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Sunday, February 11, 2007

The current mood of littlebobdog40@hotmail.com at

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Y Really grateful. :)

i've been tellin' myself not to bothered by what the rest think about me. but when things get nasty, i get absolutely irritated and mad about it. i swear i was fuming inside when things were poured out unintentionally from the person's mouth. i know it was unintentional, but have that person thought further when letting out those words? i bet it's a no, because up till now, i'm sure they don't know who they had offended.

i was really fuming, but still kept my cool. i'm always mad, but got over it after talking to somebody about it. that's me. well, and that's not the matter about being petty or not, it's about how inconsiderate the person is of my feelings.

i may not be rich, but i am independent. i'm sure my parents would love to provide me with ALL the money in the world just to nurture me to become an educated well-being, but i have to tell myself that i can't always be relying and living off my folks. they'll get old, and in time to come, they need to retire and enjoy their lives too. i won't bear to use up their money, and stop them from travelling around with that money instead, no? it's true that our parents have their duty to feed us, but that's not forever. of cause i'll hope that my parents will live and die with me forever, but do you think it's possible? we have to live for ourselves and learn to be independent, and of cause, pay back and feed our parents instead!

i've no complaints towards the duties i'll be having this month onwards. the phone and internet bills are really minor compared to maintaining the entire house and mouth of 4 for years! in fact, with these little stress added to my life tells me that going for work and earning money isn't a play-thing anymore. it actually spurs me to work harder towards all my goal!

yes, i've started work and i've no life? i've played enough and am ready to shape up my future. maybe some people might think that i've changed ever since i started work. i don't deny that, because i find myself thinking really differently from what i used to think. i aim for different things, and strive hard towards my goal. if you can't accept this change, i've nothing to say, except to know that you're not a supporter but a disappointment afterall.

ohwells, at least for now, i know who are my real friends. and who are the real ones always behind me, supporting me. :) i'm really contented with my life right now.

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put that aside for now. on a very lighter note, i've had a great weekend despite some letdown here and there. went shopping both yesterday and today! :D

kengey and i had wanted to join in da fun at Junction 8, to witness Luo Zhi Xiang's autograph session, but we went off after awhile because the crowd there was terrible! haha. head downtown to meet neth for dinner and shopping aftermath. neth's practically our slave that day! hahaha. bought a new top for new year, as well as a cologne for my brother's 23rd birthday next week. my brother should learn to love his sister more now! tskk! :D

as for today, i went Bugis with my folks. managed to get a really pretty and expensive GUESS handbag, which i love it lots! i had considered about it very long, but in the end i took it because i really like it very much. :) teehee. i bought another flare skirt as well, which i'm gonna use that for work.

alright, off to pack my stuffs and chill before it's time for bed. gonna work tomorrow lo~~~
and my belated birthday treat from jae will tentatively be on this coming friday. eons since we last met. hmm.. :)
1 more week and it's CNY! i'm anticipating that so much right now. :)

hey u, be more original and don't follow people's taste! be a trend setter, and not a follower!
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thank you for the company.. :)

Labels: Inner Intentions, Shopping