Sunday, December 30, 2007
Y =|
all of a sudden, i don't feel like celebrating anymore..
where's the sincerity? save it.
i can't be bothered anymore.
sigh. will blog more about my weekend next year..
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
Y You've got magic inside your fingertips
with all the upcoming events (colleague's wedding, birthday preparation, NYE, etc) over this coming weekend, i reckon i'd be busy over the weekend, hence i'll probably won't have time to do my "last" entry of the year. this could be the last. shrugs*
and so, the year is coming to an end..
what have i done throughout the entire year 2007? what have i achieved? what have i learnt? what lessons were i taught? what have i gained and lost? what have i found and gave away? of all the things i did or did not do, what have made me think i made the right choice? what left me with regrets?
the answers to these questions - endless of them. it has been a great year. at least it is, right now. no doubt i made a mistake of two in between, but all in all, it was a good lesson learnt. 2007 was indeed an eventful year, which many major events of my life took place. during first quarter of the year, i was at my final lap in Ngee Ann Poly doing my FYP. i graduated with a Diploma and started work in second quarter of the year. and during that final half, i met the love of my life (let's just hope he is. haha.). :)
and so, the 2008 resolutions? i'll make them short and simple. 4 will do. :)
1) STOP being a big time procrastinator.
2) get my class 3 license!
3) learn to whip up few dishes, and baking as well. in a nutshell, learn to COOK!
4) to have my family, CY, and all my great friends by my side. to love and care for them unconditionally.
i'm blessed. i just hope it stays this way. forever.
and i just want to countdown to the new year... with you. :)
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on a side note, it was CY's night off earlier on, so i went to meet him at TM (li'e, in the end i went there still). haha! buggy joined us too, and so the 3 of us hanged out together in TM. roaming around the malls aimlessly, hitting machine in the arcade, eating and shopping. till they're suppose to book in, then i head back home. though it was a plain 3 and half hours, it was enough. teeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
so excited about my birthday party. are you guys feeling excited for me too? :D:D
anywhooos. hope 2008 will be smooth-sailing for all of you out there!
Happy New Year (in advance)!
Labels: Inner Intentions, My Zhu Tao, Nostalgic
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Y Unforgettable Christmas 2007
merry christmas 2007!!
this christmas had been really unforgettable and special to me. ikea shopping, mount faber walk, dinner at town, followed by counting down to christmas with you. simple as it may sound, but i seriously am touched by every of your gestures. and i've received the sweeeeeetest handmade gift ever. thank you dear. i'm really thankful to have you. :)
merry merry christmas, love. YY
you&me;pictureperfect. :)
thankyouforeverythingdear.
smiley. :]
this christmas had been really unforgettable and special to me. ikea shopping, mount faber walk, dinner at town, followed by counting down to christmas with you. simple as it may sound, but i seriously am touched by every of your gestures. and i've received the sweeeeeetest handmade gift ever. thank you dear. i'm really thankful to have you. :)
merry merry christmas, love. YY
you&me;pictureperfect. :)
thankyouforeverythingdear.
smiley. :]
Labels: My Zhu Tao
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Monday, December 24, 2007
Y My heart knows you're the missing piece
our long weekend off is drawing to an end soon. it's CHRISTMAS EVE tomorrow! so what are your plans? i'm so excited to present my part 2 and 3 gifts to CY. hahaha! part 1 was a personalized EZ-link i ordered online, which i think was a pretty practical yet innovative gift. i hope you like it, dear. do look forward to your part 2 and 3 alrights? (:
anyhows. this weekend had been so fab, that i want to remember it by blogging everything out. and of cause, i'll leave the details like what time i woke up or what i ate, in case that'll bore the guts out of you people. (:
Wednesday, 19th: waited for CY to book out before meeting him. supper at HK Cafe @ ECP. strolled under the moonlight talking about everything and anything.
and i fell in love with CY again tonight. :)
Thursday, 20th: towning with CY. caught Alvin & the Chipmunks. REALLY CUTE MOVIE!!! ahhhh. haha!
de chipmunks are freaking adorable! and their tune "xmas xmas don't be late ..." is stuck in my head now. haha! :) went to check out Haji Lane after dinner, then it was supper and 'red light district' stroll at Geylang after that. hahahaha! pretty interesting sight. i had to held on to CY tight tight so that the 'ladies' there will stop eyeing on him. LOL.
