Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Y To my favourite boy, with loves.
how many guys will stick you through thick and thin and listens patiently and attentively to all your cries and whine and stays up till 6am just to chat with you and pinches you everytime he sees you and wants to hug you all the time and plants affectionate kisses all over your face and sings to you affectionately and surprises you with sudden visits during his night off and carries your bag just 'cos u complain its heavy and piggy-back you when you don't wanna walk on the muddy grass patch and shares everything (even his precious buddy-in-camp, i.e: his PSP) with you and sings duet songs with you willingly & nicely and takes great care of me when i was half-drunk and cleans ear wax for me and massages my leg whenever my leg cramps and lets me do facial mask for him and feeds me lovingly each time we have our meals together and surprises me with food when i've no time to go for lunch during work and insists on sending me home all the time and calls me just to perk me up during work and manages to put a smile on my face at the thought of him. and lots more.
that's my honeybunch sugar zhu tao, chun yan, who will do all of the above and more for me. =)
tho' he calls me pig at least once a day, thinks my butt's a honda jazz (fyi, honda jazz is my favourite hatchback, i.e: butt-less -.-), smacks my honda jazz all the time, pinches my nose everytime he sees me, always eat away my make-up, always teases me about anything and everything, makes me jealous by saying all the nothings and always makes me miss him so damn much.
i'd still cherish and love him deep deep and many many. =)
been reflecting alot about my past and present relationship lately. during my relationship with wilson and marcus, i did put in my heart and soul, but look at the way i was treated? "met the wrong guys loh", as quoted by eadric. it's always the case. it's either, "right guy, wrong time" or "wrong guy, right time". don't you agree? i remembered having lots of fears then, always worrying whatever i do or say will affect the way my (then) other half looked at me. don't you my girlfriends agree with me that i was like that?
so as i grow and learn, i realised that's not a way how a relationship should be or will work. and now, i'd define 'my kind' of relationship to be (it's a must) with someone whom i can totally be ME with. someone i can feel very comfortable with him, to the extent that i can meet him even without having make-up on, and he will still kiss me adoringly. someone i can say anything to him and do anything without thinking of preserving a good image or worry that his opinion about me will change. i must be myself in front of him and whatever unglam stuffs (probably sit with my legs on the table, fart loudly, dig my nose and flick my 'pi sai' all over or something hahahaha =p) i'm doing wouldn't affect his impression of me because we're too close and comfortable with each other already. someone who can be my bestfriend as well as my lover. and i think, CY fits these criterias totally. hahaha.
some of you may think it's still early to say all that, but i won't deny all that are exactly what i'm feeling right this moment. i believe in fate, and so if one day, fate forbids us, i'll still know today existed and that we've truly loved each other. =) words just can't convey what i wanna tell you dear. but right this moment, i'm really thankful that i've met you and that having you in my life now is such an undescribable joy. ohboy, you light up my life! =D
happy one month to us! =)
lotsoflove. YY
xoxo.
p.s: i can't wait till the 7th then publish this, so just pretend this post is for tomorrow ok? =)
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