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Monday, October 24, 2005

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Y always on my mind.

so fast it's 24th already. 4 more days to larling's return!! 7 more days to the start of a brand new semester 4. gonna begin the other half of my poly life real soon. and yea, it's been about 2 weeks that we've broken up. for the first time since then, my mood's slightly better today because i enjoyed myself quite abit with yun and jingxuan today. (: yay, i still think of him every now and then, but i believe i can make it through the rain. sings*

actually i got home just now at 12ish, but only started blogging now because i was away doing sooo many stuffs. skipped dinner just now because of some reasons (read on), so i came home and made myself a plate of hotdog pasta, watched TV, "do up" larling's belated birthday presents and did a little tidying up, before i'm FINALLY able to sit down to blog. sigh, my left eye is still hurting, so i'm blogging with my left eye half shut? yay, it gets teary quite often and it's red. argh.

my hotdog pasta. i put alot of hotdogs okie, because i love it. :x

anyways, got up at 12ish and started preparing to go and meet my girls at plaza singapura at 2.30pm. i took quite some time to get dressed, because i can't decide what top to wear to match with my purple pants. haha. and finally,

this is my get-up for the day. white top+purple pants+black belt+black holey bag+beads accessories+white pumps. so.. different? yay, time for a change maybe. hur.

oh, so i was on time in meeting my girls BUT that darn NEHNEHPOK (yun) was late for soooooooo long, that jing xuan and i decided to go have our lunch without her. teehee. had our lunch in the foodcourt at level 6. sigh, can't help but to recall the time me and him ate there once before our movie. ohwells, PS was where we usually watched our shows. geeez! anyhows, yun came and join us after awhile. after we had our lunch, i got this sudden urge for MOS burger's peach tea, so we went there to get drinks instead of getting from the foodcourt. haha!

shopped around PS aftermath. bumped into lucinda with her boyfriend, and also bumped into lili who was surprisingly shopping alone, and not with yu jie. :x we decided to take some neoprints today, and it turns out pretty okay. teehee. my first time taking with the 2 of them.

see, they not shy one. tryin' to kiss me? blushes* aiya, they loves me. and this picture makes larling soooo jealous lah. hoh?

they bad one leh. act cute behind then BO JIO. make me like an outcast. boo.

smileeeeeeeeeee.

i just think yun got that COME-AND-SLAP-ME face there, thus i wrote that words. :x

yay. we shopped around and we bought NUTS. i mean nothing. i merely bought something i saw which i think larling will L-O-V-E it. teehee. won't tell you what is it yet. keep ya in suspence, larling. i just wanna TOUCH larling's heart this friday when i go see her at the airport aiight. evil laughters* hmm. lately i kept having this craving for ice cream, just now too, so we went to get some at Mac.

reflections inside domanchi.

taken at.. err, somewhere. can't remember. haha.

what is THAT thing doing in the LADIES? lol.

rested awhile before we walked towards heeren. went past meridien then we shopped around. i was telling jingxuan about the time when he brought me there to some ktv pubs with his sistas. sigh. okay, i went into this shoes shop and this sneakers caught my eyes. oh, i've been hunting for a pair since very long ago, but just didn't really bought any yet.

THIS! pony. it costs $59 okay. i was soooooooooo tempted to buy it, but school's starting soon. i've got to buy ink cartridge, notes, textbooks maybe, contact lens, etc etc. so better don't anyhow spend yet. anyhows, this shoes nice HOH? say yes, pretty please.

we walked and walked, and at about 6.30pm, i received a phone call from CONRAD! my heart was pumping real hard when i saw conrad's office number appearing, because that was the number he usually used to call me when he's at work. it was jovin, calling to ask why yun and i didn't turned up for work today. i HUH at him, then told him everything we were told yesterday. i didn't add or minus anything, but after that, i was sooooo afraid i will get either mery or wilson into trouble man. jovin told me that yun and i weren't cancelled today, and they were lack of staffs. he wanted us to go work, and try make it by 8pm or something. but i told him it's impossible for us to go home from where we were and take our barangs and make it there by 8pm. really impossible loh. i apologised to him, and he said thank you to me. he's nice lah. BUT, i'm still afraid that i'll get either mery or wilson into trouble. i texted mery after that to apologise, but not wilson, as i see no point if he's not going to reply anyway. riight.

