Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Y Turmoil
just got back from my dear girl's grandma's wake. feeling kinda mixed up right now. although she seems okay now, but i'm sure deep within her, she's really shattered, as she's really close to her grandma. sigh. felt really upset upon hearing about entire incident earlier on. it makes me realise that unexpected things do happen all the time. life is really short. cherish the ones you love before it's too late. spend everyday like it's your last. really..
take care, girl. :)
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A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person. She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too. She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter. She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop. She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only. She is a neat and tidy person. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date. She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you lose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do. She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappointed. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck". If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".
that's an extract from an article about Capricorn women which i've think it's pretty true. i don't usually believe in horoscope, except for this particular one. that is why i've kept this entire folder in my laptop all these while.
why the sudden excerpt? you may wonder. it's because of someone. i don't know how. i don't know why. maybe it's just a prank, but i don't find it funny at all. maybe first try i'll laugh it off with you, but 2nd time onwards, i don't feel like laughing at all. not at all. not one bit. especially tonight. after attending a wake, when i'm still feeling pretty low. especially when you're so far from me, whereby i can't run to you and prove to you anything. i can't swear to you anymore things, because the more i try to explain, the more it defeats the purpose. and promises are meant to be broken. i hate promises, that is why i seldom give promises, unless i really meant it. and i don't like the way you use my weakest point to 'attack' me. one day, you'll realise my genuine sincerity in this relationship, realise who i really am and what i'm really am. i'm sure you will, if you use your heart.
i realise, blog isn't reliable anymore. it's just an outlet for me to "express", but not entirely. the only ONE person i want to talk to right now is farfar away in lalaland. i miss you. i really do. even though i'm feeling 101% down in the lumps after getting your last message, but i still wish i can talk to you right now.
will telling you much you meant to me here, will telling you how much i love you all the time, makes you think i'm just playing with words? or, silence is golden afterall?
it's gonna be a sleepless night tonight.
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