Monday, October 31, 2005
Y bad first day of school. :/
i am super uber beat! very very tired. very very unwell too. having occational dry coughs. very bad shoulder and feet aches. and a very bad swollen left eye. sighs* i need sleep badly, so guess i'll probably turn in early tonight. zzz. geez, there's work tomorrow at 6pm somemore too. OH. happy halloween by the way. -.- shouldn't it be the time for me and my lovelies to be out partying tonight? hmm. prolly wednesday then.
slept for 3 hours only last night. woke up at 7am this morning, and i'm back to the usual daily routine. wake up, call larling to wake her up. get dressed for school, then sms larling to inform her that i'm out (for today case, she's faster). take 852 to school, and on the way, listen to the muttons on FM98.7. it's so .... back-to-normal, except the FEELING is different. yay..
lately, i've been getting really slow in preparing to go out. i'm always late in meet-ups nowadays. for instance, today i'm supposed to meet larling and twinny outside our school bus stop at 8.45am, but i was very late and reached at 9.15am. err, they were late too, tho earlier than me! haha. eh, cannot blame me okay. i missed a bus, PLUS there were traffic jams along lornie road and adam road. PLUS it was raining in the morning. AH, see! :x the moment i reached school, so many things flashed through my mind and the bus stop gave me this really foreign feeling all of the sudden. because they tore down the back part, and THAT pole is gone!! sighs* there's some upgrading jobs done i guess.
we were running late for class already, yet we didn't had the sense of urgency at all. we strolled to our first class at blk31 level 6. for the first time, we had to tap our student card in order to enter the classroom. we were the last ones to arrive today, then we walked into class with STYLE okay. lol. we had wireless technology(WT) practicals, and our tutor is this lao fu zhi lookalike, mr teng heng heu. he's SO naggy lah! only know how to tell grandmother stories. and he's lame too. since he's lame, so i began laming with him. very soon, larling, twinny and i became his targets, especially me. he kept aiming me and was rather sacarstic. i even tried to be funny with him too. haha, larling and twinny joined in as well. bleah. :x
we didn't really had any lessons conducted as it's just some introductory to the module, so we were released early. my entire class, with a very small strength of about 15 (minus martin who was absent), went to canteen 3 together. bought dessert to eat. had a little talk with twinny and larling in the canteen, before we head to LT28 for our usability design(UD) lecture at 11am. didn't paid attention during the lecture, as it's just some introductory lesson. sat with neeky and we discussed about music together for a short while. then i listened to larling's ipod. and out of the blue, neeky commented something pretty loudly which made all of us burst into fits of laughter. haha! he said it so loud because he was listening to music on his ear piece too. so funny lah. :x when everyone turned at his direction, his face became SO red. lol.
after that lecture, we went to blk27 level 5 for WT lecture. didn't paid attention again. almost dozed off in class with larling. i am SO SO SO tired okay. zzz. the moment classes ended, larling and i went to look for twinny who went to the ladies earlier on. we couldn't find her in the toilet, then larling called her and we went to look for her outside at this "balcony" area. our class guys were asking us along to go KBox-ing but we decided not to.
wells, when we went to see twinny, she was hmm, really down in the lumps. the 3 of us sat on the ground and chatted about zhi yong. it's more like larling and twinny were talking, and i listened. the sun was too striking and i shut my eyes. while listening to twinny, i got a lil upset. not really lil lah, but was very. her problems with zhiyong just upsets me alot. really alot. i think both larling and twinny didn't really noticed my mood change, as i was really quiet. sigh. however, i did tried to ask them stop and we made a move to the atrium to run some errands. printed our time tables, and i bought sandwiches to eat.
took 61 to twinny's place aftermath. twinny needs to put her stuffs and change, and also we wanna wait for nehnehpok to be dismissed at 3ish. was browsing through twinny's comics collection, and i borrowed from her one set home to read. i just started reading a lil and it seems so interesting. i'm so afraid one day i'll start my own collection soon. teeheehee. and that will be my new interest. (: so we sat on the bed and started talking. larling was sharing about seattle trip with twinny. i was lying down, and very soon, i dozed off. i slept till nehnehpok calls at 3ish. so we waited for twinny to get changed before we went to take the train to clementi to meet nehnehpok. bumped into steve at bukit batok mrt station. haha!
nehnehpok joined us on the train, and we hit town together. went to plaza singapura, and we went to eat. had our very early dinner at 5ish. we dine in pizzahuts today. we ordered the set meal for 4pax and we had our fill. the last time i ate that was at genting. and today, we were joking so much and laughing so hard. finally we were able to have a GOOD laugh after a hard day earlier. we laughed so hard till we had cramps. whoops. :x after dinner, we walked around PS while waiting for zhi yong to join us. the first thing i said to zhiyong was to ask him put a paperbag over his head, as i do not wish to be reminded of our genting trip. haha, i was just kidding. i'm alright already.
walked around aimlessly and rested in mac. all of us looked so totally drained. decided to walk to heeren aftermath. we were all like dead fishes walking along orchard road lah. twinny and zhiyong then left first. nehnehpok, larling and i went to heeren for a short while, and i said i wanna go home as my eyes really couldn't take it anymore. went to take a train home and i dozed off on the train STANDING. lol. power eh? hmm. oh larling, thanks for knowing what i'm feeling just now. i will keep on doing okay. i am strong, remember? yay.. though it may tires me down alot, but yay, i'll keep going.
reached home at 8ish just now. my shoulders were aching, and my mom helped me to massage a little. and i took some ice cubes to rub my swollen left eye. sigh, painful. sigh, and nehnehpok just called me and told me that twinny lost her phone! argh, some arseholes stole it from her sling bag. pickpockets sucks! argh. i hope she's fine. :/ OH, i finally found takers for my secondary school textbooks. it's been growing mould on my bookshelf for very long already. i'm donating them to jing yi mui soon. haha! i'm so happy that she's promoted to secondary 3 express. good for you, girl. XD
yay. working 6pm tomorrow. will be ordering my mom's birthday cake with my dad before work tomorrow. i am soo soo soo tired now. i'm off to continue with my comics, before i'm gonna hit the covers. goodnights.
p/s: teehee. tomorrow jay chou's new album gonna be released! nehnehpok's getting it, and AHEM, this pirate over here wanna borrow and burn a copy. hmm. waves frantically* wahaha! :x
Labels: Family/Friends, school
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Y it just meant too much..
LOOK! it's going to be 3am, and i'm still up alive and kicking! i've got lessons at 9am later on, and will be waking up 7am, yet i'm still awake. how can? but wells, my bio clock has overturned. i've yet adjust it back to normal. hmm. i don't know if i'm dreading or looking forward to school actually. all i know is that, i can't wait to see my beloved classmates again! (: and of cause all my lovelies. ooh lala! :x and hmm. perhaps it's time i should log on to MeL and start downloading my modules materials and print them soon. after i got my ink cartridge, that is. haha.
anyhows, went out early today to meet larling at dhoby ghaut. before i went to take the train, i went to withdraw money at the ATM machine near my house. i saw this bunch of kiddish ahbengs&ahlians sitting somewhere. when i walked past them, they began calling me, "that girl in black shirt, purple pants and white bag. wanna make friends?" rolls eyes* i could hear them pretty clearly, but i put on my earpiece and walked on. i really hate this kinda kiddos. right not, larling?
