Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Y what's done and what's not.
school's resuming on next monday onwards, and whoa, i'm gonna be a year 3 student! time really flies. it felt like yesterday when i just gotten my O levels results and was troubling about which school to go and what faculty to take, considering the fact my results can't bring me to my dream course - biz admin at NYP. and now, i'm taking mobile computing in NP for the 3rd year already! it's so hard to believe. ha. ha.
i think it's pretty safe for me to say that this holiday is my last holiday, because there's a high possibility that i'll be having my attachment on the next holiday in about august. what have i said to do this holiday, and what have i done and not done so far? let's see.
i've said to sign up for driving lessons, and i've started the course. i passed my BTT, and will be taking FTT on next wednesday. hopefully it'll be smooth throughout, and i'll get my license in no time. 'tho i don't own a car yet.
i've said to watch all the shows/movies i can find this holiday, and i've indeed done so, watching them till the late nights. i've said to read as many comics/books as i can this holiday, and yes, i did managed read quite a number of them, considering that i've spent most of my time watching shows instead. haha. oh, and mahjong! got to play twice this holiday, but it's still not enough. ):
what else?
i promised to clean up every areas of my room, and yes i've done so and my room's really very neat now. haha! i planned a malaysia shopping trip, and i went once with yun on one weekend. it was helluva fun trip with just the 2 of us hanging out in city square. =D i had always wanted to find time to meet up with old friends, and 'tho i didn't manage to meet all of them but i still got to catch up with people like tiffy and kimmy. i had wanted more, but time just doesn't allowed us to. :/
as for what i failed to do. i said to chiong work and earn loads of moolahs, but because of the annual qing ming jie which falls in april, so hotel doesn't have much business and thus i hasn't got that much bookings. in other words, i haven't earned enough! had said to try working in ritz carlton, but because of a booking management i hated there, i'm having second thoughts now. probably gonna tahan conrad for a few months more till my attachment then say.
wanted to plan a sentosa trip to try out the luge, but because of the rainy days and the i-feel-like-saving-money thoughts of mine, i hadn't got to go afterall. and the chilli crab late night supper outing wasn't carried out at all.
and etc.
sighs. this holiday may seems short, but many things has happened in this short period of time. many small small things. the major ones are the betrayal thing we found out. i admit i was furiously mad at that time. but after cooling down for a couple of weeks, there's the angel and devil sides in my head. and thus, i had a talk with the person and today, we're okay already. others may think i'm a two-faced bitch, but i'm not gonna be bothered by what the rest think of me as. like what kengey said to me, and i'll keep that in mind, that i'll do whatever my heart feel is right. and yay, i'd rather have one more friend than another enemy. in life, people makes mistakes. we do make them too, so yay, life's beautiful too.
the other major one, at least to me, was the most recent one. that is a news that came to me as a shocking one. it was indeed an extraordinary hurt and i almost couldn't take it. but still, i'd rather believe it even tho' many has doubts about it. and conincidentally, tomorrow it'll be 6 months 8 days and 12hours since he went away. remember brian mcknight's song "6, 8 ,12"? that's the meaning. however, i chose to take it all in and move on from here. no matter what, i can still survive alone without everyone else, no?
what didn't kill me, made me stronger. (:
right, i've no idea why but i suddenly had to blog all these. it was just..something la. aiyah, nothing lah. :x i'm off to doris's later on. will be working 5pm tomorrow. SIA function again. ohwells.
on a lighter note, here's another good read. they have really amusing chatlogs of men preying on girls on MIRC asking for their needs satisfaction. gross. check that out here!
hmm. sometimes i wonder did the captain of the Titanic cry when it sinks.
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