..and i fell in love with CY again and again tonight. :)
Friday, 21st:went SSDC with CY and my brother. got myself a new TP test date. hahahaha! won't tell you the date yet, but i can say it's after CNY and before CY's birthday. let's hope i can pass then? i hope the new instructor will be better than my previous one. :)
went pubbing at Circular Road with CY, li'e, wei liang, martin, jason and christopher at night. sang a few songs, and i sang one song specially to li'e, but i'm sorry, girl, for making you cry and caused your eyeliner to smudge. my bad ok? haha! but i hope you'll feel better after "letting them out". :) we ordered 2 bottles of Chivas this time round, but finished only 1.5 of it. haha! and the guys went crazy and dared CY and i to do something, but of cause we did not. wahaahaa! :P
... and i fell in love with CY again and again and again tonight. :)
Saturday, 22nd: Shopping time in the afternoon!! then it was dinner with my family and CY at night. ended the night pretty early, as we're heading to JB the next day.
... and i fell in love with CY again and again and again and again tonight. i hope the talk will be in your head forever, as that's really my heartfelt words, dear. :)
Sunday, 23rd: since we can't have a few days getaway to somewhere further, we made do with a 1day trip to City Square, Johor. haha! we had a splendid day out in Malaysia. we even dressed so "Malaysian-ish" (no pun intended) today. haha! didn't manage to grab much loots, as i think the trend there doesn't really suits me. lol!
caught I am Legend at RM10 each. this show makes me feel sad. this show made me teared. nice film there. i like. :) haha. really enjoyed the trip with CY today, especially when i "felt the way" he protected me from the rubs and buas at the custom. haha! thanks dear, and i hope you've enjoyed your weekend as much as i did. :D
and of cause, i fell in love with him again and again and again and again and again. it never stops. there's always a new reason for me to love you each day. can't wait to spend our first Christmas together.
no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that I could add up too
i never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes see everything without a single word
'cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing
in this world I can't be
i never know what you see
but there's somethin' in the way you look at me
if I could freeze a moment in my mind
it'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
i'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel
i don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
all I know is it happens every time
the way you look at me
have a good christmas, peeps! make it a merry one.
happy holidays!! :D
P/S: Check here for updates. and reminder to those who have not replied me, let me know by next week ok? thanks! :)
Labels: Daily Drivel, My Zhu Tao
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Y And the bright lights turn to night
few more hours before my LONG weekend! free from work till Christmas! how cool is that? :D
i was still feeling pretty sleepy earlier on, till i read the latest Memo. maybe to some people who has been working for years, this is like a norm to them. but to ME, it's my first time! i'm getting my first bonus! it's not exactly fat, but it's enough to make me grin like a silly cat. teeheeheehee. :P
and so, 2007 is drawing to an end. it's time to pick up the remains of 2007, and welcome 2008 with a fresh start. new year's resolutions are never meant to be kept but just for the sake of promising ourselves a fresh start for the upcoming year, we'll tend to have a few resolutions made. :)
well, 2007 has been really fast-paced and happening for me. at a blink of the eyes, the year is ending. and again, before i begin with the new set of resolutions, i've dug out the old ones from the blogger archive (which i wrote on my last entry in 2006);
1. pass my FYP and graduate from NP with pride.
check check. :D
2. lead a healthy lifestyle, with weekly yoga and daily crunches to start with. and probably adjust my biological clock back to normal once i started work.
uh-oh. i'm still unhealthy. :p
3. get a good job and earn big bucks.
check to a certain extent.
4. get my class 3 licence. and hopefully my family will get to share a car once both my brother and i get a full-time job.
so near yet so far. failed my TP, hence waiting for my 2nd chance.
