Monday, July 31, 2006
Y nice articles from the forum. (:
The Old Man and His Shoe
One day an old man boarded a bus. As he was going up the steps,
one of his shoes slipped off. The door closed and the bus moved off so he was unable to retrieve it. The old man calmly took off his other shoe and threw it out of the window.
A young man on the bus saw what happened, and could not help going up to the old man and asking, "I noticed what you did, sir. Why did you throw out your other shoe?"
The old man promptly replied, "So that whoever finds them will be able to use them." The old man in the story understood a fundamental philosophy for life - do not hold on to something simply for the sake of possessing it or because you do not wish others to have it.
We lose things all the time. The loss may seem to us grievous and unjust initially, but loss only happens so that positive changes can occur in our lives. We should not always assume that losing something is bad, because if things do not shift, we'll never become better people or experience better things. That's not to say of course that we only lose "bad" things; it simply means that in order for us to mature emotionally and spiritually, and for us to contribute to the world, the interchange between loss and gain is necessary.
Like the old man in the story, we have to learn to let go. The world had decided that it was time for the old man to lose his shoe. Maybe this happened to add momentum to a series of events leading to a better pair of shoes for the old man. Maybe the search for another pair of shoes would lead the old man to a great benefactor. Maybe the world decided that someone else needed the shoes more.
Whatever the reason, we can't avoid losing things. The old man understood this. One of his shoes had gone out of his reach. The remaining shoe would not have been much help to him, but it would be a cherished gift to a homeless person desperately in need of protection from the ground.
Hoarding possessions does nothing to make us or the world better. We all have to decide constantly if some things or people have run their course in our lives or would be better off with others. We then have to muster the courage to give them away.
Letting Go
Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to been slaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.
The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow a person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you had to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting free from all bitterness, hatred and anger that keep in your heart.
Do not let bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may found peace by loving someone from a distance not expecting anything back in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough place for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we being to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.
We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.
You don't have to forget someone that you love. What you need to learn is to accept their verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.
Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you want to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past had left with you.
Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it might be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
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Y ((:
it's the 5th day without my dearest laptop. teehee, and tomorrow i'll be getting it back! i called the technician this morning asking about it, and he told me so. yay, like finally i'm getting it back! ((:
i'm supposed to have lectures from 12pm to 4pm today. ended up i was too late for the 12pm MBA lecture, thus li'e and i went to have our lunch in the atrium. i reached school at 12.30pm btw. haha! after eating, we went for the MWS revision lecture which we copied some notes off the screen. had a 1 hour break aftermath. then at 3pm, we had ECAD quiz. i only managed to study 2 topics out of the 5 that's gonna be tested. haha! all my classmates and i sat clustered together and we discussed the answers each time mr lim's back is turned. haha, the paper was rather easy anyway.
left school with li'e after that. and oh, i've called up mr lim poh seng (my FYP supervisor) and arranged a meeting with him tomorrow. ((: alright, we took bus to town together with wei liang, jason and martin. they head for their movies whereas li'e and i went to shop for some handicrafts materials, before collecting our pay at meritus. speaking of which, i guess we gonna be so sick of town soon. work = town. off day = town too! how boring can this get?
window shopped a lil, before we head home at 8ish. i'm all alone at home right now, as my family members are all out. i'm gonna slack a little before i'm gonna turn in later on. (:
you're finally online. (:
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Y i wonder.
zzz! i am so tired and even though today's work had been pretty slack, but i walked alot, so my legs are aching like a bitch right now.
worked from 7am to 5pm today, and it was the same organisation's function as yesterday's. i really liked working morning in meritus, because the most that we did was eat, eat and still eat. haha! people go to work will normally lose weight, but i think for us we'll gain weight instead. we get to eat lots of yummy food openly most of the times. haha!
it had been really fun working under janet and with people like aunty ah moi. janet is our captain and she's so damn cute lah. she treats all of us very nice. i really don't think she looks like 53 at all. and her complexion is really good considering her age. and she's already 53 and is still so strong and powerful. whoa, kowtow to her! haha. and aunty ah moi is one cool and lame aunty! her cold jokes really power. hahahaha! and she stays near my block too. oh, i realised meritus got alot of us staying in yishun. alot man. lol!
yay, and so other than eating, we worked too lah. but fooled around at times too. janet saw that we were really tired at one time, and allowed us to sit at one corner to rest leh!! li'e and i both dozed off and i managed to catch a wink for 20minutes or so. hahaha. and finally we were knocked off at 5pm. went to change before going back home. decided to take my pay only tomorrow or something. oh, we met wei liang, jason and martin at cineleisure. haha, jason wore till too bright so it's easy to spot him from afar. lol!
it's been 2 weeks and i've not booked any schedule in pan pac. wells, i'll be back there next weekend. haha! as for school, it'll be week 15 tomorrow. last week of the semester, and probably most of the lessons are either finished or will be scheduled for revision. it's time i really buck up. sigh, and my poor lappy is not home yet. gotta call APEC tomorrow morning! argh.
last night, i was doing some catching up with marhaini. we were chatting about conrad. pamela i back as the coordinator, which also mean he is no longer doing kio sai job and is concentrating on his bar captain duties. good for him. and i wonder if he's still like before - busy till he's forced to skip meals. he really needs some fats! ohwells. slaps* i know i know! i shouldn't be having all these thoughts, but i can't help it. especially after reading my archives at both my blogger and dland (old blog) account. sigh. and also, marhaini asked me something which got me thinking.... :/
riight. movies time! bro is working long shift today, so hooray! (:
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Y old songs!
ohman! i'm still up right now, and i've to wake up like 5 hours later?
wells, i'm still exploring my MP3 folder. the songs i used to download before i got my laptop are still intact! and it's so nice listening the songs i used to love. those songs in jay chou's first few albums, those oldies.. OMGOMG!
generated a list and began sharing songs with yun. oh man, gotta thumbdrive some over to my laptop real soon. :D
alright, ciao!
