we made use of the one and only coupon (must have that then can enter isetan for the PRIVATE sales) lu hua's friend provided him to enter isetan one by one. lol, how? go figure. :x the whole damn place is so crowded lah. as though everything's free. argh, so singaporean. err, i know it's contracdicting of me to say that since i'm a singaporean myself. haha. li'e and i went to the female levis section to collect my pants, whereas lu hua went to shop around at the male section. li'e tried a few pairs too, and i re-try mine. even the fitting room gotta queue. pathetic! after about more than half hour late, we were done and i decided to get the pair i chose yesterday. (:

close up view.

front view.

back view.
heh. tell me the colour's nice, because i was comtemplating whether to get the darker tone one. in the end i took this because my 599 pair was already a dark one. so yay. nice hoh? :x
alright. we shopped around for quite long, as lu hua needs our opinion on some items he chose. that fella is damn rich. looks like he has already spent close to 1000bucks in isetan. he bought all the branded items alright. haha! anyways, we were waiting for lu hua's friend to come along as there's a possiblity that there might be another 3% discount entitled to him only. in the end, there wasn't any 3% more. the cashier queue was damn long, and we were famished. moreover, it's already close to 1pm already, and i've gotta go home to take my stuffs before i head off for work. so in the end, we left our reserved items somewhere, then we went to have our lunch before li'e and i went back to my place. lu hua continued to wait for his friend, then helped himself and me to pay for the items. in other words, my levis pants is with him now, and he'll give it to me on this saturday when we see each other at work. i'm now $97 poorer, but still, YAY! o.Ov
li'e rested while i bathe and got changed for work. took 857 to work together after that. we felt pretty sleepy, and kept yawning non-stop, plus it's darn contagious. haha, waited for nnp before entering conrad together. changed and went to have a drink in the canteen before reporting for work. today, i felt someone's really like a super glue, kept sticking to me. so gluey till yujie misunderstood us. argh, nevermind. i can't blame him still.
had our briefing outside grand salon by berry and sam today. then sam assigned us to our tables. i was at the west room with tini at first, but was swapped over and over again later. went to be the usher at the lift landing again today. zhi ling and zul were arranging the sofas near that area, then when zul wasn't around, zhi ling suddenly stood beside me, smiled cheekily and asked me a question. okay, nevermind about what is it. i was stunned still. anyways, i was so darn bored. yawns. at about 8pm, went back to the ballroom and door opens. i felt that zhi ling has been making things really obvious today. his side station was super far, at north room, whereas mine's at west room. but he was helping me alot at the beginning lah. even tini felt weird. alright, fine. :/
yay. because one of nancy+lujia's tables (which was at east room) wasn't opened, so nancy went to partner someone else then lu jia came and join tini and i to serve 3tables. after awhile, dalland swapped again. lu jia and i partner to serve 2tables, whereas tini did 1-to-1. okay, partner with lu jia really rocks. moreover, both our tables today requested for family service (self-service), so we don't have to portion for them. what we did were basically clearing and checkin of drinks only. super slack! just that, both our tables were full of drunk asses. all crazy middle-aged men! and i meant ALL ! i can't stand them alright. they kept asking for wines and beer, then this mad man kept shouting out my name. come on lah, this is a 5star hotel ballroom, not your house not some coffeeshop. he even tried to take my nametag to see, but thank goodness berry came to my rescue and asked him nicely, "what can i do for you, sir?". phew. idiot.
alright, dinner ended early today. berry instructed the turnover. lu jia was asked to do something else, so i've to clear everything myself. again, zhi ling came to help me automatically, leaving his partner changing the table cloths herself. he came to help me carry in oval trays only lah. after i'm done, berry asked me to clear away all the rubbish inside the ballroom, then tidy up pantry, then change signage then put-hangers-into-trashbags. haha, all easy jobs. :x at 12mn, everyone was signed out. went to change and eat supper in the canteen, before taking the 12.30am transport home. guess who i saw in my transport?! jian qing! err, my secondary school junior. today i took the front seat, and when i board the van, he called out to me from the back. so damn qiao alright. i think he's working in ritz carlton lah. haha! (:
and tomorrow's my off day. gonna head over to jian wen's birthday BBQ at downtown east at evening time. gotta go roller blade before that. HOORAY. my leg itches at the thought of it. haha! oh, this reminds me of how kuku zhe bin was earlier on. he invited zhi ling to join us go roller blade tomorrow. ~!#$% but luckily zhi ling didn't say anything about wanting to go still. haha! phew.
riight, i love my blog song. reflects my feelings. sigh. alright, gotta hit the sack. goodnights!
yuan lai wo hai love you so much.. ):
Labels: Work
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Y whatever.
hmm. actually alex toh's old songs are very nice and soothing. (:
anyhows. my off day was spent in a rather fruitful manner lah. spent my day at home with li'e to work on our PM assignment. li'e came at 11ish and we began working on our assignment. initially, we knew nuts about how to begin with our TOR document, so i called twinny to check with her. after we've got a rough idea as of what to do, we began on it and did managed to come up with quite a number of things done.
halfway through, we got hungry so i made us some hotdog pasta to eat. after that, the contagious yawning began. just like pigs, after one is full, they'll feel sleepy! hahaha, kidding. we did continued to work on our assignment. then twinny called, and we turned on speaker mode to talk together. lee hong was at her place, so the 4 of us were talking aloud together. somehow, leehong and i got nuttish and began talking in the ah neh accent. SO FUNNY ALRIGHT! we were laughing like mad donkeys. haha.
at about 5ish, we decided to hit town for dinner, since our TOR is 3/4 completed. i got changed, then we took the train to town. went to wisma atria as li'e wanna collect her repaired phone. after which, we went to fep to check out hair cut prices. and then, lu hua and 2 of his classmates came to meet us for dinner at Han's. after we had our fills, we crossed over to Isetans to shop for levi's jeans. haha. lu hua was telling us about isetan 30% sales for isetan members thingy mah. then knowing i wanna get new pair of levis' jeans, he urge me to buy it.
lu hua and his friends went to the male section, whereas li'e and i went to the female section. there were lots of people there lah. we hunt for my sizes and all, then queued to try it out. i'm so sad okay! i thought i could fit into size 24 length 30, but no! i tried size 25 length 30, still cannot! in the end, i can only fit into size 26 length 30. okay, it's because the cutting is small alright. yay, i chose 577 bootcut - "eve". original price is $135.50. after discount should be around $97. the sales is offically tomorrow before 12pm, thus i reserved that pants under lu hua's name and will go down for payment and collection tomorrow morning. hooray! (:
riight, we went to look for lu hua and his friends after that. lu hua tried on the pieces that he has reserved for us to see. that guy's freaking rich! he's gonna buy 3 pairs!!!! crazy. hahaha. when we were done with the levis' shopping, we went outta the mall and had wanted to go home. lu hua's friends left, and the 3 of us went to coffee beans to chill. from 10pm, we sat there and chit-chatted till 11ish when it's closing time, then we left for home. (:
riight, i'm really unhappy about something. shall have everything resolved tonight. will ya?
toodles~
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Monday, December 26, 2005
Y i hate it when i feel i'm being lied to..
finally! there's some problems with my wireless settings earlier on, resulted in me unable to be connected to the net. and now, i guess it's fixed? i hope so. while waiting for things to be fixed, twinny called and we talked. haha, updated each other about stuffs lah. sian, we both totally got no mood to start on PM assignment. we're so screwed. :/ but wells, have to start on it tomorrow, by hook or by crook.
sigh, i feel so moody today. who the hell in this world can i really trust totally? some people can be so fake, yet so real till you really put in your trust in them. oh why? friends are like this, and no doubt the male species too. heard about some things, and i felt so cheated. okay, not cheated. just that i'm being lied to. i hate being lied to. life's a bitch at times. sighs* maybe ignorance is bliss. i don't wish to say anything more, as life still goes on. shows' still continue "fliming". riight..
woke up at 9ish this morning. got ready and head off for work at 12pm. quickly grabbed a bite in the canteen before reporting in the ballroom. lu hua got me to inform mery that he's not feeling well so he didn't turned up for work. yay, the function today was some wedding solemnization buffet lunch. samsi gave a quick briefing then jasmine took over to assigned us some pre-tray duties. all the girls went to the backlane to pre-tray everything for tonight's wedding dinner. at about 1pm, jasmine got me to be the usher at lift landing. urgh, count carpet prints again. mery walked past then i went up to chat with her, if not i'll be bored stiff okay. haha! and at about 1.45pm, then i'm allowed to go back into the ballroom. i looked kinda moody, and my partner, jeff, kept asking if i'm okay. haha, he's quite a nice guy actually. tcc china guy. i used to partner him before. abit childish but very helpful. and yay, i was rather moody 'cause all the while i've been lookin' at you-know-who from afar. that backview of his i missed so much. sigh. how i wished i can call out 'bi..' to him again. but that's never gonna happen again. never.
hmm. buffet lunch is basically very simple to do. just clear all the dirty plates and check beverages, and that's it. carrying of oval trays is jeff's job. anyways, the wedding couple is christian, and there's pastor, worshiping, preaching all these stuffs. no offence lah, but i don't really liked this kinda thing so i kinda felt bored during the whole thang. yawns. anyhows, the lunch ended at about 4ish. we cleared everything, then at times we went to the back to nibble at all the left over buffet food. ooh, char siew pau, curry puffs, sandwiches, etc! haha, damn nice okay. dalland saw me eating, then laughed, then teased me, then did nothing to me. no deduction of pay or anything. phew* lol.
after that, we helped turnover a little till 5.30pm when the 5.30pm staffs came. zhe bin, zhi ling and all that. then sam got all the 12pm staffs finished setting half of the ballroom, before we were all signed out. only a handful of guys stayed back. so we were signed out at 5.30pm today. haha! and when we were in the office collecting our bags, zhi ling sms-ed me to ask me open up his locker to get my xmas gift. yay, he was telling me which to get and stuffs. it was a cute lil thing. well, its kinda unexpected but thanks. but me accepting that meant nothing more, like what lu hua said. i've got many doubts right now, but i decided to push everything aside, because no point thinking more. even twinny and zhi yong agrees so. sigh.
and so after we've changed, we went to suntec foodcourt to have our dinner, walked around before leaving for home at 8ish. i'm so tired right now. felt really disappointed about some stuffs, yet it should be expected lah. never trust people too easily. no matter how honest the person seems to be. sighs. oh, nevermind. i'm going to bed soon, after i'm done talking to twinny. nnp tried to call in for conference, but our phones hate her 'cause connection failed! hahahaha! :x yay, i wanna sleep soon. gonna do projects tomorrow. oh shucks. how i dread that...
sigh. sometimes i hope to stay in my room for good. one, its because it's newly painted and i love the new feeling to it. second, it's because i wanna hide from everyone and everything. sighs. nevermind. okay bye.
i miss you, but i can't show it anymore. not anymore..
Labels: Work
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
Y crashing into conrad.
heh. i had a lil hangover this morning that i couldn't wake up in time. i think i was too tipsy last night, so i've forgotten to set the alarm clock to 8am this morning. i overslept! i was supposed to morning call li'e at 8ish, but i didn't manage to get up. in the end, she woke up at 10ish, called me and the first word i said to her was "Shit!". haha! so yay, we both overslept and decided to change everyone's meeting time from 11am to 11plusplus. haha!
quickly shifted everything out from my room, so my parents can have greater ease to paint my room, before preparing to go out. managed to reach city hall to meet li'e, nnp and zhi ling at 11.45am. oh, patrick bought nnp 2 big soft toys for xmas last night. elmo and cookie monster. then nnp didn't go home last night, thus she's still carrying those around today. i helped her carry elmo throughout the day. haha! the 2 of us kept getting stares from people alright. lol.
heh, we went into conrad centennial singapore through the MAIN DOOR this time round. we lazed around in the lobby waiting for santa lujia's appearance. from the lobby, we can see the ballroom, where there was a christmas brunch going on. we saw so many familiar faces. lol. while waiting for lu jia to appear, we took some pictures.