5. come up with constructive plans with regards to my future; starting with short-term planning such as deciding what kind of job do i wanna have and also, the ultimate question of 'what do i wanna be' (that simple yet difficult question)
check? guess so. :)
6. not to be affected/swayed by others' judgments; not just as in how i come across to people but be more assured of my capabilities and potentials when handling person-person relationships.
check. :)
7. not be dependent on anyone anymore.
i can't do this at all. especially right now. haha.
stay tuned for my new set of resolutions. :D:D:D
Labels: Daily Drivel, Nostalgic
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Y Turmoil
just got back from my dear girl's grandma's wake. feeling kinda mixed up right now. although she seems okay now, but i'm sure deep within her, she's really shattered, as she's really close to her grandma. sigh. felt really upset upon hearing about entire incident earlier on. it makes me realise that unexpected things do happen all the time. life is really short. cherish the ones you love before it's too late. spend everyday like it's your last. really..
take care, girl. :)
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A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person. She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too. She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter. She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop. She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only. She is a neat and tidy person. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date. She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you lose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do. She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappointed. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck". If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".
that's an extract from an article about Capricorn women which i've think it's pretty true. i don't usually believe in horoscope, except for this particular one. that is why i've kept this entire folder in my laptop all these while.
why the sudden excerpt? you may wonder. it's because of someone. i don't know how. i don't know why. maybe it's just a prank, but i don't find it funny at all. maybe first try i'll laugh it off with you, but 2nd time onwards, i don't feel like laughing at all. not at all. not one bit. especially tonight. after attending a wake, when i'm still feeling pretty low. especially when you're so far from me, whereby i can't run to you and prove to you anything. i can't swear to you anymore things, because the more i try to explain, the more it defeats the purpose. and promises are meant to be broken. i hate promises, that is why i seldom give promises, unless i really meant it. and i don't like the way you use my weakest point to 'attack' me. one day, you'll realise my genuine sincerity in this relationship, realise who i really am and what i'm really am. i'm sure you will, if you use your heart.
i realise, blog isn't reliable anymore. it's just an outlet for me to "express", but not entirely. the only ONE person i want to talk to right now is farfar away in lalaland. i miss you. i really do. even though i'm feeling 101% down in the lumps after getting your last message, but i still wish i can talk to you right now.
will telling you much you meant to me here, will telling you how much i love you all the time, makes you think i'm just playing with words? or, silence is golden afterall?
it's gonna be a sleepless night tonight.
Labels: Inner Intentions
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
Y No one can make me feel the way you make me feel..
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
Im telling you that
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
Oh oh oh....
p.s: 1 more month to my 21st! YY
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Y Whereever it goes, I always know that you make me smile..
sigh, it's so saddening to hear such news. i bet my dear girl is really heartbroken right now. my condolences, girl. rest in peace, aunty. :/ man, i still remember the last time i saw her, she's so smiley. ohwells, unexpected things happen all the time. i'm going down to the wake probably on Tuesday, and can anybody enlighten me about the dos and donts at a wake? sigh sigh sigh... i hope my dear girl's alright. :S
on a lighter note, CY and i had one innovative and enjoyable weekend this week. haha, credits to me of cause! :D supper at Chomp Chomp on Friday was a great one. what a huge spread we had, and man, i love the huge glass of Sugarcane drink. :) i don't mind going back there for feasting again. teeheee.
as for Saturday, we went ice-skating at Jurong Entertainment Centre. we had wanted to check out the newly opened Kallang Leisure Park and try the rink there, but i was told it's gonna be really packed there and the skating prices were high. that was why we settled at the one in Jurong. met up with Buggy there to "skate together". haha! it was really really fun and relaxing to skate on ice again after so long.... until that one big fall CY and I both had together, which causes my bum to hurt so much now. LOL! it was very fun nonetheless. :)
after skating, we travelled to Marina South for steamboat dinner on a RAINY evening! haha, how cool is that? we were craving for steamboat for days anyway, thus the decision. haha, i've many many more innovative dates up in my head.... looking forward to share it with my dear boy someday. heee. :)
visuals. (:
on the train.
haha.
us on ice. :)
i hope this will be useful and meaningful to you, dear.. :)
*blush blush* i don't know what's up with all the long gazes of yours, but dear, i'm really glad to have you back after the field camp. it's just 3days, but it seems long enough for me to miss you like crazy. love you so much.. YY
after skating, we travelled to Marina South for steamboat dinner on a RAINY evening! haha, how cool is that? we were craving for steamboat for days anyway, thus the decision. haha, i've many many more innovative dates up in my head.... looking forward to share it with my dear boy someday. heee. :)
visuals. (:
on the train.
haha.
us on ice. :)
i hope this will be useful and meaningful to you, dear.. :)
*blush blush* i don't know what's up with all the long gazes of yours, but dear, i'm really glad to have you back after the field camp. it's just 3days, but it seems long enough for me to miss you like crazy. love you so much.. YY
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Y I'll be there for you - these 5 words i swear to you.