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
Y 3 days without laptop already.. ):
heh. my brother gonna be out till late today, and thus i have more privacy in using the PC now. oh man, i seriously wonder when will i get back my laptop. i need it back so badly to transfer all my pictures from my mobile as well as digicam. and also i need to work on my WISP assignment, as the PC hasn't got the software i need. lousy com! :x riight..
anyhows. work has been really slack today. my shift was from 8am till 5pm. initially, sam had wanted both li'e and i to OT till 11.30pm. 15 and 1/2 hours!! haha, of cause i turned him down. thus i did not OT, whereas li'e stayed and OT till that late. she's crazy.
wells, today's event was some organisation having some health talks from 9am to 5pm with coffee break, lunch and hi-tea in between. so we basically walked around attending the guests, clearing and serving. damn slack okay!! haha, and we ate alot today. ate during our own lunch break in the canteen, the guests' chicken rice lunch, and their hi-tea. all the snacks were so yummylicious. and we ate openly in front of all the captains and managers. lol, how cool is that? and also, i learnt many new things today, the meritus style of cause. it's somewhat similar to conrad style, and i prefer conrad style of cause. :/
hmm, there were 2 collegues of ours that li'e and i are gonna blacklist. en ci and juliana. stuck-ups!!! argh. i hate the way they looked at us! like as if we're aliens. oh btw, today i finally know who is the captain by the name of wilson. sensitive name. the meritus wilson is so so so so different from conrad wilson. haha! of cause conrad's one is better looking. :x sigh.
after i knocked off at 5pm, i went to meet my mom for a short while before meeting yun for dinner. haha, she came to look for me and treated me to dinner at Mac. after which, we went window shopping. tried on many tops, and i really love most of it. ohwells, low on cash!!! went to get MANGO GELATO again, before we head back home at 8ish. bought my parents supper before i came home. i really really love my folks. because of them, i feel i've one burden less to worry now. ((:
and now, i'm off to watch king and the clown and honey i know honey is an old show, but i still love it ok. starring jessica alba! hot! boogie woogie. it reminds me of the night at Momo. :x alright, gotta shoo and watch them before i hit the sack. working at 7am tomorrow. tata!!
feelings rekindled. and i'm forgotten. and you're the jerk.
decided not to talk about relationship anytime soon, as i'm still all about you..
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Friday, July 28, 2006
Y i've forgotten your bad.
i really despise anonymous taggers. ball-less creeps. bah!
anyhows. i missed my laptop man. i think my brother will be back from work anytime soon, so i won't stay long. but hey, it isn't that bad to spend my free time doing more useful stuffs instead of just staring at the computer screen whole day long. i explored some handicrafts things last night, read magazines, and yoga-ing! lolol. i began with the first step last night, and that is to medidate using the "om-ing" style. haha, it's not as easy as you thought can. i gotta really stay focus and clear my mind, which i almost failed to do so. i've got short concentration span, remember? lol.
hmm. my bro's PC have got really nice oldies which i used to love before i owned a laptop. ahh.
today i was really late for school. despite being late, li'e, froggie and i still bought McMuffin breakfast to eat before WISP. haha! oh, we did not wear our formal wear to school. we brought them to school to change after WISP. we went to the ladies to change before human comm starts at 10am. haha, i think we looked pretty smart in formal!! i was comtemplating either to wear black pants or skirt to go along with my white blouse. i prefered skirt, but i felt i looked like a SHATEC student in that dressing plus i will have more things to concentrate on wearing skirt (posture, ways of sitting, etc) , thus i settled with the pants. pictures will be up once my laptop's back okie! :D
went into the classroom for our interview aftermath. all of us took turns, and when it was my turn, i began to tremble for god knows why. and according to my girls, they said i walked to my teacher in a same-hand-same-leg manner! REALLY? oh shit, that only reminds me of ah dong! damn, i really ought to change this stupid bad habit. haha! well, my interview went smoothly and my teacher commented saying my answers were good. tsk tsk, got experience liao. :x alright, we left the classroom after we all had our turns.
changed back into our normal wear, went to get our favourite yogurt ice cream, then went to ICT block to submit some tutorials. met up with martin, wei liang and han de at Square. chit-chatted with them awhile, before we gals left school at 12ish. li'e and i crossed over and took 52 to jurong entertainment centre. oh, we had plans since last week that we wanna ice-skate today. knowing that i'm gonna ice skate today, i applied some counter pain ointment on all my aching muscles last night! and they got better today. wah, xian dan. lol.
had our lunch at LJS before we hit the rink at 2ish. paid for the entrance fee before we went in. i missed the times when i'm still an ISAN membe lah, 'cause i can go in at a cheaper rate. haha! there wasn't much of a crowd today. took our skates and voila, hit the rink! the last time i ice skate was 2 years ago and the last time li'e skate was when she's sec 3. i started by familiarising the skate a lil before i speed up. it was really fun and relaxing. felt really carefree skating round and round the rink. li'e, thanks for allowing me to "fulfil one of my promise/wish". yay, i used to promise him that i'll teach him how to ice skate. although it wasn't him that i'm teaching today, but still.. thanks. (: teehee!
it was great to be back skating. something i enjoy doing most, and i regret not staying on in ISAN. i still sucks at T-braking. and i wanna learn backwards skate. BUGGY, wink wink. :x anyways, today li'e and i were insane. we kept oogling at eyecandies. LOL! we didn't even let a small kid off. that lil boy's really adorable lah. haha! i seriously think li'e is some nutcase. errr! :x and so we skate till 4pm before we left. walked around JEC, ate some beancurds before we took the train home.
li'e took the long way to the east side, and followed me to take the north south line. when we passed by marsiling > woodlands > admiralty, i began blabbering to her all the familiar areas. haha, it's not all the time we take the north south line together okay!! lol.
right, and now my brother is back home. he's such an irritating ass. :x Zzz. it's okay.
i wonder when will my laptop be coming back home.
working tomorrow and sunday, morning shifts.
i'm off to watch ge dou tian wang and study for ECAD quiz on monday.
toodles.
i know it's unhealthy to think of you again, but i can't help it. it seems like i only remember your good and had forgotten your bad. every little bits and pieces of details are still etched in my mind so clearly. ohwells*
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
Y laptop's under repair.
bah. i'm now using my brother's LOUSY computer. i am so not used to this big fat keyboard right now. it causes me to have typo errors all the time. ahh, i miss my dear laptop! it's now lying unconscious at burlington square - APEC center. from what the person told me, most likely it's my E:Drive is faulty and have to be replaced with a new one. and that will cost $300, thereabout. WAH, siao liao! i'll just see what can be done to my laptop loh. however, they had assured me that my HDD won't be affected. and i'm glad my dad offered to pay the amount for me. phew*
anyhows. before i sent my laptop for repair, i met up with ah dong near his work place for lunch. took 851 and waited for him at novena square at 12ish. whoa, that place had changed so much. it's been quite some time since i last went there. i remembered the last time i went there was to accompany him to get his getaway taiwan trip air tickets. haha! right, waited for a short while before i was joined by ah dong.