reached dhoby ghaut at about 3ish. waited for larling for awhile. then she accompanied to get my PONY sneakers at meridien today. WHEE! i tried it on and paid for it almost immediately. i love it can! teeheehee. XD
pretty isn't it? ZUL says it's nice too! (:
we went to the foodmall at orchard emerald for some dessert, before we went to the specialist centre for larling to replenish her make ups. went to heeren to look at slip-ons, before we took 111 to work at 5pm. oh, i've got my eyes on another pair of slip-ons in e:xodus AGAIN! teehee! :x
alright, larling and i went to change and we were running late. so we went to canteen to quickly grab something to eat. i was practically gobbling down my dinner lah. in the end, we went up late by 5 minutes. :x ran to the ballroom just in time for the briefing. phew* jasmine assigned us to our tables. WHOO! i love jasmine LAH. because she gave me charith as my partner and we are at the south room. for the whole while, i was so hyperactive. i kept laughing with nehnehpok and larling. even jasmine couldn't stand the 3 of us.
went to be the usher at the stairs. stood there and rot for so darn long, that i got so bored. i was in a daze most of the time lah. at times nehnehpok and larling will drop by to show me TLC. waha! :x he was in-charge of the foyer tonight. hmm. there's some things i do not wish to blog, so YAY! i got sooooooooo bored, that i kept wanna yawn. haha. the door opens at about 8pm, and i'm still standing by the stairs, until about 8ish, then he came over to ask me go inside the ballroom.
charith got almost everything done when i went in. went to pick up for first course presentation aftermath. dinner went on VERY smoothly. teehee, because i've got a great partner mah. (: but then, i don't know why i was rushing and pespiring so much. lol. ohmans, and he's always around that i felt a little uneasy, to be honest. but wells, i didn't really care much actually, as i kept gazing over at larling. teeheehee! (: dinner then ended at about 11pm. charith and i were so fast and cleared everything very soon.
did turnover, and at 12mn, we decided to stay back. while jasmine was sending staffs home, i don't know why but larling and i were hugging each other here and there, telling people we were siamese twins and stuffs. haha! very funny lah. and nehnehpok's jealous. :x so we stayed back and did some miscelleneous stuffs. jasmine put larling, nehnehpok and i to settle east west room, and we treat the place as our home loh, as were chatting about school so loudly together. oh man, and that darn nehnehpok shouted "kukujiao" at me across the ballroom. it's so NAN TING alright.
we were then signed out at 1am. larling, nehnehpok and i locked ourselves in the office store and change inside. err, the two of them changed there, except me. because i felt uneasy. so i stood there to guard the door for them. haha, it was so funny. STINKO STOCKINGS!!! grr. glares at nnp* haha! went to the changing room aftermath. while i was untying my bun halfway, i remembered i left my PONY sneakers on the chair in the office! i quickly dropped everything and ran upstairs to get it back. stupid berry disturbed and don't let me get it. grr. haha! ran back downstairs to continue changing. we were rushing as it's 5mins to 1.30am. went to get a drink in the canteen before going to the loading bay for transport.
earlier on, i passed my phone (together with my pouch) to nehnehpok and larling to let them listen to some irritating tone. and when larling returned me my phone, i realised my pouch isn't around anymore! i panicked okay. because... that pouch meant alot to me! it was given to me by him. yay, i'm still using it till now, even though it's getting loose. ohwells. :/ nehnehpok was the last one holding it, so i asked her. but it wasn't with her too! i was on the verge to cry already. i think i scared nehnehpok and patrick. i was running to the security to ask if they've seen it, because i was thinking perhaps when nnp was signing out, she left it there. then there wasn't a soul in the office, so i was really about to cry! when i told zul i lost a hp pouch, he called me crazy for reacting this way. i ignored him and continued to look for it. in the end, the security uncle passed it back to me! phew. sorry lah. i know i've over-reacted, but it just meant too much to me.. still. yay.
so i waited for my cab and shared it with mark. got home at about 2am and here i am. OHOH! i found a song i've been looking for ages. trina feat. kelly rowland - here we go again! omg! that song rocks my socks can. gonna share it with neeky soon. (: alrighty, shall wait for larling to be back from -censored- before i turn in. my whole body's still aching, especially my left arm, due to yesternight of me being a runner. argh. okay ciaos. goodnights!
it can be really tiring, but i've to keep on going.
Labels: Work
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Y XING FU. :x
haha. today i feel so XING FU at work. larling and nehnehpok were FIGHTING for me. they pulled me to their side, and hooked my arm. i got so much TLC from both of them. haha. so XING FU. :x but today i decided to love jingxuan and nancy. haha, kidding. i love everyone okay. (:
met up with larling, nehnehpok and jing xuan at 5pm, and we went into conrad together. we were so hyperactive for the whole night. we kept singing and dancing. and surprisingly, i'm hyper too, despite of his presence all the while. even teckson was asking why i'm in such a good mood today. then i told him "because i see open liao plus my larling is back.". teehee! so after the 4 of us got changed, we went to have our dinner in the canteen before reporting upstairs. for the whole night i kept singing, "tian tian dou xu yao ni de ai" and "my PONY " songs, together with nehnehpok. haha. speaking 'bout PONY, i can't wait to get my PONY sneakers tomorrow!! my mom promised to pay half of it for me! yay! i hope she won't change her mind. :x
had our briefing by steven today. i felt that he's trying too hard to be funny, because i think he's lame most of the times. waha! :x nancy agreed so too. alright, so he assigned us to our tables. larling today kenna VIP, right after she's back from her long vacation. haha, all because of ramesh lah. who else? and worst still, nehnehpok got the blacklisted guy as her partner. SHU HUA! hahahahahaha. but nehnehpok did the running herself. lol. anyhows, i was put to partner shirley! OMG! both of us weren't pro runners. she told me she can't be runner, though everyone was telling me that she CAN be runner. shrugs* i was afraid that she can't take it, so i was being nice to tell her we'll take turns to be runners. each person run 4 courses. after that, larling was so worried about me, and kept asking me to tell shirley to run herself. lulu said so too. lulu even volunteered to fight with her for me. haha, but she didn't lah. in the end, i did run loh. sad.
went to serve cocktail aftermath. then at about 8pm, door opens. there's something wrong with larling's contact lens today, so her eyes were painful. i was worried about her, so i quickly RAN to our locker and took my eye drop and passed it to her. poor larling. :/ so shirley was ushering, so i had to take care everything myself. sad. then larling was nice enough to come over and help me. she loves me soooooooooo much lah. TEEHEEHEE. we had first course presentation, then dinner began lah. i ran for the first 4 courses. while i was portioning my first course second platter (and i'm finishing soon), he came and snatched my serving gears and portioned the rest for me. hmm, guess maybe i was too slow? but i feel my speed was okay leh. or maybe because my partner was no where in sight? shrugs* aiya slap!
then comes the 2nd course, which was the sharks fins. that's the course i feared most, because it's individual serving, than we had to carry 12bowls in one oval trays and go 2 trips. it's UBER heavy! i was complaining to larling that i'm afraid i can't carry and all that. then i don't know who to ask for help. sigh. i went to the kitchen to pick up myself loh. when i was about to squat and carry, HE tapped me and siam-ed me then he carried out for me. hmm. AIYA, he will help anyone de. yay, that should be the way i must think. hmm. so he helped me with the first tray. i was wondering who's gonna help me with the 2nd tray. haha! then when i saw kelvin, i asked him to help me carry out. when he's about to go in, patrick came out with one tray and landed at my station. OH THANKS!
one of our tables asked for family service, so it was still okay, as i only had to portion for one platter for every course. 3rd course, i went to pick up myself. it's 2 platters of the fish with covers, and it's so hard to balance lah! i think i'm lucky most of the times leh, because this time when i carried half way, i met teckson and he helped me with the rest of the way. after this course, we had a stoppage for 2nd march-in. before that, the groom sang some songs, so the stoppage was longer than usual. larling came over and we chit-chat. teehee. she went off to standby at the stage shortly after. then jingxuan, han xue, amelia and i began chit-chatting at one side. i don't know why han xue, jing xuan and i began dancing a lil. as in, became hyperactive! haha, then steve came and separate us. haha!
