Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Y i'm an angry woman today.
i had a bad day. real real bad. T.T
slept in till 10ish in the morning. i can't seem to sleep in till later than that ever since don't know when. i used to be able to sleep like a log till late afternoon man. right, got up and watched Only You till it was time for me to head down to school at 3ish.
i was real frustrated. when i reached school, i tried contacting li'e, lye hong and sheena. none of them picked up my calls. i was walking around the sports hall for 15 minutes looking for them like an idiot. i tried asking the guys whom i bumped into if they've seen them, and none of them did. i was getting really frustrated. when finally li'e saw the missed calls and she calls back, my wires already 'sot plug' and fumed. met up with them, and i kept my cool. went to change into my track shoes and tie up my hair aftermath. wasn't in the mood for anything, so i heck about my hair. well, it's just NAPFA. not any beauty pageant! so why care? hair fly here and there, then so be it.
then i tried calling froggie. she was ultimately late this time. i know it's nothing unusual about her being late and all that. but because of what happened earlier on, i was getting really pek cek. it's not just because she's late lah. it's just that we've to report at the stand, and our bags are gonna be kept inside the hall. thus, my phone isn't with me anymore, and yet i'm afraid froggie couldn't find us. then i tried calling her, NO ANSWER!! what is wrong with everybody today? si bak.. -_- when she's finally here, then i hand her the number tag i got for her. yay, we were each given a number tag in exchange of our student pass. and my number was '58', and our colour was purple.
i admit i was really fuming mad. i know the girls could tell, but i just kept quiet. i have to lah. so all the while i just kept quiet and isolate myself from the girls. they talked among themselves, and i just stared out at the other atheletes in the field. riiight. maybe they think i'm petty or whatsoever, but come on, i can get impatient at times too okay. i'm not always a saint. i'm not always the patient someone you all think i am aiight. i hate waiting too long. as i've defined before, waiting = torture. so there you go.
the NAPFA begins at about 5pm. there's quite a big group of us today. we were divided into groups, and assigned to different instructors. we girls were in the same team together with some other unknown faces. yay, we were seperated from the guys. we did the 5 stations first, before we had our 2.4KM run. my thigh muscles had not recovered yet, so i was forcing myself to do all the jobs right. dammit. as i've said and i stick to what i say, i only want a "participated" printed on my report. i ain't aiming for any bronze, silver or gold. for that, i hate people who kept bragging about how they also want a "participated" will do, and ended up they strived soooooooooo damn hard for a GOLD. and that, i shall never listen to what others say about how badly they gonna fare or wanna fare anymore. BULLSHITS.
of all the stations and the 2.4km run, i think i only passed my inclined pull-up and sit-up. i sucks at standing board jump and the sit-and-reach. it's been like that since primary school, so nothing unusual. actually i can pass the shuttle run, but because during the first 10m, i accidentally kicked my wooden block away, so had to go slightly further to pick it up and run back. froggie was asking me to re-try, but i simply couldn't care less. my muscles couldn't take it anymore at that time.
the toughest part is here. yay, the 2.4km run. luckily we're the first batch to run, if not i think i'm only still on my way home now man. wells, we began the run aftermath. i kept telling myself to be slow and steady. i was doing fine during the first 3 laps, then i started slowing down at the 4th lap, and started strolling at the last 2 laps. in the end, i was just a few seconds in passing. ohwells, nevermind. i was too short of breath to care. i had this combined pain - gastric and stitches. dammit. i kept holding on and going on, and told myself not to pass out. yay, i finished 6 laps. i fall straight on the floor when i reached the finishing point. totally drained!! it's been don't know how many donkey years since i last exercised man! grr.
had a short debrief, and we collected back our passes. went to the ladies and brush my hair, and i gave myself a spray of my body spray. then i'm off. i was so dead tired and famished, that i didn't stay behind to wait for li'e and froggie to take their showers. i didn't bring my barangs to shower anyway. i quickly made my way back home for my shower and dinner aftermath.
then. i was so mad at this blangadesh look alike man on 852 sitting beside me! he took advantage of me, and i badly wanna yelled at his freaking face! i was shutting my eyes taking a rest, and i felt his hands brushing my thighs. i was wearing shorts. i opened up my eyes, and glared at him sharp. stood up and changed seats. i so wanted to get off the bus and cab home at that time, but i thought of the hiked capfares. damn the government for rising the cabfares now! argh. stupid blangadeshi! i had badly wanted to scream at him and asked him to take his filthy hands off me! SHITTTTTTTTTTTT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
argh. and finally, i get to eat my dinner at 9pm. totally zonked out right now. my legs are soo painful. feet has got blisters all over. must be because of my PONY shoes, which i've bought for more than half a year yet never worn before. PONY bites me. argh. i am so gonna skip school tomorrow. gonna go cool myself down now. BAH.
BYE.
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87
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