walked over to united square for our lunch at pastamania. after lunch, it was still rather early, thus we roamed around the mall. went inside Popular bookstore and shopped for some handicrafts items. then read some books. hahaha, stupid. :x left the place aftermath. ah dong went back to his office, whereas i took 166 down to burlington square. left my laptop with the person in-charge, then made some phone calls to my parents. i was glad my dad's being really supportive, if not i'll have to eat grass for the rest of the month already. roamed around bugis aimlessly on my own to clear some thoughts for awhile, before i took 851 back home.
i've find myself some stuffs to do tonight. for now, i'm watching ge dou tian wang (Mr Fighting) on TV. this show sure brings back lots of memories to me man. the show which he recommended me, lent me VCD, and things he learnt from the show and taught me. fen nu shi kuai le de zhuan wan. ahhh, memories. i love the songs in the shows as well. yuan dian, won't give up, open arm, etc etc. hearing these songs and watching this show again sure fills me with nostalgia. SIGHS*
right, it's all about TV shows tonight. and i wanna practice YOGA. wahahaha! for those who don't know what's Yoga. Yoga focuses on improving your physical, mental and spiritual well-being. the goal of yoga is to harmoize your body, mind and spirit through a combination of poses, meditation and breathing exercises. unifying your body, mind and spirit allow you to achieve a sense of wholeness, peace and self-realization. Yoga is also a very effective tool for relieving stress, calming your mind and allowing you to acheive complete physical and mental relaxation. ah, that's definitely something i needed badly.
btw, i've finised watching Only You. it' an awesome show! (: guess i gotta stop all the shows for the time being, as my exams are nearing. 21st Aug is my first paper if i'm not wrong. less than a month away. awww! right, i'm going offline soon. won't be on MSN that long for this weekend. i'll keep blogging tho. don't miss me. miss me then read my blog archives okay? lol, kidding.
right, toodles!!
P/S: SG Idol result show tonight. who's gonna be out? JAY LIM PLEASE!!! :x
PP/S: eGo bro, stop gloating at my misfortune can? your computer still sucks. big fat keyboard with lousy resolution. LOLOLOL. when my laptop is back, then you know! :X and stop irritating me with your smelly feet behind. after awhile more i give you back your PC lah. you this irritating piece of shit.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Y confession.
howareyou?itsbeenawhileandivenotseenyouonlineforquitesometime.
busywithwork?computerdown?
eventhoughwewillnevertalkagainbutjustseeingyouonlineismorethanenoughtoletmeknowyouarefine.
latelyimthinkingaboutyouandusagain.iknowitsnotarightthingtodobutthisiswhatkeptmegoing.
youhadalwaysbeenmyenergyboosterandisstillone.
iknowallthatyouhavedonetohurtmesobadlyareallformyowngoodandiacceptthemall.
atleastwhatsoothesmewasthatyouweretruetomethroughoutthemonths.forthatithankyou.
eventhoughyouarenolongerbymysidebutyoustillholdtheplaceinmyheart.
andyou.youjustappearedtobeanotherjerkinmylife.
idontneedtoknowmoreanddontwanttoknowanymore.iwilljustgoallongwithmysenses.
iamnotgoingtodoanythingforyouanymore.iwantyououttamylife.
ithankyouforthatperfectdreamyougavemethough.
andibelieve,toyou,imjustanotherpeanutinyourlife.worthlesspeanut.
youtookmeonarideandkickedmeouttathecar.
whoaperfect!bravo!
thatsit.ihaveenough!
andlarling.sorryisoundedsarcasticjustnow.iwasntimplyinganythingorwhatsoevertohurtyouandourfriendship.
ijustfeeltotallydefeatedbyeverythingaroundme.imsorry.
damn. pray hard it won't cost that much to fix my laptop. and pray hard it's just the cd drive that have to be replaced, so that my datas won't be lost. please, let this be one thing to be right for me this month. i've enough shits already.
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Y my laptop's screwed.
fuck. (sorry for the crude language)
my laptop's cd driver is down! it can't read any CD at all, and kept having this "tsktsktsk" sound whenever i tried inserting a disc in.
SHIT.
my laptop warranty is 3 years, but hardware warranty is only 1 year. if i've to fix it, i'm dead. i'm on tight budget man. dammit. what if they need to reformat? it can't read cd, also means i can't back-up anything what. i need an external HDD now man. and if my datas gone, then i've to go MeL install all the softwares all over again? i where got the time la. ARGH.
DAMMIT.
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Y maximum limits.
my sixth sense are mostofthetime right.
i better hold back now, before i get myself hurt deeper.
it's a depressing truth that i have to face.
why should i waste my tears for worthless people like -------------------?
why? will you please teach me?
i'm really tired. that i badly want out of this game. can i?
goodbye and goodnight. [=
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Y i'm an angry woman today.
i had a bad day. real real bad. T.T
slept in till 10ish in the morning. i can't seem to sleep in till later than that ever since don't know when. i used to be able to sleep like a log till late afternoon man. right, got up and watched Only You till it was time for me to head down to school at 3ish.
i was real frustrated. when i reached school, i tried contacting li'e, lye hong and sheena. none of them picked up my calls. i was walking around the sports hall for 15 minutes looking for them like an idiot. i tried asking the guys whom i bumped into if they've seen them, and none of them did. i was getting really frustrated. when finally li'e saw the missed calls and she calls back, my wires already 'sot plug' and fumed. met up with them, and i kept my cool. went to change into my track shoes and tie up my hair aftermath. wasn't in the mood for anything, so i heck about my hair. well, it's just NAPFA. not any beauty pageant! so why care? hair fly here and there, then so be it.
then i tried calling froggie. she was ultimately late this time. i know it's nothing unusual about her being late and all that. but because of what happened earlier on, i was getting really pek cek. it's not just because she's late lah. it's just that we've to report at the stand, and our bags are gonna be kept inside the hall. thus, my phone isn't with me anymore, and yet i'm afraid froggie couldn't find us. then i tried calling her, NO ANSWER!! what is wrong with everybody today? si bak.. -_- when she's finally here, then i hand her the number tag i got for her. yay, we were each given a number tag in exchange of our student pass. and my number was '58', and our colour was purple.
i admit i was really fuming mad. i know the girls could tell, but i just kept quiet. i have to lah. so all the while i just kept quiet and isolate myself from the girls. they talked among themselves, and i just stared out at the other atheletes in the field. riiight. maybe they think i'm petty or whatsoever, but come on, i can get impatient at times too okay. i'm not always a saint. i'm not always the patient someone you all think i am aiight. i hate waiting too long. as i've defined before, waiting = torture. so there you go.