me with elmo and cookie monster. my phone.

take two. nnp's phone.

li'e joined in the fun. haha.
after awhile, we heard bells then santa claus appeared, together with santarina. lu jia was the santa, and stephenie was the santarina. we acted as guests and began shaking hands with them. the bigboss of F&B was with them, so we have to act. then lu jia gave us the xmas conrad bears, and we took a picture. damn it lah. i woke up late today, so i forgot to bring along my dcam. then we've no choice but to make use of our mobile.


and this is the xmas conrad bear. i got one for myself and twinny. didn't manage to keep one for luhua tho. :/
yay. we went upstairs to the salon areas to sit around. we were practically hiding and fooling around. hahahaha! jing xuan was at work, then dalland told her we were there so she came over to look for us. buddhi and tracy came and talked to us too. yay, tracy is back! lol. lu hua was busy with the brunch so he can't come out to meet us. we left the hotel at 2ish and went over to suntec for lunch.
we were choosing the place to have our lunch. in the end, we decided to eat at pastamania. haha! left for home after lunch. nnp came to my place for the first time today! hahaha. my house was in a mess, because my dad was painting my room. yay, it's all done now. if i could change my curtains to a darker colour, i guess it'd be even more darker and more perfect. hurhur. and i think nnp loves my platform bed lah. hoh? LOL. she left for home at 6ish aftermath, and i napped for a short while before packing my room. (:

here's the aftermath. my newly painted room!! (:
and so, i'm feeling much better today. riight, there's so many nice movies on tv tonight. i'm currently watching princess diary and later there's 'sweet home alabama' later at 10pm!! gotta sleep straight after the show, as i'll be working early tomorrow at 12pm. long day ahead. :/ oohwhee, toodles. (:
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Y merry christmas!! (not)
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!! (not)
i was feeling real tipsy just now, and is feeling much better now. thus, i shall do a recount for the past 2 days before i really KO. oooh, tipsy! zzz. sighs*
23/12 (friday):
can't really recall what i did at home before work on that day. but i remembered entering panpac with li'e to look for twinny for awhile, before going to conrad for work. i felt weird stepping into panpac actually. we even saw bala the black, and encountered some other familiar stuffs there. at about 5pm, li'e and i dashed across to conrad. quickly changed and went to the canteen to grab a quick bite.
at 5.30pm, we went to the ballroom to report. had a quick briefing by jasmine and dalland. was assigned to partner xia yun initially. then dalland told me to step out, and decided to give me easy jobs for the night - prepare stuffs for next morning's function. which means i won't be given a table to serve for that dinner. oh, it's SIM dinner&dance. so yay, went to help out to serve cocktail for a short while, before i went to salon3 to fold napkins. lol, damn slack. lu hua was there with sathis and charith wiping plates so we slacked there together.
when the door was about to open, buddhi came to ask me go back into the ballroom, as raymond was thought to have gone MIA thus i've to take over him and partner xiao na. in other words, i gotta be the runner. ohno. i told jasmine about my flying fish encounter the other night, and that i have no confidence in carrying platters tray. she told me to give it a try and LEARN! she kept laughing at my flying fish encounter alright. haha. but thank goodness, raymond turned up shortly after. dalland had wanted me to go back to fold napkins for the rest of the night, then at second thought, he swaps xiao na with me. xiao na folds napkins and i'll serve dinner. and my partner's raymond. rocks lah! tho he's slow, but he's good. (:
dinner went on really smoothly, with great performance on stage. certain ones were really hilarious. haha! we finished serving the 8courses at 10ish, yet the programmes has not ended. at 11pm, the guys and 2 girls (kaiyun and me) were given a short break. after the break, we went back to clear some stuffs. thank goodness the guests did not stay to dance, so we can turnover earlier. did some stupid stuffs, then dalland asked me to go over grand salon to help jasmine. when i went over, zhi ling was there already. thus, there were the 3 of us settling the grand salon. damn slack. i love jasmine lah. haha!
wells, while setting up the grand salon, jasmine struck conversation with zhi ling and i. she began asking if we've got boyfriend or girlfriend separately. we talked alot lah. it's nice to talk to jasmine. she's funny and nice. she gave me really simple jobs, whereas poor zhi ling gotta do most of the hard chores. haha! then after we were done with grand salon, i went to tidy up pantry before helping out in the ballroom. and then, we were all signed out at 2.30am.
that night li'e came to sleep over at my place, as it's more convenient for her to go malaysia together the next morning. thus, we took transport back to my place together. haha! and then, zhi ling sms-ed me and asked me some stuffs regarding what i talked to jasmine earlier on. he misunderstood some parts, then out of the blue, he pops the question again. i was consulting li'e how should i answer him in a nice way so that i won't hurt him and at the same time won't lose a friend. i managed to do so, in one way of another. so yay... sighs. sowie. anyways, when li'e and i were back at my place, we washed up and prepared some stuffs before turning in at 4ish. zzz.
24/12 (saturday):
woke up at 8am. li'e and i had our breakfast with my mom downstairs, before coming home to prepare to set off. took the train to kranji to wait for twinny and zhiyong at 10am, before taking 170 to the singapore custom. after all the usual stuffs, we crossed the causeway. we expected that there'll be a jam, but no. the road was clear, and we were at the malaysia custom in no time. after everything, we walked over to city square. when we were about to step into vivo to have our lunch, melvin kor called and offered to bring us elsewhere for lunch. haha! so he got us to wait for him outside and he drove from his home (just nearby) and fetch us. OHMY! he changed a new car. more spacious. the sound system rocks!!! =D i took the front seat, then the rest sat behind.
melvin drove us to holiday plaza, and had wanted to tag along for lunch, but something crops up so he gotta go back to office. yay, he's working currently. freelance wine seller? i think so. we did loads of catching up on the car. the first question he asked me was, "where's your rich boyfriend?". he was refering to wilson. like duh?! then i told him the story all over again, then we talked about many many stuffs. i felt really great. the last time i saw him was onmy 18th birthday, and today i finally see him. and we hardly contact, yet he's forever so nice. sucha good KOR! a genuine friend, as my mom pointed out. yay, agreed! (:
after parting with melvin, the 4 of us had our lunch at some food corner in holiday plaza, before beginning with our shopping spree. holiday plaza is a very messy place, thus we gotta be really careful. we shopped around, and most of things there doesn't suit us. the trend is so not us. we spent alot of time in the pirated DVD shop, then zhi yong bought some dvds and had them deliver over to singapore. safer that way? maybe. we shopped till 4ish, then took a cab to da ma pa sak for our early dinner. it was raining meows and woofs, and the area was flooded! poor drainage system. haha. anyways, the food there was so damn yummylicious. we had our fill man. and at 6ish, we cabbed back to city square to continue with our shopping spree.
this time round, we managed to get more of our stuffs. the trend there is more like us. haha! we actually shopped till 9ish okay. rested in macs awhile, before we left for singapore. my loots today includes 3 tops, 1 denim skirt, 1 pair of pumps and some toiletries. all the tops that i've bought were not for CNY at all, and mainly for casual wear. haha, guess i'll get my CNY tops in singapore next time. there were many many nice stuffs i wanted to get, but because the money were my hard-earned money, so i controlled abit. haha! i brought RM224 over to spend, and i'm home with RM20.22 left. i've stand by SGD$50 to change just in case, but i did not change that in the end. haha! and also, my phone has got auto-roaming, remember? except i can't call our or sms people lah. i kept getting msges and calls, and have to reply them all in one shot once i got back to singapore. haha.
the only picture i took today..

