Sunday, July 24, 2005
Y i still love you. <3
err, this entry was on 23rd July, 1.34am. woke up at 11ish, and i helped my mom with some house chores. i wanna make my mama happy, so that she won't bug me too much when i'm outside at night. =D i ironed the 2-weeks-full of clothes. there's alot can. mostly are my clothes though. waha, then i washed some laundry, vacuumed and mopped the floor. phew* after i'm done, i did my own home hair treatment using the V05 treatment cream. waha, so shiok. :x went to get ready to go out at about 2ish. i took quite long to dress up. haha, i was in a lacy mood, so felt like wearing a lacy top. it's either the white one or the yellow one. the yellow one i remembered wearing to kengey's birthday celebrations last week, so i tried the white one. i think i looked weird in that, so in the end, i still go for the yellow one. wahaha! fickle-minded me. :x took 857 to city hall and meet up with larling. larling, twinny and i planned to meet early as we wanna get some stuffs for our surprise. twinny was late, so larling and i went to raffles city shopping centre to walk around. remember i've always got a thing for mirrors? so when we were inside MNG, i spotted this mirror. so.. mirror + 2 photowhores + camera = .. then we were joined by twinny. we walked from city link mall to esplanade mall just to hunt for the stuffs we need for the surprise. we wanted to get some smashing-and-dirtying-lyehong de stuffs, and get her new top and towel all that. after much considerations, we decided against that. in the end, we went to this really interesting shop inside esplanade mall and bought her some paper flowers. very lovely. i like that shop. i spotted that shop because something caught my eyes. all that's really lovely lah. i wanted to get that for lye hong, but we went inside and saw a smaller bouquet of paper roses so we bought that for her (because it's smaller and easier to hide). teehee. after we purchased our stuffs, i received a call from amirah babe. she was telling me that she'll be flying off to aussie next tuesday, which i can't make it to send her off as i'll be working on that night. which means tonight will be our last gathering before she flies. that was when i turned and head back to that shop and bought 3 stalks of roses and a message book for her, from us. =D the roses are sooo lovely. swoons* :x oh, this reminds me. BABE, you still owe me ROSESSSSSSSSSS. ): aftermath, we went make reservations at Center Stage - Victor's before we went to buy a pretty choalatey cake from Polar Cafe in Suntec City. we reserved the exact seat that baby and i took when we first went there. :x alright, we brought the cake to Victor's to get them leave in the fridge for us. sweet eh? teehee. the 3 of us then walked to the bus stop at suntec convention to wait for the rest. amirah babe and her boyfriend, azmie came at 6ish. wheeee! was so happy to see my dearest babe lahhhhhhhhhhh. HEY MAMA~ missed those great times we shared during the last 1 and 1/4 semester!!! felt really sad that you're leaving me, YOUR DADDY, and fly off to aussie. you're abandoning me like that? sulks* haha, kidding. anyhows, we did some catching and took a picture while waiting for sheena and lye hong. hmm. after awhile, guess who did i saw? baby!!! was sms-ing with him awhile ago, and when i saw him, he just knocked off from work and was about to go home. he did not join us as he's tired. we both were at the bus stop, but didn't see each other until when his bus came and he was about to board the bus. ya'll know? i expected him to miss that bus and walk over to say hi or something, but he did not. ): he gestured to me that he's going home, and board the bus. i was really upset and disappointed. serious. i even thought of introducing him to amirah, but.. hais. my girls could sense and feel what i felt at that moment. i was on the verge of crying. yes, that's how big the impact was to me! i mean, i know he's tired and all, but is missing a bus and say hi to me and wait for another bus that tiring??? after he's gone, i tried consoling myself by thinking lots of other positive thingys. but i failed in consoling myself, and felt even worst after that. i don't know why. :\ larling, thanks for the hug on the escalator. i did felt better after that. (: however, i told myself that tonight's a happy occasion, so i braced myself up and told myself to enjoy the rest of the evening. lye hong and sheena came at 7ish, and we walked to the restaurant together. went to martin's