the NAPFA begins at about 5pm. there's quite a big group of us today. we were divided into groups, and assigned to different instructors. we girls were in the same team together with some other unknown faces. yay, we were seperated from the guys. we did the 5 stations first, before we had our 2.4KM run. my thigh muscles had not recovered yet, so i was forcing myself to do all the jobs right. dammit. as i've said and i stick to what i say, i only want a "participated" printed on my report. i ain't aiming for any bronze, silver or gold. for that, i hate people who kept bragging about how they also want a "participated" will do, and ended up they strived soooooooooo damn hard for a GOLD. and that, i shall never listen to what others say about how badly they gonna fare or wanna fare anymore. BULLSHITS.
of all the stations and the 2.4km run, i think i only passed my inclined pull-up and sit-up. i sucks at standing board jump and the sit-and-reach. it's been like that since primary school, so nothing unusual. actually i can pass the shuttle run, but because during the first 10m, i accidentally kicked my wooden block away, so had to go slightly further to pick it up and run back. froggie was asking me to re-try, but i simply couldn't care less. my muscles couldn't take it anymore at that time.
the toughest part is here. yay, the 2.4km run. luckily we're the first batch to run, if not i think i'm only still on my way home now man. wells, we began the run aftermath. i kept telling myself to be slow and steady. i was doing fine during the first 3 laps, then i started slowing down at the 4th lap, and started strolling at the last 2 laps. in the end, i was just a few seconds in passing. ohwells, nevermind. i was too short of breath to care. i had this combined pain - gastric and stitches. dammit. i kept holding on and going on, and told myself not to pass out. yay, i finished 6 laps. i fall straight on the floor when i reached the finishing point. totally drained!! it's been don't know how many donkey years since i last exercised man! grr.
had a short debrief, and we collected back our passes. went to the ladies and brush my hair, and i gave myself a spray of my body spray. then i'm off. i was so dead tired and famished, that i didn't stay behind to wait for li'e and froggie to take their showers. i didn't bring my barangs to shower anyway. i quickly made my way back home for my shower and dinner aftermath.
then. i was so mad at this blangadesh look alike man on 852 sitting beside me! he took advantage of me, and i badly wanna yelled at his freaking face! i was shutting my eyes taking a rest, and i felt his hands brushing my thighs. i was wearing shorts. i opened up my eyes, and glared at him sharp. stood up and changed seats. i so wanted to get off the bus and cab home at that time, but i thought of the hiked capfares. damn the government for rising the cabfares now! argh. stupid blangadeshi! i had badly wanted to scream at him and asked him to take his filthy hands off me! SHITTTTTTTTTTTT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
argh. and finally, i get to eat my dinner at 9pm. totally zonked out right now. my legs are soo painful. feet has got blisters all over. must be because of my PONY shoes, which i've bought for more than half a year yet never worn before. PONY bites me. argh. i am so gonna skip school tomorrow. gonna go cool myself down now. BAH.
BYE.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
Y i wanna grow up!
shucks, monday blues. T.T
woke up this morning feeling really damn lethargic. got ready and went to school to meet froggie at 10am. we had our MBA project demo scheduled at 10.30am in our practical classroom. we were on the dot, and anand was already in the classroom waiting for us when we got there. we began with the demo with me showing anand how our application works. i'm glad he did not prompt us with as many questions as our ECAD tutor did. apart from one area which we failed to do so, anand says our application was okay. the demo was short and brief, and i hope our results will turn out fine next week.
went home straight after that. lame right? i went to school for 15minutes and that's it. came home, watched my dramas and took a nap before i went out again at 3ish. met up with li'e at 4pm, and i followed her to pan pac to collect her pay. then she accompanied me to check out some stuffs in suntec. i found it, but it's not the colour that i want and it's way too costly. i'm still considering. perhaps i'll look for more choices before i decide which to get. sighs* oh, and i think i better go do some research on it before i go look around more.
alright, we took 111 down to meritus to collect our pay after that. had wanted to go home after that, but i don't felt like going home early. hence, we had our dinner outside and we ate at pastamania. dragged li'e to kinokuniya to check out some comics after that. oh man, i feel like collecting another series of comics, but there's already 12 volumes now and it has not ended. it costs 5 bucks per copy. $5 X 12 = $60! plus there's more not out yet. ohwells. i'm on a tight budget recently, so forget it. ):
we sort of became studious all of a sudden, thus we went up to libray @ orchard. browsed through some books, and i loan some back home. we were in the library for quite long man. i was looking through some handicrafts, cookery and health books. hahaha! i'm getting inspirations everywhere man. and damn, i badly wanna learn Yoga. probably gonna read up some stuffs on it, then maybe i'll consider signing up classes with li'e. provided we can find time for it. i feel like learning new things lah. to make myself even more occupied.
left the library at 7ish, and we walked to the mrt station. on the way, we went into some shops to look at the formal wears. li'e and i tried some, and i think the stripes one wasn't that bad. haha, i had always thought stripes blouse will look old on me, but it's not that bad lah. (: well, i don't need that for the time being anyway, 'cause i've got a white one for this friday already. (: hmm, we went home after that.
recently, i'm watching a new korean drama - Only You. a VERY nice show. i seriously think i'm a drama addict. my exams are approaching and i ain't revising yet. i can't resist the temptation to watch all that man. because that's the only thing i can do to take my mind off my woes. i guess. BUT, i'm gonna read up the books i borrowed today for a change now. i wanna practice YOGA. hurhur. :x
oh man. it's the dreadful NAPFA tomorrow evening. my thigh muscles are still aching from yesterday's work. and i'll probably drop dead after my 2.4km run. goodluck to me eh? -_-
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lately, i find myself in a mess. i don't know why, but seems like my mind is caught up in this chaos that i can't fight. this thing has taken its toll on me. alot of things are on my mind recently. each para below are refering to different issues btw.
\\ i'm confused. i don't know what is it that i want. suddenly, i wanna turn back the hands of time. ya, i know in life we should look forward and not backwards, but this time round, i wanna look back and see what had i done wrong and try to change from there. and suddenly, i wanna see you. i wanna you to guide me through and bring me back on track again. you made me a grown up, and taught me how to think and act like one. i learnt alot from you, even though you had been someone that everyone hated. but you're different in my eyes. you had supported me alot in the past, and i badly wants you back in my life again, as a friend. but that's somehow really impossible. guess i'll never be able to see you again.
\\ i've told myself that is gonna be the last thing i'm gonna do for him, and that's it. i don't wanna me to commit the same mistake again. however, i learnt something from this incident. that is i'll never let myself to be an easy prey for anybody anymore. i'm getting tired.