when they were about to do their toasting, i went to the back to get ready to pick up my 4th course. wah lao, it's so heavy. and hard to balance. i sprained my waist this time round. ~!#%^&* ohwells. i made it through still, because 5th course onwards, it's shirley's turn to be runner. WAH LAO. she can be runner loh! and i know larling's heart was aching each time she sees me struggling. haha, my face was all flushed and i'm panting and pespiring lah. darn it. larling even came by my station once and told shirley a lie, in order to protect me. she told shirley that i had shoulder injury once, so she told her not to bully me and stuffs. haha, larling i love you lah! oops, nnp gonna be jealous already. :x
though we've said that for the last course, dessert, we'll take one platter by one platter, because 2 soup bowls on an oval tray is very hard to carry. i had no confidence in doing that, so i've never tried carrying it before. however, when i was clearing my table, ramesh came and got me to go pick up dessert. i've no choice but to carry everything myself. luckily i've charith to help me balance the bowls before i carried them. i was practically kneeling on the ground while landing it on our station lah. my face was so red already. high blood pressure. haha! :x YES, i made it! i may be tiny in size, but i'm strong okay. i can beat a person using one finger, remember? winks at larling* haha, kidding. sigh. but i hate being a runner. it's soooooooo tiring. ):
dinner ended late today, at 11ish, then we quickly cleared everything. while clearing, shirley broke one glass at the aisle area where guests were still walking and leaving the ballroom. shirley was holding a tray full of glasses, whereas my tray is empty. so she went to the stewarding, whereby i picked up the broken glasses myself. i know i'm stupid for not using anything to pick them. i used my bare hands, and i accidentally pricked my finger till there's blood. jing xuan saw and quickly dragged me to go wash my wound. aiyo, see! she loves me too! hahahahahaha! =D
we didn't do much turnover, because steve only require a few staffs to stay back. not many girls are needed, so all of us went back at 12mn. we stayed in the office to help samsi with some stuffs, thus we decided to take the 1.30am transport. jingxuan, nehnehpok, larling and i took our time to get changed. i really love them man. after we changed, we went to look for samsi to take our vouchers. larling's voucher was with steve, so we had to go to the ballroom to look for him. hmm. teehee. :x
larling and i outside the salons area.
da tou! :x
larling, me, nehnehpok and jingxuan. (:
nehnehpok and i.
teehee.
see! i can't even take a proper picture with jingxuan. because both larling and nehnehpok were jealous, so they want to be in the picture too. larling's fingers and nehnehpok's 1/4 face? lol!
i just feel so XING FU today. keke! (: so i took the same transport as patrick today. we had a talk, and i found out about something rather interesting. hmmm. nevermind. after he alighted the transport, he called me and we continued to talk abit, before i'm about to reach home, THEN larling called me. and we talked till i was about to go wash up and came online. lol.
anyhows, today we didn't get to stay back and earn that extra chinks, but steve promised to let us stay tomorrow night. hmm. see how lah, as monday lessons beginning at 9am. YAY SCHOOL! =D tomorrow working at 6pm with larling. nehnehpok working 5pm at SBTP. nnp, remember don't wear man tou woh. :x perhaps before work tomorrow, larling and i will go for a lil shopping. I WANT TO BUY MY PONY SNEAKERS!!! :x
being a runner sucks, because my body's aching all over now!! my back's aching too! i think i sprained my back a little. my shoulder's very painful!!! I WANT A MASSAGE! larling did helped me to massage a little just now tho. teehee. :x
okay, ciaos! (:
i will try not to think about him anymore! yay baby.. =D
Labels: Family/Friends, Work
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
Y tired.
i am so so so tired!! hurhur. turned in at 1ish last night, and at 5ish, zaeid called me. that guy is mad. he can't get to sleep, so he tried calling whoever he could think of. he told me tried calling aizat, tini and his outside friends. none of them picked up his call, except me. haha! i kept him entertained for about 45minutes, before i told him i really wanna go back to sleep. hey, i'm nice enough to entertain him awhile okie. just that i didn't wanna go meet him at chong pang mac for breakfast. we were bitching so much. lol. and he just wrote me such a sweet testimonial in friendster. haha. mad ass.
i went back to sleep. then at 9ish, my mom's supervisor called me and told me that my mom fainted at her workplace again. i quickly went to fetch her and accompanied her to a doctor. sigh. she felt better aftermath. we had our lunch at chong pang. then she followed me to get my contact lenses and made my new specs. FINALLY! checked my degree, and it has increased. 400degree for both. awwww! ): chose my specs, and altogether (including contact lens), it costs me 150 bucks. ~.~ will be collecting it on thursday. hmm.
went home aftermath. saw roy at his parent's stall. his hair's getting funkier man. haha.
hmm. i feel like taking a nap before i'm off to work later. zzz. tired. be gone!
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Friday, October 28, 2005
Y WELCOME HOME LARLING!!
today. i'm happier. because my larling is BACK! =D
this is the denim skirt yun, twinny and i bought for her birthday.
the necklace twinny and i bought for her from genting one month plus back.
a very simple and very last minute card i made for her this morning.
stuffed everything inside this box i bought with some handmade shredded paper in it. lol.
ta-dah! de box. cute right? pigs all over! larling loves it, no? teeheehee! =D
took 858 to changi airport at 3ish. larling's flight was scheduled to land at 4.05pm, and i was slightly late! darn. i quickly went to belt21 to look for her, then my phone rang. larling used the public phone to call me and told me that she has reached! i told her where i was then she came and look for me. lol, that girl's carrying so many bags lah. i helped her with some, then we took the sky train to T2 to take the train to tampines. yay, i can't help but reminisced a little about the time i sent and fetched him from the airport to and back from taiwan. that was the very last time. (:
so on our way to tampines, we did loads of catching up. i told larling everything about yesterday. and about my feelings. about what i feared. there's still some things i couldn't imagine. but ohwells. this is the last time. really. as i ain't gonna be brought down by him anymore! sompa* o.Ov teeheehee! oh, we bumped into rahmad at tampines mrt station today.
followed larling home, and she began doing a lil unpacking. she didn't shopped much this time round. but i could see that she has enjoyed herself alot. so larling's mom and sister and i surrounded her while she opened her stuffs. haha. as expected, she bought ALOT chocolates home. i tasted some, and they sure do taste great. :x and larling gave me some too. plus this mug she bought for me with my name on it. teehee, thanks larling. (: larling's dad and brother came home shortly after. haha! larling, i think your brother is cute. LOL! anyhows, i waited while larling took a shower before we went out again.
left her place at 6ish and we walked to TM. it's been so long since we last went there. haha! hmm, when we walked past famous amos, it reminded us the time when we rushed there to collect my 1st month anniversary present for him. the way i tricked him and surprised him. ohwells. LAST TIME liao. :x haha! okay, so we had our dinner in Pastamania today. bumped into my aunt, and it's been ages since i last saw her. she really changed alot. haha, she think i've changed too. hmm. anyhows, larling and i went to take prints after dinner. WHEE! missed taking prints with her man. love taking prints with her 'cos we're so natural! right larling? (: we had 10 poses, and all looks great man, but we were only allowed to choose 4 out of 10. haha!
looks like i'm squeezing her? lol. -hugs-
can ya see the brolly larling's holding? lol. it was drizzling earlier on so she brought that. and she was inspired to pose with it. LOL.
ai ni~ err, the heart seems distorted there. :x
teehee.