workplace to say hi to him as well. haha. we made azmie be our photographer (there were 3 digicams - mine, amirah's and lye hong's) and we took one girlies picture. azmie's really evil, because he took one candid picture of us before we were ready to pose. babe, you better teach him not to be evil anymore OKIE? haha. :x went to the restaurant after that. once we were seated, we made our orders. all of us ordered their special set meal, which consists of the appetizer, soup, main course and dessert. and it costs only $16.80 per set. hmm, i kept thinking about baby - the first time we went out, the earlier on incident and everything. sighs* anyhows, while waiting for our food to be served, we took more pictures! after awhile, our food are served. haha, i think the waiters/waitresses will think our table is darn noisy and troublesome, because we kept requesting things from them. but they're all really friendly. (: one of them was lye hong's ex school mates even! haha. here's some of my dishes.. go on and DROOL! =D~ baby sms-ed me telling me he has reached home and yadda yadda. i admit i was kinda "showing" attitude to him by replying him in a way that really could piss anyone off. we ended off feeling mad at each other. after messaging, i was silent all the way. i'm sorry i kinda made all of you worried by keeping quiet. i was just afraid that i'd burst out crying, so i chose to quiet down to calm myself. i even lost my appetite, and gave a quater of my cutlet to twinny. i didn't finish my soup even. :\ alright, nevermind about all the sagas. i tried bracing myself up again because we still got a surprise for lyehong afterall. so i pretended to go to the ladies with larling. but actually, we were going to told the waiter to get ready our cake, before we went back to our seat. and then, the waiter came to our table with the cake lighted up and we sang lye hong a birthday song. although it's one week late, but because of our common tests, we only planned and celebrated for her today. well, i can see that lye hong's really touched and was about to cry. (: we are so sweet, RIGHT? :x alright, even though we decided not to dirty lye hong by smashing stuffs on her, we still wouldn't let her off so easily afterall. wahaha. initially, larling suggested that lye hong take out all the candles using her mouth. but i thought it wasn't enough, so i changed the plan. i took all the candles out and left the 'butt' of the biggest candle on the cake and pushed it further into the cake. and then, i made lye hong to take it out USING JUST HER MOUTH!!!! wahahah. she must have 'hated' me now, and prolly is even planning for revenge next year. waha, put your horsey come come aiight. oh, this applies to twinny too. haha, kidding. :x anyhows, sherla came and join us at 8ish after work. WOOOOOOOOOOO. 2W01 girlies BIG HAPPY REUNION!! err, minus bettina. :x okie, let the pictures speak. after we ate the cake, we foot the bill. $146.74. okay lah, it's reasonable considering that there's 8 of us. amirah and azmie decided to leave early, so we took more pictures before they left. and because this will be our last gathering before amirah flies off to aussie next tuesday, we decided to give her a hug each. :x azmie, don't jealous okie? wahaha. :x we left the place after that. we had another surprise for lye hong, that is to light up fireworks outside esplanade. not those fireworks display lah, just those sticks ones. so twinny and i went off first to get ready, whereas larling brought them over to where we'll be. on the way there, i decided to talk to baby to solve our problem. so i made him call my phone and we talked, while twinny did the preparations herself. i was on the phone all the way till i'm on my way home. so i missed out the fireworks and pictures taking fun. sorry girls. :\ while i'm on the phone, i handed my digicam over to larling for them to take pictures. here are some. okay, that's basically what i've missed while i'm on the phone with baby. at 11ish close to 12, i left the group and went to the bus stop outside esplanade to take bus home, whereas the rest of them went to chase for the last train. i was still on the phone with baby at that time. i waited for quite some time, then i saw NR1, which goes towards Yishun. then i quickly went to check and saw that the last bus for 857 was at 11.33pm and i've already missed it. so i've got no choice but to take the NR1 home. it made such a big round and i reached home at about 1am. arghh. as for what baby and i talked about