\\ sometimes i can't wait to grow up. unlike people like froggie, who is afraid of hitting 20. for me, i can't wait! i don't deny that i'm afraid of turning old and all, but at the same time, i wanna know what my future holds. what will i be after i graduate? what's gonna be my future career? what's my dream career? no, i doubt i'll be career minded. as quoted from someone, i'm more of a xiao nu ren. i'm a family person. i wonder how's my husband gonna be like? how and where we gonna hold our wedding? how will our kids be like? is giving birth really as painful YET joyful as some women (like what dai xuan told me) told me it is? what kind of family will we be building? how old will i be able to live until? yes, all these things i can't wait to know! i wanna grow up and tall! sighs*
there's just so many things i wanna learn and pursue. will everything just be another facade?
yaya, people may be laughing at me right now. but that's exactly what's on my mind recently.
ohwells.
life's such a irony. a struggle.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
Y i wanna hide my emotion.
i'm so sleepy right now. and the splitting headache is killing me. zzz!
hmm. because it's meritus that i'm working at this morning, thus i don't have to wake up as early as when i'm working at pan pac. that is because somerset is nearer to my place than city hall. so this morning i woke up at 5.15am and left house at 6am to take the train to meet li'e. after boarding the train, i swear i had this weird feeling that i'll bump into him. i swear. okay, when i'm on the train, i didn't see him. my back was facing the platform at that time, and i was reading my comic. when i'm at AMK, i stopped and turned behind. and there i spotted him almost instantly. and so we were on the same train, and one cabin apart. what a coincidence ya? ohwells, that was enough. sompa. (:
alright, met up with li'e at about 6.40am aftermath. walked into meritus, and we waited for the housekeeping to open store and we got changed. went to 4th floor bel court and reported to alan. there were only 5 staffs working this morning, and it was some buffet breakfast for a tour group. we prepared some stuffs before standing by at 8ish. guests streamed in at about 8ish close to 9. most of them were Chinese, and sorry no offence, we seriously think they ate like pigs! they took all the food and piled up their plates with food, and even stuffed some food items into their bags, discreetly. they're even worse than a typical kiasu singaporean! plus, they were sooooo irritating! i know that our duty was to serve a guest WELL, but which normal people will stop a waitress/waiter when they had a fully loaded rectangular tray (mind you, it's heavy.) on their shoulder? i think they're abnormal. they stopped me quite a number of times when i'm about to bring in a heavy rectangular tray into the kitchen, to ask for serviettes. of cause i had to smile sweetly at them and say, "sure, will get that for you shortly."
all of us were cursing and swearing at the back, and smiling sweetly in front of them. lol! and finally, all of them left at 10ish. after they left, we began turning over for the hi-tea session in the afternoon. oh, we even get to eat the buffet food after that. hahaha! and by 12ish, we were sent over to mandarin court to help out with the lunch service. by right, we were given a short lunch break. and because of li'e who was trying to stuff things into her wallet at the partition area, we were not given a break anymore. because by the time we want to go, the guests started coming. li'e, all your fault! :x
lunch service was simple. it was clearing, clearing and still clearing. yay, rectangular trays again. we had this table of guests kept disturbing li'e and i. hahaha! crazy fellas, but they're funny lah. one even asked if i wanna join him go Zouk tonight. crazy! anyhows, the lunch was short and fast. and we were given some time to eat the buffet food, again! LOL. luckily we get to eat the buffet, if not i'll still be blaming li'e for having us miss our lunch break. haha! began turning over the room again. then we sat down to fold napkins. uncle vincent and uncle joe were telling us some ghost encounters in meritus. oooh, so now i know of the haunted areas in the hotel. i shall avoid those places in future. :x speakin' bout that, it's the lunar 7th month starting tomorrow. becareful and don't stay out too late in the night ya.
initially, i had thought after turning over the room, we can go home. but no! li'e and i were like a ball, and were being "kicked back" to bel court to serve the hi-tea. they short of staffs, so needed our help for 1 hour. alright loh so we went there at 3pm and helped out oscar. li'e and i carried so many trays in till our shoulder bone were aching. damn, i need a massage now!!! ): and so we were released at 4pm. collin and wai seng had wanted us to work till 6pm, but we turned them down. they idiot one loh, kept thinking li'e and i were not straight. dammit! we are straight! -_-
anywhoos. li'e and i had fun working today, tho' it was uber tiring to have to carry so many trays. we managed to know more friends in meritus and so on. however, i'm getting tired of this line. have i mentioned that i wanna look for another job? probably after my exams and during my FYP. i just felt banquet is too man. i don't wanna end up having muscular arms or whatsoever. and i don't wanna injured my back anymore. i wanna find a simpler job, like say, retail? i'm thinking of going back Bossini. wells, i'll see how again by then.
and so li'e and i went to change. then walked to taka for some GELATO. oh man, i simply love mango gelato. haha, went home aftermath. i'm dead tired already. thank goodness i only had to go to school for a short while tomorrow morning for my MBA application demo, and that's it. shall rest well after that, as my class had chosen to go for our NAPFA on tuesday. OMG, will i be able to run 2.4km and take the 5 station without being out of breath? we'll see. :/
did the following out of boredom last night. (:
i can't get the picture of your tired face out of my mind. please take care.. (:
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
Y relaxing saturday.
ugh. the weather's so freaking warm right now, that i feel so agitated till i feel like doing the following.
wooohaahaahaa. :x
anywhooos. shopping with kengey today had been great. and most importantly, i feel relaxed. teehee. i took some time to decide what to wear today, and i wore my favourite jeans which i've sort of abandoned in my wardrobe as well as the yellow top which i heart loads. lol, and it's been some time since i last let my fringe down. i've been clipping it up since don't know when.
yaya, and so i cam-whored a little. girls mah. must understand. tskk! :x
met up with kengey on the train and we head down to bugis. had our lunch at Mos Burger before we began on our spree. kengey was basically shopping for her new school term necessities, and i'm just shopping for the sake of it? haha.
for the entire day, i bought only 1 new comic book, 1 magazine and the eyebag cure from Missha. and that's all. i'm saving money for something else lah. (: heh, finally i've got a new comic book to read. i've been deprived of that alot recently. lol. ^^
and so we shopped at bugis streets as well. did our express pedicure there too. it was a nice and relaxing experience. my nails were chipped so i decided to go for the express one. cheaper too. haha! i chose this maroon colour. 12bucks only. and i loved the end-product pretty much. (:
my fat feet. :x
kengey's. [note: her feet are SO tiny can!! oops.]
ta-dah, my end-product! (:
right, continued with our spree aftermath. bumped into shawn at this 'funny' place - the staircase! lolol, so weird seeing him again. he just got enlisted, because the first thing he did when he saw me was rubbing his botak head gesturing to me that he's an army boy. LOL! wells, didn't talk much and we went off. kengey and i then took bus 7 to orchard for more shopping at evening time. i still didn't buy anything there. however, i saw this pretty black heels which i liked alot. grrr. :/ how i wish i've got that off that shelves.