shopped around TM and CS aftermath. went to popular bookstore and i bought some stuffs i need for school and some CD-R. checked out my ink cartridge price. think i'll get it once i've checked my model number. haha! larling and i were discussing about our makeover plans. teeheehee. i'm more interested in retro style. hmm. we talked alot and window shopped. oh, i finally bought my black rose ring!!! teeheehee. i really enjoyed my time out with larling. NEHNEHPOK, don't jealous because i enjoyed your company all the time too! i love everyone! (: twinny was with NNP earlier on, so they called us and we talked. teehee.
i really gotta say this. i love you girls so much. and i miss my secondary school friends so much. despite all the falls i faced, i'm glad to have my friends and family standing by me. i promise i won't let him get me down anymore. it's really not worth it, though i truly and seriously loved him. just that he has caused me too much pain, that i really don't wanna think about him anymore. really. (: anyhows, hari raye is coming, and i'm wondering if there'll be our annual jalan raye this year. i've better start asking fizzy and peanut bro2 soon. i wanna collect green packets too. haha! =D
okay, back to my day. at 9ish, larling walked me to the interchange and i took 969 home and got home at 10ish. ma tong, ma tong ma tong.. -sings- haha, it's an inside joke between larling and i. haha.
hmm. after so many days of absence at home, today my parents waited for me to reach home before they turned in. managed to talk to them a lil today. my dad and i were planning about my mom's birthday which falls on the 3rd of nov. a month ago, when i was planning this, i've included him in my plan, but not anymore now. (: so yay.
tomorrow larling's gonna be back in conrad to work. yun, jingxuan, larling and i will all be working 6pm tomorrow. larling bought some souvenirs for dalland, ramesh, teckson and mery, plus chocolates for our friends there. teehee. hope it'll be a good day tomorrow. NIGHTS ALL! smiles*
oh, i'm going to update my photo album later. guess i'm gonna remove me&him album and burn the pictures in a cd-r or something.
goodbye to you... and everything i thought i knew... take care, my once eyecandy..
Labels: Family/Friends, Snapshots
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Y n.u.m.b
boo. in just a few hours' time, my larling's flight will touch down changi airport. i can't wait to see her, and tell her what happened today! it has been an eventful day for me. hmm. this afternoon at 2ish, larling texted me telling me that she's already at the airport in states. and now, i bet she's on the way to Hongkong for her stopover. wonder if she'll call me later. teehee. i felt a lil down in the lumps earlier, but luckily i had neeky for company. WAHAHA. funny that we're chatting so much. hmm. (:
today. work has been stressful and tiring for me. reached conrad with nehnehpok slightly earlier, and we took our time to change and eat. ate dinner with teckson today and we bitched together. haha, he's SOO FUNNY! :x right nehnehpok? lol. alright. at 6pm, we went to report in the ballroom. and when i opened the door, i was greeted by zul with a new name given to me. "SMALL GIRL". throughout the night, that's my name given by him. and i called him "big boy". haha! and he thinks i'm always smiling, and that my smile is cheeky. hmmm. lol.
ramesh was the in-charge, but jasmine gave briefing. there were 3 new staffs today, and one of them, ronan, happened to be my schoolmate. haha, he's actually yan ting's classmate. we talked and knew each other. i kept disturbing him, and he was blushing. teehee. right, while jasmine was assigning us the tables. she pointed at me and told me to go help xia yun with the VIP table, which means i'm gonna be the VIP server tonight. at that moment, i thought of larling. i don't know why. frankly, i've never liked been a VIP server at all, because the attention you get from the rest is so different and i hate that. but ohwells, i don't know in future if things will be the same.
so yay. xia yun is still quite new to being a VIP server, but she has been guiding me through pretty well, though at times it's hard for me to understand what's she's talking, because of her cheena accent lah. :x aftermath, we took turns to go and change into our VIP wear, black cheong sam. as i'm still new, and we were asked to take turns to go and change instead of going together, so she went first and prepared my set for me at the housekeeping. know what? i already took the SMALLEST size already, and it's still uber big and long for me. i had to fold up my skirt two times, and the slit is damn high at my thigh there, like what larling once told me. my sleeve was long. i had to walk carefully, as i'll tend to step onto my own skirt at times. haha, too long lah! o.o
after i've changed, i went back to do other stuffs. nehnehpok then told me something, which got my legs shook a little. but i was still okay, until i saw it with my own eyes later in the night. alright, dinner began at 8ish. xia yun stayed in the ballroom during first march-in, whereas i went to the back to pick up platters. during the first course presentation, we were the last to enter. both of us came out from two sides from the backlane, then went up the stage, meet and down the stage together. and then we presented our food. wah lao, i was so afraid i will trip while going down the stage lah. but luckily, i was careful enough. phew*
presented our food, and started serving the individual platters. throughout the dinner, we had jasmine to help us do portioning. basically all we had to do was to serve and give tip-top service to the bridal and vip table guests. it was rather stressful initially. my fringe began falling, and jasmine came and pat my back and asked if i'm okay. haha! she told me to get used to it slowly. and when i went to the bar to take drinks, teckson and ramesh were saying i was perspiring. ya meh? haha.
right before 2nd march-in, i saw him and another girl. it was his off day, so he's in his home clothes. i saw him after i picked up a drink from the bar, turned and saw this familiar figure walking in front of me. very close in front. i didn't notice it was him, until i saw that shirt which i've always liked seeing him in, pants which he bought from taiwan and shoes which he always wear. my heart stopped. my heart broke when i saw the way he led the girl's way. just right in front of me. i can't do anything, so i just walked past them and serve my drink. they were standing at the south room door area. i'm not sure what were they doing there, but i noticed that girl was taking pictures of the 2nd march-in. i felt thankful that i have slight night blindness, so i couldn't see clearly everything when the ballroom's light was dim.
jasmine was beside me when xia yun and i stood by the stage to standby. she was telling me that he's actually not supposed to come into ballroom like that. hmm. patrick was nearby, so i talked to him. and he calmed me down and tried to cheer me up. all i knew was that, my shoulders were shaking, hands were cold and legs became jelly. first it was because of what i saw, and second was because i'm nervous about being the VIP server. i heard so many things about him, about what he introduced that girl as. about the girl's not local. zaeid and teckson were asking if i'm okay. HELLO, i'm strong alright. zaeid was telling me that he's doing that on purpose. to show me. wells, really? i don't know and don't care. i admit i was upset, and thoughts were invading my mind and stuffs. but i kept telling myself that this will not bring me down anymore. NOT ANYMORE!
anyhows, during the toasting, berry guided me and told me what to do and all. i went up the stage, using my round tray to cover my skirt's slit while walking the steps (haha), and took the champagne glasses from berry and began distributing to the couple's relatives. we have to make sure everyone has a glass before they began toasting. the yum-seng, ya'll know. haha! after their 3 toasts, we had to clear their glasses. while i'm on stage, my legs were shaking. i saw the shape of him and that girl only, because of my slight night blindness lah. yay.