and so we crossed the causeway back to singapore. the causeway was clear with no jams again. haha! reached singapore at 10pm or so, then li'e and i cabbed back to my place. we had wanted to go town area for christmas countdown or something. something disappointing happened. both li'e and twinny+zhiyong had to cancel our trip due to unforeseen circumstances. i got upset, because it's like i've planned to enjoy this holiday eve, whereas the NYE will be spent working all these. then i even tried to rush to be out before 12mn all these. like all these anticipation ended up to be NOTHING. twinny gets to be with zhi yong, li'e gets to go online talk to scott, and me? no one. i was upset, not mad, but i think my words were abit harsh somehow.
li'e rushed back home to meet scott online in the end. i was left at home crying to my parents whining about everything. i'm so tired. i had a rough day. i mean, i enjoyed my trip ALOT, just that the sweet yet painful memories of genting kept flashing through my mind. throughout the malaysia trip, everything reminds me of him!!! everything.. ): i tried my best not to show it out, and even tried to irritate twinny till she keeps scolding me 'kao bei'. i tried, and i succeed till the end of the day when everything just didn't go my way that i break down. sigh.
anyways, i was talking to nnp about everything, then she decided to come down my place from where she was. together with patrick, and their friend, pei zhen, they came down to yishun to meet me. zhi ling was talking to me when i got back from malaysia, and he offered to join us too. thus, nnp contacted zhi ling and all of them came all the way from the EAST to meet me. twinny and zhi yong came too. zhi yong drove over, and we waited for everyone at khatib, before zhi yong send all of us. we went to buy snacks and some alcoholic drinks. it's been ages since i drank, and today i'm kinda depressed, so i decided to keep nnp company and bought jackdaniel's to drink.
i led the way to seletar reservoir park and we chilled there. 7 of us. we ate, drank, chatted and crapped. pei zhen kept talking about all the holy stuffs, and zhiyong taggle with all the "satan" stuffs. haha, so funny! we were chatting about stuffs, then before we left, my drink still got alot, thus i drank it all down. after that, i felt really giddy. then slowly abit tipsy. i began bullshitting, then i know something's not right. BUT, my mind's still very awake. yay.. we left at 2ish. i can't walk straight. haha, i think li'e called? and i don't know what i blurted. then zhi yong send me home. zhi ling followed as he needs the ATM, thus i bring him to the one near my house, before he cabs home. zhi yong and twinny came to my place to use the toilet, before going back home.
washed up. vomitted once, and i felt better after that. that is why i'm able to sit down and BLOG! still felt a lil suffocated tho my heart's a lil sore. am now talking to luhua. i'm telling him about everything that happened today. sigh, i'm just really really upset and disappointed... ): sigh, no love this christmas. no log cake this christmas. no pictures this christmas. no countdowns (cos everyone didn't make it to my place before 12mn) this christmas. no white sprays. no everything.. i hate this. ):
alright, gotta wake up early tomorrow to go back conrad take xmas conrad bears from santa lujia. then gotta be home to help my dad in the painting of my ROOM! yay baby.. goodnights! (:
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
Y senseless ranting.
i wanna cut my fringe. highlight that few strands of my hair to a very bold colour. winks at nnp* how about doing that SOON? before cny, that is. =D
i'm bored. i'm depressed. and i'd binge whenever i'm bored-cum-depressed, in other words, all the time. WAHAHAHA.
senseless rants.
my blog song is addictive. OOOHWHEE*
working tomorrow at 5.30pm.
malaysia shopping spree on saturday.
painting of my bedroom on sunday.
working my ass off whole of next week (hopefully. depends on booking)
jianwen's bday bbq on next thursday.
completing of assignments someday.
movies marathon someday. (kingkong+thedescent+thepromise+achinesetallstory+narnia+thefamilystone)
WHOOOOO. i'm so darn bored.
gonna call someone to find entertainment. tskkk.
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Y argh.
[edit] 7.08pm
alright, feeling much better now. that's fast, i know. just so that my brother had a tiff with my mom, then makes my mom agitated then yelled at me for nuts as well. i'm the innocent party okay. riight, whatever.
yay. after ages, i finally get to stay at home for the entire day just to rest my body, soul and mind. and also, do things that i don't usually have the time to do. i woke up at 9ish to call the office to make bookings for next week. jovin picked up the phone and crapped with me for more than 5mins or so, then he ended up telling me that mery was on leave and that the booking schedule is not out yet. diaos. and so, i went back to sleep. in the midst of it, zhi ling called to inform me about what jovin had already informed me. he volunteered to do booking for us (nnp, li'e and i) tomorrow morning. lu hua too. but well, i've already sms-ed mery our bookings. and finally after everything, i went back to sleep. this morning's weather was perfect to snuggle in bed for hours.
and thus, i slept till 2ish when my brother woke me up to have lunch together. and that arse was showing off to me his PINK I/C which he just got back this morning. yay, he ORD already. eh leh, action only. haha! you had better go look for a fine job and start saving up. for my birthday, at least. tsktsk. after lunch, i came home and began cleaning up my room. i wiped off all the dust lying around everywhere. above my bookshelves, other shelves, wardrobes, etcetc. threw away some stuffs too. it's the perfect timing to clean my room, as my dad will be painting my room on this sunday - christmas day! yay. i want a dark colour, to give my room a romantic feeling. woots. LOL. o.Ov
oh, the ice cream man had called this afternoon to confirm everything with me. woowhee! i hope this whole damn thing will be a success, and that there would be profit instead of loss aftermath! prays* do come and support us alright. (:
alright, my cousins are coming over later on. after that, i may wanna go over Northpoint for a short while to convert money to ringgit. yay, malaysia shopping spree on this saturday. sure gonna be sardine packed at the custom, but wells, it's the only day we could all make it. riight, i'm off. toodles~
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Y KBoxing.
3cheers for the fcukeristic choir. hip hip, hooray! (X3) haha! that's my personalized choir aiight. don't play play. lol, kiddin.. =PpP
today's kbox-ing was great, 'tho there's way too lil people who turned up. went out to meet li'e slightly earlier at 11ish in town, as she wants me to accompany her to send her phone for repair at the Sony Ericsson Service Centre. after that, we intended to walk over to cineleisure for our lunch. On our way there, we found our childhood love in takashimaya basement - sesame streets!! lol, there's this toys fair there, and we went inside to fool around. so funny. (: alright, when we were about to have our lunch, it's already 12.45pm, 15minutes away from the time we're supposed to meet zhi ling. in the end, we shopped around while waiting for zhi ling to have our lunch together in LJS.

while waiting for zhi ling. i'm so white.. lol.
while eating, we waited for jing xuan, lu hua and nnp. all of them were late!! xiao ming and samantha couldn't make it last minute. AWWW, i missed xiaoming's BU DE BU AI!!! sulks* jing xuan agreed to join us at the very last minute, and cancelled her work. wanted to find replacement but to no avail. :/ yay, went Kbox room 17 aftermath. we sung our hearts out, and even tried to make zhi ling open his golden mouth. haha, he did sing a couple of songs tho. and luhua sang so high pitch, for a guy. haha! we went crazy inside the oh-so tiny room. i love singing with my girls. and now, my latest hot number is elva's "zui shou xi de mo sheng ren". i wanna master that, and today i sang that twice. the first time i sang, i got emotional and tried to control my emotions. thanks li'e for seeing me through. (: so here's a big hug for you...