:s
had our dinner at FEP, before we decided to leave for home at 8ish. our feet were sore from all the walking already. haha! and i'm gonna watch some movies right now. shall turn in slightly earlier tonight, as i'm working meritus at 7am tomorrow. whoa, first time working morning shift there. hopefully it won't be tough. and i still don't know when is my napfa. monday, tuesday or wednesday? -.-
oh, to all NP ICT students, anybody got any idea who the hell is MR LIM POH SENG? he's my FYP supervisor, and i don't even know who the hell is he. regarding my FYP, i've to attend a briefing on the 2nd Aug and have to submit the project TOR by 14th Aug. till now, i still don't know what project i'm doing. damn, and i'm still pretty disappointed that i didn't get to my choice of internship. BOOHOO. T.T
right, some previews. :x
kick-ass movie. better than expected.
i'll probably be replaying it over and over again.
tokyo girls are hot! the cars are gorgeous! the ost is hot!
4.5/5 for this.
this is the one i'm watching right now.
lame show, but watch it if you want some laugh.
crude humor and sexual content.
parental guidance advised. (:
R21, 'nuff said.
i watched it, illegally, at home, of cause. LOL.
this is the next show that i'm gonna watch.
i hope it is something nice. teehee. (:
oh. and lastly, i've finished watching zhong ji yi ban. it was great, tho' the ending was kind of crap. haha! and i really loved most of the songs in the OST!!! and below's one of it. "yi ge ren liu lang" by FAHRENHEIT! aaron is sooooooooo handsome. he's the first guy who started the song. look out! :x
alright, i'm off. till then, laters~
it has been some time already. how are you? hope you are doing fine, and don't tire yourself over work.
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Y Kia Motors D&D
damn, i am so famished right now. went to get myself cup noodle on my way back home from work just now. haha, am now boiling the hot water. after eating, i am so gonna finish the last episode of my show. didn't manage to watch finish this afternoon afterall.
didn't want to blog actually, but there's so many things i wanna rant about lah. hahaha! work has been nice today. initially, li'e and i were suppose to work at level 6, but tonight's wedding dinner was some sort of VIP event. there's gonna be president nathan and don't know who else. again, there were police officers around checking if our names are in their list. this time round, my name is in it, but li'e one is not. then li'e and i were separated. she's swapped to go Act 1 (level 35) again, and i'm all alone in the ballroom. okay, maybe not. there were stanley, benjamin, terence, and OH, i saw 3 of my MSL juniors!! haha, but i don't remember their names. :x
i was so alone throughout the briefing. i keep tagging along behind benjamin, because he told me to anyway. hahaha! while liza was distributing tables, i kept hiding behind tall people. it's an advantage being small sized. LOL! before that, i tried asking wai seng and collin if i can join li'e upstairs. they kept telling me that separate one day won't die lah, blah blah. hahaha! but i think i looked like i was about to cry, which i wasn't, so wai seng tried to let me swap to upstairs. fortunately, there were more than enough staffs for all tables, so yay!! i'm swapped to Act 1 !! lol.
joined li'e at Act 1. and we were serving cocktail throughout. today the captain in charge was jansen, and he's lame lah. it was the KIA Motors D&D tonight. i wasn't given any tables initially, until jansen put me to help kah min. and know what? i was put to serve the tables full of mediacorps stars!! lol. got the 'under one roof' moses lim's wife, vincent ng, BRYAN WONG (!!) and most importantly, there's ELVIN NG!! the guy in the 9pm show. i remembered me and my girlies went ga-ga over him last year when he acted in the NKF show. hahaha.
omg. vincent ng is so polite. bryan wong is funny. elvin ng is so cute and charming! and he will smile at me when i served the table. wahahaha! li'e and i kept looking at that table lah. we almost get to take pictures with them loh. aiya, wasted. haha, nevermind! :x
anyhows, dinner tonight was pretty alright. wasn't really tired at all, because i've 2 guys as partners. they did most of the jobs already. at times, i even went to find li'e who was behind me. and at the end of the dinner, li'e, jasper and i went into the store to chat. jasper was telling us some ghost encounters some of them had. after that, everyone began the balloons-bursting craze. they kept bursting all the balloons in the room. and jansen got kah ming to burst one right at li'e's and my ears. damn! lol.
right, we were released slightly before 11.30pm, and we went to collect our bags, took our pay and left the hotel. everything also chop-chop. haha! alright, i'm off to bath and watch my show. shopping trip with kengey tomorrow. finally able to unwind a little after a tough week. puay siang had wanted to play mahjong, but i got kengey to turn him down because i feel my luck ain't good this month. so yay, to hell with JULY.
and oh, during the dinner just now, i kept smelling this familiar blue squall cologne somewhere. it makes my heart wrenched a little. i don't know why. it makes my heart a mess somehow. sigh. i don't know what is wrong with me. nevermind. :/
toodles~
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Friday, July 21, 2006
Y flying dutchman.
today, i became the flying dutch
this morning i felt really sleepy that i'm very reluctant to get outta bed. had a throbbing gastric and head pain again. nonetheless, i dragged my ass up and got ready for school. went to KAP and bought mcmuffin breakfast for li'e and myself, before going to school. when i got to the bus stop, li'e and i saw this guy bending down near the drain, puking. he looked pale, and his vomit were all over his hands. he seems like he needed some tissue, so i offered him my entire packet of tissue. he was wearing the NPCC cadet inspector t-shirt okay! well, what i did was something normal, no? i mean, if i were him, i'll probably hope someone will hand me some tissue, instead of just walking past and giving weird glances. right right? then li'e and froggie began teasing me saying maybe one day that guy will post notices around the school searching for the tissue girl. okay, not funny. nevermind. aiya, i think that guy was just feeling nausea after a car ride? well, i don't know.
and so li'e and i ate our breakfast in the atrium, while waiting for froggie. at that time, we were already late for lessons. haha, as usual. had WISP aftermath. it was so boring that i began showing the girls the email kengey forwarded to me about MOLES position. wahahaha, so interesting. perhaps ah dong should read that as well. oops, no offence! :x right, we were dismissed rather early so we went to canteen 1 for froggie to grab a quick bite.