after the 2nd march-in, they were no where in sight already. so dinner went on smoothly. after that, we had to standby outside with hot tea and face towels, before i went back the ballroom to clear our tables. carried in a few oval trays, and BIG BOY was cheering me on. haha! actually only xia yun had to take the food to the couple's room, but ramesh asked me to follow her today. i helped to carry the couple's wedding photo albums, and we went up to 27th floor to their room. teehee. the room's spacious and nice. :x after we put down everything, the groom shook our hands and thanked us... AND GAVE US TIPS! tsktsk. it's 2bucks only. aiya, better than nothing. xia yun told me there's once she got a 10bucks tips. woots! :x
went back to the ballroom to do turnover after that. on the way, xia yun and i had a little talk. she was telling me about the problems that she's facing being in a relationship with a black jacket. oh, she's with steve OPENLY. i decided to tell her about my once relationship with a black jacket too. i never tell him who, and she did not ask much too. i was just sharing what's the problems and stress. she feels enlightened tho. (:
berry gave us the turn over instructions. was with han xue, ronan and abigail to pretray for tomorrow's dinner. we were slacking at the back. i'm surprised that i still can enjoy so much after what happened earlier. wells, i guess it's because i'm too numb to feel anything. right nnp? yay. at 12am, berry was asking who wanna stay and don't want to. i wanna stay because i want more money, so i dragged nnp to stay with me. han xue too. after that, did other stupid stuffs. while getting one basket from the stewarding, a whole stack of baskets fell and hit my head. WAH, pain! :/ argh. then we helped out ramesh at the foyer. and this time, nnp hit her head! lol, we're 2 clumsy asses today. :x
and at about 2am, we were signed out after i'm done changing the signage. went to change, and took the 2.30am taxi. the cab i took went to sims drive (berry), aljunied (aunty mary), AMK (han xue), before it's my turn. i reached home only at 3.30am man. crazy! zzz. surprisingly, i'm not feeling that tired at all. i feel like NOT sleeping and wait for larling's call when she's at HK. hmm. it's 5.20am already anyways, and she'll be in HK at about 6 i think? but neeky's waiting for me to sleep before he will go and sleep, as he's afraid i'll anyhow think. haha! think, i will lah. but i'm still okay. perhaps i'll just lie on my bed awhile.
to be frank, i did feel the hurt when i saw what i saw today. maybe like what he once told me what he'll do. i don't know who's that girl but all i can say is that, yay, he's moving on well. i should be happy for him, just like how i was happy for jae and michelle, no? yay, i'll be happy for him if he's happy too. something about me is that, if i happened to know that he has moved on, i'll tend to imagine him treating another girl the way he treated me in the past, the TLC, and will feel upset about it. but for now, i try not to think. i did tried. but there's one thing i can't help but felt upset. didn't know he can change so fast. it has been only 3 weeks! he's so different. he wasn't what i first know him. it's just so different. so foreign. sigh, told yun and neeky about what i'm feeling just now and guess i'm feeling slightly better already. neeky has been real nice to keep me company and make me smile. thanks boy. (: ohwells, it's REALLY time to move on with life, tho i know i'll never forget him and the hurt he caused me. never.
i can't help but think about this. altho the hurt jae once caused me was deep and painful. all the lies and the hopes he gave me. recalling that, i still feel the pinch of pain in my heart. but he is still nice to me. be my good friend and is always there to talk to me. he will feel bad about how he treated me. he is still very considerate towards my feelings, and also his own. regardless of the pain, i am still glad that he has finally found what he wanted all the while. i'm glad for him. unlike him, i don't know why he won't even feel bad about hurting me the way he did. well, that's what i thought so. is he really what everyone are telling me he is? is he what he really told me he is? how come he's a totally changed person overnight? can i still believe in my own beliefs? can i? i don't know about that anymore. nah, i won't hate him. i never hated anyone before. have i? i'll still wish him all the best. yay.. sigh.
like what everyone said, it's time to let go and time to move on. yay, i guess so. i don't wanna feel anymore. i can't feel anymore. sigh. let time heals bah. meanwhile, i can't wait for school to begin. yay. sometimes, i'm afraid when someone treats me too nice that i'll fall. i don't wish to, as rebound was never my style.
sigh. this is the last time. after telling larling about it tomorrow, and that's it. brand new start for me. i hope i can do it this time.. give me strength. wells, i believe i'm strong then i will be. yay..
sigh. it's 5.40am already.
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Y out with conrad collegues.
i think i've got eye infection. should i go see a doctor? but i think it'll be a waste of money leh. because usually such thingy, the doctor will ask to stop wearing my contact lens for a few days and then prescribe me an eyedrop. waste of money and time. moreover, i can't do without my contact lens. plus my specs cannot make it lah. i can't wear it out. so what now? aiya, just continue to wear my contact lens and wait till sunday then get my new pairs of contact lenses, as the one i'm wearing now is my last pair. :/
anyhows, i got up at 11am this morning feeling so darn shagged. i slept at 5am last night okay. i still dragged my ass up and gave nancy and the darn NEHNEHPOK morning calls. after which, i took my time to get ready, as i was VERY sure that the nehnehpok will be late. left for town at about 12ish and met yun outside cineleisure. saw some pervert ass on my way to cine today. it was this AH NEH whom seems a lil unstable. he was walking towards my direction. at that time, the road wasn't that crowded. towards him, there's only me and another female passerby. while walking, that ah neh PULLED DOWN HIS PANTS A LITTLE AND RUB AGAINST HIS HAIRY LIL THING IN FRONT OF US! i could see his pubic hair already. omg. i was so turned off, that i quickly walked the other way. DARN GROSS! i felt like puking. wanted so much to take out my phone to tell somebody, but i suddenly remembered i can't look him up anymore, so yay, i didn't do it. sorry lah, but it's always him i first thought of when i am in trouble or whatsoever. :/
so after i met nehnehpok, we brought jingxuan's cake and presents up to KBox to store, before wondering about to look for a birthday card. bought one from more than words, then we had our lunch in LJS. we wrote our messages on the card there. oh, before that, we went to take prints again. haha. geez, i've been splurging too much on that lately. :/
NNP vs KKJ. haha, i wrote that. :x
aiyo. she loves me so much that she always wanna kiss me. tao yan. blushes*
we very sweet hoh? say yes. :x
teeheehee!
toot! that's the word we often used in our secret messages. right TOOT TOOT? haha. :x
hmm. i didn't wrote that. :/
went outside cineleisure to wait for the rest to arrive. han xue reached first, and followed by jingxuan, nancy and xiao ming. nancy, han xue and i went to Basement 1 to withdraw money, whereas the rest went up to KBox first. after withdrawing money, we sat in the foodcourt for han xue and nancy to write their messages in the card we bought. they bought and smuggled lunch up to Kbox to eat. sigh, they bought korean meal from the foodcourt which reminds me the VERY first time he and i went out as friends. we ate there and caught a movie, XXX - the next level in cine. sigh, memories.
went to Kbox room 25 to join the rest. this time the tv screen is bigger, and we had 4 microphones. haha! we started singing from 2pm to 7pm. patrick came and joined us at 4ish. i wasn't shy at all today, and sang quite alot of songs. it was fun. all of us stood on the sofa to sing and dance. we got high singing wilbur pan's "bu de bu ai" and "kuai le cong bai" and alot more. love singing S.H.E "ai wo de zhi ge" with both yun and jing xuan. we rocks singing that song can. :x nancy's very cute man. she kept making all sort of weird sound effects. i bet everyone truly enjoyed themselves. oh. despite been our off day today, everyone just can't seem to get work outta our head. because we kept talking about PORTIONING, SERVING, DESSERT, etc etc, the entire day. haha.
jing xuan and i.
nehnehpok and i. can ya notice my onebigonesmall eyes? lol.
han xue, nancy and xiao ming. the china clique. look at nancy's funny face.
nancy and i. i don't know why but i was able to click with her exceptionally well. she's his god-sis, and that was why we became so close in the first place, as our usual common topic that time was about him. :/
nancy, xiaoming, peiyun, me and han xue. :x
hmm. knew some interesting stuffs today, that is, actually han xue and nancy are smokers. hmm, i was rather shocked, because they don't looked like one at all. so there were 3 smokers in the room, and each time they smoke, i'll tend to shoo them to one corner to isolate themselves. haha, because of my eyes. they get teary and red when come into contact with the smoke and sun/light. sigh, pain. okay, so we sang and dance around on the sofa in the room. haha! i think pretty soon K-singing will be my new found hobby, and my K-singing kakis will be yun&co. haha! :x
and at 5ish, yun and i went outta room to get ready the cake and presents. we called xiao ming to standby the birthday song i've selected before leaving the room, then yun and i walked into the room with the cake. FEEEEEWHEETX! my dear girl was so touched by us aiight. we sang birthday song for her, and took some photos.
