Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Y emoshits.
side note: the you in each para refers to different people.
maybe that's my weak point which you used to attack me. maybe that's is the reason why you're using me. i don't need any explanations from you, because all that i know now is that i've been betrayed. my trust. our trust. every of our trust towards you has been used to bring you to greater heights and fame. jealousy? envious? why compare? each and every one of us. every living human. we all have our own perfections and flaws. nobody is perfect. why use such an immoral way to get to your own advantage? in the end what do you get in return? fame from people superior to you or friends looking down on you? don't attack my weakest point, thinking i'll never get over my weak point. one day, i will.
you are my weak point. you are the reason that's making me having second thoughts towards our plans. you are the reason i used to smile, and now, cry. you're no longer the one that i know in the first place. was it you who has changed? or was it me? i want you to no longer be my weak point, but be the one who forces me to grow stronger. i really do want to get out of this torturous regime in my heart. sigh.
you are scaring the wits outta me.
who's worthy of my trust? totally. fully. maybe my family will be my one and only pillar of support. really? sigh.
someday, i will understand. and i will get through the rain.
emoshits.
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