Saturday, July 21, 2007
Y when i close my eyes to this paradox place
i have been to this place a million times. it still feels like yesterday. it still feels surreal. i don't know what can i do to chase those feelings away. whenever i stand in close proximity, the same old feeling creeps in, and my heart starts to sink. how long more do i have to wait? I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself Labels: Emo
you're a fading light like a star whose life has been gone for long...
I've never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don't know what I left you for
See I thought that I could replace you
He can't love me the way you do
'Till now I never knew
Baby
I'm spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What's the point it's just a waste of time
I'm spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to fight
Don't want to live without you in my life
I'm spoiled
I tried to tell myself that I'd be over you in a week or two
But baby that was 'bout a year ago
I've never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can't let go, oh no
And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there's room for someone else in my heart
There ain't no way I'm getting over you
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
I'm hopeless, helpless when it comes to you
everyone will be a happier person if we don't have to worry for our future, our quarter life crisis, our studies, our significant other, etc. how perfect would life be if we don't have to worry about who is gonna provide us with our next dollar, if we're ever able to make it to the FHM top 100 girls, if we're ever able to make it to the dream school or dream job.
life will be fantastic if everything is so simple. complexity is irritating. its like how i wish i can just use complex in the previous sentence instead of complexity. simplicity. is. good.
this week has been extremely nua for me, and i kinda liked it this way. 'tho it gets really quiet and boring at times, but yay, i love the peace. but i can't just nua my days away this way all the time! and so, next week i've some activities planned! can't wait to catch a movie with my bestie on next thursday, and another midnight HORROR movie with martin&co on friday. another touring session i suppose? mazda3!! :x finally, something to look forward to. :)
alright, i'm gonna cuddle close to the blanket and sheets, and wish that i'd stop having horrible dreams.
Joanne; twenty-one; 16jan'87
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