birthday girl. happy 18th birthday, jx! (:
group picture. conrad BQT. lol.
gave jingxuan the present and the card aftermath. we bought her a new messenger bag. woots! (: then, yun decided to sabo her using the cake. same traditional method which twinny and i did to her on her birthday the other time. push the candle butt into the cake and take it out using tongue. haha! while they were sabo-ing her, nancy and i went on to sing 5566's "yuan dian". haha! :x so we continued to sing till about 7pm then we foot the bill and left for dinner.
took 7 to bugis for our steamboat dinner. it was nancy's recommendation. ma la huo guo. it's along beach road i think. somewhere there lah. sigh, his brother also doing that business along sin ming road and i've yet to try it. SIGH. okay, it cost 15bucks per person. we took both spicy and non-spicy soup. it's like singapore versus china lah, as we were sitting opposite each others. as in, singapore one side, china the other. spicy one side, non-spicy the other. lol. i tried the ma la tang. it's UBER spicy that my tongue hurts. i didn't really ate much. i ate mainly hotdogs. haha, told ya i love hotdogs already. i can just eat that and that's it.
i became sorta quiet during dinner, then patrick, who was sitting next to me, asked me if i'm thinking about him again (he don't know who, but just said "him"). i kept quiet, knowing he already knew the answer. yay. so we ate till about 10pm, then we left to bugis junction to play in the arcade for awhile, while accompanying yun to wait for her friend to fetch her. aftermath, we all left for home in our separate ways. i took 851 home and got home only at 11ish. a tiring day indeed. there's work tomorrow at 6pm. AND yay baby! larling's coming home real soon! she's setting off tomorrow afternoon and will reach on friday, thereabout! yay! (:
am i so lovable? guess not, because the love that i want is no longer there. boohoo. sigh. lol. but nehnehpok claims that she will love me till she dies. haha! tao yan lah. my larling jealous liao. :x the two of them are gonna fight for me leh. tsktsktsk. BUT HEY, we are all straight okay. we still love men. lol. :x anyhows, i think everyone has a challenge with my height. xiao ming and patrick especially. haha! today they kept patting my head like their pet, and pretends they can't see me. okay nevermind. darn them. if i believe i'm tall, then i'll be, and if i don't believe that i'm tall, then i'm not. haha!
dang it! my winamp auto-played beyonce's "naughty girl". damn song. larling will know why. ): i'm now chatting with neeky boy, han de and zhe bin. been so long since i chatted with them, and we're talking about class stuffs. gonna look forward to semester4 with this great bunch of classmates. poor neeky has fallen sick. haha! hmm, zhebin's appeal against his dismissal was unsucessful, which means he's no longer a NP student. sigh. our class strength's getting smaller each semester. ARGH! i just felt this pinch of sadness in me when he sms-ed me today to tell me about it. sigh, wonder what's gonna be his next step? NS? ohwells. whatever it is, he will still be part of our class. once a W01-ian, always a W01-ian. that's what i told him. =]
rememebered i once mentioned many things i wished to do during this long vacations? there's many i've yet done. i've not signed up for BTT, as i've got no company and no mood. i've yet went ice skating, as i've no time. guess i'll drag larling and neeky to go with me one of these day and i'll go as non-isan member, since my membership expires on the 31st. i've yet cleaned up my room too. his presents and stuffs are still lying all around my room. i feel like revamping my room leh, but have yet any inspirations. haha. :x i've also yet went clubbing, which we've postponed to next wednesday. it's gonna be ladies night, so free entry for me, plus it's the eve of a public holiday, so there'll be nightrider home. lol. just wanna go look around club momo. people going prolly are yun, larling, twinny, zhiyong and neeky. who else interested in joining? haha. aww, gonna see zhiyong. he had better bring along a plastic bag to cover himself, as i don't want to be reminded of genting yet. sigh. okay, i just wanna do CRAZY stuffs. very crazy stuffs. sigh. anyone game for that?
ya'll know? i wish to have driving license soon, and have my own car, so that i don't have to worry about last buses or trains. and hoh, i want a man. because i needs TLC. lol, i learnt that from nehnehpok. haha, i'm just kidding okay because you know you know. nevermind. :x HMMM. it's just a wishful wish. slaps*
hmm. i suddenly... got this urge to... !#$%^&*(%#$^%. okay, nevermind. shall censored off everything. :/ i'm going a lil crazy. time's running out. school's starting real soon. gonna be back to those half working half schooling life which will tire me out alot, yet i've no choice but to do it. i feel that i've changed. changed to what is for me to know and for you to wonder. i just felt i've changed. sigh. whatever.
okay, i'm off to do my PROJECT before i sleep! winks at larling* i'm dead tired. zzz.
Labels: Family/Friends, Partying, PhotoBlog
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Y chilly night. sore eyes.
it's a chilly night. i can't help but think of him again. and i happened to see something which upsets me a little. but yay, i shall be optimistic, no? but... suddenly i just don't have the mood anymore. ohwells.
it's late now. and i gotta wake up at 1045am tomorrow. my eyes are bloodshot red now. and it seems like my left eye is smaller than my right eye now. everyone at work just now thought i cried. haha. what's wrong with my eyes man. argh.
anyhows, work has been uber tiring today. i was signed off at 2.30am just now. took cab at 3.20am and reached home at about 3.50am. should be turning in already, but i chose to come online to whine at my larling for awhile. i just feel a lil suffocated in here. points to my heart* suddenly, we were talking about horse-riding, and i can't help but recalled my first and only time riding a horse in genting. sigh. no larling, i'm not blaming you. (:
that darn nehnehpok was late in meeting me today. we went to sign in and quickly changed, before having our dinner in the canteen with nancy and han xue. went to report at 5.30pm and began setting up the east-west ballroom for tonight's dinner. easy stuffs. at about 6.30pm, we had our briefing outside grand salon by dalland. a quick one. then he assigned us to our tables. both yun and i got SUCKY partners. boo. my partner was a noob cheena man, shu hua. i was fine with working with noobs, because we were once a noob too. i never looked down on noobs, but this one. wah lao, he's blacklisted by my from today onwards! everybody who happened to know he's my partner, came and say "goodluck", "god bless" and "bao zhong" to me, because they know he had lots of screw ups yesterday, which was his first day. okay, i was so darn pissed at him during dinner. read on to know why.
went to serve cocktail with yun and nancy. yun and i talked to dalland about changing our partners. he promised to help us check out who to swap and stuffs. in the end, he only changed yun's partner, and told me that he can't find any suitable person to guide shu hua. okay fine. after that, i told dalland this, "ni bu teng ni nu er de larling le." haha, and he laughed. dinner began, and everything's not so okay at all. i was half the runner and half the server. this one still okay, BUT that darn ass don't listen to me!!!!! he don't know how to carry an oval tray, so he's carrying it the way we carried a round tray. and he's SLOW! he pick up food ONE platter by ONE platter, instead of TWO platters on an oval tray!