..and thanks to nnp's peace handsign. LOL.

here's better one, tho darker but great effects. (:
so we sang. we played. we crazed. we frozed. yay, it's freakin' cold inside and i didn't brought along my jacket and thus we had to take turns wearing nnp's. :x blahblahblah. we even threw the nuts all around the floor. so damn funny. and then, lu hua left to meet his friends at 4ish, whereas the rest of us continued. li'e got insane and began choosing festive songs like "ying chun hua", "frosty the snowman" and "silent night". and to join in with her, jing xuan and i stood up and sang along with her. hahahaha! all of us burst into fits of laughter. nnp even tried to embarress us by opening the door to let everyone hear. instead of feeling shy, we sang even louder! LOL! all in all, it' damn fun.
here's my dearest nnp and i. she gave me a xmas gift today! a cute lil bearbear keychain and a watermelon coin purse. darn cute. and also a very sweet card for her dearest kkj - me. LOL. thanks nnp. i love you. (:


left Kbox at 7ish aftermath. it's so darn cheap aiight. each of us only had to pay $10.50 for the 5hours of crazy sing-a-thon. tsk, because we chose the KStudent rate which only entitles us to soft drinks and not other drinks. (: went to have our dinner at the new foodcourt in wisma atria level4 after that. we had a hard time finding seats. when we finally found it, we took our time to eat. and today i've got a really huge appetite. i ate a plate of chicken rice, and an egg prata, a few spoonfuls of ice kacang, some guavas and still felt there's no kick!! i still wanted more food aiight.. :/
and so by the time we were done with our dinner, it's already 9ish. walked around before taking the train home. before that, we girls were in the ladies doing our usual thang - SNAP SNAP! tsktsk! :x WAHAHA. (:

love this piccy. (: oh, the top that im wearing is the new MNG top i bought yesterday. =D

jingxuan and i. take one.

take two. ^^
P/S: i'm so gonna sleep to my heart content tomorrow, before my cousins come over. yay, not going for seng's gathering anymore.
i need someone who can lead and guide me, and not the other way round.
i need someone who can take care of me, and not the other way round.
i need someone who can make decisions for me, and not the other way round.
i need someone who can pamper and dote me the way i want it.
the one that i need is still you. -sighs-
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Y all i need is time..
yesterday:
woke up at 1ish in the afternoon and began slacking my ass off. boy, i guess it's about time i get started with my PM assignment, and also all those I&E shits. was informed about the year3 semester 5 IS ranking thingy, so i logged on to NPAL and began ranking with twinny. we chose the same modules altogether. all sound boring tho, so we simply chose it. we were really interested in the china exchange programme, but then it surely gonna cost us a bomb, so we decided to give that up. oh. and at 2ish, zhi ling called and told me his N levels results. he scored pretty well, tho he was rather disappointed with both of his maths. ohwells, at least he's able to move on to take O levels next year. and so, nnp and i are giving him our books and notes. (:
riight, went to work at about 4ish. met up with nnp at citylink then we went to help lu hua buy some stuffs, before meeting li'e and jingxuan to go into conrad together. we changed before grabbing a quick bite in the canteen with luhua and zhebin. report at the ballroom at 6pm aftermath. seems like every area in the hotel there's functions. some of them were working at level 4, whereas only a handful of us worked in the ballroom for the 19tables wedding dinner. samsi gave us the briefing tonight. damn it ah, he brought up about my flying fish to everyone. damn paiseh alright. -.- haha! samsi allowed us to choose our own partners tonight, but he assigned us our tables. zhe bin and i chose to partner each other, and we were put at west room. and oh, stephenie actually thought i'm a mixed-blood (malay+chinese)! HAHAHAHAHAHA. what a joke. first off, zhiling thought i was some rich kid and stays in some big houses, and now stephenie thought i'm a mixed blood. wth?? o.O"
went to serve cocktail aftermath. haha, teckson is finally back from his long MC leave. i still prefer teckson as our barman. only when he's in-charge, then i don't mind serving cocktail because we can 'eat snake' when he's around. but however, he told me that he's leaving conrad end of january. how sad. :/ something HILARIOUS (teehee) happened to li'e, which i decided not to blog about it. hahahahahhahaha! oops. riight, steve got everyone to go inside ballroom to standby at 7ish. oh, my partner was then changed to miza, and zhe bin went to man the bar with teckson. (:
miza was the runner, and we worked pretty well together. at the beginning, it was only a lil busy because we gotta go round our tables to offer red and white wine to the guests. it then became smoother after awhile. once in awhile when i went to the backlane, i will see luhua and zhiling coming to the backlane to visit us and to take things. lol. dinner ended early at 10ish. refreshed the room, wiped showplates, clear chair covers, etc. at 12mn, jovin sent staffs home and requested for 6staffs to stay back. li'e and i wanted to stay, but nnp didn't want to. however, they've got enough staff, so sent li'e back. only a few of us stayed back. li'e, nnp and jingxuan waited for me in the canteen till 1.30am.
OT was simple for me, because steve assigned me really easy jobs. haha, i merely continued wiping show plates, changed signage, clear shits and that's it. towards the end, i had to hang skirtings in salon5. there's a whole lot alright, and everyone's going home already. luckily zhebin and zhiling stopped by to help me out. (: was signed out at 1.30am, then we went to change before rushing the transport home. got home at 2ish, got changed, made supper, then lu hua called. we chatted for 2hours plus till 5ish in the morning. whoa! hahaha. wells, we were bitching about some juicy news and other miscelleneous stuffs. lu hua is just like our jie mei and he's nice. haha! winks*
zzz. went to bed after that. (:
today:
got up at 12ish, and zhi ling called me to ask me some stuffs. then i went to get ready to hit town to meet tiffy dearie! it's been ages since we last met, and we sure do have LOADS to catch up on. waited for her for awhile at orchard mrt at 2pm, then we walked over to FEP for lunch. had subway for lunch today. then we sat inside for quite long catching up. i felt really happy to see her today. oh, i gave her the belated birthday present that kengey and i prepared for her. THEN, she gave me presents too! it's so unexpected alright. she bought me a box of chocolate as an advance christmas present, and a bodyglove green spag top as my very advance birthday present! oh girl, i love you so much lah! thanks alot. and i hope you like what we got for you too. (:
after lunch, we shopped around FEP and taka aimlessly. we were basically chatting while walking! haha. dropped by the MANGO sales at taka, and we tried on a few tops. lol, i got my hands on a pretty GREEN top. lol. =D bought mango gelato to eat, before taking 7 to bugis to check some stuffs out. when we alight from the bus, this familiar golden-haired guy kept looking over at our direction. i looked closer, then i realised it's JAP! hahaha. went up to him and we exchanged a few words before we went off. he passed his N levels, but man, he's not gonna continue studying and will be serving NS soon. aww, what a waste. :/
anyhows. we walked around aimlessly again. then sat down somewhere to have a chat. bumped into marcus and his girlfriend outside pastamania. haha, whenever i see him, it's always in pastamania! the other time was at PS when i went to watch Initial D with wilson, twinny and li'e. lol, weird conincidence. riight, we went home at 7ish. took 851 and i got home at 8pm.

