Sunday, May 14, 2006
Y ANGRY!
i am SO SO SO SO SO pissed right now. i'm so pissed that i wanna shit. i am so pissed that i wanna cry. i am so pissed that i wanna cuss and swear. i am so freaking pissed off. tomorrow i'm gonna talk to my folks, and let them know i want out of this hotel, and find another job. how about genki sushi at marina square? winks* naw, i don't eat sushi so it makes no sense for me to work there.
work hasn't being fine for me at all today. i think it will be a tough week ahead before li'e and i want officially out of there hell. i got teeny weeny bit feel like going MIA for the rest of the week. hmmm. I NEED A NEW PART-TIME JOB! :/
ARGH. the thought of what happened today really makes my blood boils. during briefing, ramesh asked me to tell him the way to speak to a guest if they did not indicate their names and contacts on the comments card to indicate them. for that, everyone has their own different ways of saying so i said in my way. then he stopped me halfway 'cause he thinks it isn't the way he wanted. not only that, he said i sounded too rough. come on loh, it's not like i said vulgarities, so where's the rough part? he went on and asked if i've got boyfriend, then i haven't even said a single thing, he went on and said "NO WONDER". what has rough and got boyfriend or not got to do with THIS issue? i felt so totally insulted. nobody close were beside, and i felt so humiliated. some people may think i've over reacted, but you should take a look at his CHARCOAL face when he said that. ass!
ramesh was totally sarcastic, that lu hua retorted at him quite a number of times. i once respected this black fella, but today, i think he doesn't fit to be a manager. so what he usually thinks highly of me and often gets me to do things that he don't usually allow others to do? so what he "promoted" me to VIP server? i never wanted that anyway. i hate the way he mimics the way people speaks. especially at aunties or those china people who can't speak good english. how i wish i could slap him hard and get him to respect others. how can he expect us to respect him when he don't respect us too? we're working under him doesn't give him the rights to do all these. when things get serious, people might even go to ministry of manpower to lodge a complain.
now i totally understand yun's stand. the unfairness in conrad. according to aunty wendy, yun actually can sue wilson and dalland for what they did. but because it's wilson, i won't encorage yun to do so. not because of what, but he's however someone close to me before, why make him die? if things get ugly, i'm sure his working pass will be terminated and he'll be sent back to malaysia. however, yun doesn't allow me to speak for him anymore and that she's seriously doing something about this. ohwells.
you know what? i am so pissed that i can't sleep. i know people will say that every work place is like that and all these sorts. but because conrad meant so much to me that this is affecting me alot. i will miss the people there, as in my fellow casual labours. love the times when we ate, chatted and laughed together at work or during breaks. too bad they had lousy managers. ohwells, sometimes we must really learn how to let go.
ARGH.
but.. on a lighter note, i picked up one red packet today. it was on my table and i waited for quite some time, but no guests came and claim it back. thus, i just swept to my tray and bring to the back to open it up. 20 bucks! if it's the usual me in the past, i'll return to the manager or something, but today i kept the money myself. why should i give them when they'll be the one keeping the money if i did so? YAY. i earned that extra 20bucks! (:
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