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
dearest CY.
i know you'll only see this on Friday. i can't tell you right now how blue i'm feeling right now, for i know that will only make you feel worse than you're feeling now. i miss you so much. i know this isn't as bad as the previous field camp whereby i can't contact you at all, and that this won't be as bad as the upcoming 5weeks training at Brunei, but looking at the numbers of 'Hai..' in your smses pained my heart. :( i wish there is something i can do to make you feel better, but there isn't much i can do, except to let you know i'm here 24/7 just for you. always.
well, one and a half year odd will be over soon. endure and strive for it. be optimistic, dear. things aren't as bad as you think, for you know i'm in this with you. through it all. :)
can't wait to see you on Friday. :)
love,
xoxo.
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Y Blink of the eyes
1 month has passed us by at the blink of the eyes, and CY is finishing his course and will be going back to camp tomorrow. there's absolutely no doubt that i'll miss him terribly, and will definitely look forward to his every book out and night off. sigh.
i'll miss seeing you almost daily and you calling me during your every lunch break. i dread to see you going back camp for all those torturous training. nonetheless, dear, please take good care of yourself back in camp and i can't wait to see you during every of your book out. :)
P/S: argh. cabfares are already pretty expensive nowadays, but have you heard about the crazy hike of it again?! read this if you have not. -_-
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
Y A decision
even though i know there's more cons than pros in this, and that many will disagree with me, but my heart seems to have made the decision. i don't know. i don't have the heart to do this anymore. again, it's the devil in me making its toll on me.
by doing so, it gives me more freedom and time. liberation.
ah well, at least my parents are supportive. i hope CY is too.. i need him to be. :)
anyhow, my daddy dearest's birthday dinner at Thomson Plaza last night was a simple and fulfilling one. second time CY joined us for 'celebration'. i feel he's already part of us. :) head home with my parents aftermath, whereas CY went to meet his friends. and today, we went to kengey's place for mahjong with neth. been long since we met up, and the session was a fun one, although i lost some bucks. haha!
i learnt something. that, it's not a must to tell the whole world about everything. only you... :)
9 dec: happy 20th birthday, zeeeeeeeee!! :D:D
10 dec: happy 51st birthday, dad! :D:D
Labels: Daily Drivel
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
Y Embedded Gem
waking up to an extremely sweet sms from dearest on a Friday morning was an absolute bliss. feeling so light-hearted the entire day. feeling nonchalant towards all the mean behaviors of some irritating people at work too. everything's because, it's OUR day. :)
it doesn't matter where we're at, what we're eating, or what we're doing. what matters is, i'm with you. the body aches and all the uncomfy feeling meant nothing to me, for i'm so immersed in me and you. i love who i am when i'm with you. most importantly, i love you. :)
catching up with a good buddy, wei liang, is such a good way to end this perfect Friday night. can't wait to meet up with him and the rest of the class some day soon. gotta give dearest a morning call before hitting the sack and face the weekend of SCHOOL and of cause, my dad's birthday celebration. ahhh, bliss. :)
Labels: My Zhu Tao
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
Y All I mind's losing you too. :)
these 2 months had been such undescribable bliss to me.
having someone who will make you so mad at him, and yet love him even more.
having someone who will constantly cleans your ear wax. still. :x
having someone who will apply ointment to my injured wound and kiss the pain away.
having someone who showed so much care and concern when you're sick.
having someone who will spend his precious sunday crashing your classes, even though the class was dead boring.
having someone who calls you during work just to perk you up all the time.
having someone who will say the meanest things yet sound so sweet in some other ways.
having someone who thinks you're beautiful even when you're having bad hair day, or having breakouts on that day.
having someone who will hold you close, kiss you gently and loving you so dearly.
having someone who understands you so well, that his sixth sense is always sensing the right things about you or your whereabouts.
having someone who is late for everyone else, but not you. :P
having someone who will listen to you attentively about your day at work, the people you met , the food you ate, the things that made you smile and everything else.
having someone by your side .... :)
it's the 7th again tomorrow. i'm always posting my entry on the 6th is because, both 6th and 7th held some significance to the both of us. happy 2nd month, dearr. i love you so so so much. :)
I want to lock you up in my closet,
where no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket,
because you're allowed
I want to drive you into the corner,
and kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever,
I'll say it loud
Now you're in
and you can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me
Baby Baby
You're so good to me
Baby Baby
[thanks to my favourite ex-neighbour for posting this song up on her blog, which got me listening to it over and over again.]