tiffy dearie, i had loads of fun today. hopefully we'll meet up soon once again. and thanks for your advices today. you must really take care alright.. love ya! hugs. (:
okie dokie. i'm off to slack. gonna wait to talk on the phone tonight. lately, i'm addicted to PHONEY stuffs. LOL, kidding. oohwee! tomorrow's KTV day with my collegues, and i hope it'll be a fun outing. (: toodles~
in quietness and trust, it's so hard to pick up the broken pieces. all i need is time.
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Monday, December 19, 2005
Y hard to trust..
today i earned 36bucks, and it's really hard-earned money. it was a sad day. scary day. because i was the runner, for the first time. as in, 100% runner, and not those half-half that kind. duh..
yay. skipped dinner before work, and i greatly regretted that as i don't really had energy to work after that. ramesh assigned tables today. oh, zhe bin was on mc today, that's why he didn't turned up. i hate ramesh today. :x he gave me a quite-new girl, nina, as my partner. i dared not complain anything, because i'm sure ramesh will sure be sarcastic if i did. so yay, i kept quiet and prayed hard for a smooth night ahead. i went to serve cocktail aftermath. it's so tiring okay. oh ya, i've got a new WIFEY!!! haha, she's phoebe. she calls me hubby and muacks me each time she sees me. so cute! haha, and nancy's my aiai. wah, i'm such a flower-hearted carrot 'cause i have many wifes. HAHAHAHA. kidding..
oh, i saw my relative today. aunt celeysn's brother, xiang ge. he came for his friend's wedding dinner. haha, we both were shocked to see each other, and we exchanged a few words then i went back to work. door opens at 7.45pm, and i was the usher at the door. after awhile, i went back to my tables to check the drinks before we have to go pick up first course. ohwells. the side station near to me was zhiling, nancy and susan. they did 3-to-3. but because the reserved table luhua was serving wasn't opened, so luhua was swapped over and zhi ling went over to partner aunty mary at the other end.
initially, i did rather okay with the oval trays. the sharks fins, buddhi picked up for me and i picked up my plates myself. and the 3rd course, i picked up myself, but i think because i didn't carry properly so i sorta sprained my back, again. zhi ling bumped into me when i'm on my way back to my station, he put down his tray and took over my tray to help me. from then on, the next course onwards, he offered to pick up for me before he picks up his own. buddhi helped too. THEN, after zhi ling landed my fish course, i carried it off to start portioning. after i got one off the tray, and had wanted to move the other further in so as to balance on the stand. then i think i didn't balance it in time, then the entire platter fell to the ground! i was in shocked. lu hua and buddhi all came over to help me clean up. samsi went to the kitchen to get another fish for me. nobody scolded me or anything, 'cause i know they understand. HOWEVER, i'm still in shocked. zhi ling heard about that and came over to apologise to me, for not landing properly, which wasn't true! that guy just can't stop blaming himself the whole night. li'e and nnp heard about it and came over as well. they guessed i'd cry. i did lah, but nobody saw, except zhi ling. scary okay... sigh.
after that incident, everyone's so helpful towards me. lu hua helped me prepare all the next courses' plates/bowls, just like last night. but tonight was tougher for him, because he already had 3tables of plates to take, plus my 2tables total will be 5tables. he didn't complain at all and was really willing to help me. and ya, zhi ling helped me with the pick up still. so all i did was to portion and carry those dirty plates oval trays in. one thing i don't like about my partner was that, after she cleared the plates, she just dumped everything on the oval tray, with the bones and stuffs all over. everything's not properly stacked somemore. then each time i carried in, i've to sort everything out myself before i carry in. double job lah. nehneh de.
finally. dinner ended. the last few trays are always the heaviest. knowing that, zhi ling automatically came over to help me carry everything in. omg. :/ then turnover was simple, as all we had to do was to refresh everything. after i'm done, i went to the backlane to help benedict with the showplates. wah lao, benedict really reminds me of jae! :/
anyhows. we were all signed out at 12mn today. no OT at all. ramesh owed luhua 1hr pay, so his voucher was signed out at 1am and he had to take 1.30am transport. we accompanied him and took the 1.30am transport too. while changing, nnp and i were playing SM in the toilet. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :x riight, lu hua took our vouchers for us, so we went to the canteen to meet him. sat around and chatted. then went to wait for the transport. took the same transport as stephenie and we chatted a little. yay.. reached home only at 2ish and i'm oh-so tired. my left arm is totally numbed. this proves that i can't be a 100% runner at all.
tonight is a sad night. sigh. frankly, i am moved by all his doings and sayings, but i really can't pass my own personal stage. moreover, i don't know what is right and what is wrong. i don't know who is true and who is not. i don't know who to trust. i find it hard to trust anyone. even my girls. things are changing. spinning. i feel weird. an outcast of the clique. was it them who changed or was it just me? sigh.. i seriously hate night times. zzz.
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
Y because of you

Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
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Y bananas at work.
zzz. DVD marathon rocks. haha. watched tong meng qi yuan today before work, and i must say it's a nice movie. really. quite touching too. got ready for work at 3ish aftermath. on the way to work, HE sms-ed me! my heart stopped when i saw his name. haha, no lah, i was just exaggerating because i didn't even realised it was his name as i pressed too fast. yay, he sms-ed to say thanks for the advance xmas present i got lu hua to pass to him for me. it was just a lil token, which i had bought quite long ago. yay.. :/ deep sighs*
met up with li'e at the bus stop before making our way into conrad. sigh, poor girl's phone is spoilt. anyhows, we went to change after signing in. then joined zhe bin for dinner in the canteen. report in the ballroom at 6pm for the briefing by ramesh. oh, today's ballroom was really grand. the flowers were lovely, and the lightings were romantic. awww. right, guess what? ramesh put zhe bin and i to partner each other!!! hahaha. bananas at work. right b2? LOL.
went to usher at the stairs during cocktail AGAIN. this time round i have neither zhebin nor zhi ling to entertain me at all, so i was freaking BORED and SLEEPY. i stood there to greet guests for 1hour alright. at about 8ish then i was allowed to enter. and by the time i enter the ballroom, wilson's asking everyone to go kitchen pick up already. yay, zhe bin has got our tea and everything settled. (: there wasn't any first course presentation, so we just went in to present and dinner began.
zhe bin did the running and i did the portioning. and zhe bin served. actually, today we damn easy job, because both luhua's and zhi ling's side stations were near us and they kept helping us! helped until i pai seh. lu hua always come over to help me portion after he's done with his own, then he will helped us take our plates for next course ALL THE TIME. and zhi ling came and helped us serve, whereas zhe bin checked the drinks. they were damn nice to us. (: and today, i tried guiding zhe bin to everything a runner has to know. he's doing great. and samsi even came over to teach him how to portion. teehee. (: all in all, we worked well together. luhua, lydia, zhi ling, zhebin, phoebe and i were like one team serving 6 tables together. haha! it's all good tho. =D
dinner then ended at 10ish, i think? wilson instructed the turnover. i merely clear the chairbows, then at 12mn, steven chose staffs to stay back. li'e, zhe bin and i all OT till 1.30am. we followed lu hua to the foyer to polish goblets. meanwhile, we chatted 'bout loads of stuffs. sigh, all sorts of emotions rushed through me again. :/ i wish i wish.. yay, at 1.30am, all of us were signed out, but we decided not to rush, and take our time to take the 2.30am transport. he took the earlier tranport, and i saw him carrying my present. yay... i must really thank luhua. he rocks my socks. (:
ate supper in the canteen with li'e, zhe bin, zhiling and luhua before waiting for cabs to go home. i waited till 3am before the cab arrived, and i was the last to alight. thus, i got home only at about 3.30am. yawns. ohoh, my recent phone bill is here. $57.64!! arghh. its all due to the late night sms-es. sighs. my money.. :/ ohwells, working tomorrow again. i'm so tired. i'm still feeling blue. how? zzz.
everyone's making xmas wishlist, and i wanna be unique and make a birthday wishlist instead. haha! well, i only have one very simple wish. that is to have at least one greeting from him... sigh.
bring me the remedy to the pain.
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Y is it possible to put my tears into words?
is it possible to put my tears into words? to turn morose droplets into bitter verbs? sighs*
tonight, i just feel like crying my heart out all over again. why? because i went to the ever so familiar place, and came home by the ever so familiar route again. everything just flashed back through my head. the stinging pain in my heart resounding. ouch* don't worry, i'm okay. i'm really okay. i ought to be okay. just a moment of melancholy, that's all.
work was okay today. had dinner with li'e and zhe bin in the canteen today. haha, i feel weird seeing zhe bin in our banquet uniforms. then the ring tattoo on his finger of his, he gotta plaster it to cover it just 'cause of work. haha! lol, what's more weird was that his name tag is 'nicholas'. hmm, that's his christian name btw. he didn't used in class previously was because of neeky. he should have used it man, so that in our class we'll have joanneS and nicholasS. haha! riight..
went to the ballroom at 6pm. passed him the letters that were sent to my place few days back. did some miscelleneous stuffs for awhile and then we had briefing by ramesh. he assigned us our tables. and i was assigned to table 16, and my partner was supposed to be may, and was swapped to tini aftermath. tini did the 'runner' job of cause. yay. oh ya btw, today i wore my new shoes and it rocks totally can. i can jump and run with it comfortably. wahaha! =D alright, was ushering at the stairs during cocktail and i felt super uber bored alright. he did came and talk to me regarding the letters, and blahblah. then zhebin and zhiling were serving cocktail, so i tried to make them entertain me by walking nearer so we can talk. but not many times lah, 'cause wilson's in-charge of cocktail.
door opens at about 8pm, and i wasn't allowed to go in yet mah. then steven came to me and passed me 50bucks to help him buy ciggarettes at the gift shop downstairs. haha, my first time going into the gift shop. haha. the cashier though i was helping a guest to buy it, then he gave me some conrad matchsticks. steven asked me to keep it, and so i gave that to my brother. lol. went back to the ballroom aftermath. dinner began and everything went smooth. zhi ling's side station was right in front of me, and he kept helping me that i felt paiseh. when he's done with his portioning, he didn't help aunty wendy (his partner) to serve, but helped me serve mine. ohwells. :/ OH, jing xuan came and see li'e and i after she finished work at exec. floor. she passed us the gifts she bought for us. it's a sweet lil keychain. teehee, so long didn't see her already. missed her lah. =D
dinner then ended at 11ish. did abit clearing and stuffs, then at 12am, first batch staffs went home. i didn't wanted to stay at first, and had stood at the 'dowan OT' side, but ramesh chose me and asked me to OT. so yay, i stayed behind with nancy. zhe bin was helping wilson with the salon areas turning over, and li'e had went off. oh, zhe bin thinks wilson is one of the very few nice blackjackets around. ohwells. and ya, that damn ramesh kept teasing about zhi ling and i. whatever he said is NOTHING TRUE! argh. anyhows. during the 1hour OT, nancy and i are actually getting easy money. haha, all we did were basically sitting down to polish glass show plates. haha! while polishing, we chatted. about his god-bro, whom is you-know who. yay, she actually knew many things then we talked alot. haha, she told me dirty things as well. haha, i love that girl lah. she actually knows me quite well, even though we hardly get to have a heart-to-heart talk like today. muacks. (:
at 1am, steve let us off. nancy and i went to change, before signing out. went to the canteen to grab a quick bite, before taking the transport home. today the van didn't take me, so i had to take cab. guess what? i took the same cab as you-know-who and another guy. when i heard about that, my heart skipped quite a few beats. the uncle sent the other guy off at selegie first, then him at sin ming road, and i was the last. when there were only the 2 of us on the cab, it's total silence till he gets off, we said bye. what makes things worst was that, the radio was playing sad songs like "you're beautiful" and "i'll never get over you getting over me". argh! all these explains my second paragraph earlier on. sigh, that familiar area. what upsets me most, is the date today. 17th december. our supposely 7th months. ohwells, why am i still thinking about all these monthversary? i don't know. i just felt like crying after he alights. T_T
zhi ling, li'e and nnp were smsing with me on my way home. i was talking to them about everything. i felt really sorry to zhi ling somehow. ohwells, nevermind :/ it's never easy to let go of someone so dear to you. really.
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Friday, December 16, 2005
Y ADIDAS watch.