went for human comm lessons at blk 53 after that. li'e left her laptop in the canteen!! she realised it only when we're about to step into the classroom. hence, she dashed downhill to the canteen to retrieve back her laptop. luckily, it's still there. phew* don't be so absentminded again lah girl. anyhows, human comm was short today. teacher merely briefed us about next week's formal interview thingy, and collected our assignments, then we were off at 11am. EARLY RIGHT?
went home immediately after that. on the way to the bus stop, i FLEW. hahaha. i was talking to froggie while i'm walking on the pavement. then there's this big hole on the pathway that i didn't noticed. i stepped right into it, and flew slightly to my left, which was the main road. there was a car approaching my direction at that time. i think i scared the driver by my little stunt. luckily, i didn't fall flat and let the car rolled me flat over. i think it's funny, 'cause i felt i was flying. froggie thinks it's funny because of my want-to-laugh-yet-want-to-scream expression. LOL! ohwells, i wasn't really injured but had some scratches on my left foot, which landed right into that damn hole. i guess it's normal for me to trip on a flat land, so yay. as quoted from wilson and froggie last time, that they can't wait for me to fall flat one day. they're evil people. tsk.
alright, should i take a nap now before i go for work later on or should i finish watching my zhong ji yi ban? 2 more episodes, and it's getting so exciting. HMMMM.
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Y photoshop fanatics once more.
it's been long since i last photoshopped something. just didn't had any inspirations or time lah. and lately, yun's addicted to photoshopping too, so she kinda tempt my fingers into doing some. another great way to destress. below are some masterpieces done by yun and me. all crap lah. lack of inspirations, you see.
done by yun :
key to our future.
greyish.
fab 3. LOL.
she's so KNS. played with this picture. she took this of me in conrad long long ago. LOL.
done by me (i am oh-so in love with the new font yun sent me lah):
butterfly effects.
my personal fave. :x
alrighty, i wanted to tuck in long ago, but binged on too much junks thus felt pretty bloated. and now, i'm off to snooze! waking at 6am! dohhhh.
nights peeps!
smoochies to all. :x
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Y i'm so sick and tired of all these shits! bah!
i'm watching the SG idol as i blog. i hope jay lim gets eliminated tonight! prays*ohwells, i just got back home from school not too long ago, and i just had my dinner only. i'm so tired, and needs some rest badly. zzz!
had lessons from 9am to 1pm today. froggie and i gave ourselves a self-declared break after PI, and had lunch in canteen 3 with wei liang and jian wen. after which, we went for QLA lessons. stayed behind in square @ 31 from 1pm onwards to work on our MBA assignment. i did not bring my laptop so i just sat beside froggie assisting her at times.
initially, we were fooling around abit while doing our work. i kept irritating her and sang songs to her ears. gei wo ni de ai, rang wo pei zhe ni qu wei lai..! lolol. we got pretty 'high' over a term i found on our QLA worksheet. hahaha! and that's erecting building. how does a building erects anyway? weirdo. LOL! being in the square tends to make us spend all our coins at the vending machines there. throughout the hours, i ate alot! 1 cup of cola, 1 small packet of chips, 1 snickers bar, and 1 mineral water, 1 cheezels and 1 cup of yogort ice cream (that's all our fave okay) from COOP. omg, i kept binging on all these stuffs to destress.
hmm, as the sun's setting, we became more tensed. errors kept occuring in our program and froggie felt really frustrated. i felt really agitated too. the place very warm somemore. grr! we even called mr anand out to help us solve some errors. some of our classmates were around too. mr anand has became our god. haha! and at last! we finished the whole thing and submitted it via the mapped drive by 6ish. at last! left school, and head home immediately after that. i hate going back home from school at peak hours like this, because the traffic tends to be extra slow at that time. the usual 45 minutes journey became 1 hour odd, and i got home only at 8! damn.
and tonight, i still gotta complete the resume i've to submit for human comm tomorrow morning. so many things to do, yet so little time. gawd, all these neverending shits is tiring me out alot. but i believe froggie feels even more tired. ohwells, it'll be all over soon, tho there's still the Examinations (with the big 'E') coming.
school ah school, sucks!
bah. lessons at 8am and work at 6pm tomorrow. how nice. -_-
gah, gimme a break, life!
i've been busy, but you've never left my mind.
//ADD-ON// [9.01pm]
GAYLE NERVA is eliminated?!? how can that be. dammit, she has a nice voice and an angelic face. JAY SHOULD BE OUT MAN! damn.
right. thank goodness i don't fancy wasting my sms-es voting for them. watch is enough. lol. :X
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Y tanning in your sunray.
heh. i realised hoh, sometimes listening to old songs can bring back loads of memories. i've some of my pictures and mp3s back-up in some CD kept in my folder. and last night, i just felt like taking them out and extract some of the old stuffs back into my laptop. and ta-dah, loads of goodies man! lol. i especially missed (and i'm so hooked to it now) listening to tanning in your sunray from the Initial D movie soundtrack. the song played in the show during takumi's (jay zhou) first date. this song bring back lots of memories manx.. (:
what cha gonna do, when it hits you? you and me, i hold back my shine. when i realise, i'm getting my tan in your sunray. and we see, through the mirror. that you got me, thinking clearer. and i'm gonna be under your skies, i'll stay..
omg!! so sweeeet. i shall find time to watch the movie once more, and probably getting the anime to watch too. teehee! last night li'e and i were surfing for torrents together. and guess what? i found ALOT lah. but my laptop is running out of space. i'm "aiming" my brother's PC now. TSK TSK TSK! :x
alright, i side-tracked a lil too much. today i woke up even before my alarm rang, and i've no idea why either. haha! waited till 7am before i called li'e. after which, i got ready for school. reached MWS class and waited for froggie and wei liang. submitted our tutorials, then froggie and i took a quick bite at the canteen before coming back for lessons again. haha! came back and we did practicals. this time round, i'm lazy to hand copy all the answers. i typed it out. haha!
after a short while, we felt lethargic so we began chit-chatting. i was showing wei liang the post i posted in the forum. we started because i was asking wei liang if he've any ideas where to get that thing. ARGH! i hope i can find something similar, and not for display ones, soon. anyways, the post i showed him was about the whole thing of what's happening lah. haha, he says its so fairytale. wells, i'm just showing him because i need advices from the point of view of a guy. he's the first guy i seeked advice from, apart from ah dong lah. it seems like what wei liang pointed out was something i've never given a thought of. it's something new and that absolutely made sense. and because of what wei liang said, i learnt something new about myself and about men too. i knew i never asked the wrong person lah! teehee. thanks brudder! :D
after MWS, the 3 of us went to have our lunch at canteen 3 together with neeky and jason. haha, we were observing people in the canteen man. we even discussed about couples having public display affection in the school compound. in my opinion, i don't really think that's right lah. we go to school to study, not to show everyone how much we love our other half, no? i mean, hold hands all that okay lah, but definitely not those over intimacy right? haha! we saw quite a number of PDAs today. hmm.
