Sunday, September 16, 2007
Y Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
we're supposed to have a class outing tonight, but because of some reasons, we had to postpone it to some other day. instead of meeting the rest of the guys as well, we had a little girls' night out, without our froggie as she had something else on. Labels: Emo, Family/Friends
down we went to Holland V, where we had a wonderful time. dinner at Tango's with my 2 ladies had been pretty pleasant, and the 3 of us seems to have endless things to catch up on. seems like the days since graduation hadn't been easy for all of us. after dinner, it was dessert time at Cold Rock Ice Creamery, and that was really very fulfilling. yum! :)
since we were already on the streets, and the mood is right, we decided to give Wala Wala Cafe Bar a shot. head to the 2nd floor where the live band (Shirlyn Tan & The Unexpected) was performing. well, i felt that Wala Wala is an excellent chill-out place! terrific live band performance and the enthusiastic crowd is what makes me wanna go back there again and again! left the place after a glass of Margarita and Red wine, and went to catch our last train home.
it had been a pretty simple yet splendid meet-up with you girls. let's do that again sometime soon. :)
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sigh.
my words may sound harsh. i've been through it, and the bitterness is still at the tip of my tongue. raw and fresh. nothing much helps except being optimistic about everything. stop thinking for the other, and start thinking for yourself. our lives doesn't only revolves around MEN, and ONE man. you are right, everyone needs LOVE to feel complete. love comes in many forms, and we can't have full marks for each and every single thing in our life.
you reap what you sow? we put in our 100 in a relationship, and what f-up ending do we get? not even a second chance. why do we have to chase after perfectness when there's bound to have flaws in every single thing in life?
i really want the best for everyone in my life. i want everyone to be happy. but it irks me so when i felt we're not been treated right. i feel angry, in fact. damn.
i feel really mixed up tonight. happy 'cause i got to meet up with my favourite girls and had a terrific girls' night out. upset 'cause everyone doesn't seems to be doing good and that we missed our school days. angry 'cause i feel life is so unfair for the women. i think all MCP should burn in hell!!! argh.
yes, i can tell you how a jerk can this guy or that guy be. but no, i can't deny that i really missed him. and also, i'm still mad at him and myself. mad for doing this to me. why doesnt a 2nd chance exist at all? yes, fcuk all the lies.
life's never fair. and nothing's forever. yes, forever's just a word and time can prove it does exist. but so what if you've all the time in the world? time did not prove it afterall.
don't understand what i'm talking about? then don't guess. shut up and leave. bye.
p.s: pictures will be up tomorrow when i get them.
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87
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