GREEN.

RED.

WHITE.
which is nicer? i bet most of you will say white is nicer, but white my brother wants leh. then it's easily soiled. :/ i still can't decide. haha. zzz.
P/S: this message is for WHOEVER who knows ah seng (yay, the one who got knocked down by lorry and survived, but the lorry suffered great bents). ah seng is leaving to USA on xmas day and is planning of having a gathering before he leaves. probably on next thursday. INTERESTED PARTIES PLS CONTACT KIMMY. (:
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Y a VERY random post.
which dvd should i watch first leh? for tonight, that is. chicken little? kungfu mahjong? herbie fully loaded? initial d? april snow? tong meng qi yuan? valiant? ohmy, i can't decide. randomly pick one will do. LOL! i'm in the mood, you see.
geez. i feel so lazy to do the bird flu forum thingy for SA leh. tomorrow then do. teehee! argh, ISDT assignment write up is out. and dateline's on my birthday! not again. this year there was BIS assignment dateline on my birthday, and now this. wth? zzz.
hmm. i love green. green loves me. grins*
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Y liberation part1.
yay! liberation.. part one! haha, finally my long-awaited term break is here! although it's not for long (just 2weeks), but it's enough for me to catch my breath during this fast pace of life we've been living. tralalalas! =D
today. i woke up at 8am, prepared and head to school for our SA presentation. thank goodness our lecturer is mdm hei, because she don't require us to make the extra effort to dress formally for the presentation. that's why we only have to dress casually like as per normal. waited for the girls at the bus stop, before going up to our classroom to get ready to present to mdm hei. we divided our parts, then presented. everything's pretty smooth, except when twinny was presenting the AFD parts, she kinda got prompted with questions. other than that, we presented everything, and ta-dah, we're over and done with SA assignment!!!!
after which, we went to the admin office to submit our UD assignment. dateline's tomorrow, but because we've no lessons tomorrow so we submitted today. YAY, UD assignment completed. there's still part2 coming up after the break tho. it's okay, bring it on! haha. after submitting, we went to our PM classroom. mr chee wasn't around, thus there was this relief teacher taking over. we had our quiz, and we kinda kid him and said it's supposed to be an open book test. hahaha! he called to check with mr chee tho. booo. hmm, most of us didn't studied for it, so we kinda struggled for it. when the teacher wasn't looking, twinny and i swapped our papers and she answered the last 2 questions for me. HAHAHA. i edited her answers a little, before we submitted it. class ended aftermath. there's no ISDT at 4pm, so it's the end of school! =DD
had our lunch in canteen 1 while waiting for lu hua. i couldn't find him, and we've said to meet after school to go shopping together. haha! in the end, when he finally called me, he told me he's at home and that he skipped class. dots. in the end, we said to meet in bugis instead. alright, we went to submit some forms to Estate Management office before leaving school.
twinny and i took a few buses to bugis, whereas li'e took the train there herself. ohwells, it's all because of the different transport concession we are using, you see. haha, so we've no choice but to go separately. reached bugis at about 2pm, and we began our hunt for new black shoes. we took a very long time to choose the design and size we want in OG. lol, the design that i liked didn't had my size. then the design that li'e and i wanted to get only left with a pair. in the end, li'e took that and i chose another design. i don't care already lah. it's for work only, so don't care, as long as it's comfortable. (:
went to meet luhua aftermath. sat there to chit-chat a little, before he went off to work and we continued with our shopping spree. haha! went into bugis village to look around. i was looking for a new bag. i wanted a metallic green one, but they didn't had any. in the end, i bought the silver colour one. lol. oh, i had wanted to do a temporary airbrush tattoo on my left hand, but because i was worrying about work, so i gave up the thought after that. ah!! i had wanted to do that rose picture. ohwells.. nevermind. next time then. (:
riight, we called it a day at about 6ish. took 851 home there and then. oohwhee! i can't believe that its finally our term break. thought i could chiong work next week, but according to mery, there's a few days with no events so i only managed to book work for monday and firday only. -.- there are just oh-so many things i wanna accomplish this break.
- meet up with tiffy on tuesday.
- KTV outing with friends.
- skating! either land or ice, i don't care. :x
- go SIR bldg to change IC photo.
- complete PM assignment.
- go down to simlim sq to check some stuffs regardin UD.
- I&E posters and flyers.
- malaysia shopping spree.
- etc.
yay. within 2 weeks. haha! riight, i'm off to rot. probably wanna watch a DVD or two later on before i turn in. woo, working at 6pm tomorrow. (:
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Y looking forward to term break!
BOO. i just got back home not too long ago. woowhee! although it's not officially our term break yet, i still feel this liberated hweeling somehow. wahaha! because we've completed our UD and SA assignments, and are left with the SA presentation tomorrow and PM assignment which gonna due after term break, then that's it. oh, there's PM quiz tomorrow too, but i just don't wanna give a damn to it. so that means i don't intend to study for it. o.Ov
i woke up at 9am this morning, and head over to doris's to get some stuffs. spent 74 buckeroos for all my mom's and my facial products man. ouch, that burns my pocket. anyhows, i quickly rushed home at 12ish. showered and got changed for school. oh ya, my dad was on leave today, thus he was at home painting our door frames. and on christmas day itself, he'll be painting my room! hooray! teehee. i want a dark colour will do. (: riight, my dad asked me to join him downstairs for lunch, and i agreed. when we're done with it, it's about 1.30pm already. lessons are starting at 2pm, which means i'll be oh-so late for class. lol.
on my way to school, jing xuan called and we chatted over the phone till i reached my classroom. haha. she was telling me about her malaysia trip, and she began asking me about my previous genting trip. was telling her about everything, and at the same, i reminisced. the good'ol times. wells, at least i'm smiling at the thought of everything, instead of feeling blue about the lost of him in my life. yay, at least i've still got the memories. yup. but i can't deny that i missed the times we spent in genting lah. the flying coaster, the mary brown, etc. ohwells. smiles*
riight, i reached UD class at about 2.45pm and signed the attendance. sat there and rot till 3pm and teacher wind up the class. LOL, power! stayed in class for awhile, and zhe bin called me to tell me about his first day of work. LOL, poor guy worked in bar with kelvin last night. i shall leave the details, as it's easily understood that working with kelvin = hell. so yay, hopefully his 2nd day today will be better, which i reckoned will be. because zhi ling told me earlier on that zhe bin's partner for the night is zul, and i'm sure zul will be good to him. (:
went to the canteen to grab a bite, before heading for ISDT class. we were planning our upcoming malaysia shopping trip! zhi yong and his bunkmates will be the guys tagging along. duh, i feel weird shopping with guys, somemore guys we ain't familiar with! except for zhiyong, that is. so for ISDT, we merely had to complete one question and draw a BCE diagram, and that's it. nnp came and waited for us outside classroom after her lessons. oh, there's once li'e, twinny and i went to the ladies. i hid inside the store and jumped out to scare twinny. she actually screamed. LOL. okay, you must witness the reaction then you'll understand why i'd say it's uber funny! haha! anyway, nnp's damn irritating today okay. she told me to on my bluetooth, then she sent me this, showing us her impatience.

