the differences that surfaced between us is makin' me feel so darn left out.

perhaps i shouldnt be so trusting to anybody afterall.
sighs.

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what am i gonna do after graduation?
i guess this is just a pre-moving-on-to-next-chapter-of-life syndrome that everybody will suffer. right ah dong? haa.

if i were to continue with my part time job while saving money to go on a holiday, how long will i need to save enough money? it seems like money's never enough.
goin' on a holiday is one thing, lookin' for a permanant suitable job is another. what job do i want?

how about my studies? i'm interested in takin' up part-time courses, majoring in a faculty of my choice (unlike now which im takin' something i loathe). but how do i go about choosing the school or courses? AND.. can i afford the fees?

what will life be for me after leavin' this vibrant school life i'm havin'?

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in life, there are just so many things to pursue. be it personality or material wise. it's all the same. it's neverending. human are never satisfied. and why is that so? when will one be satisfied? never.

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i turned in early last night, but im still feeling uber sleepy right now.
i hate doing FYP. i ought to be doing my programmin' now, but ended up chattin' with wei liang about some big ass logics.

REN SHENG MA...

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heh. fizzy pooper's in the eGarage now. and i just told him about lloyd! waha, i'm like tellin' everybody about it lah! :x
right, off for lunch.