so i did portioning and he served. and i'm not even done with my portioning, then he take and SERVE! for instance, there's scallop and veggie. i've only put the veggie and not yet the scallops, THEN HE TOOK AND SERVE! i stopped him, and expected him to stop and let me finish portioning, but NO!!! he actually said, "aiya, wu suo wei lah" to me! WTH?! i snatched the plate from him and continued portioning. and also, he kept bringing in oval trays till our side station is full of oval trays! i had no choice but to ask him take away some. THEN, we have 2 platters to portion right. when i'm portioning one platter, the other had to be covered in order not to let it turn cold. he actually open up BOTH platters! i told him cannot, then he said WU SUO WEI to me again!! i say cannot again to him, he still say never mind! this time, i shouted and scolded him. berry saw and was stunned to see me like that. eh come on lah, how many a time have you seen me scold people before? he really drove me to the edge lah! i was fuming mad. if he's willing to learn, i really don't mind been his partner. but he's always WU SUO WEI when i told him what to do and what not to do. ARGH. fumes*
so that went on throughout the dinner. and because my eyes were red and they gets teary very often, alot people thought i cried. berry, jasmine, zaeid, aizat, nancy, patrick, lujia and etc all came over to ask if i was okay. i then told them i did not cry. it was shirley who cried, because she got a sucky partner too. geez! and also, my partner's so SLOW in clearing, that i've no space for my platters. in the end, i carried in a few oval trays myself. during second march-in, i stood with patrick and complained and whined at him. lol, i must have scared him. :x and then, when i'm portioning the dessert, my partner still got the cheek to ask me portion one extra bowl for him to eat when he brings in the oval trays. WTH? i glared at him and ignored him and continued with my portioning. WHAT SHIT IS THIS? argh.
and finally, dinner ended at 10ish. i made it through the dinner. eh, tho i got this damn partner, we were still quite fast okay. tsktsk. but really lah, he's blacklisted by me liao LAH! fumes* after dinner, we did a massive turnover for tomorrow's SIA D&D. at about 12, most staffs were signed out. a few of us stayed back only. dalland got yun, han xue and i to stay back. i was put to help out steve with the east-west ballroom set up. lots of stupid things to do lah. after i'm done, then i helped to wipe cutlery and diva glasses with yun they all.
oh, today berry got to do some stuffs which HE didn't have much of a chance to do. somehow that makes me feel unfair for him, but what to do? i've got no right to interfere anymore. sighs. i bet he still must be hunting for a new job. what will happen to us in future when he left conrad? gonna disappear into thin air? sigh. somehow, i've got lots of questions in my mind that needs to be answered. i don't know. argh.
at about 1ish, miza and i went to the canteen to bring up fried rice for everybody. at about 2am, we all were in the office eating. lol. mark and jasmine then asked me to help me do some english editing. lol. mark got me a chair to sit on and a red pen to help him check for grammar, spelling and punctuation errors of an email. i felt like a teacher lah. o.o" whoever typed that email really needs tuition badly. oops. it's actually a confidential email, about what happened during dinner. the hiccups and stuffs. jasmine even made me swore to secrecy. duh. it's no big deal actually, as i won't be interested in remembering stuffs like that. -.-"
after which, we went to change and went to wait for our cabs home. yawns. tomorrow my off day, and i'm going out to celebrate jingxuan's birthday with the rest. i'll be meeting yun slightly earlier to prepare our surprise. i hope it'll be fun, tho i know i'll be so darn shagged. zzz.
it's 5am now. i'm waking up in about 6hours time. argh. goodnights. =]
i don't wanna feel the way that i do. i just wanna be right here with you. i don't wanna see, see us apart. i just wanna say it straight from my heart - i miss you.
Labels: Work
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Y behind these hazel eyes.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, JING XUAN!!! (:
what's wrong with everybody around me? sigh, RELATIONSHIPS. it may be honeyed most of the times, but it does bring you blues. SIGH..
i'm home after a tiring day at work. work has been really fine, and quite enjoyable too. (: went to meet yun and xuan at the bus stop at 4.30pm today. errr, not really lah, as i was LATE. teehee. quickly went to sign in and got changed, before we had our dinner in the canteen together. and at 5.30pm, we went to report. everyone seems so tensed up, which i heard from jovin that they had a tough day at work. hmmm.
went into the ballroom to begin war. err, i mean turnover for the dinner. had to do some clearing before we can set up the rest. hmm, he was around too. hmmm. hmmm. -shuts- we turned till about 6.45pm, then had a quick briefing. haha, jasmine put yun and i to partner together!!!! jasmine has been extremely nice to the two of us lately. aiya, she loves us. all because of the "jasmine oei~~". haha! after that, she put yun and i to settle the entire ballroom's napkins. so we began folding and putting. damn slack lah.
at about 8pm, door opens and we did ushering. for the entire time, yun and i were together lah. and during dinner, the two of us worked so well together man! we were smooth and fast. feewheetx! and all the while, we will "nehnehpok" here and "kukujiao" there. err, because i called her NNP, so she called me a KKJ. damn you. it's so nan ting lah, but i just can't help but giggle each time we did that. lol. and for the whole night, we kept saying "hao de" until jasmine got so irritated and joined in. haha!
just like when i partner larling in the past, yun and i cleared stuffs together and tou chi together. lol. dinner then ended at 10ish. together with han xue, we cleared the flowers to the flower fridge together. being in the fridge just brings back so much memories of me and him. SIGH. riight. after which, i did some miscelleneous stuffs. then jasmine only wants the guys, yun, han xue and i to stay back till 1am. so yay, we stayed back and for the whole time, i SAT THERE AND FOLD NAPKINS for tomorrow's dinner. haha, i took 12bucks just to sit and fold napkins. jasmine's so nice to me. teehee. lol. at 12mn sharp, i sms-ed jingxuan, who was turning over salon side, to wish her happy birthday.
after i'm done, jasmine got me to spray water on the table cloths using the spray. after i'm done, and before we were signed out, i took the spray and look for jingxuan to spray water on her, as my first birthday gift to her. and know what, she loves it. -.-" haha! then i went to spray at patrick and the darn nehnehpok too. :x so we were signed out at 1am, tho we went to change only at about 1.20am. quickly change and sign out. went to the canteen to toast a bread before i went to take transport home. and i got home at about 2am just now. so tired.
today get to talk to him, and hear him talk, but it was all work-related lah. ohwells. i'm not expecting anything, so yay. (: just glad to see he's doing fine, tho i am still missing him badly. ouch. riight, nevermind. shan't get distracted again. tomorrow i'm working 5.30pm again, and i gotta go out slightly earlier to order a birthday cake for jingxuan. yay, we're planning of surprising her with a cake on wednesday! plus the present we bought for her the other day. yay baby. see, we're sooooooooooo nice to her that she just sms-ed to say she loves me. blushes* anyways, i think zaeid hates me now, because i sold my PSP to somebody else, instead of him. just now he kept mentioning about it, and don't let me eat chocolates somemore. haha! aiya, he's just kidding one i know. :x
haha. i heard that mery's complaining why this wednesday nobody wants to work. :x wells, it's because we are going OUT. :x hmm. gwen stefeni's luxurious rocks. that song turns me on. lol. err wait. that nehnehpok now says she wants to order the cake at clementi. okay, so she'll do the ordering. tsktsk! okie, i'm off. GOOD NIGHTS.
kelly clarkson - behind these hazel eyes
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry
On the outside anymore....anymore
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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Monday, October 24, 2005
Y part timer VS full timer.
dang. just now when i woke up, i got this strong melancholic feelings in me. all of a sudden, i miss
my part-timer is coming back this friday. i don't have a full-timer anymore. i miss my full-timer. sigh. anyhows, too bad i'm working too night, if not i'll be playing mahjong with my brother and his friends tonight already. i missed so many mahjong sessions man. yesterday kengey&co. were asking me to play too. lol. ohwells, nevermind.
off to get ready for work. that NEHNEHPOK is so darn WOLS! >.<>
i can make it through the rain. i can stand up once again. on my own and i know. that i'm strong enough to mend. and everytime i feel afraid. i hold tighter to my FAITH. and i live one more day. and i'll make it through the rain.