LOL!
yay. then twinny and i went to the toilet with her to rot a little, before going back to class. lol. and we took this.

all's taken using her phone. (:
yup, and pretty soon we were dismissed at 5ish. walked outta school together. nnp went home to finish her assignments, so she can't join us for the shopping trip. lu hua can't tag along too, because he has got assignments to complete as well. haha, so li'e and i followed twinny home for her to put down her laptop, before we took the train to town.
reached town at 8ish, and we had pastamania at cineleisure for dinner. after which, we began with our shopping-for-new-pair-of-black-working-shoes spree. we walked alot, and found nothing nice. or rather, we crapped alot. and ended up, the girls bought new tops, and no new shoes. duh. by 9ish, most of the shops have already closed, so we decided to hit bugis to hunt for shoes again tomorrow after school. (:
at 9ish, i didn't felt like going home yet. thus, i suggested sitting somewhere, have a drink and chit-chat. we went to the MOS burger at orchard emerald to have a drink. talked about all sorts of shits, before we left the place at 10ish.
anyhows, this rocks! oh, how i love christmas.

decor of centrepoint.
it's past 12am now. which means it's exactly 10 more days to christmas!!! any plans for the eve? hmm, probably joining zhiyong and twinny for counting down or some sort like that. how about skating on that day? land or ice, ANYTHING. my leg itchy, feel like skating. lol. will see what's the plans then. (:
oh oh. 15th december.
HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY TO DEAR TWINNY AND ZHI YONG! MAY YOU TWO BE EN EN AI AI TILL EVERLASTING! =D
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Y i love you, babe. (:
slept for more than 11hours last night, and yet i'm still feeling exhausted. anyhows, there wasn't any SA lesson today, as it's e-learning. thus, lessons begun only at 11am. went to school and waited for li'e to walk to class together. twinny was uber late for UD lessons. in the midst of UD lessons, a familiar face popped out at the glass pane of our classroom door. guess who was it?
yay. AMIRAH BABE!!! she surprised us by popping by right outside our classroom. haha, i bet it was rahim who provided her our timetable. we were uber delighted to see her, so li'e and i walked out of the classroom just like that. while catching up with her, twinny came then we got sheena and lye hong outta class as well. haha, the 5 of us stood there to catch up. amirah bought each of us a souvenir keychain each. (:
when UD lessons ended, we made amirah to come into our classroom to meet the guys as well. that was when we decided to skip WT tutorial and have lunch with her. lie, twinny, amirah and i walked to SIM canteen to have lunch together. hurhur! did loads of catching up with her man. =D and at 1pm, lu hua came and join us for lunch after classes. lol. after eating, we walked to the atrium to sit down and chit-chat. lu hua helped us take some pictures. then at about 2pm, amirah left to run some errands and lu hua went home.

besties reunion. take one.

take two. look at our tired faces. zzz.

