Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Y chilly night. sore eyes.
it's a chilly night. i can't help but think of him again. and i happened to see something which upsets me a little. but yay, i shall be optimistic, no? but... suddenly i just don't have the mood anymore. ohwells.
it's late now. and i gotta wake up at 1045am tomorrow. my eyes are bloodshot red now. and it seems like my left eye is smaller than my right eye now. everyone at work just now thought i cried. haha. what's wrong with my eyes man. argh.
anyhows, work has been uber tiring today. i was signed off at 2.30am just now. took cab at 3.20am and reached home at about 3.50am. should be turning in already, but i chose to come online to whine at my larling for awhile. i just feel a lil suffocated in here. points to my heart* suddenly, we were talking about horse-riding, and i can't help but recalled my first and only time riding a horse in genting. sigh. no larling, i'm not blaming you. (:
that darn nehnehpok was late in meeting me today. we went to sign in and quickly changed, before having our dinner in the canteen with nancy and han xue. went to report at 5.30pm and began setting up the east-west ballroom for tonight's dinner. easy stuffs. at about 6.30pm, we had our briefing outside grand salon by dalland. a quick one. then he assigned us to our tables. both yun and i got SUCKY partners. boo. my partner was a noob cheena man, shu hua. i was fine with working with noobs, because we were once a noob too. i never looked down on noobs, but this one. wah lao, he's blacklisted by my from today onwards! everybody who happened to know he's my partner, came and say "goodluck", "god bless" and "bao zhong" to me, because they know he had lots of screw ups yesterday, which was his first day. okay, i was so darn pissed at him during dinner. read on to know why.
went to serve cocktail with yun and nancy. yun and i talked to dalland about changing our partners. he promised to help us check out who to swap and stuffs. in the end, he only changed yun's partner, and told me that he can't find any suitable person to guide shu hua. okay fine. after that, i told dalland this, "ni bu teng ni nu er de larling le." haha, and he laughed. dinner began, and everything's not so okay at all. i was half the runner and half the server. this one still okay, BUT that darn ass don't listen to me!!!!! he don't know how to carry an oval tray, so he's carrying it the way we carried a round tray. and he's SLOW! he pick up food ONE platter by ONE platter, instead of TWO platters on an oval tray!
so i did portioning and he served. and i'm not even done with my portioning, then he take and SERVE! for instance, there's scallop and veggie. i've only put the veggie and not yet the scallops, THEN HE TOOK AND SERVE! i stopped him, and expected him to stop and let me finish portioning, but NO!!! he actually said, "aiya, wu suo wei lah" to me! WTH?! i snatched the plate from him and continued portioning. and also, he kept bringing in oval trays till our side station is full of oval trays! i had no choice but to ask him take away some. THEN, we have 2 platters to portion right. when i'm portioning one platter, the other had to be covered in order not to let it turn cold. he actually open up BOTH platters! i told him cannot, then he said WU SUO WEI to me again!! i say cannot again to him, he still say never mind! this time, i shouted and scolded him. berry saw and was stunned to see me like that. eh come on lah, how many a time have you seen me scold people before? he really drove me to the edge lah! i was fuming mad. if he's willing to learn, i really don't mind been his partner. but he's always WU SUO WEI when i told him what to do and what not to do. ARGH. fumes*
so that went on throughout the dinner. and because my eyes were red and they gets teary very often, alot people thought i cried. berry, jasmine, zaeid, aizat, nancy, patrick, lujia and etc all came over to ask if i was okay. i then told them i did not cry. it was shirley who cried, because she got a sucky partner too. geez! and also, my partner's so SLOW in clearing, that i've no space for my platters. in the end, i carried in a few oval trays myself. during second march-in, i stood with patrick and complained and whined at him. lol, i must have scared him. :x and then, when i'm portioning the dessert, my partner still got the cheek to ask me portion one extra bowl for him to eat when he brings in the oval trays. WTH? i glared at him and ignored him and continued with my portioning. WHAT SHIT IS THIS? argh.
and finally, dinner ended at 10ish. i made it through the dinner. eh, tho i got this damn partner, we were still quite fast okay. tsktsk. but really lah, he's blacklisted by me liao LAH! fumes* after dinner, we did a massive turnover for tomorrow's SIA D&D. at about 12, most staffs were signed out. a few of us stayed back only. dalland got yun, han xue and i to stay back. i was put to help out steve with the east-west ballroom set up. lots of stupid things to do lah. after i'm done, then i helped to wipe cutlery and diva glasses with yun they all.
oh, today berry got to do some stuffs which HE didn't have much of a chance to do. somehow that makes me feel unfair for him, but what to do? i've got no right to interfere anymore. sighs. i bet he still must be hunting for a new job. what will happen to us in future when he left conrad? gonna disappear into thin air? sigh. somehow, i've got lots of questions in my mind that needs to be answered. i don't know. argh.
at about 1ish, miza and i went to the canteen to bring up fried rice for everybody. at about 2am, we all were in the office eating. lol. mark and jasmine then asked me to help me do some english editing. lol. mark got me a chair to sit on and a red pen to help him check for grammar, spelling and punctuation errors of an email. i felt like a teacher lah. o.o" whoever typed that email really needs tuition badly. oops. it's actually a confidential email, about what happened during dinner. the hiccups and stuffs. jasmine even made me swore to secrecy. duh. it's no big deal actually, as i won't be interested in remembering stuffs like that. -.-"
after which, we went to change and went to wait for our cabs home. yawns. tomorrow my off day, and i'm going out to celebrate jingxuan's birthday with the rest. i'll be meeting yun slightly earlier to prepare our surprise. i hope it'll be fun, tho i know i'll be so darn shagged. zzz.
it's 5am now. i'm waking up in about 6hours time. argh. goodnights. =]
i don't wanna feel the way that i do. i just wanna be right here with you. i don't wanna see, see us apart. i just wanna say it straight from my heart - i miss you.
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