Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Y LIFE STILL GOES ON!
no matter how painful this is, how fcuked up things are, how ironic life is, how hurt i am...
LIFE STILL GOES ON!
i'm never gonna believe the words MEN say anymore.
bravo, joanne! i think you've finally grown up! :D
for now, i'm gonna concentrate on my career. probably start planning my graduation holiday, which i'll likely to put it at the end of the year ('cause i don't have any leave yet). since he won't be the one bringing me to BKK anymore, i'll bring myself there! haha, independence! :) after the holiday, 2008 will be the time i'm gonna start thinking about getting a degree.
fcuk those future plans. fcuk those 'i'll marry you'. fcuk those 'i love you forever'. fcuk those 'i'll not let history repeat'. fcuk those 'the tears you'll ever shed will be tears of joy'. fcuk those sweet nothings!
fcuk these emoshits!
know what? i won't be so gullible anymore. i'm giving myself till the end of this week to stand up and live like i've never died before. right, of cause i never die before. tsk.
i'm STRONGER now. compared to 2 years ago.
i am still blessed. because i have the best friends anyone can have. most supportive family anyone could ask for. despite the fights at home, i know i'm always the darling girl in my parents' eyes. and a excellent sister in my brother's eyes. and with friends like li'e larling, yun, kengey, tiffy, ah dong, lee hong, froggie, eadric, and etc, how can i not be HAPPY right?
i thought it won't be easy for me, because i've collegues having the same name as him. and also, looks like him. BUT HELL, i can still cope! moreover, they are the few people whom i often hung out with. with these people, and of cause with the work loads, i feel working can take my mind off things. really. and guess what? i feel like going back Conrad to work for a few days. if not, how about going back there for a visit? li'e larling, what do you think? :P
whatever it is, i am STILL blessed. who says only MEN can make us feel happy? definitely not me. :)
i need to especially thank kengey, li'e, yun, ah dong and ead for keeping me company these few days. without all your daily RUBBISH, i won't be able to withstand this emptiness within me.
from today onwards, i'm gonna go back the time when i've not known him at all. carefree and happy. i can do it. :) as for you, i wish you all the best. :) if we've that fate, we'll meet again. till then, take care.
p.s: sorry for the crude language. :p
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