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Sunday, December 25, 2005

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Y merry christmas!! (not)

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!! (not)

i was feeling real tipsy just now, and is feeling much better now. thus, i shall do a recount for the past 2 days before i really KO. oooh, tipsy! zzz. sighs*

23/12 (friday):

can't really recall what i did at home before work on that day. but i remembered entering panpac with li'e to look for twinny for awhile, before going to conrad for work. i felt weird stepping into panpac actually. we even saw bala the black, and encountered some other familiar stuffs there. at about 5pm, li'e and i dashed across to conrad. quickly changed and went to the canteen to grab a quick bite.

at 5.30pm, we went to the ballroom to report. had a quick briefing by jasmine and dalland. was assigned to partner xia yun initially. then dalland told me to step out, and decided to give me easy jobs for the night - prepare stuffs for next morning's function. which means i won't be given a table to serve for that dinner. oh, it's SIM dinner&dance. so yay, went to help out to serve cocktail for a short while, before i went to salon3 to fold napkins. lol, damn slack. lu hua was there with sathis and charith wiping plates so we slacked there together.

when the door was about to open, buddhi came to ask me go back into the ballroom, as raymond was thought to have gone MIA thus i've to take over him and partner xiao na. in other words, i gotta be the runner. ohno. i told jasmine about my flying fish encounter the other night, and that i have no confidence in carrying platters tray. she told me to give it a try and LEARN! she kept laughing at my flying fish encounter alright. haha. but thank goodness, raymond turned up shortly after. dalland had wanted me to go back to fold napkins for the rest of the night, then at second thought, he swaps xiao na with me. xiao na folds napkins and i'll serve dinner. and my partner's raymond. rocks lah! tho he's slow, but he's good. (:

dinner went on really smoothly, with great performance on stage. certain ones were really hilarious. haha! we finished serving the 8courses at 10ish, yet the programmes has not ended. at 11pm, the guys and 2 girls (kaiyun and me) were given a short break. after the break, we went back to clear some stuffs. thank goodness the guests did not stay to dance, so we can turnover earlier. did some stupid stuffs, then dalland asked me to go over grand salon to help jasmine. when i went over, zhi ling was there already. thus, there were the 3 of us settling the grand salon. damn slack. i love jasmine lah. haha!

wells, while setting up the grand salon, jasmine struck conversation with zhi ling and i. she began asking if we've got boyfriend or girlfriend separately. we talked alot lah. it's nice to talk to jasmine. she's funny and nice. she gave me really simple jobs, whereas poor zhi ling gotta do most of the hard chores. haha! then after we were done with grand salon, i went to tidy up pantry before helping out in the ballroom. and then, we were all signed out at 2.30am.

that night li'e came to sleep over at my place, as it's more convenient for her to go malaysia together the next morning. thus, we took transport back to my place together. haha! and then, zhi ling sms-ed me and asked me some stuffs regarding what i talked to jasmine earlier on. he misunderstood some parts, then out of the blue, he pops the question again. i was consulting li'e how should i answer him in a nice way so that i won't hurt him and at the same time won't lose a friend. i managed to do so, in one way of another. so yay... sighs. sowie. anyways, when li'e and i were back at my place, we washed up and prepared some stuffs before turning in at 4ish. zzz.

24/12 (saturday):

woke up at 8am. li'e and i had our breakfast with my mom downstairs, before coming home to prepare to set off. took the train to kranji to wait for twinny and zhiyong at 10am, before taking 170 to the singapore custom. after all the usual stuffs, we crossed the causeway. we expected that there'll be a jam, but no. the road was clear, and we were at the malaysia custom in no time. after everything, we walked over to city square. when we were about to step into vivo to have our lunch, melvin kor called and offered to bring us elsewhere for lunch. haha! so he got us to wait for him outside and he drove from his home (just nearby) and fetch us. OHMY! he changed a new car. more spacious. the sound system rocks!!! =D i took the front seat, then the rest sat behind.

