youhavestolenmyheart.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

The current mood of littlebobdog40@hotmail.com at

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surprisingly, i'm feeling really light hearted today.
lots of knots in my heart were untied, because i've seen and thought things through.

frankly, i feel life's really a choice. you're wondering, how the hell i became so optimistic suddenly huh? people grow, you see. just that, i don't seem to be growing vertically though. :(

i swear i had a tough week mourning about the lost love, which appears to be nothing but a facade. i guess i was too numbed to feel anymore pain. guess it's really over. my heart's really sore right now. nope, he didn't do anything to make things worse. in fact, he did nothing which made things worse! thanks for the wonderful dream though. maybe, we'll meet again. or probably not. ohwells. shrugs*

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i'm so tired. literally.

it really doesn't pay to be nice. no matter how hard i try to be nice, i'll never be appreciated and will be chucked one side eventually. i once resolved to be selfish, but i always failed to be. i treat people true from my heart, and i'm being treated by them with their ass. why?

my selective memory function keeps bringing vivid images of things i don't wanna be reminded of. sigh* i don't wanna think about you anymore. ohwells.

wipe those tears away and be strong, jo. well, it's because of YOU people who makes me emerged to be so much stronger now. yes, i have to do this. i'm gonna let it go, and try to enrich my life with many many many many better things. :D

i'm going back to the beginning. start all over again. i will continue striving hard to acheive my dreams. i've many dreams wokay. the biggest of all is of cause to settle down with the man of my life at my early 20s, but well, that gotta wait for now..

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people says, those with flat feet will have a tough life. unfortunately, yours truly has a pair of really flat feet. flat till i can use my foot as a ruler. i'm serious! some traits of flat feeters (according to my aunt who has them too) includes,

- smarter than others (WOOHAAHAAHAA!)
- trips easily (how very true.)
- shoes spoil easily (YES!)
- sole of my heels wears off at one direction; side way (as always)

there's lots more traits which i've forgotten. but having flat feet ain't good at all. :(

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alright, my life's going back to the beginning. been indulging in books, comics, movies and dramas all over again.

after months of anticipation, #4 is finally released!!! i'm gonna go get it over the Holiday! hurhur. :p

sometimes i wish i could turn back the hands of time. i miss the time when i'm so very gay and carefree. right larling? it's been long.. and i sure do miss that.

oh btw, takuya kimura sure looks friggin' hot in the new Gatsby ad! heehee.

# small tips: when you feel really down in the lumps, GO CLEAN UP YOUR WARDROBE! it always work for me. i've cleaned up my wardrobe umpteen times already. chucked away so much rubbish. and damn, that sure does make me feel fabulous! #

Labels: Inner Intentions, Nostalgic