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Y always on my mind.
so fast it's 24th already. 4 more days to larling's return!! 7 more days to the start of a brand new semester 4. gonna begin the other half of my poly life real soon. and yea, it's been about 2 weeks that we've broken up. for the first time since then, my mood's slightly better today because i enjoyed myself quite abit with yun and jingxuan today. (: yay, i still think of him every now and then, but i believe i can make it through the rain. sings*
actually i got home just now at 12ish, but only started blogging now because i was away doing sooo many stuffs. skipped dinner just now because of some reasons (read on), so i came home and made myself a plate of hotdog pasta, watched TV, "do up" larling's belated birthday presents and did a little tidying up, before i'm FINALLY able to sit down to blog. sigh, my left eye is still hurting, so i'm blogging with my left eye half shut? yay, it gets teary quite often and it's red. argh.
my hotdog pasta. i put alot of hotdogs okie, because i love it. :x
anyways, got up at 12ish and started preparing to go and meet my girls at plaza singapura at 2.30pm. i took quite some time to get dressed, because i can't decide what top to wear to match with my purple pants. haha. and finally,
this is my get-up for the day. white top+purple pants+black belt+black holey bag+beads accessories+white pumps. so.. different? yay, time for a change maybe. hur.
oh, so i was on time in meeting my girls BUT that darn NEHNEHPOK (yun) was late for soooooooo long, that jing xuan and i decided to go have our lunch without her. teehee. had our lunch in the foodcourt at level 6. sigh, can't help but to recall the time me and him ate there once before our movie. ohwells, PS was where we usually watched our shows. geeez! anyhows, yun came and join us after awhile. after we had our lunch, i got this sudden urge for MOS burger's peach tea, so we went there to get drinks instead of getting from the foodcourt. haha!
shopped around PS aftermath. bumped into lucinda with her boyfriend, and also bumped into lili who was surprisingly shopping alone, and not with yu jie. :x we decided to take some neoprints today, and it turns out pretty okay. teehee. my first time taking with the 2 of them.
see, they not shy one. tryin' to kiss me? blushes* aiya, they loves me. and this picture makes larling soooo jealous lah. hoh?
they bad one leh. act cute behind then BO JIO. make me like an outcast. boo.
smileeeeeeeeeee.
i just think yun got that COME-AND-SLAP-ME face there, thus i wrote that words. :x
yay. we shopped around and we bought NUTS. i mean nothing. i merely bought something i saw which i think larling will L-O-V-E it. teehee. won't tell you what is it yet. keep ya in suspence, larling. i just wanna TOUCH larling's heart this friday when i go see her at the airport aiight. evil laughters* hmm. lately i kept having this craving for ice cream, just now too, so we went to get some at Mac.
reflections inside domanchi.
taken at.. err, somewhere. can't remember. haha.
what is THAT thing doing in the LADIES? lol.
rested awhile before we walked towards heeren. went past meridien then we shopped around. i was telling jingxuan about the time when he brought me there to some ktv pubs with his sistas. sigh. okay, i went into this shoes shop and this sneakers caught my eyes. oh, i've been hunting for a pair since very long ago, but just didn't really bought any yet.
THIS! pony. it costs $59 okay. i was soooooooooo tempted to buy it, but school's starting soon. i've got to buy ink cartridge, notes, textbooks maybe, contact lens, etc etc. so better don't anyhow spend yet. anyhows, this shoes nice HOH? say yes, pretty please.
we walked and walked, and at about 6.30pm, i received a phone call from CONRAD! my heart was pumping real hard when i saw conrad's office number appearing, because that was the number he usually used to call me when he's at work. it was jovin, calling to ask why yun and i didn't turned up for work today. i HUH at him, then told him everything we were told yesterday. i didn't add or minus anything, but after that, i was sooooo afraid i will get either mery or wilson into trouble man. jovin told me that yun and i weren't cancelled today, and they were lack of staffs. he wanted us to go work, and try make it by 8pm or something. but i told him it's impossible for us to go home from where we were and take our barangs and make it there by 8pm. really impossible loh. i apologised to him, and he said thank you to me. he's nice lah. BUT, i'm still afraid that i'll get either mery or wilson into trouble. i texted mery after that to apologise, but not wilson, as i see no point if he's not going to reply anyway. riight.
our moods were slightly affected, but we tried to think of the bright side, and tell ourselves that conrad NEEDS us, and knows our importance to them. lol. :x aiya, just tryna' to be positive. (: at about 6ish, we walked over to cineleisure. because... we wanna SING K!!! :x the 7pm rate will be cheaper, so before it's 7pm, we went to the arcade to play. it's been so long since i played anything in the arcade. err, or rather i DON'T play at all. but today, i played the "crazy taxi". it was crap. so nevermind. we left when it was about 7pm.
peiyun and the fantastic4 big man.
yun and jingxuan in the lift.
yun.
jing xuan.
went to the KBox at 8th floor. i'm quite new to this kinda thingy, so yun settled everything for us. went into room71 and we hit the mics! teehee. for those who knows me well, i don't usually sing even though the mic's right in front of me RIGHT? i don't frequent KTVs too. only recently will went quite a few times because of wilson. and i don't sing but watched him and his sistas sing. yay. BUT.. today, i opened my golden mouth and sing to my heart content. yay baby. it's quite fun actually. aiya, today there's only the 3 of us, of cause i dare to sing lah. moreover, we said it's our warm up session today, because we've already booked a room for this wednesday's session with those conrad people. so far, those confirm going ones are yun, jingxuan, nancy, han xue, xia yun and xiao ming. patrick and some others are still considering. teehee.
jing xuan and i. take one.
take two.
yun and i.
the ktv queen. yun sings real nice okay.
jing xuan.
i'm sitting ON TOP. mid-air okay. err, i was holding a mic, tho it looks like cigg. LOL.
closer.
so we sang from 7.15pm to 11ish. we sang ALOT okay. english songs. chinese songs. cantonese songs. although once in awhile, i will reminisced times spent in KTVs with him, but i tried to push away the thoughts and enjoy myself with my girls. i really did try. :/ i was just telling them how i was so proud of him to be able to rap machi didi's "pi li pa la" without a single word missed. sigh. whatever it is, i did enjoy myself today. we even chose songs that we've never sing before, and tried to learn. i chose to sing "i finally found someone" too, as that was once our song. so sad. grr. hurhur, i love twins' "si xing bu gai". it's cantonese and i've never sang that before, but i sang it based of my own cantonese knowledge and translated myself. its not that tough actually. yun and i even tried that half korean song "endless love". the myth theme song. VERY NICE LAH. :x alot more lah. all saints' "never ever", jay zhou's songs, etc etc. we were standing on the sofa and dancing and singing. lol. i think that IS the crazy thing that neeky has been wanting me to get myself to do at this time. (:
at about 11pm, then we decided to leave. oh, we were so engrossed in singing that we forgot to take out dinner. lol. hmm. so i took the train home from there and got home only at about 12ish. i've got this sudden urge to DANCE and shake that bootie. lol. larling ar, faster come back and we'll either go learn dance or yoga or BOTH okie. (: anyhows, on my way home just now, i've been thinking about something. i've made up my mind in something. i know by doing that, i'll get hurt deeper, but at least that may keep me sane for the time being. oh yes, i love YOU! sigh.
hmm.
anyhows, can ya feel my mood's getting better? yay maybe. i hope. but deep inside, you know what's the feeling. (: alrighty, goodnight peoples.
luxurious~~
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