melvin drove us to holiday plaza, and had wanted to tag along for lunch, but something crops up so he gotta go back to office. yay, he's working currently. freelance wine seller? i think so. we did loads of catching up on the car. the first question he asked me was, "where's your rich boyfriend?". he was refering to wilson. like duh?! then i told him the story all over again, then we talked about many many stuffs. i felt really great. the last time i saw him was onmy 18th birthday, and today i finally see him. and we hardly contact, yet he's forever so nice. sucha good KOR! a genuine friend, as my mom pointed out. yay, agreed! (:

after parting with melvin, the 4 of us had our lunch at some food corner in holiday plaza, before beginning with our shopping spree. holiday plaza is a very messy place, thus we gotta be really careful. we shopped around, and most of things there doesn't suit us. the trend is so not us. we spent alot of time in the pirated DVD shop, then zhi yong bought some dvds and had them deliver over to singapore. safer that way? maybe. we shopped till 4ish, then took a cab to da ma pa sak for our early dinner. it was raining meows and woofs, and the area was flooded! poor drainage system. haha. anyways, the food there was so damn yummylicious. we had our fill man. and at 6ish, we cabbed back to city square to continue with our shopping spree.

this time round, we managed to get more of our stuffs. the trend there is more like us. haha! we actually shopped till 9ish okay. rested in macs awhile, before we left for singapore. my loots today includes 3 tops, 1 denim skirt, 1 pair of pumps and some toiletries. all the tops that i've bought were not for CNY at all, and mainly for casual wear. haha, guess i'll get my CNY tops in singapore next time. there were many many nice stuffs i wanted to get, but because the money were my hard-earned money, so i controlled abit. haha! i brought RM224 over to spend, and i'm home with RM20.22 left. i've stand by SGD$50 to change just in case, but i did not change that in the end. haha! and also, my phone has got auto-roaming, remember? except i can't call our or sms people lah. i kept getting msges and calls, and have to reply them all in one shot once i got back to singapore. haha.

the only picture i took today..

and so we crossed the causeway back to singapore. the causeway was clear with no jams again. haha! reached singapore at 10pm or so, then li'e and i cabbed back to my place. we had wanted to go town area for christmas countdown or something. something disappointing happened. both li'e and twinny+zhiyong had to cancel our trip due to unforeseen circumstances. i got upset, because it's like i've planned to enjoy this holiday eve, whereas the NYE will be spent working all these. then i even tried to rush to be out before 12mn all these. like all these anticipation ended up to be NOTHING. twinny gets to be with zhi yong, li'e gets to go online talk to scott, and me? no one. i was upset, not mad, but i think my words were abit harsh somehow.

li'e rushed back home to meet scott online in the end. i was left at home crying to my parents whining about everything. i'm so tired. i had a rough day. i mean, i enjoyed my trip ALOT, just that the sweet yet painful memories of genting kept flashing through my mind. throughout the malaysia trip, everything reminds me of him!!! everything.. ): i tried my best not to show it out, and even tried to irritate twinny till she keeps scolding me 'kao bei'. i tried, and i succeed till the end of the day when everything just didn't go my way that i break down. sigh.

anyways, i was talking to nnp about everything, then she decided to come down my place from where she was. together with patrick, and their friend, pei zhen, they came down to yishun to meet me. zhi ling was talking to me when i got back from malaysia, and he offered to join us too. thus, nnp contacted zhi ling and all of them came all the way from the EAST to meet me. twinny and zhi yong came too. zhi yong drove over, and we waited for everyone at khatib, before zhi yong send all of us. we went to buy snacks and some alcoholic drinks. it's been ages since i drank, and today i'm kinda depressed, so i decided to keep nnp company and bought jackdaniel's to drink.

i led the way to seletar reservoir park and we chilled there. 7 of us. we ate, drank, chatted and crapped. pei zhen kept talking about all the holy stuffs, and zhiyong taggle with all the "satan" stuffs. haha, so funny! we were chatting about stuffs, then before we left, my drink still got alot, thus i drank it all down. after that, i felt really giddy. then slowly abit tipsy. i began bullshitting, then i know something's not right. BUT, my mind's still very awake. yay.. we left at 2ish. i can't walk straight. haha, i think li'e called? and i don't know what i blurted. then zhi yong send me home. zhi ling followed as he needs the ATM, thus i bring him to the one near my house, before he cabs home. zhi yong and twinny came to my place to use the toilet, before going back home.

washed up. vomitted once, and i felt better after that. that is why i'm able to sit down and BLOG! still felt a lil suffocated tho my heart's a lil sore. am now talking to luhua. i'm telling him about everything that happened today. sigh, i'm just really really upset and disappointed... ): sigh, no love this christmas. no log cake this christmas. no pictures this christmas. no countdowns (cos everyone didn't make it to my place before 12mn) this christmas. no white sprays. no everything.. i hate this. ):

alright, gotta wake up early tomorrow to go back conrad take xmas conrad bears from santa lujia. then gotta be home to help my dad in the painting of my ROOM! yay baby.. goodnights! (:

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