our moods were slightly affected, but we tried to think of the bright side, and tell ourselves that conrad NEEDS us, and knows our importance to them. lol. :x aiya, just tryna' to be positive. (: at about 6ish, we walked over to cineleisure. because... we wanna SING K!!! :x the 7pm rate will be cheaper, so before it's 7pm, we went to the arcade to play. it's been so long since i played anything in the arcade. err, or rather i DON'T play at all. but today, i played the "crazy taxi". it was crap. so nevermind. we left when it was about 7pm.

peiyun and the fantastic4 big man.

yun and jingxuan in the lift.

yun.

jing xuan.

went to the KBox at 8th floor. i'm quite new to this kinda thingy, so yun settled everything for us. went into room71 and we hit the mics! teehee. for those who knows me well, i don't usually sing even though the mic's right in front of me RIGHT? i don't frequent KTVs too. only recently will went quite a few times because of wilson. and i don't sing but watched him and his sistas sing. yay. BUT.. today, i opened my golden mouth and sing to my heart content. yay baby. it's quite fun actually. aiya, today there's only the 3 of us, of cause i dare to sing lah. moreover, we said it's our warm up session today, because we've already booked a room for this wednesday's session with those conrad people. so far, those confirm going ones are yun, jingxuan, nancy, han xue, xia yun and xiao ming. patrick and some others are still considering. teehee.

jing xuan and i. take one.

take two.

yun and i.

the ktv queen. yun sings real nice okay.

jing xuan.

i'm sitting ON TOP. mid-air okay. err, i was holding a mic, tho it looks like cigg. LOL.

closer.

so we sang from 7.15pm to 11ish. we sang ALOT okay. english songs. chinese songs. cantonese songs. although once in awhile, i will reminisced times spent in KTVs with him, but i tried to push away the thoughts and enjoy myself with my girls. i really did try. :/ i was just telling them how i was so proud of him to be able to rap machi didi's "pi li pa la" without a single word missed. sigh. whatever it is, i did enjoy myself today. we even chose songs that we've never sing before, and tried to learn. i chose to sing "i finally found someone" too, as that was once our song. so sad. grr. hurhur, i love twins' "si xing bu gai". it's cantonese and i've never sang that before, but i sang it based of my own cantonese knowledge and translated myself. its not that tough actually. yun and i even tried that half korean song "endless love". the myth theme song. VERY NICE LAH. :x alot more lah. all saints' "never ever", jay zhou's songs, etc etc. we were standing on the sofa and dancing and singing. lol. i think that IS the crazy thing that neeky has been wanting me to get myself to do at this time. (:

at about 11pm, then we decided to leave. oh, we were so engrossed in singing that we forgot to take out dinner. lol. hmm. so i took the train home from there and got home only at about 12ish. i've got this sudden urge to DANCE and shake that bootie. lol. larling ar, faster come back and we'll either go learn dance or yoga or BOTH okie. (: anyhows, on my way home just now, i've been thinking about something. i've made up my mind in something. i know by doing that, i'll get hurt deeper, but at least that may keep me sane for the time being. oh yes, i love YOU! sigh.

hmm. ~~tomorrow~~later there's work at 5.30pm. am now chatting with the darn NEHNEHPOK, larling, jae and ahdot (weiheng) before i shall turn in. wei heng's updating me stuffs about the potato-lover(no more) and i'm telling him stuffs about potato. haha, so funny. :x and hmm, jae' and i are indirectly talking about the shitty things that's happening to me. and he's indirectly consoling me? hmm maybe. but i feel weird. :/ you must be wondering how he found out? wells, he's always so smart to guess what's going on in my life through my nicks. haha. i'm always happy to be able to maintain this good friendship with jae. this makes me wonder if he and i can be like that too? sigh.

anyhows, can ya feel my mood's getting better? yay maybe. i hope. but deep inside, you know what's the feeling. (: alrighty, goodnight peoples.

luxurious~~

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