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Y chillybillypillywilly
i've lots to blog about, but i don't know what's happening to my malfunction brain as it doesn't seem to know how to lump my words together in the proper manner.
i hate it when someone makes a mistake and refuses to admit it, and yet blames it on the system. it's pretty obvious it's a human error loh! i hate it when someone yaks non-stop when i'm busy or when i needed peace. i'm still okay if the person's talking about relevant stuffs, but no way! do you think i'll be interested to know how you usually spend your CNY every year? or do you even think i'll be that least bit interested about DOTA?! obviously not. stop giving excuses like 'i got short term memory' or 'i cocked-eye one leh' when you're unable to produce what was required.
honestly, i still prefer my favourite girl. miss you leh. :/
***
to juggle work and school is not as easy as i thought. as what de xiang was telling me how stressed up he's feeling right now with all the assignments and all. fyi, he's taking part-time degree and he's not working. even he can complain it's tough, do you think it's tougher for me? i don't know. or probably because i'm a slacker by 'birth'. remember i mentioned that i've an Econs essay to work on, and it's due tonight? i am really clueless about Econs, and i was really desperate for help. hence, i consulted jae for help. with his vast JC econs knowledge, he spoon-fed me with all the necessary key points to the question and all i did was putting them together in my own words. voila, the essay's completed within hours! look, i can't even do my own work! i can't possibly rely on friends all the time right? nobody will help me during exams loh. :(
i really need some motivation. maybe you guys can help by saying things like, "i'll buy you a honda jazz if you pass your examinations". haha! then i'll definitely work hard for that. lol, kidding. well, i guess probably i'm just feeling really exhausted. and that resulted in me falling dead sick right now. sigh.
my daddy dearest asked me a question last week, and that got me to do some serious thinking.
***
have you ever felt so attached to someone that you want to tell him practically every single things every single day? things like what you ate, where are you at, who you met, what made you smiled, what made you pissed, what made you cried, etc.
i do.
he's not just a boyfriend. he's more than a friend. more than a bestfriend. more than a family. he's almost a part of me, my other half. thank you, dear, for all your genuine love and care, which came in all forms - good and bad. haha! you boy i can't live without and all i mind's losing you too. hugs*
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anyhows. i've started extending my birthday bash invites to some of my friends, and the response i'm getting ain't that bad. after my lecture week, i'm going to start sourcing for halal buffets and thinking about my cake design. ANYBODY GOT ANY RECOMMENDATION? teehee. well, as some of my friends are requesting, here's a 'guideline' for to-get-for-joanne list. i won't say it's a wish list, but ya, just a guideline. HAHA.
1) A Red Honda Jazz. must be auto transmission hoh. :p
2) Sony Ericsson W580i in metallic pink.
3) Microwave Oven. any brand will do, so long i can bake cookies/cakes/muffins with it. :P
4) the new Ipod Nano. must be the one which can watch video. 4gb will do, but i won't mind the 8gb one too. :p
5) DKNY lady watch. please DON'T get the round-faced ones, because i don't look good wearing round ones. haha! below ones look good. :x
wahaha!! remember, that's just a guideline. there's many other things you can get me. and i accept ang paus too. flowers also can. you know i love them. :) aiya, so long you got the 'heart', i'll be glad even if you just sent me a sms wishing me happy birthday. :)
1 more month to my birthday bash!!! wheee. :D
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Sunday, December 02, 2007
Y Baby, I'm amazed by you
finally, i'm over and done with HRM lectures. time to work on the assignment and get ready for the exams in January. and come Wednesday will be start of my Econs lectures, and i've not started on my very first essay. =S
today, i had my final HRM lesson in the morning, and MRP briefing in the afternoon. being the sweeeeeeeeet boyfriend CY is, he came to my school to accompany me for lunch and MRP briefing. i expected him to wait downstairs or something, but i was really surprised to see him walking into my classroom just before i was dismissed for lunch. what a smart dear he is to be able to find my class. teehee. :)
had lunch together, before CY crashed my class, sitting beside me at the last row, pretending to be part of the class. haha! the briefing was sucha bore, which i can read them up myself. we ended up playing tic-tac-toe and bingo on my notebook. and scibbled lots of rubbish too. lol! after signing my attendance, we sneaked out of class during the break time, and went walking around town.
