Saturday, May 13, 2006
Y i am so SICK AND TIRED of everything in conrad!
today, i've many many things to comment. i dun feel like blogging as usual about what i did and how's work or stuffs like that. in fact, i feel whiny, but another part of me feels that blog has "eyes". if you get what i mean, that is.
i am so so so sick of working in conrad. there were many things happening to us lately. screw up shits. more and more of us intend to get out of this hotel soon. li'e and i are pretty keen on leaving, best is by the following week. conrad is getting stricter, more stingy and unreasonable.
first of all, yun has been banned from working in conrad from today onwards. the reason i won't say here, but somehow i feel dalland's too much. i know i wasn't present when "everything" took place last night, but i still feel this unfairness in this whole saga. there's another person in that video as well, but why didn't she get reprimanded and yun did? as for the rest, i won't comment much as i wasn't there to witness. i know both dalland and wilson hated yun right from the beginning, but what they did to her is really overboard. ohwells, i believe yun couldn't care much about being banned. no biggy right, yun?
and today during our briefing, ramesh ticked all of us off, telling us all the hotel policies and all other grandmother stories. dalland even showed everyone "that" video to everyone on the big screen in grand salon. mark, ramesh and him were there nagging at all of us. after the video, dalland directed at li'e and i and asked if we've any questions regarding to this issue. i think he did that 'cause he knew yun is in our "clique". deep within me, i feel i'm actually fuming, but i swallowed everything down and kept quiet, as i've no say in this.
anyhows. ramesh was PMS-ey today. after work, we got our vouchers from him at 12.25am but he signed everyone 12am instead. what is this? free labour for 25minutes? not that we wanna be calculative with them, but come on loh, they want us to report 5 minutes earlier everytime to sign in and we didn't complain. when we're late, he complains. when we worked extra minutes, we can't complain. or worst, when we do speak up, he says we're calculative and started yelling at us like a bull. where's the fairness? so what if he's superior to us?
reality is cruel. society is full of unfairness. now i'm only a part timer, and there's so many shits. i wonder if i'm officially out in the society, what will be waiting for me? more shitness, i reckon.
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just had a loooooong talk with lu hua, and i really enjoy talking to him. i feel great to have such a good buddy to talk to everytime. we often updated each other about our "stories". and we talked about the above matter as well as this...
giving up someone isn't something i can control. it's the longing in my heart that i seriously can't control. yea, at least for me. it's not like i pointed a pistol at his head to talk to me, to be friend with me, to be nice to me and whatnot. i have my own ways to move on and sorts. i know i won't stick to not-wanting-to-give-up for my entire life, just that the time hasn't ripe. as the saying goes, to move on takes time. i know he meant well that he doesn't want me to give up the entire forest because of a tree, but what he's doing today is totally pointless. and i'm sorry to say, childish too.
i hated myself for being
all i wanna say is that, it's really pointless. delete me from your list for all you want, 'cause it's something i can't control as well. (: do what you want, show me the attitude for all you want, because i'm leaving earlier than you. you said to quit long time ago, yet till date you're still around. ohwells. thanks for your good intentions tho'. (:
i know what you did last
anyhows. any job lobangs, people????????
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