over the phone. well, we managed to resolved everything. so we had some miscommunications afterall. he misintepreted what i meant in most of my sms-es and i misintepreted his as well. he didn't know i was mad at him because he, as my boyfriend, just board the bus without coming over upon bumping into me at the bus stop. well, we talked alot and cleared every misunderstandings. i told him everything that i'm unhappy about and vice versa. imagine we talked from after i left the restaurant till i'm on the way home. my battery almost died on me, so i hung up and sms-ed him only when i got home and before he turned in. anyways, i'm now clearer as of what he actually feels about everything and also the pressure he's facing at work. we both realised our wrongs and stuffs. we made up and we're all fine now. =) it's 3.46am now and i'm still up. well, i ain't going anywhere P/S: i don't know if baby ever reads my blog, even tho' i've given him the URL. nevermind, but i just wanna use my blog as somewhere i say out what i feel. it's not easy for me to sms or tell him on the phone or worst, face-to-face. so i'll just tell you, my dear blog. it's just that i am still feeling bad being mad at him just now and last tuesday when we had our first argument. i felt i've not being really understanding, instead i've sorta became one of the source that causes him to be pressurized. but sometimes i really can't help it but feel the way i felt. like what people always say, you're mad at the person because you care for and love him. hmm bi, i just hope after today, everything will be alright again. i didn't know the pressure you're facing at work is like that, until today. you're always overworking yourself, and i'm so afraid you'll fall sick. oh wells, i just hope you'll remember and understand what i've told you today. and of cause, i'll remember your words too. anyways, no matter what happens, i'll still be there for you. and after what has happened, i still love you. loads. <3 haha, all of the sudden, i feel like hugging him now. oops okay, i'm off! 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the following entry will entirely be about friday (22o7o5). haha, i reached home at 1am just now. i had an enjoyable plus a lil unhappy plus a lil relieved day evening. i'm tired, but i still wanna blog before i turn in. i'm still sending larling and sheena the pictures anyway. this is gonna be another lengthy entry, so read it at your own risk. :x
my mirror. :x
my bro's mirror. haha.
tralalas*take ONE.
take TWO.
final take. haha.
TA-DAH! XD
THIS! paper roses!! =D
take ONE. saw those roses my babe is holding? teehee.
take TWO.
THERE!! so ugly. i was as if i'm having some tummyache or something like that. hahaha. and look at twinny's expression. :x
this is a much better one. [left to right] lye hong, amirah, twinny, larling, me and sheena. (:
center stage! lovely place...
GROUP PHOTO!!! see i'm so nice to include azmie in the picture, and not asking to be photographer. haha. :x
the 4 musketeers reunion. 4 in love. really missed those times we hanged out together in school. :\
larling and i. that blurry thingy is actually amirah's fingers. haha. :x
i liked this picture. BANQUET rocks. lol. :x
twinny and i.
dumb and dumberer. larling and i with our forks and knives. haha.
larling and my feet. we wore white pointed flats together today. XD
larling with the piece of paper with 'Victor's' written on it. haha.
my turn! speak no evil.
garlic pizza bread.
my main course - breaded chicken cutlet. i think i ate the similar thing on kengey's bdae?
me and my CHICKEN! :x
my dessert - mango ice cream. yummylicious~
here's the cake.
(belated) birthday gal. (:
the candle 'butt' in the cake. :x
muacks* she's kissing the cake.
oops. french-ing with the cake? :x
ooooooooo. MORE MORE MORE! :x
oh YES! it's finally out! lol.
here's the end product. that portion lyehong ate it. haha.
larling and amirah.
ME ME ME ME ME! =D i feel so tiny. :\ huggies* will miss ya loads babe. (:
twinny and amirah.
the 2 tall gals. haha.
sheena and amirah.
sherla and amirah.
final group photo (minus azmie). GIRLS POWER!! =D ex-1w01-S.h.E-cum-4inLove! wahaha.
take two. tomorrow today anyways. i doubt i'll be blogging tomorrow night tonight, so yeah. will be working on sunday night with larling at 5.30pm. i miss my CHINKSSSSSS. $.$ :x btw, this entry is realllllllllly long, so enjoy loading the pictures and reading it. (: i'm going to bed now. nights blogders. (:
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