right, froggie and i left for our lessons after lunch. actually, we've no more classes already. just that we're making use of the MBA class to work on our assignment. anand was around to answer all our doubts about the VB codings. we were in the classroom for 3hours or so, before we left for home at 4ish. i was so sleepy man. ohwells, our assignment's almost done though. i can't wait to say BYEBYE to all these shats man. sighs.
left for home immediately. i kept dozing off on the bus. i'm so sleepy. Zzz!
right, my phone bills is here. $53. my sms sent was 820 man!!! omg, must be because of last month's always-sms-period. ohwells. :/
btw, i've settled my formal wear for next week! all thanks to my dearest chou da pian! she lent me her white formal blouse which shrinked already. haha, it fits me well so thank you lah!! save my money from buying a new piece. (: grr~ next monday/tuesday/wednesday is our dreaded NAPFA! damn, when was the last time i exercised? hmm.
oh today's wednesday, so it means there's SG Idol! yay, go go go joakim and paul 2hill ! :D yun, if you got tix to watch live SG Idol, please bring me along!! lols. :x
right, laters!
if i can only see, that your love for me is not forever.
then i'll always be free from these chains of love you bind me to.
i'm just a simple girl, who is hooked to your sweet charm.
but the love you promised will never be in my arms.
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Y Reminiscence Part I.
tonight, i'm in my reminiscing moods again. and since i'm chatting with my dearest da pian about our old days on MSN now, i shall start with blogging about her, fully loaded with pictures from past till now. as the days goes by, i may blog about my other close friends as well. ^^
wells, ang li'e is one of the closest girlfriends i made in NP. heh, she's one of the first i talked to since year 1 too. haha! we were the only girls who took part in all the ice breakers and interaction games NP had for all freshies. i'll never never forget how we made the human pyramid. it's such a waste that we did not take any pictures that day. teehee.
ohwells. from day 1 till today, li'e and i had always being so close. maybe for those who don't know us well, may think we're acting way too much like lesbians, but hey, we're definitely straight. our love for each other is different from her love towards scott and mine towards fill-in-the-blank hoh. and of cause, we had our fair shares of conflicts and hatred towards one another. in fact, the biggest conflict between us took place only few months back. however, we managed to cool down and resolved the matter peacefully. and that explains why we're still as close as before. 3 cheers to our friendship, da pian! ^^
taking a stroll down memory lane...
Year 1 (04/05)
the day we coincidentally wore the same top. taken in SIM canteen. LOL.
spending our first christmas together with zhi yong and froggie. it was the craziest christmas ever.. LOL. hmm, i used to be red-headed.
our first log cake!!! =D
crazy photo taking session at the underground tunnel! wakaka.
black&white days. picture taken using her Panasonic GD88.
pan pac days.
crazy TM shopping days. haha.
and not forgeting our VERY first class chalet (11th april 2005) at downtown east. the rest were outside the room BBQ-ing, and li'e and i were in the room camwhoring. always remember me - crouching tiger! rawwrs* MADNESS!! we are the cheeky girls.. keke. sings*
socky days. :p
boo!
crazy us. nuff' said!
phone advertisement? back in those days, i was still using motorola E365. lousy phone!
HAHAHAA! that's me. i was disturbing li'e lah.
Year 2
the happiest year (especially sem3) in NP. shan't say the reason tho'. (:
we're both so nerdified. lol. when we both just changed to a new phone together - SE K700i.
being the sweet friend of her, she tagged along with me during one of my EP lessons outdoor. and she had a heavy load (her laptop) with her! lol.
toilet breaks in between lessons.
taken during the triple dates. ^^
taken the day of "ICT Superstar" at LT26. went to support yun together with the rest. ^^
K-Boxing!
the sweet and innocent us! lolol.
one day shopping trip in malaysia!!! i missed shopping there! I WANNA GO AGAIN!!!! :x
a day of relaxing at pasir ris park. just the 2 of us. cycling and chilling... WOOO!
22nd july 2005 - our w01 girls gathering! the day i had a huge fight with that guy somemore. i'll never forget the hug li'e gave me and made me felt so much better. teehee. well, we had dinner at center stage (marina square) - victor's. and i'm so sad that the place had already closed down today!!!! memories.. ):
we very sweet hoh? LOL.
fooling around with the utensils. lol.
look! we even had similar pumps..
we always have silly ideas for pictures taking.. shake heads*
speak no evil. personal ad for Victor's. LOL!
my turn! lol.
me and my breaded chicken. a picture i had by my bedside now. haha!
Neoprints!
we loved bangs! :x
below are our faves... (: took when she came back from the states, and she's back to mend my broken heart with me.
it's raining in the machine! lol, silly girl came up with this idea.
ai ni~ lol.
Working Days..
'eating snake' together in salon IV. haha!
snap snap with the xmas tree!
to the guest's room together. lol.
SBTP days with berry. lol!
wearing the ugly HAWAIIAN uniforms together for work! UGLY!!! lolx.
and today, we're working together once more at pan pac as well as meritus mandarin. (:
meritus mandarin uniforms. :x
Year 3 (this year)
final year in school. although we're in different classes for most lessons, we still get to meet up almost everyday. hahaha. (:
taken at heeren last month when we went balcony to chill. (:
forever my best shopping budz.
^^
after work at pan pac. hehe.
and of cause our recent trip to EskiBar with our girlies, which was the day she stole my kiss! HAHAHAHAA!
and of cause, not forgeting our sentosa trip on the 25th June o6. total fun-ness! =DDD
and today, we're still the mad-ass besties as always. she's the only one i had no problems bringing out my crazy self towards to. she understands me so well, that at times, she can read my mind! hahaha! no matter how unhappy our conflicts were, we had gotten over everything and will cherish this golden friendship of ours for good. perhaps after graduation, she will be joining scott at Seattle, but i'll make sure she swear that she won't lose contact with me. haha! remember our pact about becoming our future kids' godmom okay? and i wanna be your bridemaid and i wanna you be my wedding planner! and more years down the road, we can bring our kids out for high tea session too! lol. remember all our pacts aiight, da pian! ((:
ahhh, good ol' days. watch this space for more series of my "reminiscence" aiight. ((:
goodnights folks! =D
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