a big bear hug for my sweetest babe. teehee.
babe, i love you lah. thanks for the pleasant surprise today. we'll meet up again soon! hugs* =D
riight, went for PM lessons aftermath. we were supposed to work on our TOR in class, but we made use of the time to do our semester5 electives ranking and to continue with our UD assignment instead. yay, we've ranked our electives. (: and at 4pm, we head off to the atrium to complete editing our UD assignment. and now, we've completed the entire thang!! hooray. we're only left with printing it before submitting it on thursday. oh yes! am now left with the SA presentation and PM TOR assignment, and that's it. i'm over and done with all these shits.
we stayed in school till about 7pm before leaving for home. bumped into kwok keong twice today, and each time he sees me, he just loves messing up my hair. geez! haha, damn him. :x waited for the damn 852 for a damn whole half hour, and i ended up reaching home only just.
oh, today is zhe bin's first day at work and i wondered how's it going for him. haha. and the other day i merely mentioned about zhe bin's first day at work to zhi ling, then he offered to look out for him for me. and today, he called to ask me check where is zhe bin. LOL! damn funny okay. riightt.. i'm off to rot. toodles. =]
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Monday, December 12, 2005
Y bad days.
yesterday:
woke up at 12ish in the afternoon, and i began working on my SA assignment. it seems neverending. sighs* i did my reflective essay, then called my team members to ask them how's their side going. sheena and i couldn't contact lye hong initially, and poor sheena was doing the 3 sections on her own. so i got her to come online, and i helped her out. i printed some of the items, before i left for work. and then, lye hong finally contacted us. phew* and thank goodness she did the conclusion part, so sheena didn't had to do it, if not i'll feel darn bad about it. :/
got ready and went to meet li'e to go into conrad together. on my way, i called amirah to catch up. my dearest babe's back from aussie!!!!! =D we'll be meeting up soon, and she mentioned that she've got a surprise for me? hmmm, teehee. :x anyways, nnp was late, so we waited for her in the changing room instead. changed, and went to the canteen to grab a quick bite. went to the ballroom to report at 6pm. steven gave the briefing. the north and south sides weren't set up at all, thus steven began quizzing us on the menu. whoever can't answer the questions will have to take the un-set table. i was asked a question, and i only forgot to mention the damn "CHILLI" word, and i'm considered wrong so i took an un-set table in north room. but its okay. after he's done assigning the tables, ramesh came and instructed the before-door-opens duties. i was assigned to luhua and zhiling to set up 7 tables in south room. haha.
after i'm done, we did some miscelleneous things and was asked to usher at the door. damn ramesh! he created a damn 'rumour' for me. he said quite loud about zhi ling and i, just because we were talking! come on lah, lu hua was there as well and we were just plain talking. ass. then samantha began asking about whether we're in love. rolls eyes* NO! damn ramesh. argh.
went back to my tables aftermath. my partner was a tcc guy, whom don't know how to portion but knows how to carry oval tray. wells, at least this guy is better than the rest. ramesh had wanted to give us the side station slightly further initially, then i negotiated with zul-can-fly (his name's actually zulkifly, but i gave him this new sweet name! haha, just 'cause he keeps calling me SJ, which stands for short jacket) and he let me have the nearer side station! teehee. and because my feet were still hurting, so i sorta "bullied" my partner, and made him help me take things. he's very good to me lah. will listen to me and help me. i tried to teach him to portion too. although we were slow, but we were smooth. thank goodness i didn't had to serve much, as i just gotta stand there to portion. hurhurr.
dinner ended late today, at 11.30pm. haha, i nibbled alot of food today! the food that li'e gave me, the fruits, chocalate, dessert, muffins, etc. hahaha. steven instructed the turnover today. basically, most of the girls had to take out chair covers and stacked them up. it's so tiring okay. at 12am, first batch staffs went back. steven had selected us in the first place to stay back for OT, so yay gotta stay back. and we continued with the shits till 12.30am when the second batch of staffs went back. and still, we weren't allowed to go! only a handful of us stayed behind. continued with the chairs, then setting of the meeting room in south room. there were li'e, nnp, kai yun, vio and i. oh ya, vio is actually han ling di's current classmate in ITE simei. so vio and i chatted about han ling and some other of my juniors who are in ITE simei too. haha, so qiao.
alright, we girls were enjoying ourselves setting up south room together. the guys were doing up the buffet line in north room. after i'm done, steven asked us to go tidy up salon5. when i past by salon2-4, lu hua was calling for help. lol, no lah. just that he's settling the chair for the the 3 rooms himself, so i went to help him down chair covers. and when all's done at about 2am, we were in the pantry area getting ready to get our bags. and OF all people there, dalland got me and nnp to push the damn racks of goblets to the stewarding area. there were guys there as well okay. from pantry to stewarding isn't NEAR can. shit him. nnp was cursing him all the way there. haha, he just likes to pick on us. argh. ~!#$%^& whatever.
went to change at 2.15am and took the 2.30am transport home. only sathis and i shared a cab, and thus i got home pretty fast. came online to read sheena's email, and printed some of the items left. and li'e was doing her survey parts. i can't possibly left her on the lurch, so i stayed online throughout just in case she needs help. in the end, we didn't sleep a wink. i was reading through our SA assignment to double check it, while waiting for li'e. lu hua and zhi ling were online talking to me. sighs* talked alot with lu hua, and he thinks i'm stupid. ohwells, nothing is fair in this world is what i can say. and sometimes i feel sorry to zhi ling. ohwells...
and at 6am, lu hua went to bed and li'e finally completed her work. then i went to prepare for school. o.OzZz
today:
i was soooooooooooooooooooooo tired! i kept having to force my eyes to open. reached school at 8am. sheena has already reached and was at blk31. twinny came 1min after me, then lye hong and li'e were late. we were ALL late by the time we got to blk31 in the end. when we were filing up the last items, we realised that we've left out not printing one page! there were some miscommunications in the emails i think. twinny brought her laptop down to level6 to the support centre to print. sheena and lye hong followed suit. li'e and i stayed behind to wait, but they were taking far too long. so i went down to look for them. twinny was unable to connect her laptop to the printer, so i ran upstairs to get my laptop to try connecting. in the end, we printed using my laptop. i've been going by the stairs a few times. my feet were still hurting alright, and i was dead tired. zzz. ARGH! i'm so mad.
and then, by the time we submitted our work to the pigeon hole, we were already considered late. LATE! LATE! LATE! probably a 10% deduction due to all these SHITS! geez, whatever! ~!#$%^&
went for WT assignment aftermath. what we gotta do for this assignment was to connect AP all these shits. my team consists of twinny and li'e again. the 3 of us know nuts about this, and i'm glad that han de and martin stayed in class to help us out. han de tried to distract teacher, whereas martin helped us to connect everything, taught us and at the same time, explaine to us. see, that's what i love about my class. the guys were great and considerate, unlike other class. (: we completed the assignment at 10ish, and had our lunch in canteen3. i decided to skip lectures, so i went home. we planned to stay behind in school to complete UD, but with such a mood and lack-of-energy attitudes, we splitted our work to complete at home, and will only meet up tomorrow to complete it.
took 171 to northpoint, as i needa get wrapping papers and new 1/2dozen stockings. sigh, when i past by the tour agency he and i once went to book our genting tickets, i can't help but reminisced everything again. :/ riight, took 812 home aftermath. got home at 12ish. and i took a looooooooooooooooooong nap from 1 to only just. i was totally zonked out that i dozed off almost immediately. i was sound asleep, that when i woke up i've got 3 un-read sms. haha.
alright, now we're done with SA and only had to wait for the presentation on thursday. gotta start completing our UD, which we hope to submit it asap, before friday. and oh! there's a closed-book quiz for PM this week. so it'll be either tomorrow or thursday. dammit. look at all the workloads and datelines. SCREW NGEEANN!
sometimes i feel like not bothering about the schoolworks. when it's late, then let it be. when there's no time to complete everything, then let it be. how i wish i can slack and let the rest bother about it, but i can't bear to. it will be unfair, but why do i feel that not many are contributing the equal amount of work? it can be really frustrating at times.
ciaos!
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
Y 13hours of hard-earned money. zzz.
legs aching. bones breaking. toes getting numbed. hands breaking. fingers cracking. eyebags forming. head spinning. eyelids damn heavy. super uber tired can!!! i worked full today, for 13 hours!!! (including the
11th december. second month of singlehood. indeed i'm beginning to get used to life without him, but however the feelings still there. sigh, it's not easy.. really not easy. ohwells..
anyhows, i slept for a few hours only and woke up at 8.30am in the morning. went to prepare for work after giving li'e and nnp morning calls. felt totally drained, but dragged my ass to work still. li'e was late, so i met up with nnp and went into conrad at 10.30am together. got changed, then went to the canteen to eat some bread. yes, that's our lunch! argh. went to report upstairs at 11am aftermath. the event was a wedding lunch, which was exactly like any usual wedding dinner. jasmine gave the briefing, and assigned april and i to go and change and be VIP servers. i was reluctant, because both april and i are still new to VIP serving. then, i told jasmine that li'e is coming so in the end li'e and april served. sowie li'e! :x
seems like most of the managers think that nnp and i can't stop talking if put together, because jasmine kept wanna seperate nnp and i so that we will just shut our mouths! lol. anyhows, i was put to partner shirley initially, but was changed to aunty may fong soon after. was in the ballroom doing some miscelleneous stuffs till door opens. oh, i saw my ex band friend, nicholas! okay, it's like that. almost ALL the cocktail servers (girls) were oogling at this extremely cute white top guy! even nnp was telling us about it, so zhi ling and i went outside to take a look at this cute guy. and it turns out to be nicholas! haha, i only talked to him once before. during my first band practice in NP during sem1, he asked me what was my name, as we were all clarinet players. haha, that's the only time. yay, he's so yandao today okay!!! hahahaha! :x
riight, door opens at 12ish, i think? i was the usher and nicholas sat at the table next to the one i was serving. alright, i went back to my tables aftermath to take care of the drinks. blah blah, then first course presentation and stuffs. then samsi swopped our tables. nicholas left for band practice after the 2nd course. haha. the lunch went on smoothly with aunty may fong and i rocks everything. however, i got extremely tired, extremely hungry, and headache at a point of time. i looked kinda pale or something, i think? zhi ling had wanted to get me panadol, but i told him i can't eat that with an empty stomach. he left for OC at 3ish aftermath. so yay. i just hanged in there. haha. aunty may fong and i completed everything so damn fast. right after the last course was served, steven got me outta the ballroom to standby at Salon 4 for the couple's tea ceremony. lol, damn slack! oh, steven's my cousin, stanley's, good friend! what a small world. :x
so yay. i was damn slack at salon4. i just stood by the side to watch the tea ceremony. and at times help them to pour tea, and they've got assistants to do the washing of the tea cups. i was all alone inside waiting to answer any requests from the guests. no blackjackets were around with me somemore. lol. the ceremony lasted for about 1hour, then i cleared away the teapots and stuffs, before going back to the ballroom at 4ish. helped sam out with the chair covers till about 5.15pm then we went for our dinner break till 6pm.
at 6pm, we went back to the ballroom for dinner briefing. yay, i'm staying back for dinner with li'e and nnp. shagged okay. :/ argh, sometimes i really don't like dalland. sowie li'e. but really lah. idiot! :/ it seems like he kept picking on nnp and i. he even gave us shit tables, despite that we've been working since morning. he even put nnp as runner, but luckily i was her partner. after assigning us our tables, dalland got nnp and i to draw some linen. we took our time to look for the items, and even slacked in salon5. we talked dirty. HAHAHAHA. winks* it's between you and me. LOL, what a joke.
went back to the ballroom, and dinner begin shortly after. everything went on smoothly, but our guests were so damn fussy. kept requesting for so many items! i got so agitated. my legs were aching, toes damn pain and yet have to walk so much! i was practically about to limp my way already. argh. luckily berry's very nice to come over our station all the time to help us. haha! i kept counting down the hours to 12am, as that's gonna be the time we will knock off! and finally, dinner ended at 11ish. did some clearing, and helped dalland to prepare some stuffs in grand salon, before we were released at 12mn.
went to change with li'e and nnp. li'e took the 12.30am transport, whereas nnp and i decided to take our time and take the 1.30am transport. went to the canteen to rot with luhua, nnp, samantha and xiao ming. hahaha, so fun!! although i was dead tired, but we had fun taking stupid pictures and talking shits. i can't stop laughing. zhi ling came back from OC and joined us aftermath. han xue too, then i gave that girl a big hug. haha, missed her lah. :x alright, waited for the transport together with the rest. chit chat around with stephenie, samantha and all. took the transport and got home at 2ish.
he's just like a guardian angel to me, but really... hais. :/
geez. my brother's friends are here tonight again for mahjong. how to sleep like that?
hmm. finally able to sleep till afternoon tomorrow.
argh, but still gotta finish up my SA by tomorrow. by hook or by crook. dateline's on monday morning.
i'm gotta remember to help lu hua draw his assignment logo. **REMINDER** i scare i forget.
and also, my legs are still pain. i need a new pair of shoes for work! argh.
and li'e, i didn't meant to nag at you, but you should know why i did that. i don't want to mention about it anymore. (:
lastly, i really hate it when people give me attitude even before i gave them any!
alright.. it's 10mins to 4am. i wanna KO already. before that, here's some pictures. NIGHTS***

1) li'e and i @ funan the IT mall yesterday. 2) Luhua caught unnoticed. :x 3) me being locked up in the linen cage in salon5. LOL!! 4) nnp and i in salon5. 5) nnp and i with the xmas tree. 6) buddhi and i with the xmas tree! (:
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