Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Y Words can be only be said, only time can prove our love...
everyone has a past. the past is what shapes who we are today. i used to hate my past, and had wanted to eradicate each and every part of my past from my memory. and as i grow Labels: Inner Intentions, My Zhu Tao
oldermore matured, i learnt to embrace my life the way it is, accept it as what it was, is and will be. i learnt to love myself, before moving on to love another. love who he was, is and will be.
i may be gullible at times, but 'cause of all the let down in lfe, i grew up and emerged to be a stronger person i am today. i won't deny that i am rather disturbed right now, but i chose to think things in the other way. it takes 2 hands to clap, and there's 2 sides to a coin. promises can be made. promises are just words, and only time can prove them right for me to be totally convinced. we can promise to love for a lifetime, to never leave each other, but all these, only time can prove it to us. when 2's deeply in love, everything can be said out as easy as flipping a coin, but if we weren't meant to be and that time gonna prove us wrong, we sure gonna go on our separate ways too, no?
there are many things which we can't alter. fate and destiny has laid everything out for us. we can't change the past, but we can change ourselves to improve to be a better person compared to the past. and so, i'm gonna live like there's no tomorrow, love like i've never being hurt before. i'll cherish the times we have together, cherish and love you like i'll always do. i won't promise you forever, but i can assure you that i will never ever lie to you. i love you, CY! :)
and thanks to froggie's help and her feedbacks. i'm feeling so much better right now. :)
sometimes i think i'm pretty fortunate to have great friends around me, all the time. they're there for me almost 24/7, loves me, dotes me, laughs with me, cries with me, looks out for me, be friends with me and whathaveyou. through the years, i'm glad to say, you guys have stuck by me and you guys have my words that i'll stick by you all the way too!
on a lighter note, my brother just donated and installed for me his Microsoft Livecam. and now i'm gonna start webcaming with my family and friends! teehee. and i really really can't wait for CY to be back from Tekong on monday, so i can call him and tell him about everything! i just hope my left eye will stop twitching right now, because it kinda makes me worried.
oh btw, i think i'm really a gadget noob (as quoted by my bro), as i don't bloody know how to charge CY's PSP, even i've the USB charger with me. haha! right, off to snooze. i've promised to sleep early, and this is one promise i think i can keep. :)
nights loves. :)
p.s: happy 21st, larling-bestfriend-chou-da-bian!!!! =D 3 more months to my 21st. haha! loveudeepdeep. ;)
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87
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