Monday, December 26, 2005
Y i hate it when i feel i'm being lied to..
finally! there's some problems with my wireless settings earlier on, resulted in me unable to be connected to the net. and now, i guess it's fixed? i hope so. while waiting for things to be fixed, twinny called and we talked. haha, updated each other about stuffs lah. sian, we both totally got no mood to start on PM assignment. we're so screwed. :/ but wells, have to start on it tomorrow, by hook or by crook.
sigh, i feel so moody today. who the hell in this world can i really trust totally? some people can be so fake, yet so real till you really put in your trust in them. oh why? friends are like this, and no doubt the male species too. heard about some things, and i felt so cheated. okay, not cheated. just that i'm being lied to. i hate being lied to. life's a bitch at times. sighs* maybe ignorance is bliss. i don't wish to say anything more, as life still goes on. shows' still continue "fliming". riight..
woke up at 9ish this morning. got ready and head off for work at 12pm. quickly grabbed a bite in the canteen before reporting in the ballroom. lu hua got me to inform mery that he's not feeling well so he didn't turned up for work. yay, the function today was some wedding solemnization buffet lunch. samsi gave a quick briefing then jasmine took over to assigned us some pre-tray duties. all the girls went to the backlane to pre-tray everything for tonight's wedding dinner. at about 1pm, jasmine got me to be the usher at lift landing. urgh, count carpet prints again. mery walked past then i went up to chat with her, if not i'll be bored stiff okay. haha! and at about 1.45pm, then i'm allowed to go back into the ballroom. i looked kinda moody, and my partner, jeff, kept asking if i'm okay. haha, he's quite a nice guy actually. tcc china guy. i used to partner him before. abit childish but very helpful. and yay, i was rather moody 'cause all the while i've been lookin' at you-know-who from afar. that backview of his i missed so much. sigh. how i wished i can call out 'bi..' to him again. but that's never gonna happen again. never.
hmm. buffet lunch is basically very simple to do. just clear all the dirty plates and check beverages, and that's it. carrying of oval trays is jeff's job. anyways, the wedding couple is christian, and there's pastor, worshiping, preaching all these stuffs. no offence lah, but i don't really liked this kinda thing so i kinda felt bored during the whole thang. yawns. anyhows, the lunch ended at about 4ish. we cleared everything, then at times we went to the back to nibble at all the left over buffet food. ooh, char siew pau, curry puffs, sandwiches, etc! haha, damn nice okay. dalland saw me eating, then laughed, then teased me, then did nothing to me. no deduction of pay or anything. phew* lol.
after that, we helped turnover a little till 5.30pm when the 5.30pm staffs came. zhe bin, zhi ling and all that. then sam got all the 12pm staffs finished setting half of the ballroom, before we were all signed out. only a handful of guys stayed back. so we were signed out at 5.30pm today. haha! and when we were in the office collecting our bags, zhi ling sms-ed me to ask me open up his locker to get my xmas gift. yay, he was telling me which to get and stuffs. it was a cute lil thing. well, its kinda unexpected but thanks. but me accepting that meant nothing more, like what lu hua said. i've got many doubts right now, but i decided to push everything aside, because no point thinking more. even twinny and zhi yong agrees so. sigh.
and so after we've changed, we went to suntec foodcourt to have our dinner, walked around before leaving for home at 8ish. i'm so tired right now. felt really disappointed about some stuffs, yet it should be expected lah. never trust people too easily. no matter how honest the person seems to be. sighs. oh, nevermind. i'm going to bed soon, after i'm done talking to twinny. nnp tried to call in for conference, but our phones hate her 'cause connection failed! hahahaha! :x yay, i wanna sleep soon. gonna do projects tomorrow. oh shucks. how i dread that...
sigh. sometimes i hope to stay in my room for good. one, its because it's newly painted and i love the new feeling to it. second, it's because i wanna hide from everyone and everything. sighs. nevermind. okay bye.
i miss you, but i can't show it anymore. not anymore..
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