haha, in class.
caught this gruesome movie at Cineleisure. maneater! it is a good film, starring JOSH HARNETT (!!!), but there's alot of blood and gore in it. the ending was pretty touching. sacrificial love. awww. =) anyhows, we head back home after dinner. totally drained. Zzzzz...
simple weekend with you like this was good enough to bring up my mood, albeit i was sian-ed yesterday and am feeling sick right now. thanks and i loveeeeee you, yanyan. :)
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes
today, i had my final HRM lesson in the morning, and MRP briefing in the afternoon. being the sweeeeeeeeet boyfriend CY is, he came to my school to accompany me for lunch and MRP briefing. i expected him to wait downstairs or something, but i was really surprised to see him walking into my classroom just before i was dismissed for lunch. what a smart dear he is to be able to find my class. teehee. :)
had lunch together, before CY crashed my class, sitting beside me at the last row, pretending to be part of the class. haha! the briefing was sucha bore, which i can read them up myself. we ended up playing tic-tac-toe and bingo on my notebook. and scibbled lots of rubbish too. lol! after signing my attendance, we sneaked out of class during the break time, and went walking around town.
haha, in class.
caught this gruesome movie at Cineleisure. maneater! it is a good film, starring JOSH HARNETT (!!!), but there's alot of blood and gore in it. the ending was pretty touching. sacrificial love. awww. =) anyhows, we head back home after dinner. totally drained. Zzzzz...
simple weekend with you like this was good enough to bring up my mood, albeit i was sian-ed yesterday and am feeling sick right now. thanks and i loveeeeee you, yanyan. :)
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes
Labels: My Zhu Tao, school
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
Y SIAN-ED.
i was on cloud 9 at first yesterday, and soon was thrown to hell at night.
went Ubi Driving Centre to cancel my TP test date in the afternoon, and i was thinking since i'm at that area, why not just hop on to a bus to meet CY at his training centre at Kaki Bukit to go home together? i had thought the bus will stop somewhere near the place, but god knows it was at some really deserted place. i walked through some industrial area, pass by some blangadeshi and still can't find the place! i was told the training centre's near the prison school, but i don't even see any prison school! i saw some army trucks turning into this street, which i followed suit. saw an super uphill slope which i dread walking, so i asked some passerby for directions and the uncle told me its at the other end of the road which will take me about 20 minutues to walk there. wanted to turn back, but i was in the middle of no where loh. in the end, i hopped on a cab to 'hunt' for the place as the uncle don't really know where is it too. then when i finally found it, he dropped me right at the gate. i wanted to walk to the main road, as i thought it won't be nice to be there for CY's friends or instructors to see me, but i dared not move an inch. know why? 'cause there's dogs!!!! sigh. in the end, i hid somewhere near the bushes and waited. saw a pool of green a short while later. lots of 'wooooo', 'weeee' and 'ahhhh' when they saw buggy walking towards me. they had thought i was waiting for buggy, but buggy explained and say i'm the guy at the back de girlfriend. then CY walked towards me, another rounds of 'wooooo', 'weeee' and 'ahhh' again. -_- sigh, not my fault ok. it's the dogs' fault.
in the evening, CY and i went Partyworld @ Int' Building and sang from 9pm - 12am. he went to meet his friends to Zouk, whereas i met yun and froggie to DXO. i just wanted to hang out till late, since CY has got programs, i didn't want to club at all. went in for the free drinks, and didn't any vibes to rub or bua at all. the 3 of us just stood there and moved a little. not even half hour later, we took our drinks and went level 2 to sit and chill instead. caught up a little over there, then gave up screaming our lungs over the loud music and head out at 2ish. went HK cafe @ Marina Square for supper after that. ate and crapped till 4ish before cabbing home.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
i don't know what's the appropraite word to describe what i'm feeling right now. just feeling very @#@%#$^ right now.
SIAN-ED.
Labels: Family/Friends, My Zhu Tao, Whinings/iRant
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Y Hai.
i seriously think clubbing is NOT my cuppa tea.
hai, damn sad right now. :(
will update again later. see first.
Labels: Whinings/iRant
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